WHOOOPIE.

For now, I just want to die for awhile and come back alive.
English report is still not done and NO PRINTER! Due date: Tomorrow.
Now where's my hero?

P.S.
Sorry people for not responding your responds.
feeling cranky like a crab yo. Should go order myself some claws.
Shuuuuuuut Up Shazaaa. *drown self*

wet buttocks causes by grass.

Happy Birthday Shifa'!
May god bless you in many ways. Hope you enjoyed the mini surprise we had for you although it was rather pathetic. :DD

Before heading SBG (which is Singapore Botanical Garden), a mini excursion to the omnitheatre and catched some fishes documentary which I find them very interesting. Now I feel like doing something in the quaternary industries in the marine area. :DD Took a ride on the Glacier run and screamed like nobody's business with Mellyum and Shira. AWEESOME! Headed IMM and got the cake for the birthday girl.


Met the rest, did the surprise and just chilled. Luke was in the mood of dancing and mimicing so he was the main entertainer. Ruzaini was the photographer. HJN was the gigglers. I was the bully. Shira was the shrieker. && the birthday girl and her cohort members were miniatures. A special guest was with too this time, Dollah. Out of the blue he decided to join us and created a crowd. :DD Shifa' concluded that it was a nice gathering and everyone enjoyed their day.

Check the grammer for me.

i want to do againagainagain!

I would want to do this again and again. Maybe this time I will appreciate tobogganing and ice skating and face being shoved into the snow. Although its friggin cold.

TODAY'S FULL MOON IS HUGE.
Staring at it for gazillion of minutes is sure wort watching it. Oh boy, I wish I could head the field and maybe a DSLR on my hand, a mat on the ground and it would be the perfect night. Current Situation: Melting.

Somehow, I felt the bond between my classmates today. Maybe during contact time or the whole cleaning time after the friday prayers. After damaging my brain for my geography test it was rather a disappointment. Netball was nice AT LAST! Shifa' got wet twice and it was a sloooooooooooow wet. Correct right adibah? :DDAndto nisa' staay strong though you wont be reading this. D:

I GOT A SURPRISE VISIT TODAY! I found my grandparents chilling on the sofa and gave them a big hug although I stunk badly after training. :DD Then nenek stared at me intensively when I was on a phone with a guy. NENEK RULE! ATOK IS SO COOOL!

Where's all these people I need to talk to?

morning updates.

The perfect one jump shot picture with them. NO MISTAKES!

FLLLLYYYY! See you next monday.

that cupcake would look lovely on my lunch table.

Saturday will be the 30th of January. Tumblr Meetup or That thing you do? We're heading to the Omnitheater on the very same day for LFP and I feel like a kiddiekidkid. :DD JOYJOYJOYJOYJOYYYYYYYY! *banana dance*

So, I've been brain damaging myself. My head was warm (LIKE AT HIGH TEMP! *eyebrows go up and grin*) during Math class and I got so curious that I start touching everyone's head. Freshen up every morning and ze projects are piling in. I've been chasing time and hey, I'm lovin' it.

Wish me the best lovers. [:

i emm ee dummyass.

I am jovial indeeed! *grins oh so mad* ANNND FINAAAALLLY!! Math class was worth it one hour and the other half of the clock. I was about to air guitar in class when I noticed I had nobody to air band with me. *sad face* And we had one hour of playing games during English class before school ends. Melly and the team mates were being a great laughing gas. :DD *knuckle touch evvveryone*

Then*banana dance* there was an epic story by melly during first recess
and awesomeelicious luuuvstories from kak ngah. GO GO POWER RANGERS!
I need some originality. Sigh.

love luvvv love.

I saw a star during the day! And ate briyani under the sky. Credits to Aisyah for the Briyani and HJN for finding the star. I own the teachers a huge lot of apology. Sleeping in class for two hours including sarcasms, absurd wake ups and pokes didnt help at all. I felt so miserable that I ate alot during lunch and nice cheer up laughs &hearts&hearts. Athletics training was awesome as ever. I've been hanging out with the Athletics girls alot discussing about nearly everything. Ended our training with two jump shots. (:

Unknown: Shz, help me will ya? Just a favour.
Shazaa: Mayyybe, What is it?
Unknown: Fall in love with a guy... -.- be a good example to your little sister. =)
Shazaa: *thinking what to respond*

Little kids. Now, I want to love to travvvel.
&& fly upupup above. [:

you need wishes sometimes.

I smiled when you type my name. Now, I'll close my eyes and find a star. I'll wish you were gay so I wont have to worry. && I'll find another star and wish Singapore was big enough that I could ride the midnight train and go anywhere.

I'm going to go watch some Friends to find happiness.

by the road storytelling.

Find me a forest. Spare me some cash. I would love to build this.
A place for me to run away from the people, hide away from the love ones and cry rants out. Find me a place. I'm grateful school is six days per week now. More time to focus on the books rather than getting distracted and waste my time. LFP did an awesome introduction. Strawberry waffles and peach redtea with the sunlight was nice.

travellator lover.

I found this and laughed so hard.
I guess now I know where do I get my personality from.
I'm a happy kid.

Dear boogers,
I had an amazing time today. Although geography was a bore and I slept in class the teacher never seems to notice me. Awww. Right after school, waited for the girls as we headed to habourfront and met hawa and kak nisa there. Nisa' declared the training was a superbdetheduperzxz satisfied training and I would second that motion. Shira would too. Well duuh, only five people came down. We had fun and I never had an awesome laugh and floor rolling since.. forever! The journey home it was a non stop talking with Nisa' and Shira too which was awesome. *huge big huggies* Thankyou Nisa', Shira, Syafiqah and Faiqah for ze awesome time. (:

Then, I found out jokes that criticize the twilight people are hilarious.
Harry Potter OWNS!

not on my side.

I'll shiver by myself wandering by myself in my very own corner. No one shall get involve. No one shall interrupt. It's my time alone.

Lunch was a sharing is caring moment. 'I laugh uncontrollably' was being a nenek going around the table feeding her grandchildren one by one. It was a nice joyful peace aura mingling around our table. I saw serenity and innocents displayed on my friends' faces. After a long time, frh and I had a truth or truth game for old time sake. It was rather crucial but it had our conversation going on.

that dark aura.

Is it really my fault that every thing is tearing apart? Why are the fingers always pointing towards me or is it just me who sees it that way? I'm already offhand with everything but I'm no quitter. Pushing it through doesnt seems to work out.

Today's lunch was PWNED!
Too many 'I laugh uncontrollably' by the 'I laugh uncontrollably'.
Choked. Gag and Nose spitting (well close) as well. :DD

doubts i do own

Suicidal it is. I do not plan on hurting and disappointing anyone.

Ninety Ten Principles. *starts my mono tone*
Ninety percent will occur with how you react and ten percent is just meant to happen. Now note that. This is going to be my tale of ninetyten principle that wasnt suppose to be mine but I was the victim. Negative reactions will produce negative outcomes.

My mom was screaming at my sister already early in the morning. Due to that I tried my best to go back to sleep and ignore all her screams and I succeeded. She will wake me up mostly by her loud outrageous voice and I guess I presume that voice with the screaming voice earlier. The next thing I know it was eight in the morning. I was late for my dental appointment and grumpy already. I got ready as soon as possible and suddenly I noticed my wallet has gone missing! My sister might have took it with her when she was pissed off with mom's screaming. I was once the victim AGAIN! Since I have no money, no ez link card and no dental appointment card, I was poor. Bibik lend me her ez link card. Luckily the dental went smoothly. The clerk had mercy on me for not bringing my appointment card. As I was about to tap my card, a red light flash in and said "Please top up" Adult ez link card min top up TEN BUCKS! I had no ten bucks with me.

It wasn't my problem and I was the worst victim.
Sigh.

I was walking to school and wondered, if only there's only five hours of school I promise I'll come down everyday and never ever cut school. But awww, too bad that won't be possible. Thankyou cohort mates, friends and girlfriends for welcoming me to school. I am sorry I have been away cause I had a date with Mr.Sweet Smelling Dentist. Which I wont be seeing anymore. ):

Math burned me alive and I am practically half dead.
I'm in no mood to check my grammer or spell checks.
So do it yourself alright lovely?

THIS IS OUTRAGEOUSLY BOGUS!
Gdnight.

cat chase to look out for.

Promise me you'll close your eyes right after you hit the play button. This is a duet where he will do a du-et alone and not a du-et. Nick Patera. A nice white teeth owner who looks extremely adorable in purple. :BB

The blind side was a nice lovely movie to watch. Michael or Big Mike was sure lucky to find a nice warm family to cuddle him and show him the future. Although its like any other typical family movie, this one made an impact maybe because its base on a true story. Rating: I would never get tired of watching it. Four please.

Urgh.

When's that Mac coming in. I'm desperate.

a touchy one.

Picture was stolen from Aqilah's FB during the heart to heart talk with the netballers. I was holding my tears back in already during the drills and it just flow right out while the talk began. Thank you everyone for hearing me out and understanding my situation. Thanks alot to Ajeera for ALWAYS being there for me. To does who missed it YOU MISS ONE AWESOME TALK! to the netballers, lets get our head in the game and get it serious. We're big girls already. Best part: At the end of the day, THREE PEOPLE CRIED. :DD

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I miss the angklung girls♥. Seeing them talk about hurts alot. I miss Cikgu Dzul. Wondering how he's doing right now. I miss Kila, Mira, Fizah badly. Kulintang audition was on huh last saturday and I missed it. Have been waiting long enough and who knows I be next to Ain playing the game thang side by side and much more closer. i miss my girls♥♥♥
but I miss ain♥♥ badly. this is teary.

Glee is coming to town and I am sooooo excited. :DD
oh gaay feeling is going hee heee heee hiigggggh above.
while algebra is going dowww dowww dowwwn beloow.

Yes, I found out my algebra sucks so badly that you woulde prefer to live with a dead dogs surronding you. Even my tutor is worried. *gaaaaassp* Might need a lot of work. Pray for me lovers.

no need to tick.

Dhania found the guy on FB! and he's so dreaaaamy. His profile picture was worth melting over. But pity me cause Dhania manage to impress THE WHOLE FAMILY first before I did. Awwww. Then that goat got his awek already and Ilyas found his fav kiddies FB. Everyone is happy excpt for I. ))):

Rounded Bugis today with Ruz and HJN for our books and other stuffs. I saw soooo manny long lost faces and those who waved from far. :DD A nice short chat and we headed our way. HJN's first trip to Marina Barrage. The wind was blowing like non stop. For the entire half and hour it kept blowing and blowing and blowwwing. My nose was pinched by a senior I use to joke around during my year one in Irsyad but sadly I forgot your name. Awww.


Luke! You're the man.
I'm sooo sorrry you werent around with us due to the last minute plan.

I'll you grass if you behive.

Adam, I'm sorry for your loss. May god bless you and your family. I hope you're doing fine. Should have brought my backpack to school cause I did nothing. The Andalusia along with the form teacher were gone so English class was bared. By lunch, I was a tour guide with Ilyas as my partner. :DD It was superb awesome like.

Some Indos students came to visit and we broke into groups. My group had awesome boys and action little girlss. I want to slit theem but they turn into angels after the whole tour. So I reconsidered the option. [: Aww, I'm still nice. Little Haekal and Armin were two hot indon boys. Armin even made hand gestures circling this pointing finger and mouthed "switch facebook later" and grinned as for Haekal(first picture above) got nice hair bangs sticking out from his songkok. And I got a fan(!!!) of my very own (second picture with ilyas) that wont stop smirking around me and chuckling. Waved them goodbye and swap FBs.

HEAR IT OUT ZE SPECIAL INCIDENTS:

1. Dhania manage to impress a family of this cute boy and they even gave her their Jakarta addie. Lucky! She's a happy woman now. :DD
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
2. Ilyas, MatDin(pfft! XD) and Luke were kinda going crazy over this "indon chick". They can seriously make funny faces and face reactions about this "chicxzx" XDD Happy little boys now cause they got pictures and email from her. Oh thankyou I.
3. I forgot that awesome incident! golly.

I had a nice heart to heart talk with the netballers. Three people cried today AND I AM SO HAPPY! I hope there will be a change and we will be better than ever. And no movie tonight. )):

always there beside me.

*giggles* He's BESIDE YOU GOOF!
Mind the Caps because I'm FRUSTRATED ANNOYED PESTIFEROUS IRRITATED PEEVED TICKED OFF AND DEFINITELY PISSED OFF! I cant even solve basic math questions and I feel so stupid. I'm still clueless whats going on in class and get nothing. *bangs head here* I need an one on one tuition.

The little boys ruined my morning and I really had to rant it out to someone. Firstly via text then bahirah came and gave me a shoulder. I told Bah "You know what I want right now? Gather all these kids into a room and burn them. *evil emirk*" Bah was horrified already. :DD I decided to skip recess today and chilled at the rooftop with HJN. Borrowed the mat from the next door neighbour, sky gazing and took a nap. A nice short nap and was woken by the breezy wind gushing through my uniform. The rest of the day was perfectly normal until SOMEONE GRABBED MY MEE SOTO and I had to rush cause the bell was about to ring in the next ten more mins.

It has been a tragic day today.
):

not trying to hurt myself.

After six years of missing out the dental appointment, I finally went for it. *pats on the shoulder* I nearly received a lecture from the senior dentist when my sweet smelling dentist saved my life by saying "It's her first time". What a hero. :DD

After netball, I was watching Oprah on Hallmark and they were discussing about the science of sex appeal. I never kneww there were such thing as "the science of sex appeal"! American Idol was better than that. Speaking of sex appeal, Shifa and I were on our way to the platform when we saw a couple making out. Mumbling under my breath, the uncle started a conversation with us.

Uncle: Aiyaaa, following the western ah. Sheesh. (seriously mad)
(note: my slenge part. I thought he was referring to us because both of us were too into our texting)
Shifa & I: huhhh?
Uncle: Just now lah. That couple. They want to follow the western in the public. *grumble*
I: *smirks* I guess so. tsk.
(note: Shifa's selengeh part)
Shifa: What was he talking about?

I never felt so serene and peaceful until today. Talked with Shifa about our O's and got worried. Then came the calmness. The Maghrib feeling. The mosque atmosphere. Spectacular indeed. Then, more some reason I think I was mad. but at nothing. I need my space and the calmness I had before and I greed for it NOW.

I'm still geared up.

I believe in the magic of visualization and dreaming. No doubt I'm turning into a dreamer. Soon all my dreams will turn into a reality with some hardcore effort and prayers Insyallah. More motivational talk are pestering and lingering around the atmosphere. I smell the challenge and now its all up to me to start my engine and start roaring.

Mateen and I had a deal which pushed me harder to excel my O's. Shaheed is mocking me every single day and he's my BIGGEST COMPETITOR. My very own brother who will be taking the very same O level papers that I would be taking. But I'm still jinxed. I'm still sleeping in class during the beginning part of the lesson and only got freshen up during the last five mins. D:

It was raining today after school and the breeze was fabulous. Frh, Nana and I were talking about if we own some big cash how would we design our house. Penthouse, Walk in Wardrobe, Beach, Indoor Pool. Ohhh La La~

HAMKHA!

its the book that ive been searching for since i was sec two..
the title of the book is "Making every day count"by Pamela Espeland.
this book guides the readers through a whole year of problem solving, goal setting, positive thinking ,practical lifeskills.

Is that the book I wanted to borrow?
Shazaa, skali orang lain eh.

yes you goo, mayo is an instrument.

I am motivated.
Dont push it cause no one is stopping me.

I may not be close to Mais but she definitely inspired me alot. Seeing her up there on the stage as one of the top ten really motivates me. Dear Mais, if next year I'm one of the top ten, insyallah, you're definitely one of the reasons I manage to achieve so. Amin. :DD

The Seniors came to school for their O results'. I managed to meet up with Momo, Tawn, Sels, Ummi and manny more. It was great seeing them again as we caught up for a while with their new school life. Momo wrote me a letter and nearly brought me tears. Upon receiving heir results, my cohort were shaking as if we were about to receive ours. The tense in the atmosphere was inevitable. Afterwards Dhania, Aina and I couldnt help ourselves but to discuss how are we suppose to pass the entry exams for Junied. Whatever it is, I guess Maarif will be my back up plan. Pink huh? I'M GOING TO BE A SEXY FLAMINGO. :DD *rolls eyes*

HELLO DAD! Welcome to my blog.
He emailed me. Chatted with him on FB and TA-DAA!

Email:
(something about Just for Laugh on youtube that made his day)
Another thing that made my day today when I read Shazaa's blog about NYP and hospitality... kah...kah....kah.... I ketawa mcm nak rak..... you can post that to Just for Laugh.... :o)))))))))))

Dad: I miss garuk kepale you.
Shazaa: It hurts seyhh! You left me marks. I got cuts.
Dad: So make sure you go to hospital. not just hospitality.
Shazaa: OHMYGOOOOD! NOT YOU TOO! Mama minta duit.
Dad: Okay GTG.

Yes Syuhadah, Aiin and Ruzaini. I know I am a veryveryvery awesome goof.
I know what hospitality means. *stares into you like theres no tomorrow*

made in singapore GAG.

Last night, I got a call from my tailong coach at around nine. I was expecting about some netball updates when she decided to just ring me up for a JOKE. She started laughing already.

One day, there were two policemen chasing after a thief. they saw the thief went inside a garage. As the both policemen entered the garage they saw three sacks in line. They searched around the garage for the thief and decided to kick the sacks in case the thief was in there. When the kick the first sack it went "meoooooooooow." When they kicked the second sack it went "woooooooooof" But when they kick the third sack it went "POTATOOOOES!"

HA HA HA!

the joke of the night.

its a poly trip.

If only I could go more poly hunting then that would be nice.
Received too many freebies and won the lucky dip the hospitality and tourism department organized TWICE in a row. :DD But Syuhadah's gift was waywaywayyy betteeer. Not cool. I was hoping for the goodie bag outside at the front desk but they offered us toothpaste. If you want to own white teeth, NYP will provide you with a lifetime supply of toothpaste. I received four toothpastes in one day. :D AWESUUUUUME LIKE HORNY HERO! *raise eyebrow*

I was late. Met Shifa and Aiin at YCK with a special guest, SYUHADAH! somehow it was good to see her only no huggies. BOOOO! We headed the auditorium and I felt the vibe of excitment. noobies much. Walk around with students giving out information about their courses. Aiin and I kept commenting about the cute guy we met during the engineering tour until we received an "eheeem" behind us. effing bodoh eh? XDD SHAZAA'S EMBARRASSING MOMENT:
(note: the place was loud with too much talking and i am half deaf.)

(two girls approaching us)
Girl #1: hello, are you intersted in hospitali.....
Shazaa: Huh?! No. I dont like hospital.
*the rest looked at me*
Girl #2: no..no..no.. I meant hospitality and..
Shazaa: Ohhh! you mean the tourism thingy?!
*everyone laughing*

We headed bugis afterwards with random outcomes and aiin mouth hanging wide open inside the everlast shop. Did some bugis street shopping after meeting up deelot, frh and nana. We separated and headed home. thank you you for the treat and the bag. [:

netball

Mai and I conclude that I am jinxed.
Unlike Ronald Weasly, he kept vomitting slug but as for I?
I can only stay up awake the last five mins of the lessons, qand can barely stay awake during the early part of the lesson. Missssing alot!

Welcome Secondary One to wonderful thing called netball.
Seeing their faces and how enthusiastic they are reminds me of the old time when all of us were pure innocent and excited for netball. the time when everyone was so committed. now, its rather different cause all of us have grown and are much more experienced.

It was rather dull and I notice so whenever I trained them its like creating a zombie laland to live on. I decided to focus on the new comers with ajeera while azume handled the rest of the players. I was bummed and too lazy to train them anymore especially to disappoint myself. Grrreat things happen when I decided to hang out with Adib. She's the main reason why I get creativity to talk about craps. I miss the trainings in the old school when adib, jee, hjn momo, syafiq,lyna would joke around, cloud commenting, jump around, food theif a.k.a The Crow and aqilah's singing. Uber fun! :DD A quote from adibah.

Alamaaaaak, frh kate i betray die. you kate i betray you. you womeeen ah, alamaak, so fickle minded! Cannot make a choice. *makes a face impression*

Ended with a nice sweet victory yet worthless game.
it was worthless because we got the wrong objective.
BOO YAAAAAH!

dont pick your school.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIFI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIIN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THAT IRSYAD KAMBING!

may god bless you and may you succeed in everything you dream of doing.
stay alive and stay strong. [:

tomorrow is the last day of the week. the teachers barely flip pages all they do is talk talk and more talking. banding classes for maths and science. my science groupies manage to glance the marks for science from highest to lowest. Shocked with my position. I SUCCEED! Now, I manage to ace my english, geography and science. Malay is still hanging around the B's as for maths.. EFF! this is cow crap.

i am trying to making my life,
MY life.

no no no not you too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY FARAAAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY SKIIIIIN!
woah. seventeen huh? seventeen. like woah.
soon all of my girls will be seventeen. D:

Inter class cheer wasnt that bad. Bravo S4A for the awesome performance. The 2010 girls grads did try hard enough but I had fun laughing at the back by myself figuring out what to do next. The whole entire day was rather draggy but timetable are in and real school starts tomorrow.

happy schooling.

its a new time.

SAAAY HOLLLA! put your hands up in the airr.
yes, thankyoutwentyyzeronine.

first day of school, my loveliiies.
It was rather.. lovely? I give two thumbs up to the morning rain cause I was SUPER WET IN THE MORNING! slowly the seniors or should I say my cohort girls started to join my journey to schoool. major thumbs up. [: Level eight up above and turn to your right AND TADAAA A SEE THRU GARDEN! Not to mention the whole level is just us girls. 2010 graduates girls. poor boys still own the same old same old classroom. I luuuurve my new class and aloha to the new form teacher. :D Mingled around with the SLs from cordova and hung out in the MPR3 as we escape the talk. Assisted the exco with their wrapping and audie talks continued.

OFFICIALLY A SENIOR.
hellooooo graduation.

mission to mars.

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW.
I am absolutely excited about it. Level eight with all girls while the guys are down below.
PARTY ON LEVEL EIGHT! I hope this year school year will be awesooome. [: school stuff prepared and duties understood. This is pointless.

Gd'night.

cut the crap.

i find every date during twenty ten is awesome and unique. dont you?
01012010 02012010 03012010 04012010 05012010 :DD I think you get my point.
Coool aint it? i got a seecret.

I watch tv. And I found this.
freaking or friggin is a representative of a swear word.
and i believe in tv.

wife: dont say freaking!
husband: so what? its not a swear word.
wife: yes it is.
husband: no it isnt! its just a resemble of a swear word but it isnt!

my first few days of the new year was rather bummed. Celebrated Mak Long's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK LONG!, and hang out with cousins. It wasnt that big but it was rather mean as in average kind of way. Dragged by butt around the house and that's practically it.

I'm a loser that calls people names.
I swear. A sore loser. [:
and you are officially a loser for reading this loser-ic post of a loser being a sore loser.
WADDUP Y'ALL LOSERS!

BRRRRIDGING it.

I like this picture. See how superior HJN is.
GOD BLESS HJN! SHE RULE YOU BOYS OUT. JYEAAAH!

Happy 2010 People!
A brand new year already with new brand stuffs and things going on. Cik Nani got herself a new passport and some new items from Geylang that Shifa and I had to assist her earlier yesterday. Afterwards we headed town for no reason. I found Luke at Bugis who joined us afterwards. After the whole entire time hanging out Luke came out with this brilliant theory.

*talking talking talking*
Luke: *looks at shifa and me* Ehh, you two related eh.
I: *a question mark face* luqmaaan, she's my sister.
Luke: HAHA! Seriously?! I thought she was your secondary four friend!

Muka Shifa Tua! HA-HA! But during the whole entire conversation, he kept backing shifa up. Not cool. HJN's mom wanted to join for fireworks and mama got excited! Settled down infront marina square and played few games while waiting for 12:00 am. The crew behind me was rocking awesuuuume. Kudos to you people cause I was the only screaming person out of the nine of us. So I decided to join them screaming out loud just to play Singaporean. :DD 45 mins stucked in human traffic with many kinds of bumps, smells and scream fests.

BYE!