im going to make alll the story long to short..im nt like yan too excited writing only 3 days story into a whole essay..(:

so the graduation, it was nice.. evry boy was dressing fine and every girl were dressed nice..there were too many speeches and too many flashes..then there were the slide shows gosh it was quite embrassing.. and then we had cake... yumm2..

on friday there was the $35 fundraisign dinner.. i came but i didd pay coz i was vonleteering.. gosh we had to babysit so me,nadina and aisha escaped and took the babysitting for the grade 2.. thats was even worst... the vonlenteers was only suppose to get pizza.. -.-" but that was nt fair muhammad got a job better than us and it was suppose for girls..!! we escaped again into the dining hall.. well we're not suppose to go eat cost it cause alot.. and we didd pay but still we ate the chicken rice.. and the strawberry spongecake was superior.. it was such a love.. then they put up the graduation slideshow,, saw some kid laughinng and saw us..,. it was embrassing,..

weekends talked to sha,, how i miss her..and something happen at night which made me thought of something.. it made me feel to say this to that persoon..

you were always there..

you cracked me up..

made me smile ..

and always bright my day..

then one day i fall for you..

i always thot that it was stupid..

but then i reliased it was true..

you were too dumb to see..

you were too dumb to reliase..

and till now and then,,

so long watever..

cos thing change,,

and my life change..

i change..

ad so did you..

i nvr fall for you no more..

and till then..

we'll see..

-Shaza,

i noe it wierd.. hua hua hua..monday we went to our grad feild trip.. it was awsome.. but there will always have prblm.. then we hanged out at this place and i bought this ice creamm at diay queen,, its was luscious and thankz brother omar for paying it for me.. :)(:

well i spend most of the journey sleeping.. the girls hated me bcoz of that..m,uhaha..ouh ya theere was a race between our car(sulaiman's mom), boys no.1 car(brother omar), boys no. 2 car(bro.mustafa).. we won.. muhahaa,...

heheh..

and then here and there,.,nnow im busy with the student body planning. since there only one week to go,.,

the grad dinner,, went to school and went to teh dinnner with tchr hait while the boys(shaheed,shermarke,ibrahim and faris) went with tchr heifa,,lets say it was appealing.. :)(: then pranked our homeroom tchr and he got them easily i was only playing along kain drg jerk..hehe.. the food was yumm-liocious..then went back hoome with tchr heifa.. had a tiny race with sulaiman's mom.. we won.. hehex..

ENDS-

tue was quie funn tho me sarah and dana were so crazy.. i have no idea wat were doing.. each of us were given like a guy to be matched something like that.. for example dana was matched with emran why? bcoz we suspect he likes her..so evrytime emrans there it will be *cough* its too funy to see each other to blush.. well in my case i dun blush i laugh it was so funny.. mit was funny tho..so we playin away lolz.. soo then i was our graduation rehersal.. so we were given our position where to sttanddid it few times stiil there will always be laughter in between it.. we were wearing robes and everything..the homeroom tchr gave us a lil speech and dosent want to cotinue bcoz he will cry.. hes an emotional guy.. haha..

so today was SUPER fun.. hoiky toiky.. the "thinng" was still going on so we were doing our thing hua hua hau.. i kept on disturbig and irritated them annd they kept on saying " i going to get you","im going to kill you". its too funy.. so then nothing really happen.. we still have pur grad rehersal but this with music.. so did a few time.. asked questiioon there will be CAKE >.< ((:

so then nwen back to class and FREE TIIME.. played black shoe with nadine and dana wheere we have to step on each other foot.. they kept on atacking me.. HA-HA in ur face tk dpt.. i stiill won.. its just that i cat help it taht iim to good and runniing away frm u guyz.. haha jk jk..

there were few untold incident that that too embrassing.. i have on idea that person saw.. i swear... then annother incidrent happe haha..
!! poor dana.. ot was too funnny agaiin..then it was gym played hockey yay!!

so it was tied onen all .. yay me for scoring.. was to eager to attack the goalie.. sory goalie.. ine if the plyars hit my eyes with the stick.. it was an acident .. alhamdullilah nothing happen..

hen went bak to class and home..

END-

p.s. this week have been realy happy goig lucky for me..

feild trip outside teh town its on mondays.. yay..

so sunnday went to the park. had a picninc.. now i know y we were not allow to feed the birds.. thes seagulls were going crazy on us.. they were eveywhere around us and it was funy tho. saw dana said hi to her and continue doing my history. soon we had to go home. ba send the computer while i sat at home watching tv and logginn on the net..then came back..
got scolded becoz the house was a mess.. but seriously we cant avoid the hous ebeing clean..a fter 5 mins..i guarantee the house will look like a some trash throwing place. slept late as usual..i had to finish up my summarization for history. talked to people while i kept annnoyed yan.. btol tk yan?
hahax..well i was expectig someone but that someone wasnt online..
MAYAA!! HAVE A GOOD TRIIP>> YAN ENJOY UR CHALET>>

moday was scary ..i have no idea wat was goin no with me.. the tchr gave me the stare 3 times.. the face that says" whats worng with you?" ad that was not good.. i have no idea wat was his prblm.. a dtoday i had weird types of laugh... recees one was awsome i was talkig to zhara and dana.. we were rocking the convo seyy.. insulting the boys.. the we kept on saying ooo.. you like that guy.. oo.. that guy like this girl..thenn poped up sumtin that was so embrassing.. it was like
-.-" they sumtims do need help.. so lunch was evenn funnier.. maram broke a branch that hated girl was like " y did u do that maram? u will be ask on the day of judgement" lol it was true tho but it was funny whenn she say it.. then sagal reply "wat bot u, u will be ask y u sat on the innocent ant?" the she gave this hated face and un reasoable plus stoopid reply which i dun get it.. i was laughing the whole time coz it was so funny bot the convo then we tsrt the craziness agaiin.. gym was so awsome played soccer my team won and there were so many incnident that tiime.. i wish i could hurt the,mmm man.. it was so funny tho the match we kept on laughjong rollin fon the grass.. i kept on doig that i was crying when there was this part whenn we were goin gto score.. i kept shakin my hips bcoz i was imitating sagal and she kept on laughing2 and i think i saw her almost cry.. hahax..

back home did my works.. thenn was so tired i told shiham to wake me up in 5 minn .. ad she did i ahd my 5minn nap.. then xcaly 5 min she woke me up said times up mcm alarm clock.. then i told her gimme 3 min agaiin xcaly 3 mi she woke me up.. do want to knnow how i knonw bcoz she was watchig the clock i my laptio the whole 8 mins.. hua hua hau.. that cute lil girll.. hart her..

13 june: history last test
14 june: grade 8 graduation, final year examiation(language art, math and science)
15 june: award ceremony
18 june: grand field trip.. we;re going out of the city..
22 junne: grand dinner..fancy..

there goes my year.. the exam tchr told this monday then the thing was this thr wat do xpect giler seyy.. tk leh angat..
pennat tp the core..

man.. i miss this 2 particular un-named persons..

first person was that that person always bring a smile to me and always bright up my day.. i really enjoy talking to thet person but there few weeks tk npk that person online pon.. i usally on the usal time we usally talk the last mointhsbut now its as if we lost contact.. i dunno wat happe but it made me miss that pe\articlar person..

the other person was annother person that brignthern my day.. made me smile but still i like kacau that person.. that person is really awsome ..

my still do miss my sisters..and my nenek and atok too.. :(( and i miss my cousins too..
i miss hagoing out seyy.. i dun feel a life here.. sob sob..

today was carzie.. i cannot believe my dad actually cared about go here and there..

mama went to chicago this morning to her main office luckily baba rented the mini van yesterday so it was awsome for us.. so early mornig send her off got hot chocolate for us and went back home.. i went onlinne for a moment but then had to send shifa to her tchrs party.. and we were off to get some gorceries.. prentennd her and there jap.. hahax.. then baba wanted to see shaheed for while bcpoz he had his hockey tournament..
CONGRATS TO HIM FOR GETTING 3RD PLACE AND ONE OF THE BEST PLAYERS..
the girls kt sini tk sporting seyy.. i wan to play hockey ..>:(

soo nreach hoome watch accidentaly spy.. omg that movie is like wide open eyes seyy that part.. only this part..!! we were ewatching natural util that momet.. im tellig you me and shiham actually saw jackie chan naked.. really naked u can even see his butt.. but nt the fornt part.. we were screaming like omg.. baba came dwn to see wat was going on.. and it ws unbelieveable..urghh...u can go blind seyy..

took shifa frm her party,tchr sarah gave us double cheese pizza,had a friendly talk with one of her neighbour.. shes having chiense food tonight -.-" and went to shiham's fren pARTIE.. soon we wen to macdonald.. too many juk food today.. too many... slept and went online.. soon then kular lg.. ambik shiham.. then told baba to go for a drive jap so he went nearthe river.. and there was the sunset plus this one music.. made it feel like spore.. shifa agreed.. so took some pic.. tryig to upload the pic but cant,, maybe next tiime..it was os b-e-a-utiful .. u can see the rainbow ..


sarah jus im me and told me to think of the crew name..first i was like wat crew name..
thenn *poof* i got it. i was in a grp another grp and we were thinking of a name..
but then i have 2 grp of mmbers..
gosh..!!
canadians and sporean..
still i luv the sporian nbetter much much.. *kisses*
i love them but i only like the canadians..

28 jun e- 12 july leaving to U.S. summer vacatiio.. still i will tell every single thing bcoz baba will make sure we write bot sumtin wat we see, learn t only to describe it.. so no worries orites..
i miss the sister so mchh.. tonz muchh..
it has been a long time since i talk to them..
sob sob..
i WAN KAK ROB
FARAH
SKIN
FIFI
MAI
MAYA
YANA
SONE
SHA
AIIN
AISHA
.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:(((

and i think i miss this one particular personn..
i have no idea y but yah..

i should have blog every single day but only im too lazyy..hmm so lets see.. this weeks most talked is bot the end of the year ceremony which is yesterdy..

monday: it was the rehersal.. and that time the grade were so -.-" we nvr even oractise well we only did it once.. but still it was so boriing.. hmm then school doset seem like schooll.. there were few issue.. with the girl who thinks she all perfect.. ouh ya,, now i remember..

i feel like slapping her face big time.. it was gym so this girl who thinks that she WAS SO PERFECT.. started tyo show off.. i usally brough my hp to talk pic.. in my school taufiks song was the hit.. so my ho usally they pull evrywhere to hear iit.. so this so girl caot see someone better tehnn her.. she strt bring her so called camera+mp3+ sumtin else in it.. adn her original mp3 and srt showinng off.. durign gym she out it beside teh tchr.. and forgot it.. then she was omg i lost my stuff she went check the thing was nt there.. i told her it was ur fault for nt being resposible to ur own stuff.. she was like shut up and mind ur own businness.. i have my own right so i told her to back off.. and it was true.. some ppl did back me up.. i just left the classroom.. aisha told me taht went i left she acuused me of stealing that stuff..!! i was like WTH?! back off womenn i luv mine better then urs.. i nvr even bother bot her stuff seyy..she was sure asking for a slap..omg..
ok there..

i got AN INVITATION FOR award ceremony.. but the other classmate didd get one.. i think well first the tchr gave me so i thot i was intrble.. shifa said it too only 5 of her classmates got one.. 4 boys and her.. her tchr said thses ppl are going to get an award.. oo..


nnuthinng much ahppen then.. loaded with test.. took silly pic for graduationnn so ithing much ahppen the.. so friday was teh last day practise it all it was os perfect while practicing it was so funny..!!but when it was yesterday on the actually day it was a big disaster.. the computer cant connect to the projecter and everything was ruin!! *Sigh*

ok there..on tuesday was the cook off well it was suppose to b but it wasnt anymore.. for certain uknown reasons..so the tchr gave out the task..me nouran and aisha were in charge in fruit salad then dana heba nadiine maram were incharge for the salad.. all of the 6 of us were put in the science lab to do the stuff.. so we rock the the room.. we kept on eating the fruit without the tchr acknowledge..hua hua hau... so tehn we finish our job early an made the room look like italy restaurant we deco it like made. make it perfect.. fork there spoon here.. it was so fuuny.. haha..
then watch eragonn..aww.. mann.. it awsome!!then we eat till it full..the menu was lagsania with teriyaki chicken with salads..

the first thing durinng the ceremony was awsome.. me sarah dana and aisha were rockign the row.. we were the only ppl in the row bcoz its only for the grade 8 so we were laughing text mssging each other.. making fun.. hearign wat the boys behide us mocking the performance and commenting the show and the host.. gaga it was so funny..then he did our owns stuff and all.. i like the grade 5 show it was so funny.. the boys were so funny..

then had pizza for dinner.. then nwent back home..
this year bdae was nnnot fun as the last 2 years ones.. they were better..
now i noe how important the sisters were.. annd how much i miss them..they are always the best..they were always fu.. jeleous seyy the y wen to melacca.. man i miss the trip sumer. tk faiir..!! its hard to xpress seyy..

ok so it week have been nso tough for me every single thing is piling up.. well june os the last month.. pastu kn grad mane tk pack.. so did this did that.. iam so tired slept at bot 11 or 12 which is 5 6 hr sleep..still try to get some energy.. so at school aisha carik passal lagii.. i was not mad at her only she need to b taugh she cannt blame people things and never see her as the problem too.. all of the sudden she start being rude.. so for me i dun like ppl to get in my way so i sort of shouted at her bak we have this tiny oiutdoor fighting for 30 sec then i never eve go near to her,, loook who is asking for teh apology now lolz.. well that whole day nvr even talk to her nor look i noe i was in trble i shud have gone first klw tk dpt pahala byk.. hmm.. first i was serious about is she buy me 2 hershey bars, 2 pizzas and 2 lollys ill forgive her,, and she took it seriously i reliased that mintk maaf tk ikhlas seyy.. shazaa shazaaa shazaa.... so nutho much happen thinngs frm slowest got faster i have been rushing everywhere.. got the plan for grad and our feild trip ad dinner set up i was so awsome cant waiit.. then summer holiday!!! krg strt school aku strt holiday gerek kn.. yay!!! i over heard my mom talking but later she did told me she was wondering mybe i can work during the summer lar tp tu tk sure.. but wat i noe is shes sendig me to a babysitter course.. and is that good or bad?? mayb good coz if i get the certificate then nk babysit bdk senang kn so i can prove ti parents i took a course before so i could get xtra... $$ oooooo..... mom yold me summer nk p roung U.S. gerek nyer..!! then can go hang out camwhore stay in car for long hours and go sumwhere.. dad plan nk p washington
i wan to go either florida, california or NY... muahaha best yer i hope the best holis seyy..

my photogeraphy type the tchr wan to pic is silly type so i have to catch my classmates during silly stuff and click, its so hard for me... help me ppl..
wat should i do..
urghh...

just now was so messed up i feel like killing her.. i mean whos incharge.. ape case sey follow ur own rule.. so deco the gym then practise the grade and start the show it was ind of messed up at the first until the grade 7 did the rap thing then the onstange game was hilarious brother omar was blur and he was like wat r u trying to say.. soon it was the tchrs day award.. that was he biggest hit i was crazy.. the were shouting herre and there screaming it was awsome.. then 10 sec speech frm the tcrs and there were done it was so tiring.. then during lunch went to the tree and laid dwn there and tried to sleep.. i was so tired;.. then thank here thank there.. and done im waiting fo nadine to give the pic will put them up here as soon as i got it..im going to make this post short.

and..omg i cannot belive it i was thinking about 8 june when it popped out 8 june 2005 when we were taking our psle me yana ain sha gan mai were in the library.. we got our mathematical name;

shazaa: secquare
yana:scube
sha: pencilbex
mai: chapter 9
ain :bdk pantat..

aisey man. kekek seyy bile tat guy mintk yan's number pastu his fren said " oik bdk 12 tahun lar" klakar nk mampz.!! then hanged out.. mkn ice cream kecoh nk mampz.. lolz..
haha
gd memories..

and mint kept on scaring me sey.. nari nk tdo susah nnt .. haiiz..

Sttop scaing me lar dude..

ill pay someone if u beat him up plz..:)

ish gerek nye..

no horror talks seyy..
tk bg chocolate seyy..
lebih baek bg the sisters

so chocolate for evryone..
:))

today was so tiring.. but all those effort were satisfied-ly happy.. now i feel right for doing something for the school. no more complain bot me not doing anything for the school i hope tomrow will be a big success.. tomorw is the tchrs day organize by the student body which is me and my staffs.. i was so tired.. i ran there ran here.. i bet the tchr must be xcited too with their face xpression when i wanted to talk to their class privatly.. lolz.. then my class plan o make a suprise party for our homeroom tchr.. i hope that was a big hit for hiim too.. i eish all of thses are going to be a BIG HIT..!! AMIIN... plz wish me luckz.. i dun wan to mess it up.. and till here only.. im going to make a short one coz im really tired..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 8TH SISTER.. A.K.A. HASANAH.. !!!!


i miss talking to my friends..
i miss my grandparents..
i miss the bus 292..
i miss the bubble tea..
i miss quater pound frm macdonald..
i miss the mrt..
i miss bugis juction..
i miss long john silver..
i miss stuffs..
i miss buy stuff..
i miss camwhorinf wif the sisters..
i miss taking neo...
i miss the school..
ok im going to stop i miss now.. :))

today was awsome.. had tons of funn!! lotz.!! so i kept on saying to myself " when r we going to get on the bus.." i was to xcited then i thoght..so i changed my swimming outfit in school and later hang out outside the class a bit.. so i was trying nt to b near the crowd where the other girls were.. so i moved.. i was standing slackily..so the most stricted tchr came from the stairs im telling you evryone is afraid of her.. so back to the story i was standing starightly when i saw her.. then all of the sudden she winked at me i was like 0.o .. it was creepy and sagal agrred..
so we went swimming..!! so had showers then waited.. then we were allowed to enter the pool but before this they gave us a brief so ok ok wtv.. me and nouran plan on sumtin mischeivious but.. we didd manage to do it.. ut still we did attack plz.. muahaha.!! so there was a board a rope a slide and the tower.. i jump on the board alot; cannon ball, flying, sided leg, jumpjack(star) lol it was fun.. the the rope i wanted to make it funnier so i strt being the girl version of tarzan, then monkey sound and strted screaming to make it funner.. well ppl said if u scream its goin to be ever fun then fun.. and the slide is so boring.. there the tower i think only 5 ppl jumped.. it was so high i think its 2 story sumtin like that.. i think or 1 half floor.. omg.. its like commiting suicide.. i mean now i know how it feel to jumped.. hahax.. so the other 4 dosent want to jump first so i said ill go first. omg everyone was cheering for me.. so build up my confident..
OMG..!!! IT was so scary.. !! lebih tinggi dr mr.bean seyy.. so there was like air pushing me up i was like i can imagine my face it was unbelievable. i was so gald i manage to dive in masok seyy.. omg.. and center part tk ya tau sakit NK TO THE CORE SEYY..!! i did only twince no more towers i had enough seyy..then there the bubble.. omg.. too many chlorine seyy..later then more board.. and no more creating "suicide" later then jacuzzi and balik.. so thats all changed and camwhore gan sagal and myself agiin..balek ate ice cream slept jap then now here..

this is just too wierd.. i dont like changes.. why must we change??why cant we just stay the same.. would the world be still the same..this is too awkward..

msg from me to you:"You were not yourself.. you were not like that hyper than before.. and thats scares me.. and thats wasnt fun anymore and at all.. you seem preety dull and not the you that i noe..and thats creepy its like sumtin is fishy. Whats going on.??"

i hope everything is ok and your happy coz your scaring me big time.!! just hoping you were yourself ok..??

so school.. it was the play i was helping sagal and zhara with their history play.. it was so funny omg.. i luv zhara's acting but she still needs help to stop laughing.. lolz.. so we practised then lunch we were talking bot tomrows feild trip.. our feild trip is going swimming.. =.=" still its going to be fun. i told nouran that we were planning to pull the non-swiimers down .. so beware muahaha..!!! well im the devil..in the play.. they laughed in my part.. but zhara's part was the laughter like mad.. nuthin much happen only the best part was there was the play and it was so funny,, the grp im helping got 11.5/ 12 so we will be acting infornt if my class.. so gald.. hua hua hua.. b4 the play i had a test.. and i was clashing it with the play i did it so fast that i hope i got an A or im dead. the tchr is goign to be so pissed..!! lolz..

im so confused with my oen life.. i just cant amke up my mind..

i told them that it waasnt true but its actually true..

sorry guys..
im holding it inside my hart till the right day come.

friday was the open hse.. so i volenteer to help out since the school is so near to my hse..i tried to volenteer for the bbg too on the 2nd june.. well i got it.. then the counselor came so we talked then i wanted an indivitual meeting.. we were supposse to go but i have no idea y i didd now my chances telepas.. hrhmp.. then at 6 went to school gosh they cal that open hse.. they call that vlenteering?? i did nuthing.. i just stand there,.. then get sumtin to eat and went outside to play ball... omg.. it was so funny.. and unbelievable .. gosh.. then went home chat wif few friends.. ans sat and sun was so freedom... NO PARENTS!!! I was on the comp the whole day.. photoeditting here and there.. thats all then.. nuthin really happen..
on mon the grade 7 needs help wif their project so theyre coming over.. putting sum pic during the girls came to hse and the picnic we went.. well actually festival.. thats all.. i guess.. im obsess with the name FROGGYHEAD.. THANKS ALOT MINT..!!>:(( goshh.. YOU BIG HEADED CONDUCTER... ouh ya mayaa u own me 4 choco bars and 4 lollyies.. yayness..

as day passes days became weirder and weider.. things around me changed.. things are just not the way its supose to be..i just want my own life. my old friends.my old teachers.my old school. my old companys. thing have beenn really hard for me ad i have no one here with me. once i imagine myself that one day someone came to me and asked wat i want, the only answer that i can reply is a ticket back to singapore..i cant beleive how much i miss them and how long i have been living without them. they were always there for me.theyy were always my ears ad my speackers. they were always with me through the thick and thin. I felt so lost witout them and cant even trak tiime properly. I am so lucky taht i have them in my life i learn from them wat is the true meaning of life and how to push them aside and have fun. Now im scared that i will change and not be the old me.im scared that they will leave me lost in this complicatd world.im scared that no one will be in my side when im really needed. im scared that i will change into the chages that im not suppose to be. im scared that i will became wat im not suppose to be. this place is too much influences. thigs are just too diffeent too wierd too unacceptable. i dont want to change btu things were meant to be changed. but i dont want to.. this are teh moment where i need hasanah, sha and teh other to confort me and be with me..making me laugh and cheering me up.. since here now i have no one... when goign out its not like goin out when im in spore..

i need someone to teach me life..!! to teach me how to be a teenager..!! to know whats right and what wrong..!!

life is too complicated..

i had my shot yesterday and its still hurting .. and im reallly scared.. gosh i miss my sisters alot.. the fun we had.. i still kept the ribbon frm the clas when it was a rainy day me hasanah ain and afiqah was zikir barat-ing..and we had this robbon we ted in our head with out name,, it was so cute good emmories.i had trble with my friends with few friends.. theyre just __________. then it was the arabic festival it was quitet fun there.. then nuthing happen..then while otw.. me and shaheed were like sort of beating up each other. asha saw and few other boys.. it was embarassing when we get out frm the stairs.. a boy gave a clap while the rest of the boys gave me a stare.. i cant help it.. he started it.. ouh ya im obsess with self photgraphing. and im dead jeleous with yana!! she so good in phototaking.. her picz and love.. teach me.. gimme inspiration..

and i guess imm done here..only i wan to know what is going on betwwen the sisters..!! and NO SECRETS.. yana gan maya mcm ader sumtin jerk.. im watching you people..my eyes are on you..

and wat is going on seyy..

hrmm..
i have no idea wat is happening..
im always confuse now..
i dunno wats gooing on.. i had a test today the tchr was so angry at on how i did on the test i mean he cant even see me get a B it must always be A or A+.. he said wats the point of finsihing thing so fast but when it comes to test im bad at it.. well the point is i didd study..
i was so tired and lazy of school work.. too much.. but thats school.. tahts how it goes.. i dunt hink anything happen.. its just preety lame.. nthin good happen if im not with my sisters that much.. dang thats not fair they got to go to KL or melacca or where ever it is to gether.. imagine that.. im nt going bak on june. well.. i haved to gradute i hope ill get the ipod man.. i wan that one..!!! monday and friday tak skula so free.. open hse coming up.. and watelse..i think thats all..

ouh ya i had fun talking to sha on the weekends.. at last sey..
then talk to se3vral other people..
gosh i miss being merepek with few people ever since they had exams..

i wan to go back home..!!
but july summer.. baba ader plann...i wonder .. ,maybe can go to NY sey or washington bonus p diesney;and kt cali sey..
huahau..
nie erasan jerk..
kwangx3..

missing someone..
well missing being merepek gitu..

i totall forgot about something only i forgot wat was it.. i remeberd it yesterday only forgot.. mayb it was about shaheed..he got his student of the month award for creativity. i think he broke the record for being the most friendlest grade 8 boy the cheering was so loud and intensly carzie.. the principal was shocked to see the grade 4 and few 5 boys cheering for him like mad.. even the tchrs.. lolz.. it was funny.. today i selp for 4 or 5 hrs i think i woke up for my subuh and when onliine.. talked to maya.. *cough* *wink*.. it was so funny but seriously lar maya one day ure going to admit it.. muhaha..
u have to admit APPLE CANDY IS BETTER!! *wink*maya phm2 lar k?

cleaned the house, did my moring chores then dok dpn lap lg.. maya tkde lg.. then talk to ppl..pastu p skul.. so streesing seyy.. i had 3 test in that day!! 2 tk bljr lg satu main asl bole... hua hua hau.. alah open book test gan arabic tak tau lar.. i try my best not to focus lar.. exam on this tuesday no one reliased i duno wat to study need to bace alik ume.. mcm tkde mase seyy.. so during luch tried to chill.. then last period was suppose to be th science test.. kene head down seyy for the first tiime.. seriously later thenn the whole class got ounked agaiin by the home room tchr.. omg.. still we got freezies.. yumm2.. whiile watching "the last day" i didd want to watch it but it was worth it.. it was happening tho as i learn bot my dearie religion... whiile i was glued to the video when this guy blocked it.. tell me saper tk akit ati.. he was passing the chiips i didd feel like eating chip cause i had chips for breakfast.. so he keot telling to take some.. so i sa o thakz alot of time ad was hoping he will move.. geram sgt i when and go said " if i dun wan to dot force me!!" there goes my goody2... i was doomed.. well i think.. bcoz i feel that im doomed.. well watever..

so i wan to say maya thankz fo your tips.. i bcame so quiet got few pic but it wasnt really that power likes yana nor hers.. i prefer self potrait pics jerk.. right or not??
hmm...and agaiins THANKS FOR MAKING ME STIICKY TO THE SONG YOU GAVE ME..!! well only one song jerk the SAmpai meuntup mata.. omg.. cat stop thinkig of the song seyy..
now i my skul the most hit song is now 'one last by taufik batisah' my hp became rampasan seyy..lolz

alamak penat dok!!! type panjang urgh !!!malas sey klw ginii

omg.. this week is so stressing i cant ctach up man.. and i have been really slacking off shaheed is catching me up i cant do this// i have to be up a head.. i know i could do better.. i wan to work harder..

urghh/!!! aaha..
!!!

ok.. this week i forgot wat happen..
ouhk ya baba gave me his laptop so now i can do my own work in this patop and shaheed can use the old one.. then again.. he got his mac.. when his company gave his new laptop im going to take that mac.. muahaha!!! kwangx3..!!

ok.. so im so carzy for those high sneakers.. the orange and dark bluish and black!! mama shaza nak!!

talkd to yana and mint and aisyah for a while.. its was fun it made me happier i less missing spore..it was funny..lol.. but seriously the conversation is like silliness sey.. hua hua hua.. i love that.. mint lg boleh melayan.. mepekz..we rock the convo

then went out wif mama when buy stuff.. the macdonalds.. i love the mcflurry.. yum yum..

talked with mama bot the sstrhd my education the ppl..

balik log in lg.. then talk to peeps..

then uat assigment..

ok.. now im nt myslef as im chewing my shirt..
hua hua hua..

tgn tk btol..
why?
bcoz im eating creal at 716PM..
hehex..
advise: never drink coke cherery coz u might be drunk like me
and eat creal in the morning not at 717PM coz u might b crazy..

woott!!>..
haha

ouhk ya i forgot.. sprinfg is awsme.. wooh oo its like the sun is so out.. and we can like picnic under a tree.. geek dok.. fell free.. srious.. im telling u,... uh maju oik..

im am so tired.. this week is so tired.. it was so busy..

monday:
nothing much happen i think..
cant rememeber..

tuesday:
since ive been here thing like this always happen i have no idea how.. i mean like WTH.. thses girls are so diffrent.. ok A said to B that C told A that B love some guy.. well thetruth is non of them are true.. but then gain all of the sudden D strted to involve in this and she said that this stuff they akways mention her name.. butr then again D was so not involve D was the one who came to search for trouble.. D's bf was so pissed that we(me and her) kept saying stupid.. hmm.. there all strt swearing and all.. omg..

Wednesday:
i sort things out.. i told B to talked to A and they did. Well i dared B to talked to C.. and they did .. i was hhapy.. now its betwwen A and B omg.. the tchr saw the whole wat he call drama but too bad i wont tell the drama as the drama end.. im too lazy to tell the drama.. then again.. everthing when fine

Thursday:
everything when fine i think.. then it was so busy i was so tired then again..

Friday:
science fair .. it was tiring,. it was frwaking and scary.. sort of.. i was tired.. now im all overwhelmed.. im so worn-out.. so this happen school when per normal.. i had to make my ever first speech to the parent.. it was great to be put the hand together for me.. i bet it must be my oarents who did the first clap.. hmm.,.. so the judge juj witout us.. then later with us.. then thungs over we talked.. we had fun.. now im a bit socialized with the kids xpecially the boys well nit really most is with the grade 5 and 4 etc.hasan,walliyullah,omar,saleh and muhannid...thses are grade 4 til 6 kids.. the grade 4 girls are close too.. then we had the bake sale. me and zhara went the whole school advertise lol.. it was fun.,. then did stuff then hasan told me the story: he saw my mom as me so he pushed her and said" move!" my mom turn and he went :0 =.=' typical him.. hahax.. so theses days i cant help it.. somtimz i kept on string and this guy.. i dunno y but seriously its just digusting.. ape tah td lagi i went ti get sumtin he was in the classroom alone so it was between him and me.. i took my stuff and ran off so fast.. i was thinking wats wif me..?wats all this stuff sey?? i bet the sister know more about thses stuff..hua hua hau...oh ya.. didd won the scienc fair but atleast i got to the 2 nd round.. its all about having fun,pleasing Allah and knwing more.. its not bout winning..


man.. i have too much in my mind that i oculd not thinkinn im takin my day off and tomorow im goin to strt workin.. i got government stuff even to do .. hmm... i wish i can gather every single sisterand talk to them..


Missed,,

ever since mama told me that we are goin bak home i kept on thinking of the sisters they kept on playing in my mind.. i cant forget them well xcpt at school as im focusing on my studies.. and cant beleive that they are not here anymore.. wif me caring me for me ..advising me .. tlking to me.. text msging me.. i have been really eager to go bak to spore since then.

people say when somebody is not there wif u then u feel how much speacial or importanat that person was.. i guyz they were rite..

*wipe tears*

these days i cried even more every single day thinking of them .. missing them ..heaaring them ..seeing them.. looking at their picture dosent work ..

evrything strted bcoz of shiham and shazrah .. and the help of the song 'one last' taufik sang..

shiham and shazrah was playing wif the pillow humairah gave me the blue floower one and shazrah was holding the one afiqah gave.. i stared at the pillow humairah gave and burst into tears all of the sudden then now i everytime i hear the song 'one last' it will be the bonus..

i cant wait for the next 3 month anymore.. i can actually feel the misery.. only i can feel it.. no one else can it hurts alot ..painful then a guy dumpin me.. well thts an xmple..

i cant put in words as its too hard how much i love them.. its unxpressable.. words would not shape the feeling as its too hard.. now the only thing im hoping is the flight ticket to spore to go bak home..

the place where i will be wif them..

where they're there wif me.. laughing,having fun,smiling, and enjoying ourselve..and pretending there nuthin wrong..

i had it im so tired of it.. please stop calling me.. everybody needs my help.. im gald to help but if u people asked me overloading helps i had it..!thats only for friends i had it for my family.. let me talked about friends.. ok i ne i alays inish my stuff up but please guy dat doesnt mean tat i know everthing i got the same prblm doing the same stuff too.. haizz..

my family on the other hand.. please i dont wan to fight anymre but sumtimz its you that cause me to start the fight.. Day 1 i only wanted to help thats the least that i can do.. but there no reason for u toraise your voice.. i did nothing. the other one i ws innocent and please stop blaming it on me.. i had nuthin to do wif it and u kept on blaming me.. im growing.. i wan to grow please stop odering me around telling me my limitaions i know wat are my limitation.. i juz wan to get bak to the ordinary life wif my frenz and B i enjoy being in her care.. she knows how to ontrol me or mayb i got that so called freedom.. i have been growing as a teen to b free for 3 yeaars i dun noe my limitation till now. im big i know them but plz stop ordering. i know ure trying to do the best for me but it taes years to know others.

now these is where i wan to hang out only wif either of my sisters. goin out wif them taking fresh airs.. its either wif mai,fi sha and ain.. maybe oly them can bring bak my smile... well i noe the other can too.. but theyre my going out ppl and i really enjoy goin out wif them.. but here i only have my tchr when the other just forget it..

im really looking forwrd to get bak home wif the siters.. and late then mayb i can hang out wif other peepz and enjoy my teen life..


i know this stage of level is hard for us teens bcoz we only wan ppl to hear us wat we have to say not hearing wat pl have to say.. ordering iss listening to ppl and teens hate to listen to pl that y they are bad and cause their life to go to the wrong ay sumtimz u cant blame them but blame others which cause them there. we to wan to stand for our rites.. parent only wan to win with i called stupid xcuses when they call our xuses stupid when they aares so now everybody is equal.. if you ont respect others how are others goin to respect you.. for sum reason i respect my grandma better than my mom..



i doont wan to say anymore that now im xpressless..

seriously i think i had fun.. hahax..im getting the hang of new friends from friendster..hehex.. so friday was professional activity day which means no scholl. then on friday was the conference day.. so y time was at 5 but i came at 3 to help the tchr with science fair and regional science fair.. im so gald my hse is near to school. i had fun.. well i plan on stuff on what to do for the school seriously i cant beleive this.. they dont have tchrs day..!! i was -.-' my mom told me to organize one and i said ok fine.

i was talking well knowing people then on i think sat i was talking to this guy it was so boring.. both him and the situation well he was talkin to his own frenz.. i was waiting for the isters well i guess they were buzy rite.. so i kept on telling him how boring it was.. then mairah came in telling bot fathih..i say man tat guy got attitude but too bad ar he is like a lady had a war wif him guess what girl won.. ok bak to the story i told the guy tat i was freaky boring then he told me to korek hidong i ans back then all of the sudden about 7 ppl IM me i was like then so buzy and told him bye.. wat a ditcher sey shaza hahax.. then talked to the others then i heard bot AY i think stuck in the lift well lucky they survive.. haiz..

nite then i still was online talk to sum other ppl seriously i was laughinf my head off.. it was so funny well for me only but not for the others.. seriously it was freakishly funny..!! hahax..

aisha called me so we talked bot this girl who said that EVERY GUY liked her even shaheed i was like -.-' xcuse me.. then we talked2 talked bot our day bot wa we plan to d to her hahax..ok then..


i kept on saying to mama i want to go bak home as i missed my sisters dearly... seriously i felt lost. i cant even figure my ways. i mis u girls so much.. then all of the sudden i started to miss shira.. hahax tu lg case kelakar..guess wat my mom said." yelar tu kn plan de lepas abiz skula lar."

i answed bak:"huh? abiz graduation time june>?"

mama:" aah lar jgn ckp lg lar"


i was woohoo..!!! i missed mt sisterz..


3 more month!!!


p.s. i think i crushing on sumone..

hmm..


im trying to avoid it now..!!

p.s.s
oii yan biler ko nk online.. i miss u sat morning bot 7 ker 8 online arr..!!

woah monday was wow i tink.. so we got the geography test the tchr told the class i got the higest 
i was like woohoo..!! i cant stop smiling but i try not to smile.. then i got like easy to say the day got better.tuesday i got nuhtin to share.wed i think nuthin intersting on for arabic as i think im starting to talk more as usally during arabic i dun really talk i mean like arbic.well bcoz im afraid tat i will some error along he way which is so embrassing.. so that s all..

man im slacking off alot these wee which is bad.. i dunt wan to slack off..!! aahh!!


i juz remeber wat happen on manday.it was report card day so we got our report card bak home baba looked at it well its about A's and B's quran tk caye oii A+.. hehex..

people are jeleous at me and like so called mad at me bcoz i did my work its like the tchr kept
on talkin bot them not finishing thier work  or marks goin down.they will use me as an example
like " If shazaa can do it you can too." i felt quite guilty but watever its up to u people to not like me bcoz of this, remeber this if u dont like me so wat?! wats it for me? let me tell you NOTHING!!

hmm.. ouk td i got the photo for picture dayi wan a retake!! i worn the black dress they brought me and whitetuding.. im tellin you ppl it ws bcoz of the stupoid tudung it ruin thepic.. ;(

you should see shadi's picture it was like omg so cute u feel like attcking him..

td there was a paperair plane on nadine's chair so we were all wondering who as there was an email add on it.. hahax klakar oiii.. ibraheem called hoome so we asked him(me and shaheed)
he said he dont know.. and we were like investigator.. hahax..

these days im not really tat cheerful man i need to laugh i need someone funny to cheer me up..!! i wan to happy agin.. i mean giler kwangx3 hahax.. if i smile its like a fake smile which is like a no-no..!! i dun feel right mcm org ___.<--wats the word?

i got adobe 30 days trial man then i photoedit evryday well i got sum ideas frm ppl picz so ill try
it.. but this trial tk best sgt..

i feel like there so many else to talk only i forgot.. man..


or mayb im too lazie.. sorie peepz..!!

ok shows over..

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the whole famil went to fulton's pancake house.. u shud see the cow here omg it was so fat.. kwang3 hahaxx..so i took cik azidahs car there while mama and the others took the wagon.. me and shifa bawa portable tv so we watch koi mil gaya..kate giler hindustan kn..part lagu cik azidah suroh forward sbb de menyampah but then lagu koi mil gaya tkde org kate pape sbb lagu best kot.. haha...then we smpi pastu buat hal sendirir ar.. we tour jap then when trial.. my mom said she imagine tgn amazing race i imagine kt ledang gan ain gan mai gan afiqah gan nadirah maci kte plan nk alik sendiri tu fuh gerek dok.. took pic ume... reached dwn masok car sbb sejok then tgk uncreadible pastu tdo as we were waiting for the other im tellin ya tdo to sedap oi.. skg nie i surf la..


some how i cannot put the picz here but i will try to put kt frenster kot..

ok.. so in case nobody noyice im quite lazy to blog.. haiz..i dunno why lar..

well sum ppl say im crazie.. why?bcoz i did my project and homeworks and assigments like in a snap. i got bored and start doin my homework and i dun wan to delay stuffs by doin last min.i wan to chill and enjoy stuff in the weekend..one of the girls got jeleous and she kept on sayin i hate you.. girls here love to say that im tellin you.. they juz love to say that..the home tchr told me that he got inspired by me bcoz im done all this stuff in a snap.. hes a competetive person so he said that he got to beat me well.. i dont think so keh keh keh..


hmm.. nadiine is thinkin of a plan for april fool and im teelin ya she is not a good actoress.. i mean like shadi can do better then tat.. me and dana was laughing our heads off when she said she was goin to leave skol at the end of march.. both of us noe its a prank.. stupid.. hehe..

this week was quite fast and i donno why it juz ppassed by like tat.. the tchr kept on giving us work thats why..and ya there this thing me and aisha are talkin about.. there this girls tinks she so perfect when she is nt she kept on praising herself and hurt pppl feelig and shes like always lying.. she is younger than me and suppose to resecting me on fri i came to that table first where me and dana always sit we always revised bak wat we meemorized and she like " yo guyz sumtin sumtin.. i feel like who do u think u are.. u neva even resoect the elders..!! me and the tchr,.! who do u think u are!! and she even lied bot guyz liking her she said these ppl liked her and she said that there this guy told the whole class that he likes her and the tchr encourage him.. i was like wth??!! the tchr dosent even encourage us to talk to the opp. gender.. so i asked shaheed and he was like :O... i was lik e-.-' this girl must be really dreaming i mean some body wake her up.. seriously man.. i feel like argh..!! plz i need the strhd to kill here now and today..!! i wan to kill her!! omg!!!



enough now.. haiz,..


talk to maya this morning.. haha.., maya2 only me and her noe wat happen i miss her the strange things that only us noe.. and noone understnd xcpt us rite?thenn i when to frenster and read rusda comment lamak double terharu arr..

now wat im thinkin is where shud i go?

aljunied or irsyad?


...

ok march holiday was quite boroing but i still had fun.. so wat happen hmm.. i got addicted to hindustan thank to my mom..!!!

every single day i wtch those indian speacking ppl..
Lol..!!

so i watvh tv sleep and did my works at night well the tchr advise me to do so so i did like he said.

so nuthing really happen..ouhk yay spring is here!! yay im so happy..! no freaking thick jacket..!! hahax well but mama said still there will b snow comin down during spring..!! this is freaking no like it..!!


so my story begins here..

i was taking my long hot bubble bath *hehe* then i was thinking of the strhd..when i realise im not only missing aiin,yanaa and maaya.. as i was missing all of the rest with their very own reason so now im goin to put their reasons..

kak rob: whenever i think of sumtin meaningful and i need advise i will think of her

farah: everyday if i have a secret or wanted to b disturbed by i will think of her..

skin: when i i see sumtin pink..

Fifi: when im being yellowish to my fren haha

mai: When i need super advise that could be trusted..

Maya: When i had sumtin crazy and remebered only us noe (the bus on the way bak frm gunung ledang to spore.. remember?)

Yan: when im takin picture

Hasanh: When i go to school and frms chool to home.

me: i never missed myself.

Sha: I think when i heard the word radio.. hahax well actually when i studied science.

Aiin: i have always missed her..

Aisyah: When i see sundae..


there..

ok now i miss all of them.. hmm and i miss um of the irsyadians and sum other guyz..



ok enfd of story..

i have no idea the other day krayon theme song was in my mind bcoz it reminds me of adawiyah(ain sis) and mujahid(maya bro)now it avril girlfriends..is on my mind..

ok school.. wat happen..

french:was no comment..
arabic: he had uhhh.. no comment...
recess: i discussed the giverment bot the upcoming events..
sciece: discuss bot science fair... talk bot lab report.. then i hand uo the lab report which is due 29 well he gave it project yesterday and i finished it the next day..
english: we had out black history project and present only aisha and faris present sincethere 
was a conuselor came came to our class to have this thing..then wehad fun she was funny.. 
and xcited..the counselor has 2 boys.. 10 aand 8 they were cute  not like cute cute..
i mean get it..
miss lunch bocoz of that discussion.. then prayer thenm party it was fun i love the movie we watch.. 
"akeela and the bee." then we packed our bAG AND WHEN bag..
we when bak home i surf....
then i read raiah's web dang man it made me feel guilty.. im so sorie.. i did miss the others but mist i missed its yan ain and maya.. so dont get offended i nva reply other ppl comment and testi to.. not u only.. if i have the mood ill reply but most of the time i dont..

read maya and yan they talked bot arab street..

omg nice place guyz.. hehe.


ok done blogging..
 

ok so today.. i was so happy..!! i mean i have this good feelings..

and i was wearing the mini dres..

so i reached school feel like all grown up// lol.. so i had fun.. then my friends said i have thus nice shirt this that.. i only smiled and said thakz to my frenz.. +) credits to the sisterz..i had math which i got so xcited bcoz it was intergers.. then geography the tchr showed the class my project s i hand it up first and did a good job.. its like she impressed.. french i got credit for reminding there was a speelng test the class must hate me.. but i smiled and laugh.. i have been happygoing- lucky.. and im proud.. my classmates has prblm.. only the class noe.. i too lazy to inform to pot.. hehe.. arabic was fun adn so was sciecne.. the tchr said i was goin crazy for duin all the projects and nvm get it do thing way before the date line..

he said i was givin him a hard time and he like it.. that tchr (my home tchr) is cray he always made me scraed or confused.. and later laugh.. it was funny tho then islamic studies we had this lecture haha.. alamk it ws so funny but it was intersting too..

gym arobic... lol..

so go back home ate pizza..and enjoy the day..

skul nuhtin much happen and i dun wan to talk bot wat happen but abot my frenz...


omg i cannot beleive u guyz..



i feel so.. tsk..tsk..



i love the things i got..

i got yan's things frm brisbane.. but i dun get it.. who on earth went and got me a red pen..???
i mean how on earh did u guyz know i need a red pen..??


we have this telicinacate.. is it..??


hahax ok so wat i got frm my mom.. the mini dress(im in luv wif it!!) the penz,keychains(tnnkz sis) and the trophy frm school.. i mean wat is tat all bot..?? the thropy thing..?


i think im goin to make a short one..


later my mom gave me her photo wif ains text msg..

i cried..


happy..??


its not tat really touchy..
haha ain!! ko tk le jd touchy!! hahaha!! *teasy tone*


i dunno.. i juz *sigh*

nvm.. ok.. so..


i hahve hw hankz u for reading and good bye..

ok leave!!

toodles..

bye...



ok u can stop reading now im goin to end now...











WHY R U READING IT WHEN IM ALREADY DONE.. WHAT PART OF DONE DONT U GET IT..!! STOP SCROOLING..!!

1. Start Time:
-8:50PM
2. Name:
-shazaa
3. Nickname:-
-shaz,shazzie,miss P
4. Astrology sign:-
-Gemini
5. Gender:-
-Female
7. Hair color:-
-black
8. Eye color:-
-darkest brown
9. Height:-
-umm...neva bother..
10. Favorite color:-
-Orange,Blue
11. Glasses:-
-yarH
13. tattoos:-
-no
14. Birthplace:-
-Singapore
15. Area code:-
-7_3
16. friends:-
-ramai dokz

******HAVE YOU EVER*****
17. cut your own hair? :-
-yarh
18. done something in the pastregret? :-
-yepp.
19. Have you ever met someone you werenot supposed to? :
-meaning??
21. Skipped school? :-
-i think
22. Bungee jumped? :-
-i think yes..
24. Punched someone? :-
-is ounching on the arm consider punch?
25. Cheated on someone? :-
-Cheated?wats the defination of cheated?
26. Been arrested? :-
-nope
27. Broken into someones house? :-
-my brother's room..
28. Been to a funeral? :-
-funeral?
32. Used a lighter? :-
-why would i need a lighter?

*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season:-
-Spring or summer
36. Ice cream flavor:-
-never decided
37. School subject(s):-
-i think Geography Or Maths Or Science..?
38. Candy:-
-The Huge Lollypop..
39. Breakfast:-
-All-Bran creal and milk and oreo..
40. Juice:-
-oRange plz..
41. Book(s):-
-Cupidity,She's Got the beat
42. Movie(s):-
-too much
43. Song(s):-
-too much
50. Letter(s):-
-a,z,a
51. Favorite fast food restaurant :-
-MacDonald i think.. or KFC..Or ..
52. Disney Princess:
-huh?
53. TV station: channel:
-??
54. Name for a son:
-im too young man!! dang..
54. Name for a daugter:
t-naye lg.. ade attitude sey..

******DO YOU PREFER*****
56. Chocolate or Vanilla? :
-choco
57. Alcoholic or not? :
-not
60. Scary movies or comedies? :
-comedies
61. Short or long hair? :
-middle
62. Croutons or bacon bits? :
-neither

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TOMIND******
64. Mexicans in general:
-wth??
65. School:
-niL
66. Grass:
-greeny weeny
67. Cow:
-moo
68. Canada:
-zellers.
69. Mouse:
-tiny ears
70. Hands:
-wash

******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
71.Watched a movie? :
-YePP
72. Talked on the phone? :
-yes
73. Cried? :
-Yes
74. Choked? :
-no
75. Drank a glass of water? :
-of coz!
76. Done Drugs? :
-no
77. Read a book or magazine? :
-yepp
78. Watched TV? :
-Obviously
79. Looked in the mirror? :
-hari2 dok
80. Taken a shower? :
-yes
81. Taken a picture? :
-yes
82. Listened to music? :
-yes
83. Kissed someone? :
-no
84. Told someone you liked them? :
-no
85: End time: 9.01PM