okay so today was awkward. i came to school oh so quiet. not me right? kept quiet and laugh a little bit. asha and some other girls made my day. but usually asha. my tic tac toe buddy. when we're bored there u go tic tac toe and insults will come out. nyahaha. then later sped my lunch at the swing with anoosh about stuffs then sharif came and we had a liittle convo. aoosh was much of a flirt. hahaha. then hang with the other girls and the grade 8 girls ad guys had this " war" pathetic mucho. the grade 9 girls were like "go flirt somewhere else." then i had this headache bcos of the sunlight. then gym played soccer. ;D u all shud see my face. total embarrassment. it was so red.ouhk yah i got hit on a face. and i stink alot. XP then got reaally tired. reached home and thats all. log in the net. talked to syimir about stuff. he's like my everything i need. hes always there when i need help. then later the sisters will support me.he reliased too that i had change i wasnt the jolly me. the xciting me.. im not outgoing anymore. but like he said " kep on smiling dont focus on the sad part" he made me promise that when he see me hw wansn me smiling. woooah buddy there. well that made me smile. but not mile smile. im nt that happy ever since im in high school. watch hannah montana then prepared for buka. and study for french test and did my science.

wednesday is NO SCHOOL TILL NEXT NEXT TUESDAY.
SWEEEEET.
;D

pray for me.

so friday was quite awesome,but it will be better if sagal and dana went with us they cant cos they the principal said they cant grrr. so i tot i was late and for god sake i was wearing a skirt and running. ZOMGOAT how annoying it was. then went i reach school there was nt much ppl which made me not late. ;D so then later talk to people until nouran came and hang out with her, golly how i miss that girl. we walk here and there then we ran away from sarah hahaha it was soo funny. then i had to do work cos i volunteering. then things happen with me and him. XP anoosh called and she said " you guys are like best friend" haha well hope we could be best friend. the food during iftar was so yummy. soon at night nouran got high and i got half sleepy. i was the first persoon to sleep. the sleep was so peeaceful. the morning was like that. after that we wtch meet the robinson and listen to music and all. astagfirullah imagine that during ramandan. i planed to go back to sleep but plans changed. packed up went to the gym and played basketball. and went back home sleep until 2 and internet.

sunday was boring.
tomorow school. holiday coming up.
EID im going to toronto. yay mucho. can raya with the singaporean, XP

ps
i reliased i have changed alot. im nt me anymore and im not happy!!
RAAWWWR.

so yesterday nothing much really happen xcpt that i found out that the girls are crappy. it was xtreme lame. a girl backstab on of my friend or buds. which is bad. during ramadhan lagi. golly. then had a convo with AM and asha got mad. and i felt used im tired of beingn the 3rd person and xcuse moi. IM NOT AN OWL. im so happy that im mean and evil nyahahah. im lovin it. talk to sagal and nouran yesterday too. aww loving them mucho. i miss them so mucho. but we're goiing to meet them on friday at school cos there is this sleepover thingy. yay! they mad me laugh so much. well i got high there thats why. hahahha i gave them ideas to make me laugh.

TODAY,
hah. i dunno mucho happen. and so lazy to tell. went back home with shaheed and aisha. ibraheem walked with us till the end of the roaad. lawl dude made me smile somehow. and AM acuse me for copycatting his cell i beg ur pardon MR. i have no intension to copy u cos the phone is soooo not my dreamy phone nayahahah. back home talked to nouran and sagal and AM. then talked to sarah. THE HIGH SCHOOL CORRUPTED HER. :D bro. M ur scaring me and i will bring my science textbook. he said that i have prblm that he heard bot. ZOMGOAT. scared scared scared. shifa said that Abraar is nt like theAbraar cos there no more me and school is boring nayahhaha. i feel so loved. :D im so popular at school haha for god sake the school is so small evryone knw evryone. hahahahhahahahahaha. okaaay i thinnk thaaats all.


THE END.

xcited for tomrow. goiiing to meet my lovly fren
THEN CAN CAMWHORE NAYAHAHHAHAHAHA.
BEST!!

love you all.
xpeciaaly YOU SLENGERHOOD. ;D
&& specially AIN ♥
xoxo

ZOMGOAT.



today was so funny. i kept on laughing every single moment. these girls kept on talking bot the boys and making fun of them and all. hah! the boys helped them to make me laugh too. lawls. it was too fuuny. boys like zak,ibrahim, the GP(gay pervs: AM[ahmad]&ilyas)and yeaah. girs like anoosh,fatimah(Q),fatimah(K),rahmah,mariam and asha. poor asha man. i nooe that dude is so sicky sicky minded. no worries im going straight to his face and say "PERV" and tell him to back off. golly aisha u make asha's life even worse. why did u do that/ but things happen evrytone knows.


LAWLS.

okay my darlings. i had my sectary speech jus nw. zomgoat i nvr in my life got stunned like that i was so shaking big tiime and u can hear it by my voice. i have no idea what happen. that was soo un me.
well i survived. i nvr knew these seniors we so cool. they were awsoome. i need voes i strted late i didd knw i was able to run. RAWWR. pls pray for me sisters. i so want it badly. voing day is tomrow wed and thrs. many many days so pray for me before u brck ur fast cos thats when Allah wont reject the prayers. pls pls pls. theen im telling u my oppenent(guy) he is soooo cute .XP okaay shaza back to the topic.
i came ou frm the gym then this sis(i love her soo much) strt hugging me frm he back and said that was a greaat speech and i was soo cute (i was so short) and kept hugging witout letting o i jus smile and hug her back. i huged few ppl today. then the a candidate of VP was like u did greaat. and hugged me i cant remeber wat she said else and shes in grade 11. i was like woaaah. yay me. then i shook my oppenents hand and told her her speech was greeeat. but yeeaah. i hope i wiin man.. grr. got to go some campaigning thingy wish me best of lucck. wat else to say. i got many to say. RAWWR. but i gtg.ouh yeeaah last period played soccer.(yayness) and went back home hugged my 2 frens and ibraheem catch up with us and walk woth us until the end of the road. lawl. okay i walk with a guy to the end of the road with shaheed. from the back it look so wrong. haha. but i got to admit ibraheem is liek one of my close fren too. we talk bot stuff a fast argument and yeeeah. weiird dude tho. likes to dream bo stuff. he need a life. ouhk yaa i reliaes he had freckles on his nose. lawl afer 1 yrs i jus notice it last week. >:D

MY OPPONENT:

-Awaled.Grade 9
-Ayan.Grade 10
-Absyir(cute guy) grade 10

and theres me.so scaared.
ZOMGOAT<3




pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls praaaaaay for me.


P.S.
I LOVE ELOISE!!
kissy kiss.
:D

saturday was saturday i woke up at 12 like usual. then log ing the net until i cant remember when then i bath at about 3pm. mama and shiham came back from the library adn bough few books and video. mama borrowed frecky friday, eight below and elouise for chirstmas.

ZOMGOAT!


im soo crazy for eloise!! grrr. i so so so love that girl. she make me go hiigh! i loove love love her.
the movie was so cool. and make me fly way way hiigh. well the movie was my type of movie. i kept watching the movie over and over again. at niight i did my French homework and log in the internet agaiin.
currentnly talking to chris.

lately i have been thinking.(since i watched elouise)
thinking bot my ideal guy. :D
he must be:
- charminng,
-funny,
-enjoy being with kids.
-willl always make me smile.
-a bit sensetive
-he knows went to get serious.
- a lil romantic.
-enjoy walking by the beach.
-and love to dance around and be silly.
- and act.

the dream guy is someone like bill from eloise. but people know theres no such thing as the "dream guy". these are all fAiry tales.
well i sound like i might as well get a clown but the guy i want is nt a clown type.

read yanys blog.
dear no worries we've been thinking the same way too. but imagine ur in my spot. i got seperated alreaady but u guys have always been behide my shoulder you guys were there when i need you. all of u were like my shadow and protectors and ppl go made me stand and pick me up when im down.

no comments.
my week is so weird. the girls are metally ill. and, they areeee like ergh!
no comments.
and im getting close with the guys.
and getting to knw ppl.

Somehow i enjoyed today. i came into the class and got chased by anoosh. HAH! too bad. im too quick. u cant even catch me. XP then later during lunch was the best. i enjoyed playing at the monkey bars, scanning the basketball court and commenting *winkswinks* then talked to people. we went inside for friday prayers and things happen so fast. i was lucky to have anoosh and maryan at school to enjoy my school days, thanks guys. later then went inside class and basically study. during gym was like =.=" i tried to stay away from it and keep the game going on. golly its just a game, a zahra u rock girl. the coolest player on the court. but khadijah u double rock i so love when she tried to fight back to fatimah. nyahha. it was sooooo dramatic and funny. but still =.="
school was over and i caught u both staring at her and smiling plus a lil laughing. seriiously dont try to make it obvious cos its completely obvious! boyss. and seriously what is yr prblm. that was practically random of u guys jus calling me out and strt talking to me and insulting my friend. get a life.

aniwaes.
i have already accpted huggies.
so come hug me people.
:D

aand i was hopiing for the best days of my life in school.
and to you.
be my friend lets talk and get to know each other, pls.

i knew he was going to come. he was the new guy in school. and i hate it! i hate when u came here. ure a snob man. plus u think ur all that. ibraheem maybe riight i dislike u going to this school. i thought u were going to merivale high. hrmph. i hope somthing happenn that made me change my mind. my friends have beenn talking bot u and the ilyas guy. and i just reliased that iylas ditch emran for you. ur bad bad bad! >:( why are you here agaiin? i was so happy with my school without you. but i was hoping something might happen that made me enjoy that u came to this school. ine thinng i was hoping is that u will change. im just talking as a friend and nothing more. my friends in OIS have been talking bot you and ilyas gosh and how annoying it is. ij ust hope they will stop and keep quiet bot it. and i so know ure secret dude. hah! shaheed told me. but he made me swear nt to tell anyone. cant believe it. but it made me laugh and smile. hah. way to go. =.="

okaay so todaay there were too much of him and the ilyas guy around. the girls kept talking bot them. frustrating yes. i sound les but im still interested in boys ok. theres limit to evrything. golly. i didd noe that my friends were that slow. i kept on ditching them and i guess there were okay bot that. next time walk faster. move quicker. >:(

i just hope that something good will happen tomorow. theres tos of things i want to make it happen in school and outside school. mayb the luckiest day of my life. =.="
ok i just dont have any topic to talk about.

and happy fasting evryone.
RAMADAN kareem.

i like school today. mariam and anoosh were talking bot crappy stuffs. very very very personal stuff. and mariam could t stop making those jokes. all our food or drink came out from our mouth. its like PLEWFF. nyahaha. then gym was awsome. i so miss netball much much. then riindu kak2 netball. sob sob. later then we were like got sstoped and the gym tchr made us do these weird things. during ramadan we are going to have gym guess wat?! its a must! its in the curriculum. we have to sabar. then came dwnstair with khadijah,mariam and anoosh. thanks aisha for ditching me.

but this time its diffrent. how come? cos usually im with someone like with the sisters and with sagal or dana and sara. but this time its like im following them. its jus dun feel like me. i felt left out. sob sob. doa that wont happen agaiin pls.

shaheed got really really really hungry as he was fasting and guees wat i wasnt hah! XP later then at the bus i saw this guy. it was my second time we met on the same bus. well lets say he looks like mad and a lil like haris from dunman. :DD hehehehhe. i accidentally took the wrong bus but at least it stop in front of our house so shaheed would nt have to walk much. but it wasnt that confortable. so no more taking bus 172.
i got back home and mama asked me this

mama:" shazaa which school do u want to go to? aljunied or irsyad"
me: " why? whats wrong?"
mama:" no if u go to aljunied u will have to take an exam and wait for result. if u go to irsyad u dont need to take exams"

:OOOO
i like both schools. i dun wan to trake the exams but i dun really mind but wat happen if i didd make it. what happen if i had to go to sec 2. if i go to irsyad im automatically sec 3.im nt that confident that i will be able to pass it. thats why im askig ur guys opinion. i need help to pass this exam to get to sec 3 and be with the ssthrd. i dun mind going to irsyad cos i have rusda,farah,malsa,aiin and the othr ppl who knows me( as if XP ) but its a hard decision and time s runninng out fast.
my opinion: if i go to aljunied take my exams and if didd make it irsyad is my choice but i dont kow if that is possible. do guys have any ideas or comments? i need to hear from u ppl ASAP! pls help me out.. if the sisters are willing to teach me evrything u guess have learn and i might pass the exam i can see u guys. or else its irsyad it is.


People who were missed
-sisters.
-rusda.
-nenek and atok
-malsa.
-farah.
-haris.
-sagal.
-sarah.
-dana.
-habbo people,etc: alex,ash,ratch,demon,nicole,shay,bla bla bla.(XP AIDS hearts;)

i thinks that all that are in my mind.
& i can nspeck french haha. lame that jus came out.

my boring life.

so the weeked was awsome. there nt much homework and it was so free.
but i got tired with these nagging bout me being in the computer too much. but im telling u im nt.
i jus dnt get my parents. its like urgh, im strting to ignore and try nt to talk back.

on friday night talked to crappy ammar. haha man u rock ar. tell me whoese ur victim orites. i want to knw. ad farah thanks for forciing me to go to the washroom klw tk. haha

sunday:
mom told me to got to his bbq.
comments:
bored!
met new girl.(forgot her name but noe her brother)
then met tchr sarah and nusaibah.
brother mohammad ditched us there so we went back home wit tr.sarah and brother omar.
We had ice cream.
it was yummylicious.
aisha called me ad got confuse as she wasnt sure if that was me,
why?
cos she said my voice has change much more like a girl.
>:o
then i reliase that i have been usong alot of english then malay.
nightmare nightmare nightmare.
too much influences.


to my sisters:
help me survive school gimme tips
pray for me. that i will have a wonderful school days.
:D

okay.
so 2nd say wasn't that bad.
i really to like the tchrs, the class was so funny. cos the tchrs try to make us stay alive. and not dead and turn to zombie. i did alot of laughing during islamic studies. the guy tchr really made me smile and enjoy school. may Allah shower him with rezki and bless him. then lunch we were blanked. until we met mariam,aisyah and a i forgot her name. then she brought us to other grade 9 girls that we hang together. then solat zohor which i then reliased i lost the phone!
panic panic panic ar!
the whole 2hr(2 period) cant focus much nk laugh pon tk btol. then told admin and asked she told me to try go search at the feild. guess wat i found it. thank u Allah. was gald gald gald.
then me and shaheed decided to go to McDonald. haha klkar ar. ppl looked at us funny. imagine la walking sitting and hanging beside a guy. ppl think lain mcm mane. i try stay normal. hahabut its fun tho going back with shaheed. so reach home and did homework.
thats all.

my timetable is like 5 period nt including lunch and prayers. 1 period= 1 hr, mcm fun gitu.
XP
anoiwaes talked to dad jus now talked bot stuff ikit.

Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
anyway, tadi I went to McGill's computer store
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
I saw iMAC...desktop
09. Shaza Is Captivity, says:
oooo.
09. Shaza Is Captivity, says:
sweet
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
he...he..... u know what?? I was thinking of you and the kids
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
I said to myself...probably I want to set targets for u
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
if you made certain achievements, like As in all ur subjects
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
probably can get one iMAC for you...
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
:)
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
:)
09. Shaza Is Captivity, says:
ooooooo.

yay!! haha.=.=

to the sisters.
BLOG UP LAR!
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!
syg syg syg you all.
i wish u guys were in my school with me.
hearts;hearts;

let me tell everyone this,


I HATE MY SCHOOL!
ITS LIKE A REHAB!
the school is like so confusing,
plus there is no bells.
and its dark.
the desk are so tinyn and nt enough.
AND they said 35 something like that is a big nnumber of pupil.
hello!! my old school got like 40 ppl ok jer.
AND the girls are so snobby and eek! i dont want to talk.
i want to go to a public school.
help me!!

jus cant wait till dec. best ar.!
i hope things change. i hope the school is okay.
pls doakn for me my fellow beloved AssyBowls.
URRRGGH.

the only thing i like is also that i take the transportation
going to school. no more like kid kid.
i like abraar better then this school.
and geeky shaheed agrees.



help me pls.
heart; heart;

I WANT MY SUMMER BACK!!
SCHOOL IS REOPENING!
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

I HATE HATE HATE SCHOOL!
I WANT TO GO TO BELL WITH DANA!
URRGGHH.,


hope there cute dudes tehre.
XP
hearts;

ill make my post short this time,

yan no worries i agree. man connected seyy.
i noe ey. wat loners.
BUT! no worries we'll find a guy to drool over orites.
ok Whateverlah.
Diyana Rocks!

WE Rocks! ♥

parents are weird and odd ppl.

ok so yesterday i stayed home and played roller coaster tycoon the whole day. im telling you it was fun fun fun.and at night played this online trivia game thingy. also fun. and the night was cool and the sleep was wonderful thank you god.

TODAY
played roller coaster tycoon again hehe sampai zohor then prayed and continue a lil bit when baba scolded me to get ready as we were going to my school. he was going to show the way and all so i wouldnt get lost and ready for school. well school is like less than a month wish me luck and happy selalu pls. the trip was quite ok. then the second bus we took was too crowded and spot some skater dudes. lols well this skaters aint that cute. the cute ones are always bonus. stick that on ur mind girls. later then spotted beach boys. nyahah well they were wearing like beach shorts so i assume that they're beach boys. the cute one was wearing brown(same as me) standing right beside me. so i ignore trying to focus on my song.nyahahah. then later went back home drop at the bus station to get me a bus pass. i was hoping the pic will look good. but no. like always all passport pic sucks. then baba bought me cheetos(tho i cant eat it) i told my parents i wan to go home first (so i can play roller coaster tycoon[got addicted]) and went back home and of cos played roller coaster tycoon till mom dad got home. dad got a new cell for me. yay! well technically he said it was the family, but duuh im going to grab it and used it. and the number for the phone kn style tau tau tau 613-858-8693 woohoo! recognize not?and YES MOI BDAE! lols. hehe . then later on i got mad with shadi cos he ate my pancakes so i hit him i got scolded when into the room and gor frustrated. i dashed into the bathroom nk ambik ablution but then realised i cant pray! 2 MORE HR SEYY!! goshh! then this that bla bla bla and played games kt miniclips.com and ow talking to my cousin which made me frustrated kt 2 ppl. so i wan to make a comment

PERSON 1: you stay off and jgn perasan ehk! alamak. go get ur own man!
PERSON 2: some man u are.! mcm pompan lg kuat gfs ku ume! kental ar ko! *tongue out*

and dah,
and ouhk ya. i so meant wat i said bot my topic
so long ppl.
syyyyyyg sume.

Create your own Friend Test here

life is surprising. yesterday was like i say piggshly pig. but then we went perfect. after letting everything from my chest well it went well.

YESTERDAY

after i watch tv, mom told me to follow her to the mall. so i did. then later i had a caramel latte temptation. well i guess it brighten up my day. while i was waiting for mom& slurping away, all of the sudden the song from 'hairspray' pop into my mind and yes the cafe played the song that was in my mind. well i smiled and sort of laughed. and had pizza and went back home. mama this time well she didd took my lap at night and allow me to play during the night. i had fun arguing with my cuz,Jinan. then i talked to several ppl. malsa made me really really crave for gummybears. ain made me go high and smiled too. then talked to haris and again a weird feeling came by. told him and he made me all those bad stuffs and brought a smile to my face. thanks. so these ppl really bright my night.thank you.

TODAY
shaheeds party was today so woke up early and help mom. and then watch 'hot chicks' with dad & the others. i have no idea why i kept watching the show after realizing how i hate that movie and how stupid it was. after that i got worried that maybe shaheeds friends might nt come.but then they came. so i helped mama put and cik azidah too. the food was so so so i have no word to describe it. the cake was oso yummy too. then i told shiham to download hsm2 and yay! i prefer HSM2 rather than the first one. it was awesome awesome awesome! like it like it like it! the songs too. troys a jerk. and shifa admit that Lucas(ryan) was cute. well when hes nice yup yup yup he is cute. sharphay was again at the end admit that " troy you are a good guy, i like you better than i like me, *gasp* i didd just say that" i have no idea wat to talk bot now. i think thats all. after HSM2 i lil camwhore a bit and here i am. i think thats about it.

and friends update pls!
&& i really really really like beautiful girls by jojo.
iim being weird am i?

im frustrated wiith everything today. i cant believe that im mad. the day was suppose to be the day of yay yay happiness.! today my day was so like piggishly pig seyy. the only thing i like is again the weather. the day was so sunny yet windy a very good time to swing outside at the park. i feel like going to out to the park agaiin after sending the babies to the pool. but now why i so hate my day.

1) Someone ate my pizza that i was saving for buka. and a very large pizza!!
(suspects: - Shaheed)

2) I was in the bathrom and i found my hershey inside shaheeds pocket! BODOH ar kau. i was saving that choco ar!

3) 2 of my choco is missing! i bough 4, i gave shiham then shaheed took one the other 2 i so dunno where is it ar! mepek ar! use my money sumore!

4) i found out someone was snooping my lappy! DOUBLE GERAM OIK! where's my privacy ar!

5) i was feeling really crappy the whole day and was hoping to talk to someone. so IM the other person but didd reply. i was hoping that that person will cheer me up seyy but no!

6) mama's going to take my lappy during the night seyy! i enjoy going to the net at night ehk!

7) im suffering a shoulder ache sey!

8) i hate bringing the kids to the pool, mama told me to go and she pakse me.

9) she said we cannot open the laptop the whole day. well wat do u know im opening it! plus im nnt lettig u take my lappy mlm2!

URGH!! see there my day!! now its only 415PM i cant wait to see wats going to happen until mlm! URGHH!!

wednesday

hang out with my canadian gfs, sarah couldnt make so SCREW HER! i hate hate hate you!! ok so aisha came to my hse and we plan to go together. i was suppose to meet at parking lot but there were change of plans. dana IM me to meet at her hse. but i have no idea where her hse is. and aisha was being know it all and said she think she do. so i said yes. bt then we got sort of lost so we dial her up and said we will wait for her outside zellers near the parkiing lot. me and aisha waited and talk and laughed until 1 hr we felt as if sumtin was wrong so we tried look for her. while we went inside she came and we didd notice. then there was this dog that kept on barking. haha it was so funny.then we try dial her and she was at home she came and we weren't there.plus she was crying then aisha was being smart and we wet to go find her hse. we walked bot 45 min met few ppl and found her hse. dana was thrilled from her hse to the mall she was laughing like mad. she told us to quit making her laugh. how am i suppose to make her laugh if she kept creating stuff to make joke of. then the whole trip was super fun! usually if i go to the mall, i feel like putting a towel on my head and go invisible. but this time. no i ignore ppl around and jus laugh chilled and walk. made faces mock ppl and all. haha. then bought stuffs and hang out. then got back my leg was annoying. got back drank milk.
i didd enjoy much that night ok.
fasting today mom didd woke me up and SO HUNGRY.

p.s.s.
orites rusda dear. read ur post sape aje. btw i cant really much think of a time maybe sat morning at 10-11? ok?

yesterday i slept super early, i slept at 12. then bangun teros buka computer.
ape lg kene marah lar. haha later kemas uma jap then mon&dad gone i turn on the lappy and go online.
i talked to skin and rab.
then told skin what happen yesterday. haha. shes the first person to know. nak tau ask her.
klkar kn skin. serious ar can go die seyy. go get life. skin aku bilanng de age aku so aku can attack de. shud i post the convo or nt? haha.
ehk skin if u wan him , ambik ar. aku tk kesah. ade org laen aku nk.
XP
bilang aku tau klw ko nk.
then talk to to rab and the other person.
i like talking to the other person. the person always make me smile. althought de mepek.
then talk to rab lg satu person that made me smile.
&& maya AKU LG TINGGI DR KAU! hahaha joking2.
&Rab jgn dare gigit pipiku. nnt tkde org nk pikat kt aku. aku bunuh ko dulu sblm ko gigit.
then mandi.
then masok alik.
all of the sudden. everything was awkward. too awkward.
mom&dad alik did few chorus and the keciks went for swimming like wat they do evryday.
sume org mcm chill jer,
then masok internet itu ini. then dah.
here i am~~

lalala.

ok yesterday we clean up the hse cos someone was coming over.
the makan was super sedap.
then me and my adqs2 bobal from one topic to another,
we were making o much noisy as we were laughing our butts off.
the moment reminds me of laughing with my frens as we talk from one topic to another.
haha sumtims my siblings rawk my arse.
then back to the laptop.
myspacing and frenster.
then read a book. all of the sudden emotional feeling attack.
all of the sudden i felt sad angry rejected depressed.
i felt as if i was a loner.
its as if i need someone to complete me.
weird talk right.
then i will like to thanks skin and wan for being my ears jap.
cos skin let me let go all the anger in me & wan for advising&making me smile.
but next time im going to kick ur sory butt bila main pool. tk fair seyy!ok then
met new frens.
all the new frens sume cool2 xpecially farah from irsyad and the other person
farah sporting to the core. can mepek2 together while same goes to the other person.
gd luck to all the students yg ader prelims.

today,
mepek with the other person while myspacing and frenster.
then bace the same book which made me feel the same way only this time mcm sad but skjp jerk.
shessh. then camwhore alon and photoedit.
then myspace.
hehs~~
now im heree.
ok there.

the top unnderline sentence is like a confession orites.
and yan aku tk ambik ati
i know how anoyig it is to wirte my name
like many2 times.
hehs.

lets make this shorton what i did today
**talked to yana in the morning.
*then spend time kt internet
*later wasnt feeling well
*read book and had ice cream
*i got better.
*photo edit.
*internet.
*talked to dana and sarah bot out outing.
**then talked to rusda.
*myspacing&frenter
*talked to syafiqah&rab&shiran&min&sagal
*myspacing
*then myspacingIM
*talked to mat&bullet
*myspacing&frenter

rusda bobal gan kamu gerek banget.xpecially part desperate guys. hua hua hua. klkar lar.
bobal lg jom. nnt balik kte meet up ok?

whiLe i was talking to shaaa, i feel as if i was talking weirdly weird. i have no idea. and remember our plan. mayb ure right we should get yana first. then later we do on maya ok? & sha im going to get u back. u noe what im talking about. (hint: nudges)downloaded few national day songs and other songs. view here and there. and got ready to go to the library.

spend the journey with the mp3 and taking care of shazrah. the no of borrowing: UNLIMITED. i can borrow as many books as i want. yay more book and less nags. we went to grab sumtin to eat and i insist that i want to go to Starbucks, but noooo. spend the rest of the journey home listening to the mp3 and reading the books i borrowed. andn i also discovered that my dad has a weird taste of music. grown ups annd just sometimes to weird to b understood by.

later then i chatted with syimir and shira. lols it was fun fun fun. he killed the fish! and 080108 and i had fun talking to her. tho we're nt close i still thinkn that u rock my socks, but my sister rocked way more. it was fun talkin to shira. kecian ko kene panggil mami jarom. nvm i no emint mmg jahat po but i totally agree with him ahaha only ur a junior and has the rawr of spongeboob. hehes hope to talk to u again,

labels:
SUMMER BREAK DESCRIPTION:
boring, but if the sisters were here with me it will b super fun. jus cant wait til DEC.!

Im in love, so in love. eeeeekkkk!! i never really xpect baba to buy it for me. although i wan another type but wth i still got it didd i? i so want to scream. but i cant. well i have no much story that dad is back home i got many gifts. and im hapy bot it. im growing up. school is reopening soon. jus cant wait to go back. yan mentioned bot the school jus now while talkin to her. i so dont have any idea wat to do now. all of the sudden, its just that things change, i feel diffrent. and somehow i feel as if im in love.

stay in touch follks,
luv you all.

i made a video it looks much more better in my computer but its so hard for me to upload it in my version but at least u guys got to see it.


Press here to see the video.
if u cannot see iy do email me.

the weekend was D-U-U-U-U-U-U-L-L-L-L-L,duuuuuulllll. shaheed and me and the other sisters got this huge fight while mama was away. he did to go get some chill pill. mulot da lah mcmm pompan. sheesh. on sat i was expecting either the sisters to come onnliine but no. then soend my tine talking to braem and sending ppl comment kt frenster, still bored. nuthing special much.

well yana did blog up, at least i know whats going on but i didd get the chance to talk to u ppl.ur post was really nice.it made me so wanting to see u guys. i so want to be in the performances seyy dikir barat lg! pls can u tape it klw boleh the whole muslimah day.. plsplspls. about the business thing well i guess they derserve it better then you guys. but congrats u still won for highest score. or sumtin. so congratz. u guy may have work too hard. darn i wan to cry but i cant cry. it really did touch my heart.

YESTERDAY

man im quite bored here now. after typing uo the most perfect post the wireless got cut then shaheed shut down the laptop and there u go the perfect post.*poof* lets make it simple. yesterday i went to the mall with mama bougha blue stripes dress for 9.99 bcoz of the sale as the original price was 19.99. then on the way home saw a cute lil bunny rabbit and reach home did my prayers and edited few old pics. will post up kt friendster soon. then watched She's the man. i noe i got outdated. but wth i wacthed it didd i. the movie was awsome. i wan a quite sensitive guy too someone like duke too but not too sensitive. and GO VIOLET! there.

the dress,

read yana's blog. poor you girL. been there but hit in on my head. bad memories. plus it was bleeding and i had a fever bcoz of that fall. GET WELL SOON! and helo iyan!

farah: i have been thinking bot it. but ill try to reconsider that back. and hope ur not irritated anymore with those ppl the other day. and ouh yah. one of the irritated part(hint: sha's companion) 3 words, what the heck. lols but u cracked me up. thanks

there u have it, the pics during the U.S. trip. it was lets say tiring. but at least u ppl are satisfied with it. i have nothing to tell except that im bored and i want to go back home. there nothing to do. mayb this is one of the disadvantages of holidays. hahas now im inside the room and i can hear lil puppies bcoz shadi(tom) and shazrah(lucky) are barking and its so annoying.!! aand every single day, i had a fight with shaheed.today was even worse i cant hold anymore.i burst so loud inside that my outside could hear it. i let go every thing to safwan(thanks for hearing) and the only advise he gave me was "jus ignore it" mmg bdk laki lambat mature. sheesh. but thanks. and guess wat it worked.! yay! no more fights with shaheed. i tried my best to stay away from him. i just cant wait till baba get back home so i could get my own laptop back! i miss it so much.and im waiting a present from nenek. and congrats cik nana. ure getting married this sunday. i read the sisters's blogs. haha i wan to comment lar.

diyana: ehk u go girl kepp on updating. i just realized something,every single (mostly) ur post got my name, yay, hehes. make me feel that u ppl never forget me. thanks.

maya: GO UPDATE LAR! i like her stories. very xciting.tho its bot u. Xp

farah: hahas keep on updating.

fifi: ehk ko nie chill lar ikit.

kak rob: GO UPDATE LAR!!

006
-NY
we continue goiing around,but this time kak hidayah and abg amri ader to go with us. we went to united NAtions,then went outside theres a tiny park it was so windy! windy enough that ur hijab can fly like a flying balloon from your graduation.then we all got separated kt grand central.then we went back to the hotel and start our journey p a place i forgot the name but this time we slept kt someones house.haha that house gelak to the core i cannot stop laughing bile npk shaheed sampai lompat2 atas sofa! (hint: cats) then slept.

007
-the someone house
makan de punye sedap. melay habis. org malaysia lar kn. then later p this university. punye byk hill malas seyy nk naek. abih balik pastu continue jalan. we went to Philadelphia. nie blom bored of highways lg. but we only went around looking places through the car cos they were too many ppl. from there we went to washington DC.reached our hotel and chilled.

008
-Washington DC.
so far i only like is the air conditioner there & also the subway man its awsome!! the place was so hot! u can get dehydrated there. and there we walk here walk there. penaat seyy.. well saw all those places then tk sabar skali nk balik hotel.agaiin chilled.

but before this in the morning bobal gan yana. hahas mendak punye tk. then main true or dare haha klakar lar. then thank yan aku dpt tdo balik.

009
-Washington DC to Toronto,Canada.
that was our plan, nk balik canada(NNOOOOO..!!!) but they stop in this place somewhere we didd know.tido kt holiday inn t

010
-going to toronto.
we stop at virginia i think and went to the museum of play. two words for that place SUPER FUN! giler oik that place was so awsome. the only place where u only play! best tau..then p toronto. we stop at my mom's fren'syounger sisters house then went to cik mohd nor & cik rahidah(i think taht her name)'s house the house mcm kt spore oik. terase suasane kt spore. tkle tahan. kak syafiqah was super freindly. then i slept kt bilik de using my portable dvd i watch janji diana. then tertdo.

011
-toronto.
the sleep i had was sedap oik! that was teh best sleep ever. bangon jerk sume dah ready. nk kua rumah tu kn mcm susah sgt sbb terlalu best. then went to a fren house then p niagara falls. ader rainbow. and there were no golden pot there under teh raibow i went super close and there we nuthing. hmmm.. took a oat to go near the fall. mom start making noise when we went nearer to teh fall bcoz there were mist and wth join lar aper lg. then other ppl start making noise too., the trip was unforgettable. went to back to the house only for a while went to another malay sporean house(kt toronto byk malays sporean, best mama plan nk raye kt toronto. dpt suit raye jugak arr..) then tgk bola kt situ Argentina vs Brazil. almaak klakar seyy the match. me and shaheed were laughing like mad. all the adults were looking,we tried to stop but it was too funny. meanwhile i was ear dropping the adult talking. the host dulu teacher kt alsogoff. how he describe his class and the school klakr mcm best. he even pity the girl yg school kt situ bcoz of the principal something like that.i over heard how the alsogoffians were,mcm best gitu. hahas.
then balik tk tdo. first ader chess tournament lar konon. then drg nk tgk harum sundal malam. ibut i watch surf's up kt lappy.the turon p basement tgk akeelah and the bee dgn yg lain slowly kak syafiqah tdo then dina then shiham pastu syaheerah shifa and me tgk sampai abiz then tdo.(during nk tdo tu ader cat incident lg. hahas)

012
-toronto-ottawa.
tgk tipah tertipu the movie pastu tgk smebilu 2005.then bbq lg hahas. best the hse mesti ader jer best stuff to do. then continue tgk tv. abih kene balik. SHAZA TK NK BALIK!! serious mcm nk nangis. i didd wan to go home bcoz i love that hse. that place. hrmpph. then p ottawa then balik. klw baba tk payah balik spore, boleh dok sane lame2. hrmp!then balik.


ok dah abiz update, tk tau ak 12 days seyy.. hmm
ok skg the my holidays aper jd.......

the new story---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

baba was off to spore. cik nana dah nikah. congrats. then itu ini. hari tkde pape jerk, mendak mendak selalu.

14 july,
ader gathering kt umah cik jah. so most of it kt situ org kelantan. then dok makan turin bawa tgk tv. sampai magrib abg2 tuon nk solat. pastu ader naek atas yg lain stay kt bawa. haha they put all the lil kids on their shoulder then jalan2 lar. then got this girl p kentot kt muka abg tu hahas the whole basement was full of laughter. klakar habisan. hahas. then ader this one abg,the similar dude yg ader every gathering i went de ader. main stare2 pulak2. i have no idea y i diidd stare back lame2 nnt terbagi salah msg. i ran downstair gan bdk2 lain lar. biler ume dah nk balik i had to go up. alamk disaster seyy. i tried my best to just stay a hidden place lari dr sume org ok tk logic.phm2 jer lar.

001
-conneticut
ok im warning u ppl this trip i spot tons of things. so from school went to the immigration.im telling you USA immigration are so complicated. they ask this they ask that,4 words for them that i sure to give them. TAKE SOME CHILL PILLS. and there we start to move. well i had alot of my random 000..aaa...wweee... moments bcoz i was being the typical shaza as always. here's what i spot. malaysia got too many kambings.america got too many horses. canada pulak got to many sheeps(i think). then we had our luch break or toilet break. then we spot alot of mountains and lakes and stop at george lake'town'. there was this tiny beach we stayed ffor awhile for prayers and dinner. nasi lemak lg. with the breeze are such a good combination.soon we were off. i spot 3 things there.too many mini golf.too many dogs.too many cute guys. XP no no seriously. u should go. hehes. me,shaheed& shifa had a mini race kat the petrol while waiting for the rest of the family to get in the car. funny sey. then we were off. we reached at harvard,conneticut at 12am.but i slept at 4.blame all on the internet ok. but that day best ar bobal gan the other.haha xpecially ader ain. kte org tgn plan nk bunuh org nie so mangse2 becareful.woke up at 10.

002
-new england
easy say. i went to a theme park where the justice league were born.thats wat it said. the day was SUPER FUN! i went upside down at a very high position for 4 sec. but i dun feel anything. tu yg tk best. mcm klw rollercoaster,u usually feel the feeling bile nk turon from a high position tp nie tk. alaahh understand understand lar.

003
-boston!
went to this place call harvard seminary. the place was neat and small and white. me and shifa was imagining how cool it will be if we own it. and invite friends over and bla bla bla,which we know it will never happen. i got totally fed up cos it was so boring. then we went to this hse,mom and dad did a lil chat with the ppl who stay there. one chinese-sporean the other ume arabs. then we went to boston! my favo. place where arts were supported and shopping were unexpected. hah! lols the place was terrifically perfect for me. i run here.i run there.it was just too speechless.but before that we went to harvard U. first i didd have the mood to do all this roaming things and taking picture tak tau knape jerk dah ok. ape lagi lari sane lari sini ar. again i was being the typical me, my ooo...aa...weee..moment happen. seriously oik i recomand the siters to go there. jom kte p harvard jom!then went to the bookshop where i quote that " baba shopping buku macam mama shopping baju" but seriously the bookstore gerek oik! its was too antique hah! then p makan abih shopping! i spot sumtin. the subways are weird and the men are wannabes.and i bough a grey sweatshirt.

004
-stamford
whole day travel to get to stamford sampai hotel teros baring.!the whole night tgk fresh prince kt nick boring giler! keep on changing the channel creti best2 ume dah tkde.then tdo.

005
-NY.
lets say it was SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER busy. i hate NY. it was perfectly not for me! i only like the shops jerk.and theres bubble tea there too..saw the empire state rebuilding. and the ppls look at us semacm. oh well then bough a red sweatshirt.ouhk and i wen to America nature museum. remember the night at the museum. kt situ lar. i love the other imax about the milkyway sumtin like that . it was so real. then during the dinosaurs i feel a sleep kt situ jugak k le tahan seyy.. i got scolded by dad for sleeping. its too hard to resist. the sleeping was too ...tempting, hahas.and we went around for awhile.

to be continue
day 006 to 010.

i guess they must be really buzy TO UPDATE.. *sigh*

so on tue, went strawberry picking but oly the arabic speckers went.so arabic speckers there were 6 girls and 3 boys but only 6 girls and 1 boys went coz shaheed didd want to go cos there were only 3 boys then emran didd came to school.then we rock the bus, we went with the JKs & SKs well i was xpecting it diffrently. the ride was so dizzy cos the lil kids were makign so much noisy. but then the tchr starts singing so wth we join. (: we rock the songs the kids were sos hock to see us. then we reach the farm. we sat waited a couple of mins ad we went picking it was nnice we got to eat strawberry annd the berries we so sweet. it was so hot. hotter than spore. i agreed alot with sarah the weather here is so weird. when its cold. its so cold. went it hot it going ot be so hot. i almost got dehydrated. then went to the park and head to the park and WATER SPRINKLERS.!! the other girls changed in the bathroom at this place there were barely anyone and it was only us. well i got to xcited i danced around skipped here and there. maram did joined.(: then water fight, therewas this hill it was so hugh that you can see the whole park. went tehre and ran down it was awsome. the other sarah lend me her 'jump in' by cordin blue from hsm and keke i think frm akeelah and the bee. it made me&my sisters(by blood) intersted in double dutch. and also made me intersted into cordin's musics. die her.

wed,
lets make it simple that it was my WORST DAY EVER>! i had the most bad day ever.

thurs,
i beat the king of projects. muhaha like the tchr said " she slap you and call you suzy"muhah. i beat you in the projects..i will like to thanks the GRADE 5 for making my day. thank to their party, the gr 8 'cheesy' pizza party and sarah and dana for making my day. the girls planned to go to britianna park since dana and sarah didd wan to go(thannks to the pizza) they didd. we chilled and the grade 5s we cracked some jokes. mock ppl. insult some boys. and we disturb each other.that part was the best. then we were onn the way to class to check something out. there dana act as of she was so mad at her husband or someone.sarah and me were laughing like mad ad as if we were drunk. thenn we ran the whole school.upsy and downsy.then chilled again in the grade 5 then the pizza were given. and went outside. we went to the swing.talked about stuffs and went inside. clean up the class and byes2 to ppl. some we wondering to go to school. tomrow. well im cming to school for an hour. im leaving to U.S. tomorow. gonna miss blogger.and ppls.byes ppl.

three one to describe today..

FUN,FUN,FUN!!

well i started my day being sick i have this flu and sort of cold.. my nose was blue. tu lar shaza bace blog org lg byk2 psl drg sakit kn dah kene.. hahax..so i didd have any mood. i sat on my desk like a sick person and wished i could kill sarah cos she kept teasing me..(in a good way),then the most disliked girl in class fell from her chair and it cracked me. then sarah stop teasing me and the 0other started laughing as well i tried nt too laugh but it was too funny. Sorry! then everything when fine. practise the play with dana and then went outside. me and maram started to climb the tree while other started to follow. i wish i could go higher but i could'nt bcoz i dont think it can hold me that much. lucky maram got to climb high.then there was the STICK FIGHT! first it was like sword fight but i told them lets go and smack ppls butt with the stick.. it was so funny. the boys were all looking and we ignore like theres nno tomorow. hah! then we went inside and me sarah maram and sagal were against dana cos she kept smacking our butt and we could nt even smack heres. still planninngn to smack here.. im gonna get her. Arabic class was fast. all of us were rushing and the tchr deided that she was gonna taking us to go on a field trip. this was only for the arabic specker where there only 6 girls and 3 boys, :)(: its gonna be F-U-N why? cos we're gonna go for a berry picking anndthen water sprinklers and bringinng in my gun..muhahaa... we're going with the SK and the JKs which means shadi's gonna b there.. NOOOOO... but i think we're only taking the bus with him but nt with2 him. i think, then practise play again. then lunch againnn coz daa was making faces to nadinne while she wasnt looking. it was so funny, had student meeting was pissed withthisguy so much i almost burst. well i almost burst into tears bcoi was touch with this kid in the body.unlike that guy.. gosh some boys! son it was francais madam hanen wasnt there the pricipal sub for a while. practise play & the cried again thanks alot to dana, she made this "act" so freakishly funny that me ansd sarah was rolling on the floor. well technically we werent. the homeroom tchr with the report cards went he made a mistake..gosh thanks alot for the trouble. it was very intersting. gym i got wet thank alot to the grade 6! played the swing and then basket ball

gosh i have been sleeping the whole day, serve me right dah sakit kepale,the sisters ume dah start skol! HAH! in your face,but still we enjoy school right? i got one more week and its summer break.. and off me go to U.S. leaving on 29 till 12 july.. 14 days,2 weeks on the road,im gonna miss ya internet..*sob*

yesterday, parents'friend came by i was downstarirs i had to meet them up so i rush go btol kn my tudong, then i pull it back :)(: like my sisters was me too.. happy now?it was kinda easy i can see the world & made me feel fresh hehex.. but still i have not decide whether i shoud stick eaing like that,,

but then, mayb for me it was pullback but im nt sure for you guys,then camewhore

so will upload it soon orites,

imnt gonna talk much here..i was going to talk bot sumtin but i guess it slips into my mind.. *sigh*

and question to maya, did you upload pic?i wan to see.

and to the rest:

HAPPY SCHOOLING!!<3

im going to make alll the story long to short..im nt like yan too excited writing only 3 days story into a whole essay..(:

so the graduation, it was nice.. evry boy was dressing fine and every girl were dressed nice..there were too many speeches and too many flashes..then there were the slide shows gosh it was quite embrassing.. and then we had cake... yumm2..

on friday there was the $35 fundraisign dinner.. i came but i didd pay coz i was vonleteering.. gosh we had to babysit so me,nadina and aisha escaped and took the babysitting for the grade 2.. thats was even worst... the vonlenteers was only suppose to get pizza.. -.-" but that was nt fair muhammad got a job better than us and it was suppose for girls..!! we escaped again into the dining hall.. well we're not suppose to go eat cost it cause alot.. and we didd pay but still we ate the chicken rice.. and the strawberry spongecake was superior.. it was such a love.. then they put up the graduation slideshow,, saw some kid laughinng and saw us..,. it was embrassing,..

weekends talked to sha,, how i miss her..and something happen at night which made me thought of something.. it made me feel to say this to that persoon..

you were always there..

you cracked me up..

made me smile ..

and always bright my day..

then one day i fall for you..

i always thot that it was stupid..

but then i reliased it was true..

you were too dumb to see..

you were too dumb to reliase..

and till now and then,,

so long watever..

cos thing change,,

and my life change..

i change..

ad so did you..

i nvr fall for you no more..

and till then..

we'll see..

-Shaza,

i noe it wierd.. hua hua hua..monday we went to our grad feild trip.. it was awsome.. but there will always have prblm.. then we hanged out at this place and i bought this ice creamm at diay queen,, its was luscious and thankz brother omar for paying it for me.. :)(:

well i spend most of the journey sleeping.. the girls hated me bcoz of that..m,uhaha..ouh ya theere was a race between our car(sulaiman's mom), boys no.1 car(brother omar), boys no. 2 car(bro.mustafa).. we won.. muhahaa,...

heheh..

and then here and there,.,nnow im busy with the student body planning. since there only one week to go,.,

the grad dinner,, went to school and went to teh dinnner with tchr hait while the boys(shaheed,shermarke,ibrahim and faris) went with tchr heifa,,lets say it was appealing.. :)(: then pranked our homeroom tchr and he got them easily i was only playing along kain drg jerk..hehe.. the food was yumm-liocious..then went back hoome with tchr heifa.. had a tiny race with sulaiman's mom.. we won.. hehex..

ENDS-

tue was quie funn tho me sarah and dana were so crazy.. i have no idea wat were doing.. each of us were given like a guy to be matched something like that.. for example dana was matched with emran why? bcoz we suspect he likes her..so evrytime emrans there it will be *cough* its too funy to see each other to blush.. well in my case i dun blush i laugh it was so funny.. mit was funny tho..so we playin away lolz.. soo then i was our graduation rehersal.. so we were given our position where to sttanddid it few times stiil there will always be laughter in between it.. we were wearing robes and everything..the homeroom tchr gave us a lil speech and dosent want to cotinue bcoz he will cry.. hes an emotional guy.. haha..

so today was SUPER fun.. hoiky toiky.. the "thinng" was still going on so we were doing our thing hua hua hau.. i kept on disturbig and irritated them annd they kept on saying " i going to get you","im going to kill you". its too funy.. so then nothing really happen.. we still have pur grad rehersal but this with music.. so did a few time.. asked questiioon there will be CAKE >.< ((:

so then nwen back to class and FREE TIIME.. played black shoe with nadine and dana wheere we have to step on each other foot.. they kept on atacking me.. HA-HA in ur face tk dpt.. i stiill won.. its just that i cat help it taht iim to good and runniing away frm u guyz.. haha jk jk..

there were few untold incident that that too embrassing.. i have on idea that person saw.. i swear... then annother incidrent happe haha..
!! poor dana.. ot was too funnny agaiin..then it was gym played hockey yay!!

so it was tied onen all .. yay me for scoring.. was to eager to attack the goalie.. sory goalie.. ine if the plyars hit my eyes with the stick.. it was an acident .. alhamdullilah nothing happen..

hen went bak to class and home..

END-

p.s. this week have been realy happy goig lucky for me..

feild trip outside teh town its on mondays.. yay..

so sunnday went to the park. had a picninc.. now i know y we were not allow to feed the birds.. thes seagulls were going crazy on us.. they were eveywhere around us and it was funy tho. saw dana said hi to her and continue doing my history. soon we had to go home. ba send the computer while i sat at home watching tv and logginn on the net..then came back..
got scolded becoz the house was a mess.. but seriously we cant avoid the hous ebeing clean..a fter 5 mins..i guarantee the house will look like a some trash throwing place. slept late as usual..i had to finish up my summarization for history. talked to people while i kept annnoyed yan.. btol tk yan?
hahax..well i was expectig someone but that someone wasnt online..
MAYAA!! HAVE A GOOD TRIIP>> YAN ENJOY UR CHALET>>

moday was scary ..i have no idea wat was goin no with me.. the tchr gave me the stare 3 times.. the face that says" whats worng with you?" ad that was not good.. i have no idea wat was his prblm.. a dtoday i had weird types of laugh... recees one was awsome i was talkig to zhara and dana.. we were rocking the convo seyy.. insulting the boys.. the we kept on saying ooo.. you like that guy.. oo.. that guy like this girl..thenn poped up sumtin that was so embrassing.. it was like
-.-" they sumtims do need help.. so lunch was evenn funnier.. maram broke a branch that hated girl was like " y did u do that maram? u will be ask on the day of judgement" lol it was true tho but it was funny whenn she say it.. then sagal reply "wat bot u, u will be ask y u sat on the innocent ant?" the she gave this hated face and un reasoable plus stoopid reply which i dun get it.. i was laughing the whole time coz it was so funny bot the convo then we tsrt the craziness agaiin.. gym was so awsome played soccer my team won and there were so many incnident that tiime.. i wish i could hurt the,mmm man.. it was so funny tho the match we kept on laughjong rollin fon the grass.. i kept on doig that i was crying when there was this part whenn we were goin gto score.. i kept shakin my hips bcoz i was imitating sagal and she kept on laughing2 and i think i saw her almost cry.. hahax..

back home did my works.. thenn was so tired i told shiham to wake me up in 5 minn .. ad she did i ahd my 5minn nap.. then xcaly 5 min she woke me up said times up mcm alarm clock.. then i told her gimme 3 min agaiin xcaly 3 mi she woke me up.. do want to knnow how i knonw bcoz she was watchig the clock i my laptio the whole 8 mins.. hua hua hau.. that cute lil girll.. hart her..

13 june: history last test
14 june: grade 8 graduation, final year examiation(language art, math and science)
15 june: award ceremony
18 june: grand field trip.. we;re going out of the city..
22 junne: grand dinner..fancy..

there goes my year.. the exam tchr told this monday then the thing was this thr wat do xpect giler seyy.. tk leh angat..
pennat tp the core..

man.. i miss this 2 particular un-named persons..

first person was that that person always bring a smile to me and always bright up my day.. i really enjoy talking to thet person but there few weeks tk npk that person online pon.. i usally on the usal time we usally talk the last mointhsbut now its as if we lost contact.. i dunno wat happe but it made me miss that pe\articlar person..

the other person was annother person that brignthern my day.. made me smile but still i like kacau that person.. that person is really awsome ..

my still do miss my sisters..and my nenek and atok too.. :(( and i miss my cousins too..
i miss hagoing out seyy.. i dun feel a life here.. sob sob..

today was carzie.. i cannot believe my dad actually cared about go here and there..

mama went to chicago this morning to her main office luckily baba rented the mini van yesterday so it was awsome for us.. so early mornig send her off got hot chocolate for us and went back home.. i went onlinne for a moment but then had to send shifa to her tchrs party.. and we were off to get some gorceries.. prentennd her and there jap.. hahax.. then baba wanted to see shaheed for while bcpoz he had his hockey tournament..
CONGRATS TO HIM FOR GETTING 3RD PLACE AND ONE OF THE BEST PLAYERS..
the girls kt sini tk sporting seyy.. i wan to play hockey ..>:(

soo nreach hoome watch accidentaly spy.. omg that movie is like wide open eyes seyy that part.. only this part..!! we were ewatching natural util that momet.. im tellig you me and shiham actually saw jackie chan naked.. really naked u can even see his butt.. but nt the fornt part.. we were screaming like omg.. baba came dwn to see wat was going on.. and it ws unbelieveable..urghh...u can go blind seyy..

took shifa frm her party,tchr sarah gave us double cheese pizza,had a friendly talk with one of her neighbour.. shes having chiense food tonight -.-" and went to shiham's fren pARTIE.. soon we wen to macdonald.. too many juk food today.. too many... slept and went online.. soon then kular lg.. ambik shiham.. then told baba to go for a drive jap so he went nearthe river.. and there was the sunset plus this one music.. made it feel like spore.. shifa agreed.. so took some pic.. tryig to upload the pic but cant,, maybe next tiime..it was os b-e-a-utiful .. u can see the rainbow ..


sarah jus im me and told me to think of the crew name..first i was like wat crew name..
thenn *poof* i got it. i was in a grp another grp and we were thinking of a name..
but then i have 2 grp of mmbers..
gosh..!!
canadians and sporean..
still i luv the sporian nbetter much much.. *kisses*
i love them but i only like the canadians..

28 jun e- 12 july leaving to U.S. summer vacatiio.. still i will tell every single thing bcoz baba will make sure we write bot sumtin wat we see, learn t only to describe it.. so no worries orites..
i miss the sister so mchh.. tonz muchh..
it has been a long time since i talk to them..
sob sob..
i WAN KAK ROB
FARAH
SKIN
FIFI
MAI
MAYA
YANA
SONE
SHA
AIIN
AISHA
.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:(((

and i think i miss this one particular personn..
i have no idea y but yah..

i should have blog every single day but only im too lazyy..hmm so lets see.. this weeks most talked is bot the end of the year ceremony which is yesterdy..

monday: it was the rehersal.. and that time the grade were so -.-" we nvr even oractise well we only did it once.. but still it was so boriing.. hmm then school doset seem like schooll.. there were few issue.. with the girl who thinks she all perfect.. ouh ya,, now i remember..

i feel like slapping her face big time.. it was gym so this girl who thinks that she WAS SO PERFECT.. started tyo show off.. i usally brough my hp to talk pic.. in my school taufiks song was the hit.. so my ho usally they pull evrywhere to hear iit.. so this so girl caot see someone better tehnn her.. she strt bring her so called camera+mp3+ sumtin else in it.. adn her original mp3 and srt showinng off.. durign gym she out it beside teh tchr.. and forgot it.. then she was omg i lost my stuff she went check the thing was nt there.. i told her it was ur fault for nt being resposible to ur own stuff.. she was like shut up and mind ur own businness.. i have my own right so i told her to back off.. and it was true.. some ppl did back me up.. i just left the classroom.. aisha told me taht went i left she acuused me of stealing that stuff..!! i was like WTH?! back off womenn i luv mine better then urs.. i nvr even bother bot her stuff seyy..she was sure asking for a slap..omg..
ok there..

i got AN INVITATION FOR award ceremony.. but the other classmate didd get one.. i think well first the tchr gave me so i thot i was intrble.. shifa said it too only 5 of her classmates got one.. 4 boys and her.. her tchr said thses ppl are going to get an award.. oo..


nnuthinng much ahppen then.. loaded with test.. took silly pic for graduationnn so ithing much ahppen the.. so friday was teh last day practise it all it was os perfect while practicing it was so funny..!!but when it was yesterday on the actually day it was a big disaster.. the computer cant connect to the projecter and everything was ruin!! *Sigh*

ok there..on tuesday was the cook off well it was suppose to b but it wasnt anymore.. for certain uknown reasons..so the tchr gave out the task..me nouran and aisha were in charge in fruit salad then dana heba nadiine maram were incharge for the salad.. all of the 6 of us were put in the science lab to do the stuff.. so we rock the the room.. we kept on eating the fruit without the tchr acknowledge..hua hua hau... so tehn we finish our job early an made the room look like italy restaurant we deco it like made. make it perfect.. fork there spoon here.. it was so fuuny.. haha..
then watch eragonn..aww.. mann.. it awsome!!then we eat till it full..the menu was lagsania with teriyaki chicken with salads..

the first thing durinng the ceremony was awsome.. me sarah dana and aisha were rockign the row.. we were the only ppl in the row bcoz its only for the grade 8 so we were laughing text mssging each other.. making fun.. hearign wat the boys behide us mocking the performance and commenting the show and the host.. gaga it was so funny..then he did our owns stuff and all.. i like the grade 5 show it was so funny.. the boys were so funny..

then had pizza for dinner.. then nwent back home..
this year bdae was nnnot fun as the last 2 years ones.. they were better..
now i noe how important the sisters were.. annd how much i miss them..they are always the best..they were always fu.. jeleous seyy the y wen to melacca.. man i miss the trip sumer. tk faiir..!! its hard to xpress seyy..

ok so it week have been nso tough for me every single thing is piling up.. well june os the last month.. pastu kn grad mane tk pack.. so did this did that.. iam so tired slept at bot 11 or 12 which is 5 6 hr sleep..still try to get some energy.. so at school aisha carik passal lagii.. i was not mad at her only she need to b taugh she cannt blame people things and never see her as the problem too.. all of the sudden she start being rude.. so for me i dun like ppl to get in my way so i sort of shouted at her bak we have this tiny oiutdoor fighting for 30 sec then i never eve go near to her,, loook who is asking for teh apology now lolz.. well that whole day nvr even talk to her nor look i noe i was in trble i shud have gone first klw tk dpt pahala byk.. hmm.. first i was serious about is she buy me 2 hershey bars, 2 pizzas and 2 lollys ill forgive her,, and she took it seriously i reliased that mintk maaf tk ikhlas seyy.. shazaa shazaaa shazaa.... so nutho much happen thinngs frm slowest got faster i have been rushing everywhere.. got the plan for grad and our feild trip ad dinner set up i was so awsome cant waiit.. then summer holiday!!! krg strt school aku strt holiday gerek kn.. yay!!! i over heard my mom talking but later she did told me she was wondering mybe i can work during the summer lar tp tu tk sure.. but wat i noe is shes sendig me to a babysitter course.. and is that good or bad?? mayb good coz if i get the certificate then nk babysit bdk senang kn so i can prove ti parents i took a course before so i could get xtra... $$ oooooo..... mom yold me summer nk p roung U.S. gerek nyer..!! then can go hang out camwhore stay in car for long hours and go sumwhere.. dad plan nk p washington
i wan to go either florida, california or NY... muahaha best yer i hope the best holis seyy..

my photogeraphy type the tchr wan to pic is silly type so i have to catch my classmates during silly stuff and click, its so hard for me... help me ppl..
wat should i do..
urghh...