sun with sunglasses are major kudos.

good morning boogers!

I am off to school in ten more mins and my tummy is growling but the breakfast isnt that deli. I cant stuff non (deli)ciouuuus food in my tummy while its growling it will make it even worse. So its math class today. :DD And there's netball friendly afterwards. OH YEAAAH! hardcore fun then. I'll update on those later caause I ain't physic to know how would it go. Who knows we might win. :DD

&& today, I am going to dictionary.com
on the word RAYBAN AND WAYFARERS

Enjoy your day And I'm outto.
Adiooos.

16 hours later...

I am baaack! :DD with the update i promise.
The morning crowd was going biserrrrk and boy all I want was the aircon badly! So I decided to wait up for the girls at bradell. On my way, the earplugs were on and I was only looking forward for the upbeat songs only. I had that big fat urge to bang my head and air guitar the songs in the middle of the train just like those commercials. If only Mellyssa was there would be even better! :DD Math workshop was worth the four hours. Headed Everlast at ION afterwards with ain, ezzati and shifa. We were all going crazy over the shoes. An hour late for netball. D:

Punished. Five rounds around the whole perimeter with 20 pumps. Holy molly my stamina is going down like Jack and Jill tumbling the hill when they were about to go fetch a pail of water. I need a skipping rope and that mill thing where I can do some indoor jogging. Eh, I won the matches I played. SO BRAVA! It did happen. Aiin grabs stuffs. Headed Causeway with Shifa and met Aiin at Cotton On. After Shifa went off, Mom wanted to catch a movie. Dinner at Siam Kitchen and we got second front row seats for Sherlock Holmes. VIP seats as you can see. I took some few naps and the sarcasms in the movie were delicious. The Holmes dude reminds me of that dude from House and the jokes were so literate. I barely get them. Rating? three.

this is nothing big,
but why do I see the word 'infatuation' on hjn's tumblr and ruz's fb status?
coincidence or what? Happy New Year Eve.

rusda punye desktop bg gambar aku. :DD

Spent the day at HJN's all day long with Ruz right after popular shopping. It was rather dull until the conversation with positive dude occurred. It was on mic so he heard everything we say so it was less typing. At the end, he called me a fatso and kaki kutuk because I talked alot. And the fatso didnt literally meant by fat it was like this term nobody had any idea what it was. D: I was the nearest to the laptop of course lah i talk alot. I'm like the first switch in an electric circuit so I receive the electricity first.

fbing some pictures and commenting on them alot. If fb got fblarity, it might actually increase mega faaast. and azume kept liking those pictures where i wore that mermaid skirt. :DD thankyou ehh.


Beforeee I forget.
THIS THING IS FRIGGIN COOL STUFFINGS!
I want a year supply of this in my stokings.
or postbox.

Hello Ahmad, your Ice Lemon Tea was intoxicated I think.
Cause I'm having tummy ache.

Oi picture. You are so friggin true.
I am much more happier when its rainning with an additional raincoat and rubber boots will do it even finer.

Now Harry Potter is much more classic than those Jacob people and Edward kinds. They dont even own FANGS! I thought vampires couldnt see thier reflection but how come the Cullens get to see how the look like. Thats fake. Playing spells are way better.

Alvin and the Chipmunks werent that bad. Well, the whole music and chipmunk cuteness made it nice?Now, I think my family got issues cause they seriously need to lower down your volume! Shaheed's immature level is this | | long. I bet its longer, Im just playing nice. I swear. He's like this idiot plus a moron plus this jackass that owns a big fat ego with an additional of a big buttock. All he cares about everyday is his body and how high he can jump and how tough he is. he's a wimp. Acknowledge how frustrated I am. And if youre reading this, GROW UP! Might ease mama condition since dad's gone.

AND CONGRATULATIONS!
I'm into books and not Singapore Idol. I forgot everything about yesterday and now....
All I got to do now is pay my library fines.
donations? (:

they thought they knew whats best for us.

I would love to but nothing's motivating me and the outside seems.. uninteresting. is it my fault? I dot think so but thanks for the invitation picture. Have fun doing stuff outside. [:

Its Sunday isnt it? Sorry, I kept messing up the days. I thought today was Monday until that loud "melodious" thang downstairs started to play and no big chances the malays would do any wedding ceremony on Monday. Dad's off already and I had two breakfast a brunch and still pigging out. Big Bonus: the huge baggy red pants and a veryveryvery long sleeves. The boys were still sleeping so we had the whole house by ourselves. It was rather enjoyable. Ganged up with Shiham and sat on Shifa while we pulled mama's pants who was trying to save her and as a big finale we put milk inside Shazrah's ear. :DD I had to gag and laugh so hard that the milk I had previously could have poof out from my belly button.

Every blog I read and every tumblr i found upon, I would always well, summarize the how the author is. the character, the coolness, the uniqueness. I am definitely jealous. Sometimes, I would have that urge to go with their style which is definitely not cool. But sometimes, youre just clueless of who you are. Is still our fault? I wonder how you readers interpret me.

The phone finally shut up and a peaceful Sunday day.
today is so slooow. Gd'day.

chirstmas is over. I WANT BOXING DAY.

shz #1: *gaaaasp* Shazaaa! dont say the F word!

shz: #2: no i didnt the picture did. I'm just expressing and the F word is not included.

its the season to be guilty.

fa la la la la la la la la.

i feel like a cheesy hypocrite.

fa la la la la la la la la.

let it be it oh so be it.

fa la la la la la la.

i need the washroom badly.

FA LA LA LA LA LA

LA LA LA LA!!

make me look good.

So, I found this picture on fb.

now dear shazaa, whatthehell were you doing?!

but i love the whole concept of the picture. SAVE TREES OR ILL HUNT YOU.

Dad's leaving for CA tomorrow and everyone is dying to come with him but with school in the next few days no chance ca we tag along. All the best with you exams dad. The whole family went out today and we headed ICA for Shaheed's IC. The whole family minus mom and shaheed got stuck in the lift. That lift really got issues. But the worst part was the lift kept vibrating and shaking. I felt like a meaty flesh milkshake in a blender. Now I know how fruits felt being blended by the blender. I was starving already and the whole vibrating situation made it even worse. Luckily, shazrah brought some food and i got GO! :DD PSP and phone games all the way until we got rescued.

I have always love mickey's twice upon a christmas especially this part.

Maxie is such a sizzling pancake and that hair. <33

I miss you too.

STE camp is over and I'm gonna miss everything. From the kids to facilitating to the mates, the activities and the hassle. It has been an experience. Congratulations you guys! I thought you all did a terrific job organizing. (: P.S. Syuhadah, Youre Dead.

The perfect Eve Chirstmas last night. Although I did wish we were back in CA where things were hard yet peaceful. I guess Singapore isnt really the best home sweet home but its still a memorable place. The parents book a midnight movie at downtown east. Avatar 3D. Boy, it was worth every penny. Parents took a couple seat the back which i find it cute and the kiddos were right infront with bibik. Shifa kept flinching and gave me a shock. Reached home nearly at four and I was still awake watching some chirstmas movie.

Currently typing away from Thompson Plaza.
Munching on my sandwich. Happy hols.

feeling too much love here. flash me back to reality please.

Syu texted me about what happen today, I hate her and F1. I want a scene like that too. I want to blush like a small girl like syu too. :DD Now, I never notice tumblr vids so much until I decided to be nice and checked out Naj original. And now, is on replay over again and again and im smiling. I am falling in love at nothing. *sinngs lion king can you feel the love tonight*

then i tumble into another story. another love scene.
Four years ago, when i was 18, i noticed that at night my front window is very reflective so i was pretending to dive in slow motion and shoot, dual pistol style. Suddenly a really hot girl walked past and i was startled and fell over. Embarrassed i waited for a bit and then stood up. As i stoop up i saw her slowly shooting an imaginary rifle from behind a car. We then proceeded to do this for 10 minutes until she did an extremely dramatic death. She wasn't getting up so i went outside to meet her. Once i got to where she was, there was nothing but a piece of paper with a mobile number on it. Today, we are getting married. MLIA

Too much illusion.
Love is terrible yet a wonderful thing.

editted.

I, Shazaa



Am still



Bored after

editting pictures of my friends.

Syuhadah, doesnt this remind you of anything? :DD
Cause i did recall something.










the fat brown evelope looked like they were filled with drugs. So Syuu and I played smugglers and scared the crap out of farah who finally got it. :DD

Congratulations Deelot for being a luke girl version. See how ASAP she uploaded today's event. Unlike Farah right? So Ruzaini girl version.

I wont blame the monday blues but yessss, it wasnt the perfect Monday day. I was late. Had a stomachache and cramps. Couldnt find my one and only black pants. Was horrible being the game master. Disappointing STE results. Felt guilty. Felt unwanted. Self embarrassed. Mood swung. It was rather horrible and my emoticons was running all over the corner. I lost control of myself.

But lets look at the bright side,
I met the girls like deelot, farah, ain, shifa, syuuuuuuu, mellly! and all those maties. :DD I was so gald to see them and just kid around with them all day long. GLEEFUL GIRLGIRL WAS I! I received awesome game master mates, you know who you are, a station full of entertainment, humongous laughs and a warming comfort from the girls. (: Highlight Today! F1 approached us and did this action towards Syuhadah and Aliah and I were melting watching the whole thing and replaying it again and again played in our minds. It was soooo cute and syu was grinning hard alreaaady. :DD

Headed Uniqlo with Ruzaini afterwards and met up with Farah and 's. It was a rather unplanned outing and we rather did had a minor fun. I was hoping not to bump into any familiar faces which is an impossible attempt.

WHY ARE YOU AWAY WHEN I NEED YOU?
ey worst down feeling when youre gone.

i forgot about it.

I got issues with ugly faces.
Its on AUTOPILOT YO!

TAKE #1


take #2


TAKE #3


TAKE #4

Another Sunday like any other. Headed the grandparents' while parents went off to some talk. I was bored as usual cause I am big and the rest were small. I was a lost connection. I decided to tag the oldies to the mall. Yes, I am an oldie. Went school shopping and texted the girlfies about tomorrow. I need better jokes.

Ilyas tagged to me this. and I am in love with it.
thank you. (:

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you
would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my
opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in
your life yesterday.But I noticed you were too busy, trying to
find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house
getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to
stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you
had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a
chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet.


I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and
called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched
patiently all day long.With all your activities I guess you
were too busy to say anything to me. I noticed that before lunch
you looked around,may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that
is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables
over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly
before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more
time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet.


You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do.
After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't
know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and
you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about
anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you
watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.

Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to
your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time.
That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you.
I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach
you how to be patient with others as well. I love you so much
that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful
part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.


Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait,
with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me
some time.Have a nice day!

Your Friend
ALLAH

it was priceless.

Above there is Naj. I met her at the tumblr meetup but didnt had the chance to talk to her. a simply hi and bye and thats it. but then again, the vid above made me giggle tonight cause i'm feeling a bit down. :D So thank you Naj.

Back from vacaaaaaaay! Hit some random Melacca place and just settled there. I should be pigging out on food but instead I was doing my panda moments sleeping all day long. It was no fun cause I missed awesome movies. Pfft. Played Gladiator in the pool with the whole family including mom and the kiddos did fart alot in the pool.

Without Bibik around, the whole suite was ours. Anyone can go half naked anytime they want. Advantage number one. :D Advantage number two, the mini fridge was empty so the whole family had this immediate thought to go shopping for the fridge right after lunch. I still wonder why did we get two cartons of chocolate milk? Advantage number three, it rained heavily and everyone snuggled against one another. We watched G-force on Mac and blankets everywhere with chocolate milks and there were barely any gaps. The perfect winter scene minus the fireplace.

no technology, no work, no worries
and tons of laughter. the perfect family vacay.
<33



Some pointers:

• Shaheed and I had a contest.
  Who receive the most texts upon reaching Singapore.
  Shaheed - 23 texts Shazaa - 32 texts
• I am no liar. You're just a misunderstood turd.
• You came back now? Why.
  
• Mateeen was so nice to say gdnight all the way from KL eh? XDD
  have fun with your vacation.
• I miss HJN, Luke, Ruz, Momo terribly. Sorry Hafiz tak rindu sgt ah.
  Cant wait for an outing with them.
• I wannnt school.
• Two items from wishlist? Got.
  

awarded most makcik llike

OFF FOR FOUR DAYS.
just a day at home and I'm off for the vacay. Expecting the beach and the wind.
Dear beach, please dont let me down.

(12 - 13 dec) NETBALL CAMP:
Off the hook! The netballers both juniors and seniors finally bonded and had that chemistry vibrating around us. Spent the whole entire Day One at the Nation Cup cheering for the team we cheer bet on. There were half time games and gave away freebies. I GOT A STRESS BALL WITH THE NETBALLERS I LOOK UP TO ATUOGRAPHS! JYEAAH! Waiting for the pictures from Aiin. Headed School and did a crime. :DD Hardcore netball training during Day Two. The whole entire day and ended a friendly with the Arabiahs. Thankyou for coming.

It was Shaheed Sweet Fifteen so out with the family.
I was flat out already.

(14 - 15 dec) STUDENT LEADER CAMP:
Objectives of the came is to discipline, unite,lead and bond. And I am lucky to have awesome teammates. BRAVEHEART TWO! Syazreema and Nina were already my netball mates, Sakinah is another athletics mate, I know Sofiah long enough while I did duties with Aslina before. I know Nadhirah ever since she was still wearing diapers and well out juniors were my friends little sisters, Alifah and Najihah. We bonded superb well and managed to get 3rd. Nevermind we had fun.

Day One was tiring but before the camp I told the SL netballers to stay strong both mentally and physically so they wont injured themselves during the camp. We had few Junied trainers for our life coaching workshop and familiar faces of course. Had to do a skit with a temporary team and I was Kirin's wife. XDD High element and abg hatta was there. I had to belay and the whole RC vibe came back. Campfire with the alumni and light off at ELEVEN.

Day Two. Woke up at TWELVE THIRTY after an hour and a half sleep. Nightwalk and Mcrithie. Walked from school all the way there. a nightwalk and nothing like gunung ledang kind of walk. did a group discussion and decided to take a nap. I received a text msg from Amad. A very bustard one too. I finally decided not to continue with my nap. Amazing race after breakfast. Pushed the team hard and we did a nice job. Did our problem solving skit and we received first. AWESOME JOB TEAM!

i am done.