Feeling DJ

Counting down the dates.. to Japan!

As scared as I am, I hope I get plenty of assistance and everything goes really smoothly. A first international shoot!

The house is turning into a bakery house.
My sisters together with mama and bibik are going crazy for doughs, baking powders and yeast. Well, looks like I'll be gaining more weigh this week. && I hope its JUST THIS WEEK.

What did boss told me?
1. Boss told me to get jabs! UHHH... can I skip that?
2. Boss is indirectly telling that I might be producing. Noooo.
3. I'm going home ALONE on the 22nd. Power.

Today's blog video: Suit and Tie from Clarence Liew ft. Farhan Shah.



Good sound with terrific flow. Except what's up with the extra lipstick application and car rushes. Shouldnt the audio be down, I mean after all they were lip syncing right? But two thumbs up! I approve. Bing!

Enjoy! :D

grateful,

Alhamdulillah things have been grrrrreat! :D
Since Boss released me from Karung Guni Muda, this week will be my last episode before I got transfer to another programme. I'm scared like hell but I have to be strong. Afterall, I'm here for the experience. Wish me luck you guys!

This week was lovely.

Tuesday with the Jimpsters:
I received one of the best greetings from Atiqah and a warm hug and shrill from her. It was a nice feeling to see the juniors. We played a game for old time sake and McDonald lunch with plenty of stories and wacky jokes to share around. I love you girls. 

Medical check and ice cream cake with the Final Chapter:
I finally need to settle down with my university application and take it seriously so I request for an off and headed SATA for a check up. Bloody blood test killed me! I didn't know it would hurt that much and to fight fear, aint that easy yo. It's double fear in one go. I wish it could end fast. After losing a quite amount of blood, I didn't know I'll be that exhausted. Despite the exhaustion, a nice tea catch up with the gang was brilliant. We chatted catch up and play a game just to get everyone closer. We're adults now, we couldnt stay long cause we have other commitments but I enjoyed and am grateful to have them around. Thank you for the day you guys.

Bahas with the kids on Thursday:
Looks like I'm alighting the ship extra early. It's just that I don't have the time to commit. On the day that I wanted to help them, I was assign to sit with the editor and do the editting. "Amciam Shazaa, instant promo?" NO WAY! :D But with a help.


Left with two more episiides! Leet's go!

regular.

It has been a while since I last write. Cause I am either too lazy, too tired or just blunt.

I have nothing much to say, it's still the same old "keledek goreng" kind of work with people not able to compromise the dates and messed up planning. Well at least I know I'm still human, I make mistake. I make my work tough when it can be simple.

Moving on! 

After nerving wrecking and shivering and hand clutching from the audience side view..

The Bahas kids did it! Both team got into the Top 4 hence qualifying themselves to SEMI FINALS! half way there kiddies. You can do it. But it's such a tragic yet a blessing (?) I guess when suddenly you can see the amount of attention when suddenly they manage to get into the semi. Where was all these attention when they needed it in the beginning. I believe this kids are tough nuts. They did both bahas and mid terms exams TOGETHER and still manage to get good results insyallah. Well, all I can say right now is, Good Luck PPPPM for your upcoming arena perdebatan and may the best team win insyallah. :) 

That's all. 

My life is like that lah. It's just like that. Nothing much. 

Temporary happiness. :D But I'm grateful, Alhamdulillah.



I need to sparkle my life a little more. 

I'm dying here,

It's almost the end of the week and I wish I could end it fast. I can't take it anymore but all I can do it to smile and endure. I can only look at the things that makes me happy and gives the slightest happiness cause I no longer have the strength to be strong. I can't wait for this week to end and the following week to finish. Then I'm left if three more episodes and I hope it a smooth one.

I'm dying here and I have to be strong.

Today, I made a mistake. A terrible one.
Apart from being so stressed up about work that I lost my face color, I brought back my past. I didn't know it will hit this hard.


I killed...



.... myself.

"if you can't convince them, confuse them"

Bahas 4PM heat is back. :D It's earlier but definitely back!
It was good to meet the 4PM bahas people again. There were the veteran AJK, my debate mates and of course fresh new faces. I'm glad I joined this year to help out with the perkampungan.

This year, my juniors not only they are talented debaters, they are hardworking debaters. They sacrifice their night and let the midnight oil burn even I couldnt take it. But they did it! Both teams were qualified to the Quarter finals and secure to save top 5 position. It was a tough match but they did it. Seeing them debate and work hard with the research makes me feel jealous and made me miss my times. I want to be there, beradur taji di medan perbahasan. 

This year, the camp wasnt held at NUS instead it was at Sembawang Camp Challenge to add in the kampung vibes. Well, they did it! It was indeed a kampung vibe. I feel very close to many people. I made new friends with those who I use to know and those I just got to know. :) Perkampungan was awesome as usual. The games, the punishments need to do, the laughing here and there. It was great! 

I was assigned to Sidang 4 and I thought I was going to be alone until kak Fauziah annouce. "Aidil Sidang 4 dengan Shazaa" I was hoping for someone that I know of. Ape boleh buat, go je. :D But, I'm glad he was the logistic for that sidang. We swapped pengerusi and penjaga masa and we worked together to make that sidang "the most prepared"and  "born to be ready". Exchanged sticky notes message in the midst of bahas and made fun and even seek revenge of what's going on. muhahaha! It was nice meeting you "Muhammad" Ahmad Aidil. Q was at the sidang next to me which makes it easier for me to feel comfortable. As usual, she will always be there for me when I'm in need. Definitely a friend in need is a friend indeed. :) I love you Qanita~