its a treetop flying lesson.

ohmygoood!
my shoes that have been with me during my victory and sweeetsweeet memories died on the 26 June! The Three Years together. Well actually i had to kill him cause his death was bugging me during the game, so i killed him in the middle of my game during the quarter finals.

SCHOOOL. IS. TOMORROW!
kind of excited and relieved, finally can damaged my brain with something MOE call
EDUCATION.

its the last day of summer break and of course i was getting ready for school. well, not exactly. i had milo in the morning and slept in the car. the next thing i know, i was at ECP. annnnd it waaas aweeeesome! likeeee wee woo roller coaster rides. the breeezy, sandy, sunnnny beaach. it was off the hook(!!) and sure reliving. then, the guilt passed by me again. And after apologising, I sweaaar mateeen sounds like a girl. POLL TIME! Who actually thinks mateen is a girl waves your haaaand at the tagboard and please mention you gender i dont care if your unknown. :D

Parents were so spendy today and all my temptations were fulfilled. :DD Chillex at home and BAAAM! I rampage the place to find off my school stuff and clear up my cupboard. I am still thinking how am i going to survive school tomorrow cause i had troubles just now going around.

another i wake up by the day tale.

i am a snoopy sister i admit.
i actually had fun going through shaheed's stuff.
but its okay for us cause he goes through my stuffs and he does it to mine. its a kind of thing where we know and get updates about each other. (:

one thing i envy about my brother is he has tons guides and mentors and that urge and bravery to dive in a know more about islam and such. i bet he can quote any ayat from the quran to strengthen his phrase. i am the bigger one yet im still lost in my path. i dont know where to go and what to do and just let the wind hit me anywhere. now, how stupid is that. im wasting my days when i know the Day is coming sooner or later.

i remember the days i wanted to be just any ordinary girl. today, i realized that i am an ordinary girl and not unique. not someone who changes the world both for my country and my religion. ESPECIALLY MY RELIGION. is it just me or is it my guts?

i have tons in my mind and less to say.

Dari Fajar Ke Selamat Ke Riley Ke Ali. XD

its a double day post again.
but this time its with a swollen ankle and a a total tired girl.

i was so flat like an empty battery that i had to miss my training in the morning with shifa cause i couldnt wake up in the morning. later that day was netball training per normal. it was a good one. i wasnt feeling well but i did try my best. at the end of the training was hardcore senior moments. with the seniors in gather in circle and kak nisa and hawa infront of us it was just like old times but the environment werent very encouraging. the evening soccer boys were playing near us and kick such high balls that kak nisa made us scream like guys. MONO VERSION.
Ride home by the public bus and ran flat while getting information about tomrrow.

Oh todaaaay!
sadly Angklung was cancelled.
but estaticly there was myspex futsal at fico hub. too excited that i woke up at 6 and wasnt happy cause i want my 10 minute sleep. Met up with Azume and shifa and met our team at boon lay. Kak Suhailah, Kak Iqah, Nisa, Fatin, Humairah and theres me shifa and azume of course. The team bonded so fast and the kakaks always got bullied by me riiiiight. :DD YesYes! And certainly had a blaaast with the team.

We got lucky cause we had one walk over. We managed 3 wins and 2 lost. Surprisingly with no trains and barely chemistry between teamates we managed to get 4th. :DD We wanted 3rd so badly but Nisa and I got hurt on the same game. My ankle is totalllly swollen now and i cant barely walk. its getting worse and i am scary due to experience. oh well, PIZZA HUT! XDD

Ustaz Yousef actually noticed me being in Istigfar's team. :D Kene beloot lagi lah! nyhaha! Sorrrry lah Kak SyaSya! Headed home with Shifa and called Aqilah and Aisyah up. Ran home with the so-thought-healed-ankle and make a 20min change. nyhaha! fastest i can do so far.
Headed Fico again to waste my saturday where azume was still there. Hanging out with them were hardcore fun and too many laughings and confessing too. :DD Kak Iqa was still there too. More bullying and calling out syamsul, (winkwink,insidejoke) I saw Abg Zahir! After several long years and no contacts we actually played futsal for the same mosque. we didnt had any conversations cause of the time. Train journey was moreee story telling. XD

Today was such a day. I cant really detail them all out.
I just had too much fun. Thank you Aqilah, Aisyah, Azume, Shifa, Nisa, Fatin, Humairah, Kak Ilah and Kak Iqah. Oh and ustaz too kot and "abu slash syakir" and "syamsul" eh?
XDD

(mind the grammer cause im totally flat already.)

too excited to have a long.

so, dee texted me and apologised about the whole outing being cancelled.
and said it was okay to write about how lousy it was. but this time i dont feel like it.
i think im cool with it and finally accepting the fact that WE ARE drifting apart cause we all have commitments to ourselves. well all the best. (:

my thusday was actually planned way before the girls plan an outing but i decided to blew them off. but since there were no respond besides ain's it was cancelled and i decided to just go on with my thursday plans, plus dad woke up for school. no wait, actually there was another reason why i didnt want to miss out my thursday plans. :DD BOTANIC GARDEEEEN! the view was great and the whole thing was rather dull. but if you own a DSLR and great friends there, HELL! ITS GOING TO BE BUCKETS AND TRUCKLOADS OF FUN! :DD

I wanted to kick Wazir's butt for moment but it wasnt his fault that he was sick. HJN, Dlot and myself wanted to skip botanic garden but we pity our captain so badly that we decided to go but look whaaaat happen, he blew it off. Reading by the HJN's text i did sense his guilt. NEW GROUP! half of the topthree members werent there but most of us were sticked minus HJN and plus aminah. :D Everyone was rather relaxed during the group work we were just minding our business and chilling for example, bapak was sun tanning that dhania had to cover her face and kept reading her dummies for chemist. :DD im story telling way too much, so im going to let aminah do the rest then ill edit. :DD

had shz, dlot & dayyan as my grp member.we had to put pics, draw & wrote
sme stuffs in arabic on a mahjong paper.okay,

one day, shaza & dlot had askd
me to draw on the mahjong paper.seeing dayyan's drawing, obviously his drawings
are WAY tooo nicer than mine.so, i lost confident,it seemd like a cycle.bcs
dayyan seems to lose confidence in drawing when he lookd at ammar's drawing.and
his hand was shaking and perspire alot while drawing pics.okay,

bck to my story,i was scared to draw. bcs my drawings are ugly. and i said to them, ''i dnt knw hw to draw'' then, dayyan said, '' nahh, everyone CAN draw'' i thought those
lines had made me more confident abt myself,bt there's more,then he said, '' bt
there are ugly & there are beautiful ones''and my confidence stopped right
there! grrrr..

okay, shaza taught me hw to walk & skip like bujang lapok.huhu~
cool one ;D
right, left, right right, left.

See shorter version. GAHAH! SORRY MINO! :DD
well, now the question why did i colored the texted above? CAUSE THAT WAS MY FAV PART! :DD You can actually see aminah's face flat hearing dayyan's phrase. well dlot and myself were of course laughing hard. oh yeah, the whole thing turn out great. We round the garden and me and shifa were hill-rolliing and laughing our guts off cause it was so awesome that we danced the im-dizzy-dance.

headed school, rest and went to queensway with the earthians and i envy them. cause they got spikes for free. MR M!!! REMEMBER I WEAR SIZE 37, gossssh. now, the winds and earth most have spikes while fire and water, no comments. athletics training was baton passing and 100m timing. i was tired by then and wasnt unhappy with several stuffs. home, flat.

2 days.

i am tired and exhausted.
classes, netball trainings and athletics.
lets see my tuesday.

i got class where there's group discussions. i realized i havent been spotting enough to actually participate in anything. why? cause i lost my guts. weee, pfft. i decided to enjoy my lunch home cause its free and head yio chu kang for athletics but this time training was at yishun. only three, i repeat three came. mr E and M were of course disappointed. took the bus straight home with shifa and had our very own laughs. that girl is so emo she makes me laugh. :DD get well soon with your superb cramp calves.

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i am still tired and exhausted.
classes, netball trainings and athletics.
lets see my wednesday.

Hiking at McRitchie. it wasnt what i expected. i actually had fun.
with group one's ammar as bapak and his three daughters, dhania, izzah and liyana, group three sisters' love behind me, syuhadah, rusda and nazihah, group three's leader and group two's leader as gay couples,dayyan and wazir and my awesome teammates, hjn and dilot, we the topthree (has to do something with the treetop i think) always mind our business and easily separated with group four always had our very own fun. especially with the happy family's keletaaah. :DD I love the shaky tall canopy sight place. not to mention it was raining and everyone had their very own picnic up there. the first group batch rule. (:

sooon, all of us were tired. gald to see the bus. and dozed off in the bus.
netball training in the rain. i am tired of screaming at the girls. somehow i am proud of khaulah for the tremendous improvement and faten's attitude. okay dah.
penat.

5 texts and 1 empty battery.

ohmygod!
my old version computer that is in shaheed's room for decoration is actually working.
bravo you old thanng! :DD

i think i miss this girls after several meets every week.
next week ain will be with us. hippy hoooray. but it will be minnus hafizhah and mira.
nooooooo. i was bloghopping at stopped by kak liya's blog.
no wonder our performance at RP got postponed. two cases, H1N1.

sat home and i am still deciding whether it should be a long day or a short one.
i play pretend with shazrah that i was drunk at fainted and well, i did knocked out and took a 2 hours nap. (: today, i tired to play nice with my siblings and tried to be a good kakak. I made an analysis. People that ticks me off so easily: Shaheed and Shadi. I swear I tried hard to be nice, i tried not to yell but CONGRATULATIONS! They won for making me yell at them superb fast. Now Dan, I have proof that i tried to be a good kakak but i cant. CAUSE SHAHEED IS A BIG FAT PEST. Want him? Go aheaaad take him! Bring him to Hong Kong and never bring him back! thank you :DD

Dadnapped for disney movie tonight was nice.
David Henrie makes me hide my face and nibble. and i think im going to be sick.
lasagna and oranges are bad combo. ohhhhh.

im a biter and i want to kill.

- deviantart.

i think today's fathers day.
but oh well. HAPPY FATHER'S DAAAAAAAAY!!

we heaaaaded NTUC agaaaaain~~ :DD
i ran like a kid at every aisle cause i was tooo excited.

and oh yes.
Muzhaffar Khalis is a pure idiot.
like a BIG one too. (:

my friends took a shower in the male's washroom. BOOP!

AIIIIN IS BACCCCK!

i arrived kallang netball court and walked around when i saw kak dila and ain waving and calling me out. DUDEEE I WAS SO EXCITED THAT I NEARLY SHRIEK OUT LOUD. i was so excited to seee her. i miss her oh so muuuuch. ade itu orang cabot qurantine nampak. XDD

its sunday and my plan was to slack on the couch the WHOLE day.
i was waken up by kak nisa calls but ignore the first few attempts but she kept ringing non stoop. 2 missed calls by kak fid and 6 by kak nisa.

Kak nisa: SHAZAA! cepaat turon kallang.
Shz: huhh?( still with my eyes closed)
Kak nisa: kte tak cukop org naik taxi dtg sini nanti kte bayar. CEPAAAAT!
shz: ahhh yeye.

Myspex Netball. i wasnt unprepared, still half asleep got ready and left the house. thank you mama for letting me out. she knows i knows i dont think you know. :D it was hot hot hot. lets cut to the chase, we tried our best but our best werent enough. i sat with the farah and ain after my game and chatted with them. bobaaal panjaaaaaaang punye! had lunch at KFC and missed two buses that were right infront of our noses. khusyuuuk sgt bobal. the train home was hilarious. and it started with the little girl right infront of us. :))))

i had a great bond with farah and my bestfriend today.
i felt it real well and they sure made my day.
iloveyou guys. [:

its a GAS thing.

Dear readers, [M]GBY.
my whole body is acting from
A to Z and from 1 to 10, 000000000000000 (you do the rest)

FRIDAY:
final day for our reading skill workshop and we had amazing race around the school. i was separated from my original team but im fine with my new team. surprisingly, all of them were great. but then we had one issue and it wasnt from our team. after sweating, shira headed home with me and washed ourselves and took the straight bus to the woodlands court.

THANKYOU TO THOSE WHO CAME! 21 netballers from juniors all the way to seniors. everyone got excited then. we had a fun yet disappointing game until kak nisa came. trained us and wooowweee, we slacked BIG i repeat BIG time. had a game and i finally got my aches!! I AM SO GAAAAALD!

JEE!
heran tak heran heraaaan, next time aku nak kau dtg netball jugak!
things are getting awkward each time. the only thing that kept us together is netball.
i have no one to odd laugh with anymore. no one to cheer on when that person did great shooting. COME BACK LAH YOU NERD!

SATURDAY:
Annnnnngkluuung! As usual, we had class and recording. one song downdowndown. we're left with the english songs and malay songs. class was dead boring! especially after mussy left. takde orang to blab with cause kila and mira were too far away. soon it was recording, we made a mini concert. rennntak zapin was off the hook with a remix of rap by kila. gahaha.

after lunch, we headed back to school for recording. Cikgu was playing with the keyboard and he played ZAFAR(!!) Mira kacau aku laah tgh feeeling seyh. this time recording was hilarioouus that i cried inside the rooom and everyone couldnt help themselves not to laugh and shut their mouths. i almost ruin the recording and burst into laughter. cikgu stress sekejap handle kiteorang. oh yeah, mira came into the room and helped us with the peice all of the sudden, "eh nanti cigu nak buat bloopers tau." everyone was already ohh gee gaga all over it. hahaha. oh its was such a love man! im interested in the kulintaannng already each time i played with the help of my teachers, hafizhah and diyana. feeeling sekejaap ah! annnnnd fizaaah! five letter main kulintang sebelah aku. whaaat to say? XDD

dear sisters,
we havent had a gathering and no one is up to make any plans is it?
june holidays are soon to end, and i miss you girls.

its too long to mind the grammer.

- cikgu dzul's D5000 by Shaqilah.

Sixteen June:
fiqh class was still on and me and the cousins were late for class already. what did we do? buat hal lambat lah. :DD Join dad for breakfast. After class met luke at marina square with hjn and ruzaini told luke not to tell us that he was coming. well, luke is muchmuch nicer to girls and broke ruzaini's secret. gahaha. we hit the bowling alley like as planned and hjn made me check out drag me to hell. Seriously, I dont fancy such movies and this is my very first scary movie in the theaters. kind of proud that i survived. it was fun screaming and laughing inside. Rate: 4/5 The whole family were at grandparents and shaheed was outside too so met him up and head home with mateen joining us. aku ade plan nak bond sekejap dgn shaheed seyh, abih kau ade.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY SIRAAJ.
May god bless you.

Seventeen June:
Another classs! Was separate into groups and wowweee i had a tiny fun. after school, rushed to junied for angklung recording. i was 2 hours late already for class and manage to attend the recording. AMIRAH PON DAH TGK DRAG ME TO HELL! We were talking about it and got all excited infront of diyana just to rub it in her face. hahaha! geng anak seni bonded again! we hang out at banquet for our break and went back to school. on the way back to school, there was this guy who wanted to pass through us but never said excuse me. at the end he tried to cut us and slipped on a puddle. lesson: say excuse me next time. played around the kulintangs and i know the chords already! was superb bored at nenek's then.

Eighteen June:
I slept twice in class after recess cause it was so irresistible. and shifa is a bad pincher cause shes too nice to hurt people. :D I finally decided to go for the recording cause i pity cikgu. hafizhah and amirah joined me cause we had plans not to go for it. but its worth it. i actually enjoyed today's recording. && CHEWY JUNIOR TRIPLE CHOCOLATE DELUXE SEDAAAAAAP!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY
RABIATUL ADAWIYAH SIDEK.
May God Bless You.

I MISS AIN BADLY!
Ever since mister-shazaa-go-watch-the-news-lah! told me about brisbane have a high risk of H1N1 got me all worried. lets all pray for her and her family too. && CEPAT BALIIIIIK!

jam dua belas malaam hari iniiii.

mai, the picture above kau nye fav riiight? :DD akuu twu kau sayaaang aku sampai takle tido malam kaaan. nyahaha! i still owe you that you know i know nobody else knows btolbtolbtol? haha.

Suprisingly I enjoyed fiqh class today! Credits to tablemates especially aiman and hjn. I know aiman played violent and so did I but she makes the whole thing entertaining for myself. SO KUDOS TO AIMAAAN! HJN was my study mate and i enjoy the study vibe and imagining we were VIPs and Panel Judges at the center of the room and right infront. i have the poweeeer~~
and yes thankyouvmuch i received two "new" numbers. (bows) kelakaaaar kan. moments during camp playing T or D with my group when frh got khaliq's number. fewwwiiit kenangaaan terindaah. hah!

the plan was after school to hit the bowling alley with luke and hjn. but plan cancelled cause it was no fun playing the three of us only. so i decided to hang out with shaakira but before that chilled at the mosque and took 59 to nenek's. we thought of watching drag me to hell cause hjn challenged me so. okay i admit i own a chicken organs and am scared to check out this kind of genres. BUT! we decided to watch tomorrow right after bowwwling. nyhahah. PAAAARTY ALL THE WAAY~

i miss my cousins especially irfan. its been long since i talked to him. so i gave him a rang and yelled at him like literally. :DD he was actually yelling right back at me after that. mencaaabar. shaakira was laughing all the way watching the whole conversation. parents brought me for seoul garden and planned on catching a movie. my verrrry firt NC16 movie. hah! Shaheed tak terlepas, kesian. SLEEEPING OVER AT GRAAANDPARENT'S.

ketahuuaaaaan, NDP oi.

i love it when nenek and atok come over and spend two or three days with us. one thing, i would talk nonsense with atok and nenek will start her stories and well expose mama's little secrets. nyahaha! typical mommies. so today, there were alot of kampung talking around. it was malay movie marathoning in the morning with atok. Watching Sepi again makes me feel all malaysiaa yet serene.

Hit Thompsan Plaza with parents and Shiham. we got excited about the weight and height machine and laughed at each other when either of us were underweight or overweight. BEST LIKE A RAINY DAY NYHAHA! Doughnut Empire and shopped at NTUC. This time was hardcore grocery shopping like finaaallly! THE FOODS ARE ON THE HOUSE! (do chicken dance)

I GOT SCHOOL TOMORROW! go check the calender. me and my batch mates have to start school 2 weeks in advance. how coool is thaat! :DD but im planning to run away and play bowling with luke and hjn too maybe after class.
NYHAHAHA!

i was humming a song from sepi,
and i stopped during the middle of the song.
i kept quiet then all the way home.

rasa sayaaaang heey!

i ate pancakes again! this time with ICE CREAAAAM!! :DD
i was watching handy manny and recalling last night unfabuluos episode. suddenly, i want a real big brother by blood who would be a pain in the neck and jerk. a little bit too late for that.

angklung @ 9 in the morning. weeee~ had breakfast at hajjah maimunah with parents and headed school and met the rest of the geng anak seni. we were grouped in five and given different aungklung each time to play. DAPAT CIKGU NYE SLR! Kila, Mira and Myself was modeling and all as i taught them few skills Mr. I taught me previously. THEN, we made this story using pictures. terrror! haha. We still had class at two, by then the seniors were already superb dropped and couldnt shake the angklung cause our hands were shaking alreaaady. headed home straight and no comment.

Geng Anak Seni got closer, credits to the juniors cause of dotdotdot. hanya seniors aje yang tahuuu kan? XDD Before class begun, rounded around jalan sultan there with mira, syefa, diyana and adilah checking out people's slrs and shops. we were talking about what we wants and planning on going every Singapore's attractions. :DD Bobal mane punye real lah gitu. haha. Soon we were talking about movies. draaag me to hell ah kau! :D hafizhah got excited cause we went home together, gossip laagiii and catching up stuffs. she knows, i knows and you people dont know. [: like beeeest gituuu.

Now, I AM TIRED.

another round please.

i made pancake today with my own bare hand and no help! but i got so tired i ate 2 pieces and fell asleep. i slept way too much this morning and gave me this sick-looking face. bibik and shazrah even asked why i look sick.

i couldnt go for netball cause i had guest and mama wont let me out. setakaaaaaat! dah lah boring tak buat apeape, pointless meh! so i sat there stared and kept quiet. went to my room and played mama's laptop. i told her so many times, my hospitality rate? negative, i repeat, negative five as in -5. not to mention my phone went berserk. i have five text messages and missed calls and i cant checked them cause the buttons arent working. why nooow?!

ain's leaving tonight, annnd mymy she's not going to be around. alaaah! cannot hang out with her. but have fun @ aussie! get me something and have a safe trip (:
angkluuung tmrww, recording maybe the whole day?
excitement and laughter with mira and kila. FIFI! DTG LAH BESOK!
*giggles.

i felt the autumn breeze just now. i miss canada's wind. i miss alex's creativity and aids. i miss playing with britney and telling her to sit. i miss aunt francise grandmother stories. && i miss slurping smoothies.

my verrry first recording.

i think im still superb tired from yesterday's chalet. i met kila, amirah and kak mussy with kak fariya too at bugis. Reached school and the rest were in class already but Cikgu told us to assemble at the hall. All of the sudden, cikgu selected five people for RECOOOORDING! Like (insertsomanyyaaaayyy!!) :DD

we got so excited that everyone was nervous. mira werent with us cause the original players arrived already. awww. everyone had that paterified feeling that they might mess up. so many tension then. :DD AND OH YEAH! THE KULINTANG VERSIONN SOUNDED GREEEAAAT!

recording done and another recording while the rest sat in class and play di tanjong pagar. XDD but cause i had to rush somewhere to meet parents up I HAD TO LEAVE EARLY!

I learned about Jews. And also learn that you shouldnt be racist cause your making his/her life harder! and that makes you the bad person. you should know about them first before you make judgement.

mira sent me that to make jealous cause i missed the fun with the girls.

they got cikgu's SLR and get to play with it. ARGHHHH!

finefine! aku jeaalous.

i haad my wheels on today.

i think its still dan's fault that im talking bahase kambing cause i talked so many craps and nobody understands me. too many baa baa the last couple days. GAAAH!! annd i got hit with too many embarassing moments due to too many undescriable excitments.

netball training early in the morning. i had that urge to bring the scooter along plus its a long way from the bus stop to the court, with the scooter i can zoomzoom all the waay. kan ain aku bilang kau, kau tknk pecayeee. so had a quick meeting with Aisyah W and Farah because of the STUPID AND DISSAPOINTING PEOPLE COMING FOR TRAINING. So yes, penalty will start this friday. heck care ah you. KEBABOOOM!

mama finally allow me to hit the chalet with the junied 4/2's chalet. met aisyah @ 12 and aboard 168. too many jai ho-ing and embarassing tales happen in the bus. gosh.

arrived chalet, helped out with the bbq pit, follow kak seri and hanisah to pick some stuff and pretend to make friend with the taxi driver annd had so many laughs inside the cab watching kak seri and aisyah u's funny episodes. chilled inside the crib and i went cycling with dila cause we had to get ice. ohhh the breeeze! the swiiiish! the vibeee! i want to hit the beach again. wonder off his dila to a slighty deserted areas and found out a stable. hahaha excited sekejap tengok ponies. farah, aisyah and myself were already late. but then sume slumbeeer aje dudok chill sekejap when we were suppose to be going already. :DD

funny moments in the bus that i went phobia for awhile and hugged farah's arm incase.
GAAH! now i am superb tired.

annngklung tmrwww.

gambaaar.

(itu mind my muka, over excited)

picutures from aiin's phone. so additionaaal! && adaaa lagi.
tonight, i had the wackiest IM conversations with many interesting peoples. For example:
i get to talk argue with Danial Kambing biribiri who wants shaheed badly.
i get to bully mateen with bestfriend sampai mateen nak nangis. XDD duit punye pasal.

INI LAGI SATU GAMBAR ADDITIONAL WITH "FLAWS"

(dah betol kan daaah, puas hati male nurse?)

aku nye sound effect terror. :D CAMP!

i wish i could put in pictures but i cant cause i dont have any.
no wait i do only its plain useless cause mateen said ade flaws kat belakang.
XDD

thaaankyou to those who text in advance, those who text exactly at12am the 8 June, those who on 8 June and those who wished after 8 June. :DD I appreciated it alot although you people constantly reminded me that im old and that day was my birthday especially these top three. Kid, Fathah and Sadiq. And thankyou people who wished via FB, friendster and tagboards and 828 campers for the wishes as well.

CAMP ON MY BIRTHDAY! i was late so with shaheed's bad influences we decided to register late and waited for nim and dan at MCD. First thing, BAA BAA TO DAN! After the previous night arguments and plans to make shaheed go for the camp. Surprisingly we werent late. Introduction and the crowd was tough on our performer. the crowd were funny like owning a barn of animals. :DD

GAMES:
we settled down and introduce ourselves and games! some of the games were fun cause we, ourselves made it entertaining. The 7 game was hyped up with the guys saying ohh superb loud and the funny faces those people made when they spit out the wrong digit. :DD bowling wasnt fun like last year cause i had no one to create fun with except farah. we had our own fun and nobody understands it. betol tak farah? XDD but well i got my wish. I wanted to go bowling on my birthday and i got it. thenthenthen mateen got his 'ada flaw picture kat belakang' and kambing biribiri went wild with his 'sebooooooook' mission: to make the picture better. COMPLETED! :D

CAMP HIGHLIGHT:
this time round the crowd was tiny and we werent really into given groups so we had to make our own groups. the arabiah girls were on their own the Khodi was with her owns. So my members for that camp was Farah, Shikin, Syafiqah, Sina and Nadiaah. mak oi, buat entertainment sendiri. after bowling we had a looong like super loong break. dah boring punye pasal listening to too many toyol arguments and syikin's non stop blabs we decided to play T or D. Our truths were boring but D was were the fun started! IT WAS SUPERB HILARIOUS! Sampai ada itu orang dapat nombor. khaliq eh? XDD Then we all actually bonded because of those dares. toilet sesame, solat sesame, dudok sesame, makan sesame, tido pon satu bilik. XD

movie screening was batman begins. sleep at two plus those minutes inside the audi during the screening. heart to heart talk or trash talk about the camp, video screening on last year YS camp and this one. i saw baju mahal itu orang. XD theeen prize giving. i wanted to catch Monster vs Alien. but everyone was like, malaaas so i had that malaas mood too. hang out at KFC walked here and there with Ishah and decided to shoot home. train home journey was talktalktalk all the waaay. Lepas tu, DAH HABIS! :DD YS camp this time was much better.

OH WAIT, I GOT SPECIAL THANKS.
To KID and FATHAH! thankyou for the large DCF. Actually tengah craving, sebab nak save duit punye pasal tak beli sekali ade itu orang grab my IC then dapat lah. :DD tapi kaan, kid minom mcm dia punye ah. gahah!
To MATEEN! thankyou for the five bucks. hahaha i had the most hilarious negotiation ever to get that five bucks macam auction kau buatnye. but thanks. :D
To PERSON! thanks and padan muka kau kene handle the smell and sorry for being late.

(im still waiting for yang lain. XPP)

Bonus punye question I received.
tediam sekejap and well I dont know how to answer.

ISHAH: eh what/who made you scared to fall in love.
SHZ: huh? OH! (diam sekejap) that.. (insertaction) maybe?

itu je kot.

Panic at the Farm.

"BANGUUUUUUN! NAK PEGI MAKAN KAT JALAN KAYU! "
mama sound so excited that she might actually start hopping. i was too lazy to getting ready so i attack my couch and watch tv with my head below and my feet on top. buruk? i know.
once everyone was ready, i was still in PJs running around the house to getting ready but they were too busy with Batman Begins to even notice. Kudos for me then. (:

I was feeling all Malaysia after breakfast. The rain, the parking right next to the road, the prata, the environment, some holiday I tell you! We attacked Causeway Point and MY GOD! I could have spend my time at timezone hitting stuff or screaming at the stimulator instead of running u p and down at that place. If only shadi brought his scooter, I CAN MAKE THE CROWD GO WILD! NYAHAHAHAHAHA!

Stop. Dreaming. Okay. Fine.

I took a nap on the couch again, woke up and yelled
" TODAY'S MY LAST DAAY BEING FIFTEEEEN! I'M GETTING OLLLLD!"

THE END! byelastday.

i want 1. a new laptop 2. a nikon/canon dslr (still considering which model) 3. a pair of everlast shoes(still picking) 4. those different colors pair of socks 5. i forgot my other lists. sigh.

i am not up for tomorrow's camp.
DOWNER MODE TONIGHT!

its a funny day, his inspiration.

i would like to talk about my little brother. Shaheed. Shaheed is this one idiot that drives me crazy like a hobo who finally notice he was stolen by another hobo. But he has this poofy sparkly magic that makes my mom side him like poof.

but i know my mom is not trying to side him. this morning he made me sooo mad that i nearly curse and well beat him up. i think i did curse but all of the sudden during lunch we were talking about hot and cold particles and gossiping about our little sister, shifa.

now i conclude, HE IS SUCH A DUMMY THAT I CANT STOP LOVING. alaaamak!

i did nothing today and didnt went out. lousy weekend. Except 1. texted people 2. i use a pen to express my feelings. nyahah! old school style. 3. played SpineWorld and do stupid and pesty missions.

After a long time ignoring Syimir, I finally decided to say Hi. Now he's the next Abg Lutfi telling me to go TP after school.

raaaain aren't for hire. says:
and still owe me 3 hershey bars
Syimir says:
come TP and you will get 3 hershey bars everyday
....
raaaain aren't for hire. says:
you know i have other choices you know. its either poly or go pre u
Syimir says:
yah
Syimir says:
you cnt do tt..
Syimir says:
TP is calling out to you... TP IS FOR YOU>..
Syimir says:
listen to the voice in ur head
raaaain aren't for hire. says:
what is up with youuu?
raaaain aren't for hire. says:
why TP why TP why TP?
Syimir says:
coz TP is for you

GoodNight.
And I didnt continue yesterday's post.

AJEERAAA IZYANIE!
I didnt forgot your birthday was yesterday,
I thought of giving you a ring but I forgot your number.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! && May God Bless You.
Don't give up annnd try harder. Believe in yourself that you can do it.
put more effort okaay? (:

ABDULLAH! / DOLAH!
the boy who use to imagine he and aziz were killing zombie
to entertain me while waiting for the rest.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! && MAY GOD BLESS YOU!
good luck with A maths and hope you doing fine with your futre.
(:

i screaam yougurt.

early in the morning, Aiman texted me.

Shaza!
Aku nak pencil case!
Thx.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIMAN AND MALYANAAAH!
I wished you people like three times already so yes. may god bless you and may you people excel well in your future.

both of them are at school having the camp i'm suppose to be going but yet i skipped it cause i went already last year. but hearing shifa's description and ain's responds, im regretting it for not joining. GAAH! stress sendiri.

i couldnt make netball training today. later that evening mama brought all of the girls and headed town. and i got bored shopping. and tadaa reach home and nothing. i wonder what's going to happen next.

(this post is to be continued)

mythankyoupost. im feeling like an oscar award.

The Lover: Your life is all about love--giving and seeking love in return! You are a romantic soul, and like the famed Casanova will likely have many lovers in your lifetime. You thrive in environments and activities that allow you to be seductive and tempting. You are often able to see the good in people when know one else can; your greatest fault is that you care too much. When you don't get what you want, and your standards are high because you know what you have to give, you cry and move on to the next lover. You dream that one day you will find the true love you idealize. In the mean time, you will capture many hearts and break them as well. A force to be reckoned with, You know who you are; and you will not be satisfied until you have found true love.

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE~
&& it says it all. i never did say anything. I know FB quizzes are stupid but this one. I am so enjoying it. In you face and you better eat that up eh! hhahaha! now, i can get back at you anytime i want. Thank you Quiz. :DD

its a stay in tonight.
finally parents are back home from their 3 days meeting.
no wonder mom gave me 30 bucks.

i ate waaay too much today and still feel like making aunt jemima's pancakes. ohh yummy!
i still have to finish up my milo ice blend and the chocolate sundae. haha! now this is fun. i can push myself to work out harder.

i feel like saying thankyou todaaay!

1. my parents, for supporting me always and confides me in what i do best.
2. mateen, the first hearing aid during my ups and downs and always backing me up although it was my fault annnnnnnd also the first person who knows my dirts annd latest cause he's one damn pakcik kepo. :DD
3. melly, cheering me up when im down and always making me giggle like a fish and be there with me during our evil schemes and always rocking our stage.
4. ruzaini, you so annoying that most of my anger goes to you and you still handle it cool.
5. Geng Anak Seni especially Kila, Mira, Fiza, Kak Dyla, Falah & Cikgu Dzul, for always making my weekend awesome and cutting back my weekdays frustrations.
6. The sisters, for existing.
7. And Nurul' Ain Nabilah, for being an awesome bestfriend although we werent like we use to be but we're still trying hard. thank you for just being there. (:
8. Annd, there's aiin, frh, shifaa, hjn, neneek rusda, syu, lukee and partially creditable to the soccer dudes who always drop by the house every friday leaving stinky stench for making me smile and laugh everytime.

already tittle it SCREAM FEST.

I feeeel so aliiive today! thankyou twinnymelly, ainnano, frhrocker, shifaemostuff, nenekrusda, amalmakanqueen, ainatoogoodtobeshort, aimanzombie, malyanahchong, bahirahnewjiran, izzahnabila and saraaah for making it all happen.

met up aiin, frh and shifa first and went ntuc shopping and headed sembawang. oh lord, i got too excited that i spoke so loud about ain's raffles dude's socks that he turned. Aiin wanted to kick my balls and forgot that I'm a girl. I ain't got any lah! haha! XDD we were too early so we chilled and skated under the void deck. OH YEAHYEAH! Aiin fell and hurt her wrist. get well soon wrist but i mega enjoyed my skateboarding. :DD

watched prom night. RATE: FOUR! i think its a good movie. Although I ran here and there with Melly it was worth screaming and getting excited. Stupid teacher obsess with his student. the rest of them arrived and alamaaak nak tengok jangan tegur. apee lagi. IT WAS A SCREAM FEST THEN! Rusda, Frh Melly and myself decided not to watch but scream before the scary part and the suspense to scare the rest of them. HILARIOUS AND ROCKING AWESOME I TELL! our throats were so dry that we drove ourselves inside the room and FBing. then we cam crazeeeed like mad! like melly said, its been long since she camcraze like this! I AGREE! HARDCORE CLICKING! ADMIRE IT LIKE TEEEET!

THEN, we prank called. this is more us to know and maybe for you to never find out. :DD
BUT MELLY! YOU DID A GREAT JOB THAT EVERYONE TOOK 30 SECONDS TO LAUGH OVERANDOVER AGAIN. :DD

homee and catching my breath.
(: