Is this it?

You win. You're right. You always have been. You deserve better than this. And I can't give you better.
I talk big. I say things that shouldnt be said. I dont do what I say. My actions are meaningless.
I can't make you feel special or be special. I can't make you be different from the others cause in your eyes, I treat the other better than the way I treat you.

I'm sorry I caused a mess around you. Just look at you right now.
I'm eating you up alive.

Your grades are sloping. Your always tired and down.
You are regularly hurt and damaged. You're losing yourself.
And I'm the cause. I'm good for nothing.

Be smart. do the right thing now.
Don't worry about me, I'll learn how to be strong.

Sky of Love, G'12.

Friday, the 13th of April.

G'12 had put first massive outing to the Marina Barrage. :D It was splendid~

Some of us stayed for the sunset while other set sail first.

We arrived there and had a group photo and other random shots. The sun was sorching and it's funny how ustazah Zuraidah, Q and myself ran away from the group to steal some air con from the shop and the bathroom next to it. Soon, the tour was start. Since most of the girls we already huddling, we decided to keep it simple. Move back behind the crowd and chill. We still learn but in a non kiasu method.

As the tour ended, we had a yummy dinner and tada. FUN TIME TILL DARK.

The sunset was beautiful. The G'12 were wonderful. Ustazah Zuraidah was too. :D

Thank You God for blessing me with these beautiful people.

tummy drama part three

My past three days have been a tummy drama. It's been like this....

My body energy level is going down.. down.. down...

But it was fine, cause I had good company during the three days. Worrying about plenty of things but I had good friends calming me down and told me all I need right now is some rest. Manage to study and do plenty of stuff which is kinda..good?

my by-your-side

When you're a little girl, all you do is play dress and be whoever you wanna be. Imaginations beyond your limits. But as you grew older, you began to stop imagining. Your imagination starts to fade its colors.

But who said I stopped? I am as wild as I can be. As jumpy as I can be. As naughty as I can be. Why? Because You gave me the imagination to imagine, the dreams to dream and flew with me around the universe like I'm Peter Pan. Priceless.

If it wasn't for you, I won't be who I am today.

I'll still be the mess I was yesterday.

Thank you.