yesterday i slept super early, i slept at 12. then bangun teros buka computer.
ape lg kene marah lar. haha later kemas uma jap then mon&dad gone i turn on the lappy and go online.
i talked to skin and rab.
then told skin what happen yesterday. haha. shes the first person to know. nak tau ask her.
klkar kn skin. serious ar can go die seyy. go get life. skin aku bilanng de age aku so aku can attack de. shud i post the convo or nt? haha.
ehk skin if u wan him , ambik ar. aku tk kesah. ade org laen aku nk.
XP
bilang aku tau klw ko nk.
then talk to to rab and the other person.
i like talking to the other person. the person always make me smile. althought de mepek.
then talk to rab lg satu person that made me smile.
&& maya AKU LG TINGGI DR KAU! hahaha joking2.
&Rab jgn dare gigit pipiku. nnt tkde org nk pikat kt aku. aku bunuh ko dulu sblm ko gigit.
then mandi.
then masok alik.
all of the sudden. everything was awkward. too awkward.
mom&dad alik did few chorus and the keciks went for swimming like wat they do evryday.
sume org mcm chill jer,
then masok internet itu ini. then dah.
here i am~~

lalala.

ok yesterday we clean up the hse cos someone was coming over.
the makan was super sedap.
then me and my adqs2 bobal from one topic to another,
we were making o much noisy as we were laughing our butts off.
the moment reminds me of laughing with my frens as we talk from one topic to another.
haha sumtims my siblings rawk my arse.
then back to the laptop.
myspacing and frenster.
then read a book. all of the sudden emotional feeling attack.
all of the sudden i felt sad angry rejected depressed.
i felt as if i was a loner.
its as if i need someone to complete me.
weird talk right.
then i will like to thanks skin and wan for being my ears jap.
cos skin let me let go all the anger in me & wan for advising&making me smile.
but next time im going to kick ur sory butt bila main pool. tk fair seyy!ok then
met new frens.
all the new frens sume cool2 xpecially farah from irsyad and the other person
farah sporting to the core. can mepek2 together while same goes to the other person.
gd luck to all the students yg ader prelims.

today,
mepek with the other person while myspacing and frenster.
then bace the same book which made me feel the same way only this time mcm sad but skjp jerk.
shessh. then camwhore alon and photoedit.
then myspace.
hehs~~
now im heree.
ok there.

the top unnderline sentence is like a confession orites.
and yan aku tk ambik ati
i know how anoyig it is to wirte my name
like many2 times.
hehs.

lets make this shorton what i did today
**talked to yana in the morning.
*then spend time kt internet
*later wasnt feeling well
*read book and had ice cream
*i got better.
*photo edit.
*internet.
*talked to dana and sarah bot out outing.
**then talked to rusda.
*myspacing&frenter
*talked to syafiqah&rab&shiran&min&sagal
*myspacing
*then myspacingIM
*talked to mat&bullet
*myspacing&frenter

rusda bobal gan kamu gerek banget.xpecially part desperate guys. hua hua hua. klkar lar.
bobal lg jom. nnt balik kte meet up ok?

whiLe i was talking to shaaa, i feel as if i was talking weirdly weird. i have no idea. and remember our plan. mayb ure right we should get yana first. then later we do on maya ok? & sha im going to get u back. u noe what im talking about. (hint: nudges)downloaded few national day songs and other songs. view here and there. and got ready to go to the library.

spend the journey with the mp3 and taking care of shazrah. the no of borrowing: UNLIMITED. i can borrow as many books as i want. yay more book and less nags. we went to grab sumtin to eat and i insist that i want to go to Starbucks, but noooo. spend the rest of the journey home listening to the mp3 and reading the books i borrowed. andn i also discovered that my dad has a weird taste of music. grown ups annd just sometimes to weird to b understood by.

later then i chatted with syimir and shira. lols it was fun fun fun. he killed the fish! and 080108 and i had fun talking to her. tho we're nt close i still thinkn that u rock my socks, but my sister rocked way more. it was fun talkin to shira. kecian ko kene panggil mami jarom. nvm i no emint mmg jahat po but i totally agree with him ahaha only ur a junior and has the rawr of spongeboob. hehes hope to talk to u again,

labels:
SUMMER BREAK DESCRIPTION:
boring, but if the sisters were here with me it will b super fun. jus cant wait til DEC.!

Im in love, so in love. eeeeekkkk!! i never really xpect baba to buy it for me. although i wan another type but wth i still got it didd i? i so want to scream. but i cant. well i have no much story that dad is back home i got many gifts. and im hapy bot it. im growing up. school is reopening soon. jus cant wait to go back. yan mentioned bot the school jus now while talkin to her. i so dont have any idea wat to do now. all of the sudden, its just that things change, i feel diffrent. and somehow i feel as if im in love.

stay in touch follks,
luv you all.

i made a video it looks much more better in my computer but its so hard for me to upload it in my version but at least u guys got to see it.


Press here to see the video.
if u cannot see iy do email me.

the weekend was D-U-U-U-U-U-U-L-L-L-L-L,duuuuuulllll. shaheed and me and the other sisters got this huge fight while mama was away. he did to go get some chill pill. mulot da lah mcmm pompan. sheesh. on sat i was expecting either the sisters to come onnliine but no. then soend my tine talking to braem and sending ppl comment kt frenster, still bored. nuthing special much.

well yana did blog up, at least i know whats going on but i didd get the chance to talk to u ppl.ur post was really nice.it made me so wanting to see u guys. i so want to be in the performances seyy dikir barat lg! pls can u tape it klw boleh the whole muslimah day.. plsplspls. about the business thing well i guess they derserve it better then you guys. but congrats u still won for highest score. or sumtin. so congratz. u guy may have work too hard. darn i wan to cry but i cant cry. it really did touch my heart.

YESTERDAY

man im quite bored here now. after typing uo the most perfect post the wireless got cut then shaheed shut down the laptop and there u go the perfect post.*poof* lets make it simple. yesterday i went to the mall with mama bougha blue stripes dress for 9.99 bcoz of the sale as the original price was 19.99. then on the way home saw a cute lil bunny rabbit and reach home did my prayers and edited few old pics. will post up kt friendster soon. then watched She's the man. i noe i got outdated. but wth i wacthed it didd i. the movie was awsome. i wan a quite sensitive guy too someone like duke too but not too sensitive. and GO VIOLET! there.

the dress,

read yana's blog. poor you girL. been there but hit in on my head. bad memories. plus it was bleeding and i had a fever bcoz of that fall. GET WELL SOON! and helo iyan!

farah: i have been thinking bot it. but ill try to reconsider that back. and hope ur not irritated anymore with those ppl the other day. and ouh yah. one of the irritated part(hint: sha's companion) 3 words, what the heck. lols but u cracked me up. thanks

there u have it, the pics during the U.S. trip. it was lets say tiring. but at least u ppl are satisfied with it. i have nothing to tell except that im bored and i want to go back home. there nothing to do. mayb this is one of the disadvantages of holidays. hahas now im inside the room and i can hear lil puppies bcoz shadi(tom) and shazrah(lucky) are barking and its so annoying.!! aand every single day, i had a fight with shaheed.today was even worse i cant hold anymore.i burst so loud inside that my outside could hear it. i let go every thing to safwan(thanks for hearing) and the only advise he gave me was "jus ignore it" mmg bdk laki lambat mature. sheesh. but thanks. and guess wat it worked.! yay! no more fights with shaheed. i tried my best to stay away from him. i just cant wait till baba get back home so i could get my own laptop back! i miss it so much.and im waiting a present from nenek. and congrats cik nana. ure getting married this sunday. i read the sisters's blogs. haha i wan to comment lar.

diyana: ehk u go girl kepp on updating. i just realized something,every single (mostly) ur post got my name, yay, hehes. make me feel that u ppl never forget me. thanks.

maya: GO UPDATE LAR! i like her stories. very xciting.tho its bot u. Xp

farah: hahas keep on updating.

fifi: ehk ko nie chill lar ikit.

kak rob: GO UPDATE LAR!!

006
-NY
we continue goiing around,but this time kak hidayah and abg amri ader to go with us. we went to united NAtions,then went outside theres a tiny park it was so windy! windy enough that ur hijab can fly like a flying balloon from your graduation.then we all got separated kt grand central.then we went back to the hotel and start our journey p a place i forgot the name but this time we slept kt someones house.haha that house gelak to the core i cannot stop laughing bile npk shaheed sampai lompat2 atas sofa! (hint: cats) then slept.

007
-the someone house
makan de punye sedap. melay habis. org malaysia lar kn. then later p this university. punye byk hill malas seyy nk naek. abih balik pastu continue jalan. we went to Philadelphia. nie blom bored of highways lg. but we only went around looking places through the car cos they were too many ppl. from there we went to washington DC.reached our hotel and chilled.

008
-Washington DC.
so far i only like is the air conditioner there & also the subway man its awsome!! the place was so hot! u can get dehydrated there. and there we walk here walk there. penaat seyy.. well saw all those places then tk sabar skali nk balik hotel.agaiin chilled.

but before this in the morning bobal gan yana. hahas mendak punye tk. then main true or dare haha klakar lar. then thank yan aku dpt tdo balik.

009
-Washington DC to Toronto,Canada.
that was our plan, nk balik canada(NNOOOOO..!!!) but they stop in this place somewhere we didd know.tido kt holiday inn t

010
-going to toronto.
we stop at virginia i think and went to the museum of play. two words for that place SUPER FUN! giler oik that place was so awsome. the only place where u only play! best tau..then p toronto. we stop at my mom's fren'syounger sisters house then went to cik mohd nor & cik rahidah(i think taht her name)'s house the house mcm kt spore oik. terase suasane kt spore. tkle tahan. kak syafiqah was super freindly. then i slept kt bilik de using my portable dvd i watch janji diana. then tertdo.

011
-toronto.
the sleep i had was sedap oik! that was teh best sleep ever. bangon jerk sume dah ready. nk kua rumah tu kn mcm susah sgt sbb terlalu best. then went to a fren house then p niagara falls. ader rainbow. and there were no golden pot there under teh raibow i went super close and there we nuthing. hmmm.. took a oat to go near the fall. mom start making noise when we went nearer to teh fall bcoz there were mist and wth join lar aper lg. then other ppl start making noise too., the trip was unforgettable. went to back to the house only for a while went to another malay sporean house(kt toronto byk malays sporean, best mama plan nk raye kt toronto. dpt suit raye jugak arr..) then tgk bola kt situ Argentina vs Brazil. almaak klakar seyy the match. me and shaheed were laughing like mad. all the adults were looking,we tried to stop but it was too funny. meanwhile i was ear dropping the adult talking. the host dulu teacher kt alsogoff. how he describe his class and the school klakr mcm best. he even pity the girl yg school kt situ bcoz of the principal something like that.i over heard how the alsogoffians were,mcm best gitu. hahas.
then balik tk tdo. first ader chess tournament lar konon. then drg nk tgk harum sundal malam. ibut i watch surf's up kt lappy.the turon p basement tgk akeelah and the bee dgn yg lain slowly kak syafiqah tdo then dina then shiham pastu syaheerah shifa and me tgk sampai abiz then tdo.(during nk tdo tu ader cat incident lg. hahas)

012
-toronto-ottawa.
tgk tipah tertipu the movie pastu tgk smebilu 2005.then bbq lg hahas. best the hse mesti ader jer best stuff to do. then continue tgk tv. abih kene balik. SHAZA TK NK BALIK!! serious mcm nk nangis. i didd wan to go home bcoz i love that hse. that place. hrmpph. then p ottawa then balik. klw baba tk payah balik spore, boleh dok sane lame2. hrmp!then balik.


ok dah abiz update, tk tau ak 12 days seyy.. hmm
ok skg the my holidays aper jd.......

the new story---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

baba was off to spore. cik nana dah nikah. congrats. then itu ini. hari tkde pape jerk, mendak mendak selalu.

14 july,
ader gathering kt umah cik jah. so most of it kt situ org kelantan. then dok makan turin bawa tgk tv. sampai magrib abg2 tuon nk solat. pastu ader naek atas yg lain stay kt bawa. haha they put all the lil kids on their shoulder then jalan2 lar. then got this girl p kentot kt muka abg tu hahas the whole basement was full of laughter. klakar habisan. hahas. then ader this one abg,the similar dude yg ader every gathering i went de ader. main stare2 pulak2. i have no idea y i diidd stare back lame2 nnt terbagi salah msg. i ran downstair gan bdk2 lain lar. biler ume dah nk balik i had to go up. alamk disaster seyy. i tried my best to just stay a hidden place lari dr sume org ok tk logic.phm2 jer lar.

001
-conneticut
ok im warning u ppl this trip i spot tons of things. so from school went to the immigration.im telling you USA immigration are so complicated. they ask this they ask that,4 words for them that i sure to give them. TAKE SOME CHILL PILLS. and there we start to move. well i had alot of my random 000..aaa...wweee... moments bcoz i was being the typical shaza as always. here's what i spot. malaysia got too many kambings.america got too many horses. canada pulak got to many sheeps(i think). then we had our luch break or toilet break. then we spot alot of mountains and lakes and stop at george lake'town'. there was this tiny beach we stayed ffor awhile for prayers and dinner. nasi lemak lg. with the breeze are such a good combination.soon we were off. i spot 3 things there.too many mini golf.too many dogs.too many cute guys. XP no no seriously. u should go. hehes. me,shaheed& shifa had a mini race kat the petrol while waiting for the rest of the family to get in the car. funny sey. then we were off. we reached at harvard,conneticut at 12am.but i slept at 4.blame all on the internet ok. but that day best ar bobal gan the other.haha xpecially ader ain. kte org tgn plan nk bunuh org nie so mangse2 becareful.woke up at 10.

002
-new england
easy say. i went to a theme park where the justice league were born.thats wat it said. the day was SUPER FUN! i went upside down at a very high position for 4 sec. but i dun feel anything. tu yg tk best. mcm klw rollercoaster,u usually feel the feeling bile nk turon from a high position tp nie tk. alaahh understand understand lar.

003
-boston!
went to this place call harvard seminary. the place was neat and small and white. me and shifa was imagining how cool it will be if we own it. and invite friends over and bla bla bla,which we know it will never happen. i got totally fed up cos it was so boring. then we went to this hse,mom and dad did a lil chat with the ppl who stay there. one chinese-sporean the other ume arabs. then we went to boston! my favo. place where arts were supported and shopping were unexpected. hah! lols the place was terrifically perfect for me. i run here.i run there.it was just too speechless.but before that we went to harvard U. first i didd have the mood to do all this roaming things and taking picture tak tau knape jerk dah ok. ape lagi lari sane lari sini ar. again i was being the typical me, my ooo...aa...weee..moment happen. seriously oik i recomand the siters to go there. jom kte p harvard jom!then went to the bookshop where i quote that " baba shopping buku macam mama shopping baju" but seriously the bookstore gerek oik! its was too antique hah! then p makan abih shopping! i spot sumtin. the subways are weird and the men are wannabes.and i bough a grey sweatshirt.

004
-stamford
whole day travel to get to stamford sampai hotel teros baring.!the whole night tgk fresh prince kt nick boring giler! keep on changing the channel creti best2 ume dah tkde.then tdo.

005
-NY.
lets say it was SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER busy. i hate NY. it was perfectly not for me! i only like the shops jerk.and theres bubble tea there too..saw the empire state rebuilding. and the ppls look at us semacm. oh well then bough a red sweatshirt.ouhk and i wen to America nature museum. remember the night at the museum. kt situ lar. i love the other imax about the milkyway sumtin like that . it was so real. then during the dinosaurs i feel a sleep kt situ jugak k le tahan seyy.. i got scolded by dad for sleeping. its too hard to resist. the sleeping was too ...tempting, hahas.and we went around for awhile.

to be continue
day 006 to 010.

i guess they must be really buzy TO UPDATE.. *sigh*

so on tue, went strawberry picking but oly the arabic speckers went.so arabic speckers there were 6 girls and 3 boys but only 6 girls and 1 boys went coz shaheed didd want to go cos there were only 3 boys then emran didd came to school.then we rock the bus, we went with the JKs & SKs well i was xpecting it diffrently. the ride was so dizzy cos the lil kids were makign so much noisy. but then the tchr starts singing so wth we join. (: we rock the songs the kids were sos hock to see us. then we reach the farm. we sat waited a couple of mins ad we went picking it was nnice we got to eat strawberry annd the berries we so sweet. it was so hot. hotter than spore. i agreed alot with sarah the weather here is so weird. when its cold. its so cold. went it hot it going ot be so hot. i almost got dehydrated. then went to the park and head to the park and WATER SPRINKLERS.!! the other girls changed in the bathroom at this place there were barely anyone and it was only us. well i got to xcited i danced around skipped here and there. maram did joined.(: then water fight, therewas this hill it was so hugh that you can see the whole park. went tehre and ran down it was awsome. the other sarah lend me her 'jump in' by cordin blue from hsm and keke i think frm akeelah and the bee. it made me&my sisters(by blood) intersted in double dutch. and also made me intersted into cordin's musics. die her.

wed,
lets make it simple that it was my WORST DAY EVER>! i had the most bad day ever.

thurs,
i beat the king of projects. muhaha like the tchr said " she slap you and call you suzy"muhah. i beat you in the projects..i will like to thanks the GRADE 5 for making my day. thank to their party, the gr 8 'cheesy' pizza party and sarah and dana for making my day. the girls planned to go to britianna park since dana and sarah didd wan to go(thannks to the pizza) they didd. we chilled and the grade 5s we cracked some jokes. mock ppl. insult some boys. and we disturb each other.that part was the best. then we were onn the way to class to check something out. there dana act as of she was so mad at her husband or someone.sarah and me were laughing like mad ad as if we were drunk. thenn we ran the whole school.upsy and downsy.then chilled again in the grade 5 then the pizza were given. and went outside. we went to the swing.talked about stuffs and went inside. clean up the class and byes2 to ppl. some we wondering to go to school. tomrow. well im cming to school for an hour. im leaving to U.S. tomorow. gonna miss blogger.and ppls.byes ppl.

three one to describe today..

FUN,FUN,FUN!!

well i started my day being sick i have this flu and sort of cold.. my nose was blue. tu lar shaza bace blog org lg byk2 psl drg sakit kn dah kene.. hahax..so i didd have any mood. i sat on my desk like a sick person and wished i could kill sarah cos she kept teasing me..(in a good way),then the most disliked girl in class fell from her chair and it cracked me. then sarah stop teasing me and the 0other started laughing as well i tried nt too laugh but it was too funny. Sorry! then everything when fine. practise the play with dana and then went outside. me and maram started to climb the tree while other started to follow. i wish i could go higher but i could'nt bcoz i dont think it can hold me that much. lucky maram got to climb high.then there was the STICK FIGHT! first it was like sword fight but i told them lets go and smack ppls butt with the stick.. it was so funny. the boys were all looking and we ignore like theres nno tomorow. hah! then we went inside and me sarah maram and sagal were against dana cos she kept smacking our butt and we could nt even smack heres. still planninngn to smack here.. im gonna get her. Arabic class was fast. all of us were rushing and the tchr deided that she was gonna taking us to go on a field trip. this was only for the arabic specker where there only 6 girls and 3 boys, :)(: its gonna be F-U-N why? cos we're gonna go for a berry picking anndthen water sprinklers and bringinng in my gun..muhahaa... we're going with the SK and the JKs which means shadi's gonna b there.. NOOOOO... but i think we're only taking the bus with him but nt with2 him. i think, then practise play again. then lunch againnn coz daa was making faces to nadinne while she wasnt looking. it was so funny, had student meeting was pissed withthisguy so much i almost burst. well i almost burst into tears bcoi was touch with this kid in the body.unlike that guy.. gosh some boys! son it was francais madam hanen wasnt there the pricipal sub for a while. practise play & the cried again thanks alot to dana, she made this "act" so freakishly funny that me ansd sarah was rolling on the floor. well technically we werent. the homeroom tchr with the report cards went he made a mistake..gosh thanks alot for the trouble. it was very intersting. gym i got wet thank alot to the grade 6! played the swing and then basket ball

gosh i have been sleeping the whole day, serve me right dah sakit kepale,the sisters ume dah start skol! HAH! in your face,but still we enjoy school right? i got one more week and its summer break.. and off me go to U.S. leaving on 29 till 12 july.. 14 days,2 weeks on the road,im gonna miss ya internet..*sob*

yesterday, parents'friend came by i was downstarirs i had to meet them up so i rush go btol kn my tudong, then i pull it back :)(: like my sisters was me too.. happy now?it was kinda easy i can see the world & made me feel fresh hehex.. but still i have not decide whether i shoud stick eaing like that,,

but then, mayb for me it was pullback but im nt sure for you guys,then camewhore

so will upload it soon orites,

imnt gonna talk much here..i was going to talk bot sumtin but i guess it slips into my mind.. *sigh*

and question to maya, did you upload pic?i wan to see.

and to the rest:

HAPPY SCHOOLING!!<3

im going to make alll the story long to short..im nt like yan too excited writing only 3 days story into a whole essay..(:

so the graduation, it was nice.. evry boy was dressing fine and every girl were dressed nice..there were too many speeches and too many flashes..then there were the slide shows gosh it was quite embrassing.. and then we had cake... yumm2..

on friday there was the $35 fundraisign dinner.. i came but i didd pay coz i was vonleteering.. gosh we had to babysit so me,nadina and aisha escaped and took the babysitting for the grade 2.. thats was even worst... the vonlenteers was only suppose to get pizza.. -.-" but that was nt fair muhammad got a job better than us and it was suppose for girls..!! we escaped again into the dining hall.. well we're not suppose to go eat cost it cause alot.. and we didd pay but still we ate the chicken rice.. and the strawberry spongecake was superior.. it was such a love.. then they put up the graduation slideshow,, saw some kid laughinng and saw us..,. it was embrassing,..

weekends talked to sha,, how i miss her..and something happen at night which made me thought of something.. it made me feel to say this to that persoon..

you were always there..

you cracked me up..

made me smile ..

and always bright my day..

then one day i fall for you..

i always thot that it was stupid..

but then i reliased it was true..

you were too dumb to see..

you were too dumb to reliase..

and till now and then,,

so long watever..

cos thing change,,

and my life change..

i change..

ad so did you..

i nvr fall for you no more..

and till then..

we'll see..

-Shaza,

i noe it wierd.. hua hua hua..monday we went to our grad feild trip.. it was awsome.. but there will always have prblm.. then we hanged out at this place and i bought this ice creamm at diay queen,, its was luscious and thankz brother omar for paying it for me.. :)(:

well i spend most of the journey sleeping.. the girls hated me bcoz of that..m,uhaha..ouh ya theere was a race between our car(sulaiman's mom), boys no.1 car(brother omar), boys no. 2 car(bro.mustafa).. we won.. muhahaa,...

heheh..

and then here and there,.,nnow im busy with the student body planning. since there only one week to go,.,

the grad dinner,, went to school and went to teh dinnner with tchr hait while the boys(shaheed,shermarke,ibrahim and faris) went with tchr heifa,,lets say it was appealing.. :)(: then pranked our homeroom tchr and he got them easily i was only playing along kain drg jerk..hehe.. the food was yumm-liocious..then went back hoome with tchr heifa.. had a tiny race with sulaiman's mom.. we won.. hehex..

ENDS-

tue was quie funn tho me sarah and dana were so crazy.. i have no idea wat were doing.. each of us were given like a guy to be matched something like that.. for example dana was matched with emran why? bcoz we suspect he likes her..so evrytime emrans there it will be *cough* its too funy to see each other to blush.. well in my case i dun blush i laugh it was so funny.. mit was funny tho..so we playin away lolz.. soo then i was our graduation rehersal.. so we were given our position where to sttanddid it few times stiil there will always be laughter in between it.. we were wearing robes and everything..the homeroom tchr gave us a lil speech and dosent want to cotinue bcoz he will cry.. hes an emotional guy.. haha..

so today was SUPER fun.. hoiky toiky.. the "thinng" was still going on so we were doing our thing hua hua hau.. i kept on disturbig and irritated them annd they kept on saying " i going to get you","im going to kill you". its too funy.. so then nothing really happen.. we still have pur grad rehersal but this with music.. so did a few time.. asked questiioon there will be CAKE >.< ((:

so then nwen back to class and FREE TIIME.. played black shoe with nadine and dana wheere we have to step on each other foot.. they kept on atacking me.. HA-HA in ur face tk dpt.. i stiill won.. its just that i cat help it taht iim to good and runniing away frm u guyz.. haha jk jk..

there were few untold incident that that too embrassing.. i have on idea that person saw.. i swear... then annother incidrent happe haha..
!! poor dana.. ot was too funnny agaiin..then it was gym played hockey yay!!

so it was tied onen all .. yay me for scoring.. was to eager to attack the goalie.. sory goalie.. ine if the plyars hit my eyes with the stick.. it was an acident .. alhamdullilah nothing happen..

hen went bak to class and home..

END-

p.s. this week have been realy happy goig lucky for me..

feild trip outside teh town its on mondays.. yay..

so sunnday went to the park. had a picninc.. now i know y we were not allow to feed the birds.. thes seagulls were going crazy on us.. they were eveywhere around us and it was funy tho. saw dana said hi to her and continue doing my history. soon we had to go home. ba send the computer while i sat at home watching tv and logginn on the net..then came back..
got scolded becoz the house was a mess.. but seriously we cant avoid the hous ebeing clean..a fter 5 mins..i guarantee the house will look like a some trash throwing place. slept late as usual..i had to finish up my summarization for history. talked to people while i kept annnoyed yan.. btol tk yan?
hahax..well i was expectig someone but that someone wasnt online..
MAYAA!! HAVE A GOOD TRIIP>> YAN ENJOY UR CHALET>>

moday was scary ..i have no idea wat was goin no with me.. the tchr gave me the stare 3 times.. the face that says" whats worng with you?" ad that was not good.. i have no idea wat was his prblm.. a dtoday i had weird types of laugh... recees one was awsome i was talkig to zhara and dana.. we were rocking the convo seyy.. insulting the boys.. the we kept on saying ooo.. you like that guy.. oo.. that guy like this girl..thenn poped up sumtin that was so embrassing.. it was like
-.-" they sumtims do need help.. so lunch was evenn funnier.. maram broke a branch that hated girl was like " y did u do that maram? u will be ask on the day of judgement" lol it was true tho but it was funny whenn she say it.. then sagal reply "wat bot u, u will be ask y u sat on the innocent ant?" the she gave this hated face and un reasoable plus stoopid reply which i dun get it.. i was laughing the whole time coz it was so funny bot the convo then we tsrt the craziness agaiin.. gym was so awsome played soccer my team won and there were so many incnident that tiime.. i wish i could hurt the,mmm man.. it was so funny tho the match we kept on laughjong rollin fon the grass.. i kept on doig that i was crying when there was this part whenn we were goin gto score.. i kept shakin my hips bcoz i was imitating sagal and she kept on laughing2 and i think i saw her almost cry.. hahax..

back home did my works.. thenn was so tired i told shiham to wake me up in 5 minn .. ad she did i ahd my 5minn nap.. then xcaly 5 min she woke me up said times up mcm alarm clock.. then i told her gimme 3 min agaiin xcaly 3 mi she woke me up.. do want to knnow how i knonw bcoz she was watchig the clock i my laptio the whole 8 mins.. hua hua hau.. that cute lil girll.. hart her..

13 june: history last test
14 june: grade 8 graduation, final year examiation(language art, math and science)
15 june: award ceremony
18 june: grand field trip.. we;re going out of the city..
22 junne: grand dinner..fancy..

there goes my year.. the exam tchr told this monday then the thing was this thr wat do xpect giler seyy.. tk leh angat..
pennat tp the core..

man.. i miss this 2 particular un-named persons..

first person was that that person always bring a smile to me and always bright up my day.. i really enjoy talking to thet person but there few weeks tk npk that person online pon.. i usally on the usal time we usally talk the last mointhsbut now its as if we lost contact.. i dunno wat happe but it made me miss that pe\articlar person..

the other person was annother person that brignthern my day.. made me smile but still i like kacau that person.. that person is really awsome ..

my still do miss my sisters..and my nenek and atok too.. :(( and i miss my cousins too..
i miss hagoing out seyy.. i dun feel a life here.. sob sob..

today was carzie.. i cannot believe my dad actually cared about go here and there..

mama went to chicago this morning to her main office luckily baba rented the mini van yesterday so it was awsome for us.. so early mornig send her off got hot chocolate for us and went back home.. i went onlinne for a moment but then had to send shifa to her tchrs party.. and we were off to get some gorceries.. prentennd her and there jap.. hahax.. then baba wanted to see shaheed for while bcpoz he had his hockey tournament..
CONGRATS TO HIM FOR GETTING 3RD PLACE AND ONE OF THE BEST PLAYERS..
the girls kt sini tk sporting seyy.. i wan to play hockey ..>:(

soo nreach hoome watch accidentaly spy.. omg that movie is like wide open eyes seyy that part.. only this part..!! we were ewatching natural util that momet.. im tellig you me and shiham actually saw jackie chan naked.. really naked u can even see his butt.. but nt the fornt part.. we were screaming like omg.. baba came dwn to see wat was going on.. and it ws unbelieveable..urghh...u can go blind seyy..

took shifa frm her party,tchr sarah gave us double cheese pizza,had a friendly talk with one of her neighbour.. shes having chiense food tonight -.-" and went to shiham's fren pARTIE.. soon we wen to macdonald.. too many juk food today.. too many... slept and went online.. soon then kular lg.. ambik shiham.. then told baba to go for a drive jap so he went nearthe river.. and there was the sunset plus this one music.. made it feel like spore.. shifa agreed.. so took some pic.. tryig to upload the pic but cant,, maybe next tiime..it was os b-e-a-utiful .. u can see the rainbow ..


sarah jus im me and told me to think of the crew name..first i was like wat crew name..
thenn *poof* i got it. i was in a grp another grp and we were thinking of a name..
but then i have 2 grp of mmbers..
gosh..!!
canadians and sporean..
still i luv the sporian nbetter much much.. *kisses*
i love them but i only like the canadians..

28 jun e- 12 july leaving to U.S. summer vacatiio.. still i will tell every single thing bcoz baba will make sure we write bot sumtin wat we see, learn t only to describe it.. so no worries orites..
i miss the sister so mchh.. tonz muchh..
it has been a long time since i talk to them..
sob sob..
i WAN KAK ROB
FARAH
SKIN
FIFI
MAI
MAYA
YANA
SONE
SHA
AIIN
AISHA
.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:(((

and i think i miss this one particular personn..
i have no idea y but yah..

i should have blog every single day but only im too lazyy..hmm so lets see.. this weeks most talked is bot the end of the year ceremony which is yesterdy..

monday: it was the rehersal.. and that time the grade were so -.-" we nvr even oractise well we only did it once.. but still it was so boriing.. hmm then school doset seem like schooll.. there were few issue.. with the girl who thinks she all perfect.. ouh ya,, now i remember..

i feel like slapping her face big time.. it was gym so this girl who thinks that she WAS SO PERFECT.. started tyo show off.. i usally brough my hp to talk pic.. in my school taufiks song was the hit.. so my ho usally they pull evrywhere to hear iit.. so this so girl caot see someone better tehnn her.. she strt bring her so called camera+mp3+ sumtin else in it.. adn her original mp3 and srt showinng off.. durign gym she out it beside teh tchr.. and forgot it.. then she was omg i lost my stuff she went check the thing was nt there.. i told her it was ur fault for nt being resposible to ur own stuff.. she was like shut up and mind ur own businness.. i have my own right so i told her to back off.. and it was true.. some ppl did back me up.. i just left the classroom.. aisha told me taht went i left she acuused me of stealing that stuff..!! i was like WTH?! back off womenn i luv mine better then urs.. i nvr even bother bot her stuff seyy..she was sure asking for a slap..omg..
ok there..

i got AN INVITATION FOR award ceremony.. but the other classmate didd get one.. i think well first the tchr gave me so i thot i was intrble.. shifa said it too only 5 of her classmates got one.. 4 boys and her.. her tchr said thses ppl are going to get an award.. oo..


nnuthinng much ahppen then.. loaded with test.. took silly pic for graduationnn so ithing much ahppen the.. so friday was teh last day practise it all it was os perfect while practicing it was so funny..!!but when it was yesterday on the actually day it was a big disaster.. the computer cant connect to the projecter and everything was ruin!! *Sigh*

ok there..on tuesday was the cook off well it was suppose to b but it wasnt anymore.. for certain uknown reasons..so the tchr gave out the task..me nouran and aisha were in charge in fruit salad then dana heba nadiine maram were incharge for the salad.. all of the 6 of us were put in the science lab to do the stuff.. so we rock the the room.. we kept on eating the fruit without the tchr acknowledge..hua hua hau... so tehn we finish our job early an made the room look like italy restaurant we deco it like made. make it perfect.. fork there spoon here.. it was so fuuny.. haha..
then watch eragonn..aww.. mann.. it awsome!!then we eat till it full..the menu was lagsania with teriyaki chicken with salads..

the first thing durinng the ceremony was awsome.. me sarah dana and aisha were rockign the row.. we were the only ppl in the row bcoz its only for the grade 8 so we were laughing text mssging each other.. making fun.. hearign wat the boys behide us mocking the performance and commenting the show and the host.. gaga it was so funny..then he did our owns stuff and all.. i like the grade 5 show it was so funny.. the boys were so funny..

then had pizza for dinner.. then nwent back home..
this year bdae was nnnot fun as the last 2 years ones.. they were better..
now i noe how important the sisters were.. annd how much i miss them..they are always the best..they were always fu.. jeleous seyy the y wen to melacca.. man i miss the trip sumer. tk faiir..!! its hard to xpress seyy..

ok so it week have been nso tough for me every single thing is piling up.. well june os the last month.. pastu kn grad mane tk pack.. so did this did that.. iam so tired slept at bot 11 or 12 which is 5 6 hr sleep..still try to get some energy.. so at school aisha carik passal lagii.. i was not mad at her only she need to b taugh she cannt blame people things and never see her as the problem too.. all of the sudden she start being rude.. so for me i dun like ppl to get in my way so i sort of shouted at her bak we have this tiny oiutdoor fighting for 30 sec then i never eve go near to her,, loook who is asking for teh apology now lolz.. well that whole day nvr even talk to her nor look i noe i was in trble i shud have gone first klw tk dpt pahala byk.. hmm.. first i was serious about is she buy me 2 hershey bars, 2 pizzas and 2 lollys ill forgive her,, and she took it seriously i reliased that mintk maaf tk ikhlas seyy.. shazaa shazaaa shazaa.... so nutho much happen thinngs frm slowest got faster i have been rushing everywhere.. got the plan for grad and our feild trip ad dinner set up i was so awsome cant waiit.. then summer holiday!!! krg strt school aku strt holiday gerek kn.. yay!!! i over heard my mom talking but later she did told me she was wondering mybe i can work during the summer lar tp tu tk sure.. but wat i noe is shes sendig me to a babysitter course.. and is that good or bad?? mayb good coz if i get the certificate then nk babysit bdk senang kn so i can prove ti parents i took a course before so i could get xtra... $$ oooooo..... mom yold me summer nk p roung U.S. gerek nyer..!! then can go hang out camwhore stay in car for long hours and go sumwhere.. dad plan nk p washington
i wan to go either florida, california or NY... muahaha best yer i hope the best holis seyy..

my photogeraphy type the tchr wan to pic is silly type so i have to catch my classmates during silly stuff and click, its so hard for me... help me ppl..
wat should i do..
urghh...

just now was so messed up i feel like killing her.. i mean whos incharge.. ape case sey follow ur own rule.. so deco the gym then practise the grade and start the show it was ind of messed up at the first until the grade 7 did the rap thing then the onstange game was hilarious brother omar was blur and he was like wat r u trying to say.. soon it was the tchrs day award.. that was he biggest hit i was crazy.. the were shouting herre and there screaming it was awsome.. then 10 sec speech frm the tcrs and there were done it was so tiring.. then during lunch went to the tree and laid dwn there and tried to sleep.. i was so tired;.. then thank here thank there.. and done im waiting fo nadine to give the pic will put them up here as soon as i got it..im going to make this post short.

and..omg i cannot belive it i was thinking about 8 june when it popped out 8 june 2005 when we were taking our psle me yana ain sha gan mai were in the library.. we got our mathematical name;

shazaa: secquare
yana:scube
sha: pencilbex
mai: chapter 9
ain :bdk pantat..

aisey man. kekek seyy bile tat guy mintk yan's number pastu his fren said " oik bdk 12 tahun lar" klakar nk mampz.!! then hanged out.. mkn ice cream kecoh nk mampz.. lolz..
haha
gd memories..

and mint kept on scaring me sey.. nari nk tdo susah nnt .. haiiz..

Sttop scaing me lar dude..

ill pay someone if u beat him up plz..:)

ish gerek nye..

no horror talks seyy..
tk bg chocolate seyy..
lebih baek bg the sisters

so chocolate for evryone..
:))

today was so tiring.. but all those effort were satisfied-ly happy.. now i feel right for doing something for the school. no more complain bot me not doing anything for the school i hope tomrow will be a big success.. tomorw is the tchrs day organize by the student body which is me and my staffs.. i was so tired.. i ran there ran here.. i bet the tchr must be xcited too with their face xpression when i wanted to talk to their class privatly.. lolz.. then my class plan o make a suprise party for our homeroom tchr.. i hope that was a big hit for hiim too.. i eish all of thses are going to be a BIG HIT..!! AMIIN... plz wish me luckz.. i dun wan to mess it up.. and till here only.. im going to make a short one coz im really tired..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 8TH SISTER.. A.K.A. HASANAH.. !!!!


i miss talking to my friends..
i miss my grandparents..
i miss the bus 292..
i miss the bubble tea..
i miss quater pound frm macdonald..
i miss the mrt..
i miss bugis juction..
i miss long john silver..
i miss stuffs..
i miss buy stuff..
i miss camwhorinf wif the sisters..
i miss taking neo...
i miss the school..
ok im going to stop i miss now.. :))

today was awsome.. had tons of funn!! lotz.!! so i kept on saying to myself " when r we going to get on the bus.." i was to xcited then i thoght..so i changed my swimming outfit in school and later hang out outside the class a bit.. so i was trying nt to b near the crowd where the other girls were.. so i moved.. i was standing slackily..so the most stricted tchr came from the stairs im telling you evryone is afraid of her.. so back to the story i was standing starightly when i saw her.. then all of the sudden she winked at me i was like 0.o .. it was creepy and sagal agrred..
so we went swimming..!! so had showers then waited.. then we were allowed to enter the pool but before this they gave us a brief so ok ok wtv.. me and nouran plan on sumtin mischeivious but.. we didd manage to do it.. ut still we did attack plz.. muahaha.!! so there was a board a rope a slide and the tower.. i jump on the board alot; cannon ball, flying, sided leg, jumpjack(star) lol it was fun.. the the rope i wanted to make it funnier so i strt being the girl version of tarzan, then monkey sound and strted screaming to make it funner.. well ppl said if u scream its goin to be ever fun then fun.. and the slide is so boring.. there the tower i think only 5 ppl jumped.. it was so high i think its 2 story sumtin like that.. i think or 1 half floor.. omg.. its like commiting suicide.. i mean now i know how it feel to jumped.. hahax.. so the other 4 dosent want to jump first so i said ill go first. omg everyone was cheering for me.. so build up my confident..
OMG..!!! IT was so scary.. !! lebih tinggi dr mr.bean seyy.. so there was like air pushing me up i was like i can imagine my face it was unbelievable. i was so gald i manage to dive in masok seyy.. omg.. and center part tk ya tau sakit NK TO THE CORE SEYY..!! i did only twince no more towers i had enough seyy..then there the bubble.. omg.. too many chlorine seyy..later then more board.. and no more creating "suicide" later then jacuzzi and balik.. so thats all changed and camwhore gan sagal and myself agiin..balek ate ice cream slept jap then now here..

this is just too wierd.. i dont like changes.. why must we change??why cant we just stay the same.. would the world be still the same..this is too awkward..

msg from me to you:"You were not yourself.. you were not like that hyper than before.. and thats scares me.. and thats wasnt fun anymore and at all.. you seem preety dull and not the you that i noe..and thats creepy its like sumtin is fishy. Whats going on.??"

i hope everything is ok and your happy coz your scaring me big time.!! just hoping you were yourself ok..??

so school.. it was the play i was helping sagal and zhara with their history play.. it was so funny omg.. i luv zhara's acting but she still needs help to stop laughing.. lolz.. so we practised then lunch we were talking bot tomrows feild trip.. our feild trip is going swimming.. =.=" still its going to be fun. i told nouran that we were planning to pull the non-swiimers down .. so beware muahaha..!!! well im the devil..in the play.. they laughed in my part.. but zhara's part was the laughter like mad.. nuthin much happen only the best part was there was the play and it was so funny,, the grp im helping got 11.5/ 12 so we will be acting infornt if my class.. so gald.. hua hua hua.. b4 the play i had a test.. and i was clashing it with the play i did it so fast that i hope i got an A or im dead. the tchr is goign to be so pissed..!! lolz..

im so confused with my oen life.. i just cant amke up my mind..

i told them that it waasnt true but its actually true..

sorry guys..
im holding it inside my hart till the right day come.

friday was the open hse.. so i volenteer to help out since the school is so near to my hse..i tried to volenteer for the bbg too on the 2nd june.. well i got it.. then the counselor came so we talked then i wanted an indivitual meeting.. we were supposse to go but i have no idea y i didd now my chances telepas.. hrhmp.. then at 6 went to school gosh they cal that open hse.. they call that vlenteering?? i did nuthing.. i just stand there,.. then get sumtin to eat and went outside to play ball... omg.. it was so funny.. and unbelievable .. gosh.. then went home chat wif few friends.. ans sat and sun was so freedom... NO PARENTS!!! I was on the comp the whole day.. photoeditting here and there.. thats all then.. nuthin really happen..
on mon the grade 7 needs help wif their project so theyre coming over.. putting sum pic during the girls came to hse and the picnic we went.. well actually festival.. thats all.. i guess.. im obsess with the name FROGGYHEAD.. THANKS ALOT MINT..!!>:(( goshh.. YOU BIG HEADED CONDUCTER... ouh ya mayaa u own me 4 choco bars and 4 lollyies.. yayness..

as day passes days became weirder and weider.. things around me changed.. things are just not the way its supose to be..i just want my own life. my old friends.my old teachers.my old school. my old companys. thing have beenn really hard for me ad i have no one here with me. once i imagine myself that one day someone came to me and asked wat i want, the only answer that i can reply is a ticket back to singapore..i cant beleive how much i miss them and how long i have been living without them. they were always there for me.theyy were always my ears ad my speackers. they were always with me through the thick and thin. I felt so lost witout them and cant even trak tiime properly. I am so lucky taht i have them in my life i learn from them wat is the true meaning of life and how to push them aside and have fun. Now im scared that i will change and not be the old me.im scared that they will leave me lost in this complicatd world.im scared that no one will be in my side when im really needed. im scared that i will change into the chages that im not suppose to be. im scared that i will became wat im not suppose to be. this place is too much influences. thigs are just too diffeent too wierd too unacceptable. i dont want to change btu things were meant to be changed. but i dont want to.. this are teh moment where i need hasanah, sha and teh other to confort me and be with me..making me laugh and cheering me up.. since here now i have no one... when goign out its not like goin out when im in spore..

i need someone to teach me life..!! to teach me how to be a teenager..!! to know whats right and what wrong..!!

life is too complicated..

i had my shot yesterday and its still hurting .. and im reallly scared.. gosh i miss my sisters alot.. the fun we had.. i still kept the ribbon frm the clas when it was a rainy day me hasanah ain and afiqah was zikir barat-ing..and we had this robbon we ted in our head with out name,, it was so cute good emmories.i had trble with my friends with few friends.. theyre just __________. then it was the arabic festival it was quitet fun there.. then nuthing happen..then while otw.. me and shaheed were like sort of beating up each other. asha saw and few other boys.. it was embarassing when we get out frm the stairs.. a boy gave a clap while the rest of the boys gave me a stare.. i cant help it.. he started it.. ouh ya im obsess with self photgraphing. and im dead jeleous with yana!! she so good in phototaking.. her picz and love.. teach me.. gimme inspiration..

and i guess imm done here..only i wan to know what is going on betwwen the sisters..!! and NO SECRETS.. yana gan maya mcm ader sumtin jerk.. im watching you people..my eyes are on you..

and wat is going on seyy..

hrmm..
i have no idea wat is happening..
im always confuse now..
i dunno wats gooing on.. i had a test today the tchr was so angry at on how i did on the test i mean he cant even see me get a B it must always be A or A+.. he said wats the point of finsihing thing so fast but when it comes to test im bad at it.. well the point is i didd study..
i was so tired and lazy of school work.. too much.. but thats school.. tahts how it goes.. i dunt hink anything happen.. its just preety lame.. nthin good happen if im not with my sisters that much.. dang thats not fair they got to go to KL or melacca or where ever it is to gether.. imagine that.. im nt going bak on june. well.. i haved to gradute i hope ill get the ipod man.. i wan that one..!!! monday and friday tak skula so free.. open hse coming up.. and watelse..i think thats all..

ouh ya i had fun talking to sha on the weekends.. at last sey..
then talk to se3vral other people..
gosh i miss being merepek with few people ever since they had exams..

i wan to go back home..!!
but july summer.. baba ader plann...i wonder .. ,maybe can go to NY sey or washington bonus p diesney;and kt cali sey..
huahau..
nie erasan jerk..
kwangx3..

missing someone..
well missing being merepek gitu..

i totall forgot about something only i forgot wat was it.. i remeberd it yesterday only forgot.. mayb it was about shaheed..he got his student of the month award for creativity. i think he broke the record for being the most friendlest grade 8 boy the cheering was so loud and intensly carzie.. the principal was shocked to see the grade 4 and few 5 boys cheering for him like mad.. even the tchrs.. lolz.. it was funny.. today i selp for 4 or 5 hrs i think i woke up for my subuh and when onliine.. talked to maya.. *cough* *wink*.. it was so funny but seriously lar maya one day ure going to admit it.. muhaha..
u have to admit APPLE CANDY IS BETTER!! *wink*maya phm2 lar k?

cleaned the house, did my moring chores then dok dpn lap lg.. maya tkde lg.. then talk to ppl..pastu p skul.. so streesing seyy.. i had 3 test in that day!! 2 tk bljr lg satu main asl bole... hua hua hau.. alah open book test gan arabic tak tau lar.. i try my best not to focus lar.. exam on this tuesday no one reliased i duno wat to study need to bace alik ume.. mcm tkde mase seyy.. so during luch tried to chill.. then last period was suppose to be th science test.. kene head down seyy for the first tiime.. seriously later thenn the whole class got ounked agaiin by the home room tchr.. omg.. still we got freezies.. yumm2.. whiile watching "the last day" i didd want to watch it but it was worth it.. it was happening tho as i learn bot my dearie religion... whiile i was glued to the video when this guy blocked it.. tell me saper tk akit ati.. he was passing the chiips i didd feel like eating chip cause i had chips for breakfast.. so he keot telling to take some.. so i sa o thakz alot of time ad was hoping he will move.. geram sgt i when and go said " if i dun wan to dot force me!!" there goes my goody2... i was doomed.. well i think.. bcoz i feel that im doomed.. well watever..

so i wan to say maya thankz fo your tips.. i bcame so quiet got few pic but it wasnt really that power likes yana nor hers.. i prefer self potrait pics jerk.. right or not??
hmm...and agaiins THANKS FOR MAKING ME STIICKY TO THE SONG YOU GAVE ME..!! well only one song jerk the SAmpai meuntup mata.. omg.. cat stop thinkig of the song seyy..
now i my skul the most hit song is now 'one last by taufik batisah' my hp became rampasan seyy..lolz

alamak penat dok!!! type panjang urgh !!!malas sey klw ginii

omg.. this week is so stressing i cant ctach up man.. and i have been really slacking off shaheed is catching me up i cant do this// i have to be up a head.. i know i could do better.. i wan to work harder..

urghh/!!! aaha..
!!!

ok.. this week i forgot wat happen..
ouhk ya baba gave me his laptop so now i can do my own work in this patop and shaheed can use the old one.. then again.. he got his mac.. when his company gave his new laptop im going to take that mac.. muahaha!!! kwangx3..!!

ok.. so im so carzy for those high sneakers.. the orange and dark bluish and black!! mama shaza nak!!

talkd to yana and mint and aisyah for a while.. its was fun it made me happier i less missing spore..it was funny..lol.. but seriously the conversation is like silliness sey.. hua hua hua.. i love that.. mint lg boleh melayan.. mepekz..we rock the convo

then went out wif mama when buy stuff.. the macdonalds.. i love the mcflurry.. yum yum..

talked with mama bot the sstrhd my education the ppl..

balik log in lg.. then talk to peeps..

then uat assigment..

ok.. now im nt myslef as im chewing my shirt..
hua hua hua..

tgn tk btol..
why?
bcoz im eating creal at 716PM..
hehex..
advise: never drink coke cherery coz u might be drunk like me
and eat creal in the morning not at 717PM coz u might b crazy..

woott!!>..
haha

ouhk ya i forgot.. sprinfg is awsme.. wooh oo its like the sun is so out.. and we can like picnic under a tree.. geek dok.. fell free.. srious.. im telling u,... uh maju oik..

im am so tired.. this week is so tired.. it was so busy..

monday:
nothing much happen i think..
cant rememeber..

tuesday:
since ive been here thing like this always happen i have no idea how.. i mean like WTH.. thses girls are so diffrent.. ok A said to B that C told A that B love some guy.. well thetruth is non of them are true.. but then gain all of the sudden D strted to involve in this and she said that this stuff they akways mention her name.. butr then again D was so not involve D was the one who came to search for trouble.. D's bf was so pissed that we(me and her) kept saying stupid.. hmm.. there all strt swearing and all.. omg..

Wednesday:
i sort things out.. i told B to talked to A and they did. Well i dared B to talked to C.. and they did .. i was hhapy.. now its betwwen A and B omg.. the tchr saw the whole wat he call drama but too bad i wont tell the drama as the drama end.. im too lazy to tell the drama.. then again.. everthing when fine

Thursday:
everything when fine i think.. then it was so busy i was so tired then again..

Friday:
science fair .. it was tiring,. it was frwaking and scary.. sort of.. i was tired.. now im all overwhelmed.. im so worn-out.. so this happen school when per normal.. i had to make my ever first speech to the parent.. it was great to be put the hand together for me.. i bet it must be my oarents who did the first clap.. hmm.,.. so the judge juj witout us.. then later with us.. then thungs over we talked.. we had fun.. now im a bit socialized with the kids xpecially the boys well nit really most is with the grade 5 and 4 etc.hasan,walliyullah,omar,saleh and muhannid...thses are grade 4 til 6 kids.. the grade 4 girls are close too.. then we had the bake sale. me and zhara went the whole school advertise lol.. it was fun.,. then did stuff then hasan told me the story: he saw my mom as me so he pushed her and said" move!" my mom turn and he went :0 =.=' typical him.. hahax.. so theses days i cant help it.. somtimz i kept on string and this guy.. i dunno y but seriously its just digusting.. ape tah td lagi i went ti get sumtin he was in the classroom alone so it was between him and me.. i took my stuff and ran off so fast.. i was thinking wats wif me..?wats all this stuff sey?? i bet the sister know more about thses stuff..hua hua hau...oh ya.. didd won the scienc fair but atleast i got to the 2 nd round.. its all about having fun,pleasing Allah and knwing more.. its not bout winning..


man.. i have too much in my mind that i oculd not thinkinn im takin my day off and tomorow im goin to strt workin.. i got government stuff even to do .. hmm... i wish i can gather every single sisterand talk to them..


Missed,,

ever since mama told me that we are goin bak home i kept on thinking of the sisters they kept on playing in my mind.. i cant forget them well xcpt at school as im focusing on my studies.. and cant beleive that they are not here anymore.. wif me caring me for me ..advising me .. tlking to me.. text msging me.. i have been really eager to go bak to spore since then.

people say when somebody is not there wif u then u feel how much speacial or importanat that person was.. i guyz they were rite..

*wipe tears*

these days i cried even more every single day thinking of them .. missing them ..heaaring them ..seeing them.. looking at their picture dosent work ..

evrything strted bcoz of shiham and shazrah .. and the help of the song 'one last' taufik sang..

shiham and shazrah was playing wif the pillow humairah gave me the blue floower one and shazrah was holding the one afiqah gave.. i stared at the pillow humairah gave and burst into tears all of the sudden then now i everytime i hear the song 'one last' it will be the bonus..

i cant wait for the next 3 month anymore.. i can actually feel the misery.. only i can feel it.. no one else can it hurts alot ..painful then a guy dumpin me.. well thts an xmple..

i cant put in words as its too hard how much i love them.. its unxpressable.. words would not shape the feeling as its too hard.. now the only thing im hoping is the flight ticket to spore to go bak home..

the place where i will be wif them..

where they're there wif me.. laughing,having fun,smiling, and enjoying ourselve..and pretending there nuthin wrong..