"jus wen you think we're close,we're actually far apart"i cant believe dat this is happening.NOW.during ramadan.10 hearts were broken.its sad neeed to confornt but dnt noe how.she changed why??

thats wat maya have to say..

this is wat yana got to say..

Dalam bulan Ramadhan yang suci ini, dia yang paling tua telah menyakiti hati adik-adiknya.

Dalam bulan Ramadhan yang suci ini, kami telah menyakiti hatinya.

Dalam bulan Ramadhan yang suci ini, kami menangis kerana perubahannya yang amat besar dan memeranjatkan.

Dalam bulan Ramadhan yang suci ini, dia menepikan kami dan telah menjadi rapat dengan musuh kawan kami. Sampai hati dia mengutuk adik/kakak kami.
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wat i cannot say antix but i agreed..she changed wat happen?? did a moonstone hit her.. we juz pray tat she noes wat she doing.. hurting feelings..but on the other side..

b there..
why u guyz made me guilty..??i neva meant it.. i was tired,hungry.. i tried to b there..

its really hard for me now to blog.. even to get online.. well on thrsday ustaz naz is begining unreasonable AGAIN.. omg wats his problem..then we buat bodoh.. it was great to hear guomaa talk in malay.. haha very funny.. on friday they showed the video... the sec 3 and 4 made..it was neat.... i love the final fantsy nyer... best..sawas oral i think i did well.. help out the deco for the cards.. it turn out great.. fun xcting thngs happen.. but one thing was not great as my mp3 got conficated by ustaz moksin.. it wasnt my problmcoz hasanah yg made th ething happen well it was angry at first.. but then.. i forgive her.. well.. i told her t buy me a drink...and say tat and say this nuthin much really la.. my mom told me we found the house we will b staying at canada..its big.. spacious.. and nice... i will try to get the pic ler. but i think i may nnot get it..

its been a long time since i blog.. yg laen pon mcm tu juga.. hmm.. wat happen.. malas kot..


last sat on the 16th i got my oral..kat skola(of ocz lar hahax)then i waited and waited..until my turn.. then bila i reach mine i got ustazah fatimah... she noes i was leaving.. and i will not b takin my exam.. but well im sitting for my oral.. tengah2 test she go ask y am i sitting for my oral..i juz sat there laught. i say saje2 kot.. my mom told me to go and i go.. baek kn i dgr wat my mother told me to do tau..then later i went to the lib coz we planned to meet up there.. then went mkn kt canteen instead of kfc and wen sweet talk for my dessert..then later later later..smlm heart broken... i gt all upset tk bobal sgt sey.. i spent my timehearing sad love song..disspointed habis.. p skul pon diam jer.. tkde mood.. until hasanah came rnning to me.. pastu i was like mad.. hahaz.. then hapi all day.. the kacau maya gan ade org tu.. best..syok abiz.. then got xtra c;ass then time alik td gerek ade abg mcdonald tu gave us xtra ice cream means de tambah kn kte ice cream lebih.. abi bobal then uat klkar.. pastu jln.. then here i am.. hopin to more will b even beter

well my mom got home late these days since the indonasian came.. i didd get to blog much.. until today.. here goes...

11st spt:

it was my 10th sistas bdae... the closest one..shes turning 13th on that day.. pppl cae aroung giving her present and wishing her..i waited till 3pm to gave her present bcoz we had a suprise for her.. shes gonna hate it for sure and she did.. while the other girls got "make-up"i brought her around blind folded..then when bak to class..wheer she got KISSED i tellin ya KISSED.. ewww i has really gald i wasnt me.. gross.. no offence..

12th:

i cant really remeber much.. but hasanah went to school wif me takin the biase train tat I always took..i was there went she reliased tat he was there.. i neva told her tat yesterday de pon ade so she was like makin it a deal... a huge one.. then when to school and jln kaki.. eh wait this thing happen on ains bdae.. but the same thing happen only tihs time i got to take the bus bcoz she forced me to..ustaz nuz was like all scolding us for nuthin sey.. we donno ari tu ade test fiqh we thought saraf test..then alamak we were like wh-hat?!?huh?!?then sirah test ok...abi time alik de ade.. so it was like goin bk wif him r..haha geletar sey.. p klakar r

13th:

happy giler sey ari tu..the same thng time pegi.. tp tk silap ths time he was the on at the back.. abi tk nk de sgt ar..so i was quite dissapointed ar..tp i went to the canteen de ade the same stall tat i was goin.. wooot.. hapi sey.. abi lepas beli mknan ustaz panggil abi bobal ketawe2 jp then i pusing then saw him kt the nearest bench sitting while talking wif his fren de mcm stare2 ar.. abi i wasnt sure gan sape ehk.. pastu kene beratur kn so naek ar.. then nuthin really hapen..abi time reccess while studying mcm sumthin told me to look bak.. then de ade gan kwn de abi told hasanah abi de go look beide telepas tp nk farah smiling2 abi the other when play chee koh pak haha damn funny..time tu juga sey ust sandisi pass.. ape sey salah waktu ar... time alik i waited for hasanah sbb ustaz nk dgr de bace... so waited ar..alamak mcm nk sepak sey fifi.. i was like having a heart attack sey de p kocang the table abi like wisper.."oi _________"then she said "eh td de ade..tunjuk2 lg" i was inside mouth wide open. lua diam jer.. pastu naek yana sori tk dpt tolong.. i was empty..sori ehhk..abi.. balik p pass class..where he got remedial..hahaz...

14th:

nari.. p school tk dpt gan hasanah tp npk zahidah.. turon yishun npk farhanah.. tp uro de jgn naek abi naek the train yg de ade hahaz..abi jln de ade...pastu when walking teserempak yana ... the p6 boys like kejar tchr sbb tk lyn ler.. abi de ade.. terpakse de ikot la kn.. abi yana kau jahat!!!she called me and say"ehrm.."alamak paisey sey.. malu sey..npk sah de dgrkn.. pe sey.. pastu muka malu sey.. tunduk lg!! then da dpt keja kwn hapi ar.. kt skul they countine decorating.. i did my card yg blom pass up.. i say man.. allhamdulillah sey.. then it was ouite stressful.. ust told me and farah to dudok bawah and hear me read alamak... tp best ar.. then bace mengeletah sey.. tk de salah..haha..time nk p solat i plan nk p toilet b4 naek abi tk dpt.. sbb hasanah ar.. then drg like tk bg kua sbb de ade.. nk kacau ar.. abi mcm complicated sey.. then they lie look2 at him i was like duckig..they were like daring i was like dening.. then saw him smile.. swit ar..(for me je) pastu kak rob go and like say "oi shazaa uka ko" alamak paisey sey...then ade kisah deisebaliknye..then i was like is he smiling at me or hasanah.. bcoz i dont really thi k he saw me.. hen mcm tk sdp ati sey.. time alik ume.. kt dlm mrt..sabi zuhaili kn alamak really got to talk to tat guy ar.. no need to talk bot it.. abi time alik tk npk de..=( =( =( then reach home talk gan adq.. when shifa told me we are getting our laptop SOON.. wire less babe.. alamak.. i was like screaming.. then do my thing.. yg tk penting nk blg..hope tommorow is goanna b better...

ter picit publish post ar.. i havent finnish sebenarnye..






ok on sat..

hmm.. let see wat happen yesterday..oh ya.. wake up early morning at 5 AM.. got ready and went to the airport the day tat my dad will b goin to canada,montreal for his studies his goin first then came bk to fetch us..well we hugged kissed then he went off..there was a lot of ppl.. i cant believe myself.. then all my siblings cried.. ok most oof them but i didd mayb it was still dried.. bcoz most of air mata got use up during qiam..hmm.. then while we was checking in.. cik aisyah his so called PA came to give me my mp3.. i repeat MP3.. i got it for free..frm her.. nice isn it.. man..thanx alot cik aisyah.. went bk home cik din send us.. the car was packed wif abd husaini shaheed shifa shiham me shadi bibik shazrah atok plus cik then lar.. mcm sardin sey..sempit...then go use the laptop to get some music it took like one whole day.. bcoz i was quite blur bot it.. then p blajar sirah ikit.. science ikit.. pastu mlm... tat time tkde pape sgt..ade pon cite tk besh..

nari..

bangun kol 10 was awaken frm hasanah.. tk guna nye pompan tgn sedap2 tdo alamk dengkik sey.. then mandi.. abi dicided nk p novena tp tk jd so went to cozway took neonz then jln balik.. i shud miz the bus i took.. not need t noe.. then i went to airport anta org pastu p jln2 then go white sand now kt uma tgn download al-baqarah..lame sey..

ok on sat..

hmm.. let see wat happen yesterday..oh ya.. wake up early morning at 5 AM.. got ready and went to the airport the day tat my dad will b goin to canada,montreal for his studies his goin first then came bk to fetch us..well we hugged kissed then he went off..there was a lot of ppl.. i cant believe myself.. then all my siblings cried.. ok most oof them but i didd mayb it was still dried.. bcoz most of air mata got use up during qiam..hmm.. then while we was checking in.. cik aisyah his so called PA came to give me my mp3.. i repeat MP3.. i got it for free..frm her.. nice isn it.. man..thanx alot cik aisyah.. went bk home cik din send us.. the car was packed wif abd husaini shaheed shifa shiham me shadi bibik shazrah atok plus cik then lar.. mcm sadin sey

i went online several time mayb sbb malas nk blog.. hmm...well on



wednesday...

hafizhah ajak me and farhanah p library... da p jln2 jap.. i went change money then went to kfc to have our lunch.. then jln2 alamk gerekk sumtin grat really happen sey.. u see far like tis guy.. she was damn confused bot him.. so she like take it easy ar..abih tu masi jln2 i was wondering wat happen ar klu kteorg teserempak him.. then all of the sudden betol ar.. de tgn turon wif his frenz.. alamak.. busted sey. i cannot stop laughting it was like damn gerek funny..then went to kiddy place tebos ar nk p the other side(pandai2 paham la ehk) abi npk de tgn tgk bawah.. i keep on teasin far.. kecian sey satu ari kene kacau.. wif me and hafizhah..hmm.. then balik cannot lupe kn ar inciddent..abi masi alik tu i naek bus instead of the train. after a few stops got tis 2 boys.. seripusly freaky(i noe setakat but let me)the first boy lepas ar.. but the 2nd boy keep staring at me.. then when the first boy nk turon.. he keep looking at his fren then me.. was like chuckling too ar.. then keep on doing it cmpi turon.. nasib baek tk start pointing.. alamak..after tat i bobal gan hafizhah.. pastu masi conversation de bole thn secret abiz..tp ade kene mengene gan the incident td..then confrence wif sha and far.. then all close tgk si.. tinggal aku sorang.. hmm...



thursday

dead boring tyme pg.. mama went home early suro check monster house kol bape.. so check then went to the movies time mlm 2 gerek sey cite de.. haha very the funny...


today

went to far hse to do project... then suppose to meet zahirah kt admirilty mrt stt tp.. she say go first.. i got to pick maya kt interchange sbb far cannt fetch her.. then since zahirah gonna b damn late i went jln2 jap kt northpoint gan maya.. went to buy so called vencard sheet..then went to mini toons to buy sockzz maya keep on cmplaining.." ou... my leg... ouh akit..."..then went to yishun mrt stt bak to fetch zahirah took bus to far.. when reach there wait awhile then eat.. 1 hr duin nuthin bcoz waited for hasanah and nadhirah.. the start duin alamak hasanah gan maya kn mmg bingit tp jd juga.. everything when fine..pastu we eAT again while waiting 4 far.. pastu plan p northpoint nk beli ain hadiah.. best sey byk barang.. the p print club ler.. perasan ikit..gan hasanah gan maya... then da dpt p mac to deco.. abi alik.. maya kecian ehk kau.. hahax best took bus went home.. tgn baring my dad called wanted to talk wif us...hmm... well his goin off tommorow...gonna miz ya.. gonna b 2month witout a dad..then he go bk singapore raye jap then i willl b leaving the loves ones here.. i gonna miz u ppl.. the sisterhoodz.. hasanah...the person..hmm...

major crisis... i have 6 test coming up and non of them i have studied.. i must b reallly bad.. woah.. wake up.. juz came bk frm cik warins hse.. went there to celebrate the cake was cute.. but i didd got to take the pic coz the camera got flat and didd make it.. poor camera.. it was quite yummy.... then later parent got to go to the airport to fetch some ppl... hmm... cik warins so called bakal husband send us home.. he was ok.. but seriousll\y.. if farah or afiqah or ain was wif me they will say his joke is damn lame.. seriously i fell a sleep hearing his joke.. no offence.. seriously...


went to the movie wif far and he twins sister.. watch the devil wears prada.. the story dont understand.. if the dicretor was infornt of me ill shout at him or her.. and say " wat the moral of the story!!" omg lame show.. then went to popular jln2 when and get dad bdae present then went home..

came bak frm pd was great..i got the room all by myself.. i was reallt damn free.. no parents.. being matue and all...cleaning all by myslef.. it was awsome.. i took sum pic.. biar the pic bobal ikit ar...(alamak lupa... tkde pic sgt.. hahar.. tk pe lar..)