distracted. go. away.

YES! Its ten forty and I'm on the net. Why? Cause I'm feeling gleeful despite the malay paper one tomorrow and I have nothing to recap on. Today I received a HUGE COOKIE! Cause farah is like so awesome but too bad new duty is extra awesomer! I have Syuhada with me and I can save my first recess pocket money. JOY! I can save two bucks and dont spent on junkies. ALL PRAISES TO GOD! *bows*

AHHH! SORE TOOTH! It burrrrns!
kills.

Alhamdullilah, its been a smooth ride. Maybe helping out those who suffer misery to help myself to get motivate and stay strong as well. So credits yo. And I just realized that, the reason im a sober suffering misery is because Allah is testing me. He still cares. He is trying to get me back to the right path. Insyallah, I shall keep on moving forward and never neglect God. ^^

AHAHAHA! Happy Birthday Bozos!
May God Bless you people man.
my hangout crew and that rocker bud. ROCK ON LADAY!

your post almost made me. cry.

i was good with one. bad with the other.
Why do you still bother despite everything. I can't stand seeing you going all nuts about it.
Don't you get?

Whooooops!
I'm distracted. My daddy is going to eat you alive.
Gd'night.

he who smells.

Now, I've been going around clicking my friends' daily life and their everyday story. It looks like I'm not the only one feeling miserable today and the previous weeks. I guess misery is the new trend huh? Or is this a sign?

Keep standing strong mates. God will always be with us.

No matter what happen. Let's just hope He is still eyeing on us. Oh gosh, I am absolutely worried that God might turn away from me and shut my heart way from the light. Astagfirullah. Get Well soon maties who are sick. We have a huge number of germy people. Even my primary one kiddies are away from school. Half of them are gone.

I am looking forward for inter mad but with this situation going on with the teammates, do we have any chance? Or did we forget the meaning of team. Let's hope for the better.

find me a river. get me a book.

rush me away from the city.

nominated perfect?

okay and patiently wait and its FINALLY HERE! (:

Yes, the classmates looks uber hot in our new windbreakers.

I beamed and gleamed.

&& Am now exhausted and pooped out.

good morning. ^^

i want that picnic but at night. star gazing.

emotional.
Yes baby, I'm going down down down down down.

would you like to correct it?

I hope this misery will soon fade away before my exams arrive. I shall keep on working hard and find my trigger and motivation to keep pushing me forward. So far, I put my juniors as a motivation to keep on pushing. And I have no idea why. D:

Its Monday. And I do not like Mondays due to the classes. Its such a bore and no offence teachers. MONDAY STORY: I borrowed a book from HJN called the boy who ate stars and that book was resting on my lap during usul fiqh. I had no idea how but I fell asleep for such a long time until I received a tap on my arm from HJN. I got shocked by the tap that I grabbed the book on my lap, closed the book and slam it on the desk and shouted: YES? without noticing it. So the teacher made me go up front and tell the class about the story and no, i did not read the book during the class. While I was story telling, the teacher made the class pretend to go to sleep. TEE DAA!

My Jrs had to pull me for athletics training. I appreciated that alot, thankyou. And it was a blast just talking about sports, interests, intermadrasah, homework, english, strategies and many more. SO CHEERS! ^^

I am lucky to be surrounded by loving people and the great amount of people who are willing to help me out with my emo shitzxzx so I am grateful for that. Thank you everyone. (:

Oral on Saturday was a mess. I cant believe I messed it up. My major is usually my oral examination. But this time I screwed it. Bad. Maybe due to the wrong intention I had and not sufficient prep the night before. It's been reallyreally tiresome, is it due to less carbohydrate?

SEOUL GARDEN WITH HJN! Thank you parents for the treat and entertainment. HJN, I hope you enjoyed it and seriously thanks for helping us dig out some parents' secret cause they never share with us such story until today. SO CHEERIOS TO YOU BUDDY! (: Right after lunch, I met Syuhada and Shifa at Yishun who just got from work. I could have joined them but noo.. We settled down and couldnt stop laughing at everything that Shifa got distracted by. We made her pay up for every distraction that she got distracted but she didnt pay up. I'm gonna tai long on you so you bettter watch out! *stares intensely* Shifa had to leave early so Syu and I walked around to find a new place to study when WE FOUND A NEW PLACE TO HANG OUT! :DD Totally in luuuuurve. The whole aura, the environment, the foods, the vibes were AMAZING! Shifa! We're bringing you there next time. ^^

I made bets with Syuhada and she had to eat two tablespoon of cheese. Made brownies with chocolate peppermint. Revised Geography and of course a heart to heart session. It was a splendid study out. Thanks.

I AM HAPPY! (:

yes, awak.

CALM DOWN WORLD! CALM DOWN!

I'm losing it. I'm really losing it. I have no idea whats going on and what's my next move. I have done everything. But the hug from Mai just now was pleasantly nice where the sense of comfort and secure held me.

And HJN, the entu juice ran out. It's gone. I've spilled it. Shaheed's head need to be chopped off and let all the blood ooze out. He stole my hershey chocolate bar. And yes syuhada, i have succeed my emo test with the coach.

you're not for me. you're just not.

hand me my caffeine.

one. i was reading the maths syllabus when AIM NO. SIX states, positive attitude towards mathematics. No, syllabus, no. No one has develop the positive attitude for maths in me. Why? How many students have had that "positive" attitude? Does that mean you havent reach your aim?

two. its sad to see the teachers all tensed up and disappointed. I'm sorry we're troublesome. Dont be upset.

three. SARAAH! I hope youre fine after that gruesome and horrid injury. The whole blood oozing scenery wasnt pleasant at all. Although I didnt manage to catch it in action, but i feel quarter of your pain. Get Well Soon girl.

four. I lost the colors in me. I feel all black and white.

Interpretation: DULL. not emo.

five. I feel lost and confuse. And not happy at all. Well, maybe slight happiness like 0.00001%. So, hand me over my happiness, you leprechauns! You have the whole pot of gold by the end of the rainbow for yourself already.

use to be. mistakenly bee-eff.

But yet no longer much in crime.
Happy one seven birthday. May god bless you. [:

Baju aje.

Now, I dont like my school days due to such conflict. Let me state few human geographical terms here to interpret and reexplain the situation. A countries with a lesser political conflict tend to develop faster than countries that face man political wars. This will effect the country's economy and well being. AFFECTED ALREADY! Friendship are about be broken apart. What's going here?!

only recess je yang best.

So my dad got excited because he was my little sister's lover of the day on FB. Despite the humid weather, I cant stop myself to fake sleep which ended a real sleep. So I took a nap for two hours, felt fresh and took another half and hour nap. Why? Cause Monday lessons are just tedious. BOOOO!

check my grammer.

The weekends are superb AWESOME! Technically there's plenty to say. Aliah and Syuhada had it talking already so I'm rather outdated about it. Right after LFP, the plan was to hit the library and do some revision. WRONG! Aliah, Syu, Shifa and I headed YCK MCD and played the playground. From running to swings to sliding down the slides to climbing ropes and to humping on that kiddie rides. Okay, humping is a wrong term but you get me. :D We had R-rated the playground rules. After absorbing the sun rays, the three of us minus syu received a headache for each one of us and settled down for lunch.

Afterwards, we headed the library. And no, we did not do our revision. While shifa and aliah was still book hunting, syu read her books with me and heard someone snoring. Feeling all curious, she decided to search from where the snoring was produce. She couldnt find the source of production until.. she turn to her right shoulder. I fell asleep next to Syu's shoulder and no, she didnt notice me sleeping. I didnt snore snore. I was only breathing hard during my nap! Excusable. YCK has a nice new environment with the huge window and a very not so Singapore-y view outside it.

At the end, we decided to head the mall located at woodlands for some shopping and inspiration for our nerdy costumes. We settled down at MCD with three medium size drink and talk about everything. Did you know, shifa is into ladies. Old ladies. Old ladies who just came back from the swimming pool and forgot to change their tights into their pants. Not only that, she is also into pretty kakak-kakak in jubah and fat men wearing tee with dead skeleton fishes. [: I had a life time laughing, sharing, and chatting with them. It was a very nice relaxing and sincere feeling of sensation lingering around my guts. Thank you girls. Its been long since I felt that lingering sensation.

Cool Saturday Fact: For every activity, we spent EXACTLY one hour doing it.

SUNDAY: Finally, I went for tuition. Kinda missed it and this time round I really make use of the two hour session. A trip to Changi Airport and met my parents. For every one receipt of 20 bucks, you can ride the segway. You know that thing the security dude used in the movie mall cop. It was an awesome ride I tell you. And the day goes on as I dont wish to really elaborate it more.

I realized I live in a lucky life. With a happy loving family and caring friends. I should be really grateful and really have to open my eyes to see it. Today, at 5:53AM begin the realization. I fell asleep at the couch last night with my phone right next to me. At 5:51AM, I accidentally dialed a friend while sleeping. The person called me back immediately upon receiving my call but i ignore the call presuming the friend might accidentally dial me by mistake. (I had no idea I started the call, not to mention I was kinda grumpy cause that call woke me up) But at 5:53AM, I received this "why did you call me? Hope nothing serious." That early in the morning and I smiled as I went back to sleep without even planning to respond the text. Then there's yesterday chat session. I feel lucky. Alhamdullilah.

relaxation.

This whole thing about feeling dumb and stupid and useless is going down and ending soon. No more crying because I was finally being told that I'm JUST exhausted, burn out, fatigue, wear out, drained out and definitely pooped out. Failure is the first step to success. So people, GO FAIL! Then you will succeed. [:

i want my very own rooftop. and the night sky. with the night stars.

Mr Surya came in and talked about the whole personal development thing and also a two hour session of geography. As usual, I will nudge him with my curiosity and questions. Well, at least I have answers. Happy 19th birthday Abg Sedara, 17th to Farhanah and Nazirul and An advance happy seventeenth birthday to Aina Edora.

my space please ehh.

The muscle cramps are on! I cant even push some force down. Well at least I'm the only one. Going around asking the netballers if they were aching was fun. We suffer together as a team. Everyone had their muscle cramps and veryveryvery tired and aching face. [: Physics practical is a killer. iDislike. Makes me feel stupid and dumb. Demoralizing. No good. Science. Bad. AH. No?

I feel squeezed like a squash lemon.
&& I'm gonna miss that netball cheerleader who will always pick a fight with me and laugh at the end of the day. This is tragic. Worse than dolphin getting slaughter.

peace.nerds.sports.

Peace. And peace aren't for hippies only. They're for everyone. Yes, that includes you, you and definitely YOU. So you get me war people?

Invitation cards were given out by farahnuramalina. [: High probability of thrillness here. Theme: NERD ACADEMY. Melly and I have brilliant costume plan up and yes, we shall be some bunch of gleeful nerdie fools that day. Bottom line: This will cause WE to have a much more fun time than you. Unmatched socks and messy tudungs here we come!

Inter-house today! And our cohort had hockey for the games. I thought fire did a grreat job for the last game. Bravo everyone today especially fizah su and farah for the laughs during the game. :DD Netball afterwards was super muscle arms cramp. a two hundred pumps for us. BEST!

monday not so blue.

My stomach have been achooing since morning. Stomach flu isnt tasty or yummy. I can do two businesses in one go. Have you ever try that before? Its really some awkward cool stuff though. So anywayyys, spent my day moaning, groaning, chemistry reading and junking most of the time. Grrreat! Oh yeah, I never knew boys are so afraid of muke anjing yang seriously besar giler. ^^

underpass.

Description: Fourth Years Celebration that filled with food, sunshines, rains, bubbles, doughnuts, candles, banglas, iphones, dslrs, red bridges and luuurve. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Status: Pictures are loaded by Nurul' Ain Nabilah and Nur Diyana. Stolen by Shazaa.

Saturday was hectic. THANKS AH YAYA FOR MAKING ME SLEEP AT THREE IN THE MORNING. Spent the whole entire night talking to this girl about the sale cotton on is having and the igloo shoes. *droools* HURRY UP! I got money ni. The next four hours, I had to rush out and tagged along with the parents from places to places. Met the english crew afterwards to finish up several stuff. I feel rather satisfied now let's just hope it turn out great. Amin.

Rushed to ECP and met the netballers. The ocean breeze and serene environment and the laughter filled of love from the families was splendid. At the end of the day, I threw myself on the bed without even bothering to open my tudung and socks.