After a long time.

It's been hard. Just trying to keep it real and to move on.

A part of something normal is gone. I wasn't prepare for anything when suddenly it disappear. Apparently death isn't the only thing that is unpredictable.  To let go, to be brave to step the next stone haven't been easy for me. This time, it's harder.

There's many reason to keep going. It's a sad accident.
A shock.

To stay hurts and so does going. But I have to make my choice.
Which pain will stay a little less?


Ahhhh! Okay just tak suke.
I should shut up and update something good.
SOON!

Just a little one.

It has been a while since I last write. Well nothing much but everyday is currently the same old, same old. Meeting Jannah and the gang and completing the mission to finish the graduation video. So far so goood I guess. :D 90% done!


Counting the days. ONE MORE WEEK TO GO! It's a mixed feeling. I don't want it to happen but I want it to happen. I can't be forever waiting and counting the days. hah.

this post should be longer but I'm just exhausted. Honestly looking forward for the weekend, at least its few days away from "Reality"

Shall update more soon!

*jiggy within the non existing beat*

Just a message.

Dear You, 

Please stop breaking yourself without a valid reason. Let yourself fly. 

Soar high than you ever thought you can and go. 

P.S.

Don't forget to smile. :) 

prone to..

Remember that little girl I'm tutoring, well here's a story.
(it popped in cause tomorrow I have a seesion)

This girl is rather active at studying. Specifically fun studying. She's nice and adorable but yet.. she's still a girl. Here's the thing about little girls, they are not afraid to express their emotions. They cry when they want to, get angry when they want to and smile when they want to.

I'm still freaked out by last week incident and I am prone to awkwardness.
I lost my cool for awkwardness. Here's to surviving tomorrow.

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Okay so I came back after posting this. Why because I feel like writing this new observation I just noticed. Today while having an early dinner with the girls after netball, we talked about first impressions. Wow, it was.. hmmmm. I noticed that none of us had really good first impression on one another. It was either this or that. The question is why? It kinda seemed normal. 

Is it because we were judgmental or was it because we cant make good first impression. 

I wonder how many percentage of the human race actually have good first impression.