This is for HMKH:

I WAS AWAY FOR 3 DAYS LAH!
thats why I didnt blog. No other reasons eh.
Fullstop. :DD

The day before camp,
Mom made me go to this lecture with Shaheed. And Yes, Shaheed laughed at me. He thinks that the whole idea was funny. I was forced its not like I wanted to go either. So, left with mom and met her friend. We went Siam kitchen for an early dinner. I was somehow not hungry so I shared with Shaheed.

We later went to Suntec City ballroom 1 and met mom's people. Thank You Person and few others as well for entertaining me the whole entire lecture. I didnt get a single think the speaker was saying. He was turkish and I didnt get his accent. I was left with half an hour but I lef the room and hit to the washroom. Waited for Mom and Shaheed outside.

Mom planned to go and see the lighting at Orchad, changed of plans. Shaheed was took lazy to wander around so we hit Starbucks. Took and cab and doze off. I was in the washroom when I got a call. Shaheed was being a busybody and answer it cause he thought it was a text msg. =.="

I was a half asleep to fully awaken. It was gather awkward but then we got the hang of it. Last day. The last part was hilarious andd sorry I shut down on you. :DD padaan muka. XPP

CAMP:
The camp was a little bit tet. The activites werent that awesome but I know I still had fun. :DD
Crediits to Momo, Frh, Skn, Mas, Jee, Lyna and the other members as well that hung out with us and made me laugh. And Credits to Ruzaini and Mateeen too for entertaining me via text during the boring activities. :DD

Before the camp, hung out with Ruzaini, Shaheed, Fadil and Ruzaini's cousin; Amirul. Amirul looks like Hafiz and Akid combined together. XPP So we wandered off around City Hall and headed to the Station to meet Frh and Mas. Later, we headed to LJS for dinner and waited for Jee, Lyna and Akid. The girls for sure enjoyed ourselves cause I know I did. Went back to Sultan and met Nabmo and registered. I was in the same group with Frh, Azume and Nysa.

My team was.. okay? At this point I dont feel like talking about camp cause there nothing much.
Night One: I slept at four and woke up at six. I knew Nabmo and Frh didnt even sleep. :DD Semangat pe? Well most of the campers were tired and drench then.

Me, Skn, Momo and Frh rocked ourselves out during the last part of bowling. :DD We created our own fun and enjoyed real hard. I want to go bowling again please!

Amazing Race was really pissing off. We couldnt take any transportation and guess what? We had to walk all way the. Good thing is, now I know how to walk from bugis to city hall, from city hall to clarke quay and from bugis to fort canning to dhouby ghaut. My team was the last one to arrive and I am so proud of it. No sarcasm there.

Headed Sultan and wash up. Thank you Momo for waiting for us. (: We headed to our personal washroom and continued with our event. Night was group presentation and BBQ. The presentation were GREAAAAT! I take that as the highlight of the camp! Tasnim fell off the chair FOR REAL WAS OFF THE HOOK! :DD Aqilah and Fathah sang awesomely. Khadijah sang greatly. Danial and Sabiq were two hilariouuus goats. :DD I accidentally slept when there was video presentation. Frh, Skn, Momo and I made a sweet escape and ate Momo's raisin bread cause we were too hungry already.

We decided to went back to the rooftop cause they said there were rice but when we reached there it was all GONE! We had to buy our own dinner then! =.=" So we ignored the events and made our own rule and fun. We went to the rooftop and star gaze while the others were downstairs in the auditorium. The stars were so beautiful. fullstop.

Light off was at 3pm and it was only 1 when we decided to go to bed. :DD Guess what? We were the first to sleep and last to wake up. Rushed and got ready. Got into our groups and there was this discussion which bored me off. Thank you texting buddies for helping not to doze off.

Bla dee bla blaaa camp ended. Went home with Frh, Shaheed, Fadil and Akid. All of us dozed off soundly in the bus. Muka Fadil punye lah handsome after bangon tddo, tgk muka akid gan shaheed okay je. XPP Bought food and headed home and DOZE OFF AGAIN!

Night, chilled tired and eat. Will be missing angklung class tomorrow. SORRY!

Oh yeah,
Mateen made me blog about this:
He thinks he is a styling macho abangabang.
(gag then dies) See how dreamy he is.
:DD

Pictures at Multiply
and waiting from Momo, Frh anf YS.

FED UP!
what d you want actually?
Why am I so ticked off?

Good Morning Wonderful People!

I would like to blog for a while cause I'm in the mood.

So last night's conveersation with Ruzaini, Kak NanaBibiLalaah, FRHRWKRS and Izyanie was off the hook. We ha no topic and was babblering about everything we could think off. Two of them left first and we were talking about this one guy. One of the geniuses decided to make a story. I GOT TO NAME THE CHARACTERS! oh yeah and the story is base on a true story and I'm in it. :DD

Bloghopped and saw this from Melly Belly's Blog. I gasped straight away after I read it.

So hello people :)
Bear with me okay? i need to let all this out.

I hate being emo, which i obviously am right now. I hate having to shun my friends, which i am obviously doing. I hate having to pour all this crap on my blog, which obviously you are reading. I hate having to even feel this way. I hate myself for not being able to overcome this. I hate being alone(THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH A BOYFRIEND WHATSOEVER). I hate being ignored. I hate being nagged at. I hate being the one to have all this treatment. I hate thinking. I hate you.(i dn really mean you, you who is reading, but some other who). I hate thinking that next yr alot of things will change. I hate 'this' right now. I hate everything right now. I. WANT. OUT.

I miss my gfs. I miss my friends. I miss my two bestfriends. I miss my old friends. I miss my twinnie. I miss my tbs. I miss my class(ironically). I miss my dad. I miss my old brothers. I miss my old family. I miss everyone's old self. I miss my mum. I miss being a kid. I miss the times where i had nothing to worry. I miss the old building. I miss my tears (okay, they just dont seem to knw when to come out, cause crying makes me feel better, but at this time where all i want to do is cry, my my tears jus wont let it go. ugh. watev).

I want my old life back. I want my mum. I want to be a kid! I want things to get better. I want to feel better. I want to get over this and stop being emo. I want new stuff (tak penting, aku tau) I want to do better at school. I want this weekend to go well. I want to change.

OKAY!. done, thanks you for reading(:

SHE TOOK WORDS OUT OF MY MOUTH!
i was having ttrouble on what I wanted to say and poof!
SHE SAID IT FOR ME! Iloveyou. See we are meant to be twins. :DD

oh yeah and if you didnt notice so,
the top picture and the bottom picture are the same pictures only edited differently.
Alamaaak coool right?! XPP


You'll be gone tomorrow.
&& I want the good thing in my life to remain forever.

Today, I like Shaheed.

I am getting use to photoscape. BIG CREDITS TO RUZAINI!!! :DD Ihateyousomuch for teaching me and giving the most unreliable tips that OI have to explore by myself but turns out to be the most important of all. :DD

Early in the morning I had this excitment in me to log in the internet. So I was blog hopping and saw the most touching thing from Melly and Jee's blog especially Jee's that make me realized something which made my day.

3. Your 5 impression of him/her.
- caring, funny, crazy, always rock ppl's world even hers is not and SHES MEREPEK.

Awwwww! XDD And I am so not merepek eh. For now on, I am going to out in a smile and keep on doing that rocking others although mine isnt. Whatever makes others happy, for sure I am happy as well. (:

Chatted with Mateeeen after a long time ignoring him(Sorry!) was a sort of a blaaast. I owe you one for helping me out(: Also chatted with Jee who was confuse and miserable but then manage to get her say hahahahah! so many times. Somehow I got hyper and I felt the happy and soo lucky me after a long time. Thank You. Me and Aiin (not bestie eh. the other aiin) had a friendly argument cause she said that I was a monster.But at last we end up by saying Shazaa is a cute rocking monster. Btol tak Aiin?? XPP Oh, we also made an akulaparlah club where we gathered all those hungry people and tell the others that we're hungry. :DD

So its was 130 I think when Shazrah, Shadi and Shiham nagged on me to go and hit the shower. So I was being a good elder sister (you can gag and choke here only cause I have prepared you so many barf bags. There you go. :DD) and hit the washroom. I decided to go and read and well, the book was dull and didnt excites me. So I decided to join shaheed and hit the couch.

Shaheed conquered the small couch while I took the big one. We had that place for the whole day. Yes, that is where we sleep, watch tv, read and complained there. Both of us decided to be geeks and watch the Animal Planet. AND I AM TELLING YOU ANIMAL PLANET IS SO COOOL! We were watching wild hearts where there was this documentary about Jessica the Hippo. There was even a male hippo name Charlie. Jessica's owner was match making her with Charlie ( I know it was so funny that me and Shaheed were laughing our belly buttons out) but at the end, CHARLIE DIED CAUSE HE GOT SHOT BY HUNTERS! Now, Jessica has lost her only friend and maybe future husband. Oh yeah, somehow the hippos reminded me of yesterday when we were laughing at MotoMoto. okay best tak boleh angkaaaats. XDD

Later on watched the American Idol, Contenders and decided to play the Wii. I got supeeer bored then I decided to take a nap just like Shaheed. Woke up, prayed, washed up and explore the kitchen. And now here I am.

I have finally decided to spend my 3 days awaaay to YS camp. At least its going on muchmuch more fun at home. There's pratically nothing to do. Plus person will be away, Ruzaini will be off to camp, Sisters might have no plaaans, the other girlfies might be busy and yeaaah. You get my point. So, I am not that excited or thrilled but at least Im ecstatic most of dudes and babes will be there. :DD

I am gone to watch the Love Guru now.
(:

THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAAAAAAAY! :DD
After the terrible stormy days, the sun finally shone.

Well, I woke up early today and it was great. I think I got dress extra early which drove mom to curiousity. She asked questions in a harsh tone which effect me and gave me a frown. I was already late then. After mom and the rest left for swimming pool, I woke shaheed up and left. I texted person telling that I was going to be atleast 45 minutes late. Thank You for waiting but still made me guilty about it.

Headed LJS and at first I think it was pretty awkward at first. But we got the hang of it. I saw your camera and wanted to laugh hard but you pulled away the laughter. Dengki, perasan pulak tu. XPP I took my own sweet time to finish up my food and still end up not finishing it. We left to the library and I think the best part was when we were browsing for books. I swear I was stomach aching by then. We had so many laughter there.

I mark this moment the best when we were talking about this one particular kiddy book. We laughed so hard then. There was this talk and I wanted that talk to be longer but buggers arrived. Things got awkward and boom. I got "bullied" somehow but then I act smart and lets say kene kan balik? Headed to Sultan for prayers and saw familiar faces. Then to Orchaaaaaaaaad!

Met few of them at orchard and was told that some of the classmates left already first. So, Me, Farah, Ain, Fad, Zee, Majidah and Sakinah went off to Royal Plaza. Met the rest and we headed to our tables. I MISS THEM SO MUCH ESPECIALLY HJN,FRH,AIN,FIQ AND SYUUU! It was great to hang out with them and just chill and bloat our stomachs off. We laughed and ate and HJN was my eating buddy. I got too thrilled and exciteed that I became a bit quirky and jumpy too. XPP

Surprisingly, there was a tiny award ceremonnnny. XPP For the top three best attendance and top three in class. Later then we went off. While the rest left, me and HJN decided to go around for a while. So we wandered off to Far east and ate at SLICE. Majorcruuuuush was yummmmmy. :DD It was already Maghrib by then so we headed off to Al Falah for prayers.

Saw Kak Lina, Kak Syasya(!!) and Aisyah(!!!!) too. Me and HJN prayed and chilled for a while cause somehow we had that vibe to stay at the mosque. Both of us feel like sleeping in and at the same time reminded us during our Qiyam at Raudhah. Somehow I feel safe and serene. I know everything was going to be alright there. I felt protection. I feel so relaxed after my previous bump journey. It was goood then. Headed home and here I am.


Other pictures are at multiply.
Annnd Faraaaah! Im waiting for my picccs.
(:


theres so many I can say but nothing is coming out.
but whatever it is those word are great and will make you smile?

I HAD THE WORST WEEKEND EVER!
Depressing. Confusing. Annoying. Frustrating. Miserable.

Last night was.. uh wow? It was just.. out of the blue?
I manage to go through it although I was miserable. I made the wrong move. I shouldnt have say anything and let things be normal. I'm sorry I drove you into this.

This morning I had this weird feeling. Ive been thinking alot. I got into another argument with mom. Why am I getting in bad terms with her? What on earth is going on? I think I'm influenced. Whatever it is, my morning was ruined.

Thank you Hafizhah for listening to my whole story as I let everything off.

Reached Aljunied and waited for the rest of the angklungist. We were suppose to start at 10 but instead we started at 11. Kak Falah sat next to me and made the whole thing fun. Yelah Shazaa sayang Kak Falah. XPP Cikgu was extra funny too today. Maybe he was a lesser tense this time? New Song.

Class ended at 1. At first planned on heading to LJS but we wanted Amirah and Shaqilah to joined so. They insisted on Banquet but I disagree. At last we did end up to Banquet only they had to g buy cheese fries laaa. Aku was being nice only. XDD So the laughed our heads off and act lame.

Me and Ain were suppose to go browse for a shop to go repair my camera. But I was too lazy and was in a bad mood to go cruising for a repair shop. So we decided to walk to City Hall Mrt Station and pass by shop. Let say we planned on wasting our time instead of going home.

We arrived City Hall Mrt Station and Hafizhah left first cause she had to get home. That leaves me, bestie, amirah and shakilaah. We decided to go to the esplande's rooftop. So reached there and did our thang. Along the way we had so many laughter. We were laughing our guts out. Making fun at everything we see and pretending to be rich and buy stuff. We did more exploring and decided to go home since bestie got hit by a massive stomachache and most of us were tired already.

Took the train with Shakilah and boy, were we uber tired.
We slept the whole entire journey soundly.

Thank You Guys For Making My Day.
It made the worse better. I am so sick of this whole bad tempered thing and this whole bad mood and frowns.

The End.

ITS SUNDAAAAAAAAY!
And I am home.

So far I have been rotting home doing nothing excpet for laughing out loud at my clown the this dude who is deeply in love. Nothing happen today so I expect not much incidents to happen. So I guess there nothing much for me to talk about. (: Do you want to hear a story? :DD

Once upon a time,
M, H, F and S were friends. Well sort of.
H is in love with F while M and S are practically sort of best buds.

One day,
M planned to take F away from H. But F had no ideaaa that H like her.
So she went to M but the thing is M isnt for real. H asked S for help but
she couldnt do anything.In fact all she can do is laugh because she was also part
of the plan.

10 years later,
During H and F's wedding day. H didnt invited M and S so they sneek in and F saw M
And fall in love with him. F left her wedding leaving a note to H that she will be leaving to
Hawaii dragging M with her. But M didnt want to go with her cause he was to scared that something might happen to S and ditched F.

The End.

Tehehehehe!
THIS IS CRACK. See I'm bored.





1. The person who tagged you is?
- Maya.

2. Your relationship with him/her?
- My retard beloved sore loser girlfs. iloveyou? XDD

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her.
- poetical, deep, caring, intersting, makcikmakcik

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
- she was always there for me when I need a cry shoulder.

5. The most memorable thing they had said to u?
- She said tons of thing that I couldnt keep track of.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
- make her put some ego in herself. :DD

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
- Ignore her and hope for better for her?

10. What is it you want to tell her now?
- I WANT SOME MORE LAUGH LAH LOVE!

11. Your overall impression of her is?
- It great to be with her when its only the both of us having our private talks.

12. How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
- let the people answer that?

13. The characters you love of yourself are?-
- The whole thing about me. XPP

14. On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
- My life is too into society and about friends and not my family?

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?-
Obama? XDD Idk.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
- Awwwww. I care and lie you too? :DD

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.( I will not pass this quiz to those who had already done it)
1 .Ruzaini
2. HJN
3. Nabmo
4. Aiinano
5. Jee
6. Frhrocker
7. Melly
8. Indra
9. HMKH
10. M

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with? (Frhrocker)
- in between single and not? I actually dont know.

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?(HMKH)
- Male.

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?(Melly and M)
- First. I will laugh then screaaam and maybe its in between good and bad.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?(HJN)
- Something to prepare her for STE and life?

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?(Nabmo)
- Yesterday!

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?(Indra)
- Boys like girls? I know he use to like beatles.

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?(Ruzaini)
- Yes.

25. Will you woo no. 3?(Nabmo)
- No, becaaause I'm a girl but she's good to be with.

26. How about 7?(Melly)
- Well, no?

27. Is no. 4 single?(Aiin)
- No.

28. What is the surname of no. 5?(Jee)
- She doesnt own any a surname.

29. What is a hobby of no. 10?(M)
- Rockclimbing? Tennis? Taking care of the bunnies and the little kids? XD Idk.

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?(Jee and HMKH)
- They dont know each other?

I will like to make this short please.
Nothing much happen actually. And the post might be boring because there no pictures. Read to know why.

I realized it was my mistake for being irresponsible. But thank you for making me laugh and make me feel better. (: I woke up and got ready for the big day. Met HJN and saw Shifa so she joined us and we went to Kallang together. So, waited for the rest and thats it. So later then, went to NTUC to get some bananas.

the first match and second match for us was a dissapointment. Well, the third one was better than ever. We lost terribely the first two matches and won the last one. Hang out with girlfs and most of the time with Maya was great. Not to mention most of the sisters were sick. Okay beeest jiwe ah. XD There were few drama and thanks to kak nanabibilalaah for helping me settle things although I was clueless and have no idea what to do. After the last match, we played a friendly match for fun and for laughter. :DD I MANAGE TO SHOOT WELL! :DD mesti lah bangge. muhaha! XP

While we were playing something devastating happen. lets say, a friend of mine was holding my camera and she was standing went a ball came and hit it my camera and it fell of her hand. Did I mention to you that she was standing?!! OHMYGOD! ONE OF MY MOST BELOVED STUFF! i swear I was going to cry there and then. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO MENTION THIS TO MY PARENTS?!! I SWEAAAR IM ALREADY IN BAD TERMS WITH MOM! Oh I want to cry but patience is what I have to do.

So went to KFC with Bestie and Kak Seri and the other netballers. At first, I never expect any conversations between us but then we actually manage to laugh and talk about something. Mas joined us for a while then. When to Mcd to meet Mai and Rab cause they had my camera. I swear its ruin already. Sigh. Prayed my maghrib and went home.

Home ride with bestie and Mas was great. Sorry I had too many drama in me. Tehehe. :DD Instead of sleeping during the journey, we chatted all the way and laugh ourselves off.

Thank you bestie for standing beside me and whole entire time listening to whats going on. It sure did made me feel better. (:

Okay but about yesterday,
SICK AND FELT WORSE EACH TIME!
but then that night kelakaaar gile tak boleh angakat. Each one with their own attitude. There was alot about H and F and also about F being M's and H getting mad at the background. XDD
I cant really remember what happen. There were too manny incidents that made me feel better and less sicker. Thank you. (:

I ammmm partially sorrry.
And are you okaaaay? Great talking to you anyways (:

PRESENTING...

I LAUGHED OUT LOUD!
This time I can call you busuuuuuuuuuk! :DD
I wanted to say comment on something but I forgot
LUCKY YOU!

My picture editting is getting luosier each day.
Kid! bila mau ajar!

I MARKED THIS COLD MY WORST COLD EVER!
And I forgot to blog last night. My baaaad. Muhaha!

I am a sober with a cold and I like life. Thank you God! :DD
Okay shouldnt I be cranky and sad and all those downer attittude because I'm sick. WELL NO IN FACT THIS WHOLE BEING SICK THING IS AWESOME Okay stop. Thats call sarcasm and a little bit of truth blend it. Anyways Go Figure. :D

I didnt blog yesterday. WoooWee. Why? Because nobody pushed me or nagged me or questioned me or "bila nak blog about today?" So well I didnt and completely forgot about it. HOW COULD FORGOT TO DO THE MOST DAILY THING I DO EVERYTDAY?? Wow I was sure distracted by the television. And its beeeen long since I watched the tv. :DD

SO ABOUT TODAYI MEAN YESTERDAY!(okay shazaa that was lame.)
I was utterly well in the morning. Okay well thats what I think. I was still sleeping when Shadi and Shiham shook me saying that a friend of mine was outside waiting for the ball I have to return. I was so engrossed with my sleep (because its been long since then. balikbalik kene bgn ukol 630 or 7) that I just nodded and say yelaaaah and didnt took a word they were saying. When I woke up, pooof! No ball. So it was real, one of the kakak's did came over and took the ball. Shocking. Text her and apologized that I didnt woke up at 10 to meet cause my alarm didnt went on and I forgot to remind someone to wake me up. Heh! It was 12 by then. At 115 I was still in my PJs. I know I rule. (:

So the house was BOYS-FREE! No shaheed and No Shadi. At first it was great but later than it got a little bit boring but I still like it. :DD FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I LIKE BORING! :D So there I was with the girls watching tv and mostly we did our reading. IT WAS SUPER COOL AND RARE! Usually we will be pining our noses to the monitor the whole day. Okay fine only I will do that but still. Nobody touched the computer except for baby Shazrah. We were all so engrossed with our book and suprisingly Im on the second book! I am so proud of myself. But I still believe I own a little bit of credit to person who somehow made me push myself to read. Okay straight talk: I dont read book and I talked big. I made person read which means I have to read too. Plus I hit the bonus points for impressing mom that I WAS ACTUALLY READING THE WHOLE DAY AND NOT SURFING FRIENDSTER AND MULTIPLY. So salute me people.

I like Rob&Sara.com :DD I gave a 5 star to this book although the book dosent really deserve a a 5 star. But still MY RANKING MY RULE. I state this book as my all time favorite book? Padahal baru sekali seyh bace. Well its waaaay better than geek magnet I read previously that drove me bad mood avenue. This book did drove me there but then made a U turn to ohmygod that is so cool and i am loving it street. :DD (okay if you notice this excitement and differences to my post today, you give credits to the book cause it influenced me to write this way. If you see no differences then Ohmygod I wrote another boring syoik sendiri post. Bravo me. )

So the day eventually hit the dusk. And I was in the mood to watch 8pm news. :DD Okay lie. I was switching channels at 7:59:57 PM when I heard the word PSLE.RESULT and MADRASAH AL-IRSYAD. So I actually stayed and watched that part but ignored the rest of the news and watched I survived the Japanese show. Then continued by watching K-Nite and a little bit of Purnama. When inside and had my best mature yelled at Shadi and Shazrah to go to bed. I continued a little bit of Rob&Sara.com and logged in the internet.

I DROVE INTO SUPER BAD MOOD THIS TIME THAT I FELL LIKE SCREAMING AT 2215! I got fed up with all this fuss about the senior netballers and also about people mentioning this one netballer. Bleaah! Not to mention that during that period of time my cold gone worse thav EVER! I want a hot chocolate from Canada then. SobSob. Then Shazrah came in, still not sleeping so I made this whole act that I was calling Mama that scared her off. :D Even Shifa believed my drama. She said Ive been dramatic today. Well I've been at my best drama. Which means I deserve that award so hand over the award back mister! :DD

To these people:

ABDUL MATEEEN!
Im sorry I've been ignoring you lately!
okay fine i KIND OF (i am going to emphasize on the kind of) miss you.
fullstop.

MAS NUR AZLYN!
Thank you for making me inhaling and exhaling by mouth
and cooling me down although you fail but thanks for concerning.
:DD

AJEERA IZYANIE!
Thaaank you for asking and wondering if I'm okay.
I appriciate it alot. :DD
I love you.

AHMAD RUZAINI!
Thank you letting me yelled and screamed and use capital letters on you and everything.
Thank you for hearing it out for me and insult and me criticize me.
And thank you babat for making me ignore all those bad stuffs
and played truth or truth with me to forget all those stuff.
I so dont like you and will never miss you. :DD

So the truth or truth with Ruzaini didnt last long. Because MCD came in and Mom made me go to bed early with her I mean it Shazaa, dont go online. Well I suprised her by saying okay fine. I'm cool with it. Because I had no reason to stay online till late night because I know there will be no excitement and person has gone sleepover-ing at his big brother's. Awwww how cute. XPP Okay dah Shazaa stop it. :DD So slept in early and found myself having this not-so-very-terrifying-yet-i-was-shaking-in-my-dreams-and-pulling-my-so-called-blood-
brother-in-my-dreams-shirt-to-save-me-from-this-guy-who-wants-to-marry-me-then-kill-
me-so-he-can-be-powerful. But then I was still expecting more drama and want to know what happen to him? But Nooooooooo. Pooof it went off.

So I woke up and found myself happy and smiling with my most drama cold(its even way dramatic than those cold you see on tv. No joke) reading Rob&Sara.com while chatting with mr-who-took-away-my-award-and-never-fails-to-make-me-smile. TAK PENTING. MUHAHA! :DD

So you had your cold and I had mine.
And you had your nightmare and so did i?
kepooo much. muhahah! I name you my copycat.

CURRENTLY I AM NOT BEING MYSELF.
I feel miserable and all I want to do is cry.

Im going to leave the emo part below and tell my day. (insert a force smile)

The morning was great. I was somehow looking forward for today's training. I saw the secondar two netballers and inform them to wait for the rest and we shall meet at MCD for breakfast. Farah and Lyna was there already as usual. Well they noticed that I wasnt being normal self. In fact I was being extra excited, happy and dramatic too. I was glad to see HJN but then a little fed up at the whole situation that she had to go back home. I wasnt fed up at her or anyone else. I was just fed up at the situation. (okay I am not making any sense here anymore)

No PT for training todaaay! So didnt manage to see the late comers suffer. (Insert an evil laugh) I like to see them doing 80 push ups and complaining. XDD Since there were only 13 people, one of us had to back out and I volunteered myself and became the umpire. :DD So the games were awesome and fast so it was good. :DD This time the breaks were longer and funner that before. :DD Oh yeah, I HATE 7-UPS. they make you die fast. XPP

Kak Nisa and Kak Shikin had to go off early so the others stayed behind for a last game as we discuss about our issues, again. After the game it was a fast clean up and we settled for lunch at KFC. Me, Shifa, Farah and Mas decided to hang out there as long as possible. Later on Lyna and Jee with Nunu joined us. It was fun but all of the sudden I had no mood to talk, to eat or to do anything else. Something was bugging me inside and isnt just right. Well that explains why I was so quiet and down.

I thought things are going to get better when I reached home. So I took a nap and wok up the next two hours finding the weather pouring heavily. i washed myself again and mom arrived home. Somehow something ticked her of and well things happen. I try to bare in there and getting a grip of myself but I just had to throw a non direct tantrum and walk off into the bathroom. I couldnt take it anymore I couldnt stand it any longer. Well the next thing I know I found myself tear dropping while I pull my hair in anger. It took me a while to get a grip and finally I washed my face and settle myself with a book till dusk.

The thing is, between the pages I found myself smiling and laughing. The next thing I know I was filled of anger and I got super cranky. Mom is being friendly while I on the other side talked to her in a mono tone and am creating a distance. SHAZAA?! WHATS UP WITH YOU!

I feel misery in me. I want to cry. I want to scream.
But at the same time I want to smile and I want to laugh.
All I have to do now is put the misery a side.

I was grown to mind my own business at home.
I taught to be indepandant when there no one home.
I remember wishing you guys to be home so we could do stuff.
But now Im old enough to do my things and mind my business at home and you taking it away and blaming this and that.

All I want now is someone to understand what's up
and someone to complete my sentences.
( i know you readers wont understand this phrase.)

Okay this post is actually pointless.
and today I took a picture of myself alot. :DD
AND I also sense alot of grammar mistakes.

Please make my day.

TODAAAY WAS SUPER GREAAAAAT!
Both during the workshop and after the workshop.

Somehow I wok up a little extra early. So I talked to mom and sister before taking a shower. When I got out of the washroom, they have already gone for their breeze walk. Mom took my ezlink and almost took my phone cause she thought it was hers. Yeah we own the same phone. XPP Got ready for the workshop and later on joined Mom and sister for McD. I met Hafizhah and Adila at Admiralty mrt station and we went of to Jurong East mrt station where we're suppose to meet the other angklungists as well. Lets say, we were late. Hee.

At first it was rather awkward. Total of six schools were there; National Junior College, Loyang Sec, Jurongsville sec, Sota (school of the art), Bedok view sec and of course Madrasah Aljunied. Before our breakfast, there was a talk by the Vice Principal of the host school. I
t was okay I guess only I didnt caught most of his words? XDD We were break into groups. I was in group 12 where there's all girls and thats it? BREAKFAST WAS GREAT. In fact it was actually kind of better than lunch. ;DD

We were assembled back at the hall and was introduced by four speakers and they were abg asta, abg azri, abg hafiz and abg yazir (or was it yazid?) Okay I dont know whether to call them abg or cik. ;DD Each of them explained the background and roots of the instruments they play. I LIKE THE GAMBUS/OUD AND THE BAMBOO FLUTE AND THE BOX TOO! tet tet tet! I want to go learn them all! pleasepleasepleaaaaaaaaase! Then they had a mini concert on diffrent songs like the inang cine, zapin and all. IT WAS MEGA COOL though it was kind of draggy.

LUNCH AND PRAYERS! There was game call the squirrel and the tree. I was one of the squirrel. Klakaar la seyh seeing you people running towards a place as if your chasing for food after starving for 3 days. :DD Talk was dragged, bestie and fifi felt a sleep. =.= There was a discussion where my group didnt do any discussions except stare at each other. :DD So each school had to do a performance. Well I think our performance was kind bad but we manage to survive. I love loyang sec's second song! BUT BEDOK VIEW'S ESEMBLE WAS OFF THE HOOK! I grew a green eye monster on me. like DAAAANG MAN! okay aku fed up sendiri. like tet. boohoo! Workshop ended and went off.

It was pick hours and the train kept on jamming. We missed 3 trains due to the full capacity. But then it was hilarious as everyone got high due to the crowd. :DD Hafizhah cant accompany me to the library but thanks adila for accompanying me to Causeway Point. Later then, I did my asar prayers and return my library books. Well I went to the washroom and went I got out I saw this familiar bag across the washroom. i did not peep eh! it just happen to be infront there. I saw M.
I was browsing some books when I found M, H and F. Satu satu lame gile and merepek. Mcm tk pernah namak pompan gitu. XPP tgk ade orang tu relaax je. XPP Well lets say the other two were buggers. XDD I browsed for more books while person kept on chuckling all the way at the books. Ape sajee kau. Kata phobia buku nak step macho tak eh? XPP We had a little chat but again buggers behind us were too distracting.

Walked back to Causeway to get some sushi. Thank You for accompanying, but again bdk belakang bising, yang satu nak balik abih lagi satu nak pegi kiddy palace la. Took my own sweet time picking my sushi while the bodyguards stood behind and just watch. :DD Thank you for offering to pay the sushi for me. (: But I was being extra nice that I didnt took the offer. :DD On our way to kiddy palace, there was an issue. I just stood there and watch them blab and chuckled along with person seeing the buggers reactions and making decision. At last, one of them decided to go home first leaving the three of us.

Walked around and because that tiny bugger wanted to get himself a sweater. One weird thing, infront of me, he kept denying it that he's trying to get one. =.=" It was maghrib by then so we went back to the library and did our prayers but bugger told us to go off first. Exactly after we were done, bugger was on the way and made us wait. So we waited and I saw kak mus. Bugger cannot make his decision which drove both of us crazy. Aku nak bunuuuh kau sey nasib baik ade third person. I decided to get myself an oreo crush and well again bugger was being funny. Seeing their conversation made me laugh. And I am telling you my cheek muscles got tired because of too many smiling. XDD Both of them walked me to the mrt station which was actually kind of sweet and well because bugger wanted to go shopping without me there. Why? cause bugger is too shy. XDD

I got several IMs. But ruzaini's conversation was like .... (insert word here)

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I realized that you actually have a nice smile.
Only you dont know how to use them. :DD
I'm feeeling joy inside.