thursday night with syimir was the HIT. well, i cant help being bored and he always try to make me do sumtin. well i forgot to tell you that i had a veery very evilistic mood going on. well he wanted to help me so we played TRUE OR DARE. -insertslyface- only he knows whats going on. those dares, that he got so scared that he only pick true. CHICKEN. and those truth which crack me up so badly that im going to tease him so badly that bwhahahaha. no kidding but i might. well thanks to him that we played till i got tired and doze off just like that.

FRIDAY!!
very very odd morning. geography "test" was quite easy. eng was uh awkward. LUNCH WAS OFF THE HOOK! khadijah,neema,anoosh,zahra and aisha RAWK MY LUNCH LIKE CLIICK. u sicky sicky yellow red orange pick minded ppl. then health was about marriage. it was laughing here and there. about boys and all. jeng jeng jeng. we got 10 min late for the next class. tchr sureer wasnt at school. so the un trained tchr taught us. god that moment i really have to go to the washroom. and she was like no. i kep arguing back ad god i wish i could beat her up. got released i ran to the washroom. what a relief. ;D then at home i slacked just like that so tired. talk to maya. now sat morning talking to sha after did the eww eww eww dishes.
theres my day.

WEDNESDAY
today morning was cold. everything was lame. i dun like today. i was been really clumsy.then i had executive student council meeting, then i changed. i was like all quiet i hate noise and jus want the world to keep quiet. i need candy. nuthin much happen. things have change alot then after lunch. i hate the school dramas that the girls made. pathetic much. after all those gloomy times then balik yannys post made me laugh a little. hah. we got connections ar girl dah dasar sisters cannnot help it whaat. we were meant together.one for all, all for one.


OUHK I GOT 100% FOR MY GEO TEST. ITS LIKE A MIRACLE. nobody really understands it xcpt me and anoosh about our test getting full marks. but im happy.
thanks Allah.




ehk i really hope that i will get a sony coolpix and a PSP and a wonderful life kat singapore. amin.

today was nothing interesting so there.



THURSDAY.
okay messsed up.

gawwd my period is really messing my mood. bad bad bad. my morning was sad. even the most cheerful song wasnt ouhk so cheerful. then reach school. omg why cant every day be like mondays. why must it be like this. pfft. i guess thats life. ouhk me,fatima,anoosh and ilham had to clean as in SCRUB all the desk(girls) cos we were somehow caught "doddle" on the desk. i swear it wasnt me it was fatima and he said that " best frieds stick together". we dont even hangn out with eacch other like that we only sit together =.= how can we get punish for something we didd evenn do. but i got to admit it was kind of fun. but the bleach's smell was crap. -gaggs- i hope everyday was is the best day of my life at school and socialize much at school like i was. amin. u wont understand. only i do.("p) computer class was a crack. ha. didd expect that to happen. here's the story:

me: oh my god, im goiing to fail. im going to fail. im going to fail.
tchr:(calling names to give back the test back until it reach my name) shazaa.
me: im going to fail.
tchr: shazaa!
me: yeah, im going to fail.
tchr: good job, you got the highest.
me: SAY WALAHI!
tchr: -smiles-

i swear computer test was so weiird. i dun even get the english. it was like going round and round. i thought the wither one of the guys were going to get the highest. plus i didd even study much. the stuff i study werent even in the test! wow. i am a geek. xD . eng was dead bored. we had to listen to this thing about poems. then have to imagine and picture whats going on. close the eyes and head downs. too slow that i fell asleep. they shud have left me sleeping. then the eng is really hard to argue, i swear. i told him he should be the debate club tchr in charge. i bet we're going to win if he was in charge. hah. well he said he took lawyer studies and was about to become a lawyer but he change his mind.


off to do my geography project and test and also science project.
whats new??

i start my day very very very gloomy,moody and what ever which is sad,mad,anngry and what ever mood which is do not include smiling and laughing. my morning was cloudy and the day was cloudy and cold. all the song in my mp3 were sad and down slow songs. "what the hell. whats is going on. gawd!" I CANT EVEN SMILE. i didd talk and was so tireed and sleepy. even my hot chocolate didd cheer me up cos it was bad. then i reached school, anoosh asked whats with the face. the teacher asked whats with the hoodies on. thenn everything was okaay.then my mood change. native test was easy i hope i get 100%. amin. even asha did well cos i taught her cos shes like a failing student and she need this test to help her and she did well. so as a friend im quit proud.
later lunch was weiird. played soccer using a basketball. gym wasnt that fun. i got hit on the face with a basketball. now my nose is red after few hours till now and my glasses are like screw up. GRR. i got 100% for French test AAAAAAHHHH!!! YAY!! shaheed made me this guessing game the whole journey on the way home. URGGH. then makan and sumtin sumtin so yeeah. thats it,





no comments.

AKU HATE KORANG♥.

urgh. i want to hit you guys so badly that i cry and hugged you girls.

HATE HATE HATE hate hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE HATE HATE hate hate

today, after the whole last night thing. only that certain person knows and cheered me up with the person positive thoughts (thanks kamu.) i feel much better. my morning was excellent. i had this good fresh awesome attitude.i dress all perfect and all. log in the internet as i was SUPER EARLY. then shaheed rock my morning by making me laugh although it was a little insult but no offenses.Geography was awesome with asha and anoosh. lunch was looooong cos the time change and we totally lost it. lucky i cant pray cos i missed the prayers. gym was hilarious. it was sooo funny that i start to take off my shoe. its was so rough and funny. neema and farah rocks my period waaaay much. and sum other people too though. on the way back home, i was sitting between 3 dudes. omg their conversation was so cracked-in-the-butt. i was like somehow want to be in it. should have just open my mouth and talk to them cos it was very inviting though. next time im joining in the conversation. hah.

aiinkecik..
aku miss kamu bangeeet siih.
aku nak hang out gan ko.
crACK your lame jokees.
and everything else that we usually do.
you made me be me and control me.
IMYLM gawwd.

farah!!
i was eating my chicken and mom made me finish the bones,
when i teringat you.
remeber when we eat our nasi lemak with ayam,
all our tulang we will give it to u.
and you also taught us to finish out tulang until dead cleean.
aku miss miss miss kau.


note:
the hating on top is when i saw pics of raya and some important events from maya and yanny flicster. but paliing geram is yannys' pics.

p.s.
To the dearest Diyana,
knock what out?!

last night talked to few ppl. i was high(which i like it) all random question pop into my head where i attack syimir with all those questions. then i laugh here and there with nadirah cos of our silly memories. and watch monster-in-law. i woke up agaiin at 3. i wanted to stay awake again but eventually that certain person pop into my head which made me go back to sleep. so there i slept because of you. then woke up taalk to my all my dearies♥ wow. there brought the smile into my face on sunday morning. thanks guys.morning was quite a downer. talked to aisha and anoosh on the phone. there it 2 things hits me.then nadirah's words made me rethink.

nad-eh,rocks!!:	i like ur life
09. ツ Shazzzaaa,:	haha good one. u like my life?? why?
nad-eh,rocks!!:	you look sooooo......5 minutes later...ooooooooooo happy...
09. ツ Shazzzaaa,:	haha wooit panjang nyer oooooooooooooooooo. de
09. ツ Shazzzaaa,:	happy? explain ikit. i dun even know if im happy.
nad-eh,rocks!!:	haha
09. ツ Shazzzaaa,:	seriously haha.

1st thing that pop in head was that:
why do people hate each other. technically we hate that person cos of her sumtin which annoys us which bug us. but actually, we are somehow like pointing it to ourselves cos we think that we're better than that person cos we dont want that person to be like that maybe cos were jealous of something about that certain person. well that person is just himself or herself and you're like trying to make that person change herself.
example:
a person hates you cos you get all the attention without asking for it. There shes hates you and somehow wants you to change cos shes jealous or she thinks she shud get that attention cos shes better. that person wants you to change yourself and not be yourself and be the person she wants you to be.

2nd
i realize i do not know who i am. what type of person i am. how do i act around ppl. i dont even know anything. Im not me. as i cant be me. i want to know something that im hiding from myself which is hard to find. the only person that make me feel that i am me is when im with syimir. things jus flow like that and also with rusda. i dont even know what im talking about. and i need help.

the last time i was in spore, i cant wait to go to canada bcos i want to run away from my prblm. i want to run away from that person and nvr think of that person.now i cant wait to go back to spore cos i want to run away from my school, the girls here, and anoosh; its not that i dont like her. i dont want to be like her and i want to be me cos when you start hanging out with that person you will turn into that person. she is somehow changing me. and i dont want that i want to AN INDIVIDUAL.i just need someone to talk. something just make me feel that i have a prblm.

conclusion:
its like im not acting normally when i want to be normal.
people think that im happy but i may not.
cos i dont have the sad face.
people cannot read expression in my face cos you can only see me smiling.
even my little sister says so. as she said she always see me smiling.
she call me the girl from the magazine.cos i only smile.
cos i only wan to take things positively.
as theres no negative things in the world.

Thursday

NOTE: was full of(sort of) stress. i have to do an English journal about a book, which is very very very long as i have to do 5 entries. then i have my health project and i have to study for my french overall test to help me boost my French mark as im not satisfy with 84% AD LASTLY geography quiz. CRAP much. i need both test and quiz to boost up my marks especially GEOGRAPHY! so i start doing my english at 6 and got it done at 8. later then i had to find a newsletter layout for my health cos i dont want to do in a report way. make it a little out of the box. shaheed's laptop got virus-ed and my laptop was not upgraded after it got refreshed. so i had to use dad's laptop. gawd he and his mac. he keeps on bragging about how good or hoe mordern mac is. how professional it is. well i agree but he just like to rub it in my face. well what ever makes him happy. by 10, the substance abuse:cannabis health project was done. At 11 i strt studying. by the time i was tired already. then i doze off half way.

FRIDAY

i was slow in the afternoon and confuse in the morning. its was so cold. my fingers were froze white. the whole way to school i read my geography. it was so peaceful cause the public schools have no school. i just had this great feeling, the only thing that doesn't complete the "moment" was a cup of hot chocolate.

1st period french: TEST. woaaah wee i did well i might boost my mark. i didd even study that much. after test rush to the washroom and took pics.:P

2nd period geography: QUIZ.everything i learn that i knew perfectly was half gone. and all the one i didd focus on was glued in my mind. baad moment. god a little stressed there. there goes my geography.

3rd period ENGLISH: ENGLISH journal. got my pop quiz back. omg the marks and the answers were so hilarious that the teacher puts :"a very hilarious tries". anoosh agrees that it was funny. well at least i try rather than a blanks around my paper. but i participate a lot in class while they were checking the answers. the teacher knows that the quiz wasn't me and expect me to score 100% the next test. AMIN.

LUNCH: cold cold cold. sleep during friday prayers while khutbah. i cant help it. oh Allah pls forgive me.

4th: HEALTH PROJECT. wow mine was commented as " nicely done, very organize and very professionally done". told dad that and he said " ALAAAH BIASE LA MAC KN." "haha aah ye. tahu mac. tk ya keep on repeating." he reply " da jealous sebab tk dpt mac sudah la" =.= then our topic was about MAC's programs and everything. thats how me and my dad connects with each other. the topic will always and most fun to talk about and see wild stuff is when we discuss about MAC. so back at school. the back rows(me, anoosh,asha,ilham and fatima) we being a little bit wild. he all at our feet on the desk. not like on on the desk but sumtin like that. we were laughing and joking our hijabs off as the boys, the girls, the tchr and the projects made us laugh. it was fun tho everyone got HIGH during health.

5th period NATIVE: i got 18.5 / 20 for quiz. yay A+!! later than was the elders interview quite hilarious. as usually the boys were interrupting the class agaiin that its not even funny. thats what they always do. they just never shut up. but then the tchr told us her interview with her aunt. it was the most interesting story ever. even the boys shut up and listen and nvr interrupted. we even lost the track of time but all of us want to hear the rest of the story but it was half way. we all got freshed up and nobody was high anymore.

HOME
came home eat internet.slept at 11 and woke up at 3 cant sleep back so went online. kene yelled dgn syimir and had a small lecture. upgraded myspace and talk to ppl. till morning. mama told me to make pancakes. so now im in the kitchen with pancakes in the pan. ouhk that night i took drum lessons from youtube. THUMBS UP. im lovin it

ouhk yeaaaah.
im strting to turn into the person whom i usually hang out.
whiich i am extremly horrific about it.
cant waiit to get back to singapore with the sisters.
CANT WAIIIT.
and grr. i miss another jalan raya with them.
HRMPH.crap sey.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYA!
IMYLM
gawwd i miss her craps in the train.
the way she made me laugh.
the inner jokes we had which made hasanah made.
the memory of her chocolate sundae and my strawberry sundae.
jus hope we will be together always.




THE END.
p.s. DRUM ARE LOVE♥

HAPPY HELLOWEEN.

lawl. yupp can feel the excitement much. really had quite fun tho just now in school. i was drunk dot that final i swear i scared so many ppl. and in a bad mood cos i jus had a fight with shaheed. a sec ago. and i told him to go to hell cos im mad like dead.

so the treater starts coming in. the kids were so cute in their costumes. RAWWWR. later then i put my hoodies and answers the door. well i saw these grade 11 kids coming in. the girl was a pretty fairy and the guy was ninja. they were nice asians.

me: "arent you guys too old for trick or treat?"
fairy" shhh. why arnt you out for trick or treat"
me:" ouhk i got grounded" (note: islamically not allow)
ninja:"naughty naughty naughty. tsk tsk tsk"
me:" yeah yeah, happy helloween"

then later at about 8, people starts closing their lights which means NO MORE CANDIES. so i asked mama if i can walk around the neighborhood, then mama wanted to join. i was in my hoods(massive biig covered everything jus like a hijab) no hijabs cos it was going to be fast. on the way i saw shermarke, shaheed's closest bud from middle school, he was staring at me but mama tired to make sure hes eyes were on me cos i wasnt wearing my hijabs the was grabbing my hoods so it will be near to my face. GAWD, hes fren was like trying to peek thru.
thr guy was cute. :D

:P
i guess thats it.
great experiences

BLEH, i dont know my days these days. I pretty got over myself about me changing, the week after raya changed. i was me agaiin wild thing happen every single day. tuesday was raining ang i was wet the whole day. That was the day i liked myself. no more quiet me, later then things happen. Geography class was superb. not the studies but the surrounding. LOUD music turned on without teacher somehow noticing, which is very funny. Fatimah K. wanted to throw chalk at the boys so they want to do their stuff( nobody listens during geography class they only do their OWN stuff) accidentally hit shaheed( where he thought it was me) then me ad Anoosh dare her to throw a paper ball at him and i dare Asha to throw a paper ball at Ilyas. it was practically funny that all of us were laughing our head of till we all go hungry. even the guys were laughing. Flirting much. i just like making shaheed mad. took his kofi (that he always use which made his hair FLAT) and he actually complained to our computer class tchr( which is our homeroom tchr) but he actual took my side. People thinks he has a cute hair. well maybe. then i cant remember what else. cos i forgot to take trck of my days, SORRY.

ouhk yeah i have made my decision between irsyad ad aljunied. my choice will be irsyad where i will be going to sec3. then the next year since automatically aljunied kn( all sec must go there) so there i will go sec4, i picked irsyad cos i dun need to take my exams. so easy for me. i might be leaving Canada on the eve of christmas i hope i dont miss boxing day.
ouhk yeah mama got her Master at NTU.

to my lovers,
good lucks with ur exams.
hope u all did well.
see u next tiime.

today i was a little less evilstic. i was evil the whole month in the high school. so today geography test was easy. i was so lucky i actually pay attention in class the day before. hah for the firsts time in geography i pay attention. during lunch was hilarious. too many spitting out food. and after prayer, i didd do anything and was just talking to this grade 11 girl and all of the sudden

gr11: " whats ur name?"
me :"shazaa why?"
gr11: " wow u look innocent and decent, but ure actually evil. thats good"
anoosh: " she is evil, she so mean":
me: "thank you"

pfft.
haha.

STOMP THE YARD was awsome. comments comment comments on the dudes. -melts-
enough say.
tomrow will be field trip with the grade 4, im ditching school. woot.

urgh i hate school so mucho, i cant waiit to get my butt at singapore. lets make my day simple.
i hate school it was boring. im not me. im super mean. and i meant it.[i have been reading the convo i had with maya long time ago and that was the me i like].

fatimah kept on making me laugh and i have been ignore so much. im tired of it. had my maths test(ZOMGOAT EASY BUT CARELESS) and french quiz(easy).

during native, the teacher gave us our letters and journal. all writing stuff and she marked it. and i beat mr.best writer(yanny's extra hawt guy,shaheed) and my letter will be proberly be send to the First Nation students. YAY. well that made my day cause my writing was awesome[according to mom ad teacher] mama said my grammer /ennglish improved and my writing was good. shes impressed. shaheed got jealous.LOL♥ my journal was about my friends. and was dedicated.
-winks-

i read this convo i had with maya♥ bot wan then other stuffs. aww i miss that moment. i am missing everything i love. talked to syimir asking him to check my assignment and do this and that. hah. poor guy. THANKS SYIMIR♥.

the first day of raya, that night we went to cik harims hse,inside the car i felt asleep and my parents recorded my snoring. wthell. i adit i was super tired but embrasssing like omg. cos hairs was inside the car but he was sleeping too.okay kt sane eat lots and there was this brownie. ZOMGOAT. so moise. then malam take pics, the kids main buaga api. when back home.

2nd day evryone strted coing to cik rahidahs hse cos she had an open house. the only thing i did was walk around the big house,eat,watch dvd(melayu),and talk. i walk here and there. cik piah gave me the inai. omg. she should not have i have been playing with it and look what happen. RAWWR. bad moi. later than i got duit raya and when upstairs(away from the people) and internet. the sleep.

had to go back to ottawa. so spend few times then we went to a house eat agaiin.(im going to gain lot of weigh soon) then sleep reach home. did geo. and eat pizza and eatch tv and sleep.

school. bored. hhate it.
thats the words to describe school.

yanny♥ i dun get your comment.

hah

my face on 1st of Raya,

We left ottawa at 1150 then stop at kingston for zohor prayers. on the way to kingston i fell asleep while trying to fix the cd for lagu hari raya. gawd when i woke up my neck hurts alot! later than didd fall asleep until i reached toronto.

as soon as i reach kt cik taib's apartment i got high. well shaheed made me go high. had iftar at cik taib's hse.the food was so yummy. then kept on eating untill i fall.then the takbir, which all of the sudden remind me of nenek. mostly ppl cry cos they teringat nenek. later talked to kak syafiqah then when inside room and chat with the other girls cos the other room people dah strt to get emotional. i wasnt that talk-ish.then when back home and fell asleep. that was fast.

cik rahidah got a cat name shaza. lawl. okay i lost my mood of raya all of the sudden the first day of raya wasnt that great. i want to go back to Singapore so badly. but i hope raya here will be great.
i wannt to cry badly but i cant, i miss all my family members and friends.


i reliased that the slengerhoods are the people who make me enjoy myself as we talk like non stop. but with people he i jus smile and nod. me and ain usually crack stupid jokes, she teaches me[alot] how to crack stupid lame jokes. and make people laugh and smile. how i miss that gummybear alot. i cant waiit till i get my assy kat singpore.pray for me people. 2 more months and im back where i belong.
-sob-

okay im getting emotionally emotional.
I MISSED YOU.

[MSG TO ALL PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME.]

Selamat hari raya.
maaf zahir batin.
you guys are lucky butts that u can enjoy raya there.
so USE IT WISELY.
i noe u have exams and all, but still.
Shaza nak minta maaf klw ade salah silap.
terkasar bahase ker.
terkua hurt your feelings ker.
ape ape yg laen yg negative.
maaf kn la ehk.
HALAL KAN MAKAN MINOM.
[klw tk mkn pon minom, klw tk minom ker mkan la]
so maaf kan la ehk.



ehk aku giler Syaiful Apek♥
&& Aku adore abg sedareku.

THE ENDS♥

after talking to syimir and maya things changed a little bit. their encouragment made me smile wat better. i bough my phone with the good camera and brough it to school. during class took few pics and also during lunch i took few pic which completely qite change my day. and also thanks to the grade 7. you guys rock my uniform, xpecially u sumayah. then gym was rocking i loved the football game.
can we play again pls.


Wednesday was no school talk to maya and few ppl and left to abraar to send the little kids. then later had to volunteers. so sory maya♥. from SK to grade 4. i wanted to go to grade 8 but tchr anisa got me first. later then went to JK and when to gym to help tchr anisa mark. i notice alot of ppl knnw my name. nyahaha. wow im famous. muahaha.

thusday send them to school didd want to go volunteer and went shopping with mama we bough food mostly. waiting for baba then we will buy stuff. mama told me to buy a blouse so i could wear for raya. no way im wearing skirt. grrr. i expect kurong or gown sumtin like that. no skirt. tomorrow might go shopping for kasut raya. raya will be at toronto with the singporean. woohoo.



THE END♥

tell me a story.

Im nt disappointed, no one broke my heart. Nobody died, i lost no one. nothing bad happen but why am i like this? Im not the jolly me. im not the high me. im not the outgoing me. evrything had changed. i dont smile like i use to. my highness wasnt like the highness im usually with ain. im not loud. i cant speck up anymore. ask maya when the time i talk to her. im not me. i dun get all high and all im nt xcited and all the only thing was that i ans her question with few words. its jus simple. boring.un-me.

okay so today was awkward. i came to school oh so quiet. not me right? kept quiet and laugh a little bit. asha and some other girls made my day. but usually asha. my tic tac toe buddy. when we're bored there u go tic tac toe and insults will come out. nyahaha. then later sped my lunch at the swing with anoosh about stuffs then sharif came and we had a liittle convo. aoosh was much of a flirt. hahaha. then hang with the other girls and the grade 8 girls ad guys had this " war" pathetic mucho. the grade 9 girls were like "go flirt somewhere else." then i had this headache bcos of the sunlight. then gym played soccer. ;D u all shud see my face. total embarrassment. it was so red.ouhk yah i got hit on a face. and i stink alot. XP then got reaally tired. reached home and thats all. log in the net. talked to syimir about stuff. he's like my everything i need. hes always there when i need help. then later the sisters will support me.he reliased too that i had change i wasnt the jolly me. the xciting me.. im not outgoing anymore. but like he said " kep on smiling dont focus on the sad part" he made me promise that when he see me hw wansn me smiling. woooah buddy there. well that made me smile. but not mile smile. im nt that happy ever since im in high school. watch hannah montana then prepared for buka. and study for french test and did my science.

wednesday is NO SCHOOL TILL NEXT NEXT TUESDAY.
SWEEEEET.
;D

pray for me.

so friday was quite awesome,but it will be better if sagal and dana went with us they cant cos they the principal said they cant grrr. so i tot i was late and for god sake i was wearing a skirt and running. ZOMGOAT how annoying it was. then went i reach school there was nt much ppl which made me not late. ;D so then later talk to people until nouran came and hang out with her, golly how i miss that girl. we walk here and there then we ran away from sarah hahaha it was soo funny. then i had to do work cos i volunteering. then things happen with me and him. XP anoosh called and she said " you guys are like best friend" haha well hope we could be best friend. the food during iftar was so yummy. soon at night nouran got high and i got half sleepy. i was the first persoon to sleep. the sleep was so peeaceful. the morning was like that. after that we wtch meet the robinson and listen to music and all. astagfirullah imagine that during ramandan. i planed to go back to sleep but plans changed. packed up went to the gym and played basketball. and went back home sleep until 2 and internet.

sunday was boring.
tomorow school. holiday coming up.
EID im going to toronto. yay mucho. can raya with the singaporean, XP

ps
i reliased i have changed alot. im nt me anymore and im not happy!!
RAAWWWR.

so yesterday nothing much really happen xcpt that i found out that the girls are crappy. it was xtreme lame. a girl backstab on of my friend or buds. which is bad. during ramadhan lagi. golly. then had a convo with AM and asha got mad. and i felt used im tired of beingn the 3rd person and xcuse moi. IM NOT AN OWL. im so happy that im mean and evil nyahahah. im lovin it. talk to sagal and nouran yesterday too. aww loving them mucho. i miss them so mucho. but we're goiing to meet them on friday at school cos there is this sleepover thingy. yay! they mad me laugh so much. well i got high there thats why. hahahha i gave them ideas to make me laugh.

TODAY,
hah. i dunno mucho happen. and so lazy to tell. went back home with shaheed and aisha. ibraheem walked with us till the end of the roaad. lawl dude made me smile somehow. and AM acuse me for copycatting his cell i beg ur pardon MR. i have no intension to copy u cos the phone is soooo not my dreamy phone nayahahah. back home talked to nouran and sagal and AM. then talked to sarah. THE HIGH SCHOOL CORRUPTED HER. :D bro. M ur scaring me and i will bring my science textbook. he said that i have prblm that he heard bot. ZOMGOAT. scared scared scared. shifa said that Abraar is nt like theAbraar cos there no more me and school is boring nayahhaha. i feel so loved. :D im so popular at school haha for god sake the school is so small evryone knw evryone. hahahahhahahahahaha. okaaay i thinnk thaaats all.


THE END.

xcited for tomrow. goiiing to meet my lovly fren
THEN CAN CAMWHORE NAYAHAHHAHAHAHA.
BEST!!

love you all.
xpeciaaly YOU SLENGERHOOD. ;D
&& specially AIN ♥
xoxo

ZOMGOAT.



today was so funny. i kept on laughing every single moment. these girls kept on talking bot the boys and making fun of them and all. hah! the boys helped them to make me laugh too. lawls. it was too fuuny. boys like zak,ibrahim, the GP(gay pervs: AM[ahmad]&ilyas)and yeaah. girs like anoosh,fatimah(Q),fatimah(K),rahmah,mariam and asha. poor asha man. i nooe that dude is so sicky sicky minded. no worries im going straight to his face and say "PERV" and tell him to back off. golly aisha u make asha's life even worse. why did u do that/ but things happen evrytone knows.


LAWLS.

okay my darlings. i had my sectary speech jus nw. zomgoat i nvr in my life got stunned like that i was so shaking big tiime and u can hear it by my voice. i have no idea what happen. that was soo un me.
well i survived. i nvr knew these seniors we so cool. they were awsoome. i need voes i strted late i didd knw i was able to run. RAWWR. pls pray for me sisters. i so want it badly. voing day is tomrow wed and thrs. many many days so pray for me before u brck ur fast cos thats when Allah wont reject the prayers. pls pls pls. theen im telling u my oppenent(guy) he is soooo cute .XP okaay shaza back to the topic.
i came ou frm the gym then this sis(i love her soo much) strt hugging me frm he back and said that was a greaat speech and i was soo cute (i was so short) and kept hugging witout letting o i jus smile and hug her back. i huged few ppl today. then the a candidate of VP was like u did greaat. and hugged me i cant remeber wat she said else and shes in grade 11. i was like woaaah. yay me. then i shook my oppenents hand and told her her speech was greeeat. but yeeaah. i hope i wiin man.. grr. got to go some campaigning thingy wish me best of lucck. wat else to say. i got many to say. RAWWR. but i gtg.ouh yeeaah last period played soccer.(yayness) and went back home hugged my 2 frens and ibraheem catch up with us and walk woth us until the end of the road. lawl. okay i walk with a guy to the end of the road with shaheed. from the back it look so wrong. haha. but i got to admit ibraheem is liek one of my close fren too. we talk bot stuff a fast argument and yeeeah. weiird dude tho. likes to dream bo stuff. he need a life. ouhk yaa i reliaes he had freckles on his nose. lawl afer 1 yrs i jus notice it last week. >:D

MY OPPONENT:

-Awaled.Grade 9
-Ayan.Grade 10
-Absyir(cute guy) grade 10

and theres me.so scaared.
ZOMGOAT<3




pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls praaaaaay for me.


P.S.
I LOVE ELOISE!!
kissy kiss.
:D

saturday was saturday i woke up at 12 like usual. then log ing the net until i cant remember when then i bath at about 3pm. mama and shiham came back from the library adn bough few books and video. mama borrowed frecky friday, eight below and elouise for chirstmas.

ZOMGOAT!


im soo crazy for eloise!! grrr. i so so so love that girl. she make me go hiigh! i loove love love her.
the movie was so cool. and make me fly way way hiigh. well the movie was my type of movie. i kept watching the movie over and over again. at niight i did my French homework and log in the internet agaiin.
currentnly talking to chris.

lately i have been thinking.(since i watched elouise)
thinking bot my ideal guy. :D
he must be:
- charminng,
-funny,
-enjoy being with kids.
-willl always make me smile.
-a bit sensetive
-he knows went to get serious.
- a lil romantic.
-enjoy walking by the beach.
-and love to dance around and be silly.
- and act.

the dream guy is someone like bill from eloise. but people know theres no such thing as the "dream guy". these are all fAiry tales.
well i sound like i might as well get a clown but the guy i want is nt a clown type.

read yanys blog.
dear no worries we've been thinking the same way too. but imagine ur in my spot. i got seperated alreaady but u guys have always been behide my shoulder you guys were there when i need you. all of u were like my shadow and protectors and ppl go made me stand and pick me up when im down.

no comments.
my week is so weird. the girls are metally ill. and, they areeee like ergh!
no comments.
and im getting close with the guys.
and getting to knw ppl.

Somehow i enjoyed today. i came into the class and got chased by anoosh. HAH! too bad. im too quick. u cant even catch me. XP then later during lunch was the best. i enjoyed playing at the monkey bars, scanning the basketball court and commenting *winkswinks* then talked to people. we went inside for friday prayers and things happen so fast. i was lucky to have anoosh and maryan at school to enjoy my school days, thanks guys. later then went inside class and basically study. during gym was like =.=" i tried to stay away from it and keep the game going on. golly its just a game, a zahra u rock girl. the coolest player on the court. but khadijah u double rock i so love when she tried to fight back to fatimah. nyahha. it was sooooo dramatic and funny. but still =.="
school was over and i caught u both staring at her and smiling plus a lil laughing. seriiously dont try to make it obvious cos its completely obvious! boyss. and seriously what is yr prblm. that was practically random of u guys jus calling me out and strt talking to me and insulting my friend. get a life.

aniwaes.
i have already accpted huggies.
so come hug me people.
:D

aand i was hopiing for the best days of my life in school.
and to you.
be my friend lets talk and get to know each other, pls.

i knew he was going to come. he was the new guy in school. and i hate it! i hate when u came here. ure a snob man. plus u think ur all that. ibraheem maybe riight i dislike u going to this school. i thought u were going to merivale high. hrmph. i hope somthing happenn that made me change my mind. my friends have beenn talking bot u and the ilyas guy. and i just reliased that iylas ditch emran for you. ur bad bad bad! >:( why are you here agaiin? i was so happy with my school without you. but i was hoping something might happen that made me enjoy that u came to this school. ine thinng i was hoping is that u will change. im just talking as a friend and nothing more. my friends in OIS have been talking bot you and ilyas gosh and how annoying it is. ij ust hope they will stop and keep quiet bot it. and i so know ure secret dude. hah! shaheed told me. but he made me swear nt to tell anyone. cant believe it. but it made me laugh and smile. hah. way to go. =.="

okaay so todaay there were too much of him and the ilyas guy around. the girls kept talking bot them. frustrating yes. i sound les but im still interested in boys ok. theres limit to evrything. golly. i didd noe that my friends were that slow. i kept on ditching them and i guess there were okay bot that. next time walk faster. move quicker. >:(

i just hope that something good will happen tomorow. theres tos of things i want to make it happen in school and outside school. mayb the luckiest day of my life. =.="
ok i just dont have any topic to talk about.

and happy fasting evryone.
RAMADAN kareem.

i like school today. mariam and anoosh were talking bot crappy stuffs. very very very personal stuff. and mariam could t stop making those jokes. all our food or drink came out from our mouth. its like PLEWFF. nyahaha. then gym was awsome. i so miss netball much much. then riindu kak2 netball. sob sob. later then we were like got sstoped and the gym tchr made us do these weird things. during ramadan we are going to have gym guess wat?! its a must! its in the curriculum. we have to sabar. then came dwnstair with khadijah,mariam and anoosh. thanks aisha for ditching me.

but this time its diffrent. how come? cos usually im with someone like with the sisters and with sagal or dana and sara. but this time its like im following them. its jus dun feel like me. i felt left out. sob sob. doa that wont happen agaiin pls.

shaheed got really really really hungry as he was fasting and guees wat i wasnt hah! XP later then at the bus i saw this guy. it was my second time we met on the same bus. well lets say he looks like mad and a lil like haris from dunman. :DD hehehehhe. i accidentally took the wrong bus but at least it stop in front of our house so shaheed would nt have to walk much. but it wasnt that confortable. so no more taking bus 172.
i got back home and mama asked me this

mama:" shazaa which school do u want to go to? aljunied or irsyad"
me: " why? whats wrong?"
mama:" no if u go to aljunied u will have to take an exam and wait for result. if u go to irsyad u dont need to take exams"

:OOOO
i like both schools. i dun wan to trake the exams but i dun really mind but wat happen if i didd make it. what happen if i had to go to sec 2. if i go to irsyad im automatically sec 3.im nt that confident that i will be able to pass it. thats why im askig ur guys opinion. i need help to pass this exam to get to sec 3 and be with the ssthrd. i dun mind going to irsyad cos i have rusda,farah,malsa,aiin and the othr ppl who knows me( as if XP ) but its a hard decision and time s runninng out fast.
my opinion: if i go to aljunied take my exams and if didd make it irsyad is my choice but i dont kow if that is possible. do guys have any ideas or comments? i need to hear from u ppl ASAP! pls help me out.. if the sisters are willing to teach me evrything u guess have learn and i might pass the exam i can see u guys. or else its irsyad it is.


People who were missed
-sisters.
-rusda.
-nenek and atok
-malsa.
-farah.
-haris.
-sagal.
-sarah.
-dana.
-habbo people,etc: alex,ash,ratch,demon,nicole,shay,bla bla bla.(XP AIDS hearts;)

i thinks that all that are in my mind.
& i can nspeck french haha. lame that jus came out.

my boring life.

so the weeked was awsome. there nt much homework and it was so free.
but i got tired with these nagging bout me being in the computer too much. but im telling u im nt.
i jus dnt get my parents. its like urgh, im strting to ignore and try nt to talk back.

on friday night talked to crappy ammar. haha man u rock ar. tell me whoese ur victim orites. i want to knw. ad farah thanks for forciing me to go to the washroom klw tk. haha

sunday:
mom told me to got to his bbq.
comments:
bored!
met new girl.(forgot her name but noe her brother)
then met tchr sarah and nusaibah.
brother mohammad ditched us there so we went back home wit tr.sarah and brother omar.
We had ice cream.
it was yummylicious.
aisha called me ad got confuse as she wasnt sure if that was me,
why?
cos she said my voice has change much more like a girl.
>:o
then i reliase that i have been usong alot of english then malay.
nightmare nightmare nightmare.
too much influences.


to my sisters:
help me survive school gimme tips
pray for me. that i will have a wonderful school days.
:D

okay.
so 2nd say wasn't that bad.
i really to like the tchrs, the class was so funny. cos the tchrs try to make us stay alive. and not dead and turn to zombie. i did alot of laughing during islamic studies. the guy tchr really made me smile and enjoy school. may Allah shower him with rezki and bless him. then lunch we were blanked. until we met mariam,aisyah and a i forgot her name. then she brought us to other grade 9 girls that we hang together. then solat zohor which i then reliased i lost the phone!
panic panic panic ar!
the whole 2hr(2 period) cant focus much nk laugh pon tk btol. then told admin and asked she told me to try go search at the feild. guess wat i found it. thank u Allah. was gald gald gald.
then me and shaheed decided to go to McDonald. haha klkar ar. ppl looked at us funny. imagine la walking sitting and hanging beside a guy. ppl think lain mcm mane. i try stay normal. hahabut its fun tho going back with shaheed. so reach home and did homework.
thats all.

my timetable is like 5 period nt including lunch and prayers. 1 period= 1 hr, mcm fun gitu.
XP
anoiwaes talked to dad jus now talked bot stuff ikit.

Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
anyway, tadi I went to McGill's computer store
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
I saw iMAC...desktop
09. Shaza Is Captivity, says:
oooo.
09. Shaza Is Captivity, says:
sweet
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
he...he..... u know what?? I was thinking of you and the kids
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
I said to myself...probably I want to set targets for u
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
if you made certain achievements, like As in all ur subjects
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
probably can get one iMAC for you...
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
:)
Mohammad Hannan Hassan says:
:)
09. Shaza Is Captivity, says:
ooooooo.

yay!! haha.=.=

to the sisters.
BLOG UP LAR!
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!
syg syg syg you all.
i wish u guys were in my school with me.
hearts;hearts;

let me tell everyone this,


I HATE MY SCHOOL!
ITS LIKE A REHAB!
the school is like so confusing,
plus there is no bells.
and its dark.
the desk are so tinyn and nt enough.
AND they said 35 something like that is a big nnumber of pupil.
hello!! my old school got like 40 ppl ok jer.
AND the girls are so snobby and eek! i dont want to talk.
i want to go to a public school.
help me!!

jus cant wait till dec. best ar.!
i hope things change. i hope the school is okay.
pls doakn for me my fellow beloved AssyBowls.
URRRGGH.

the only thing i like is also that i take the transportation
going to school. no more like kid kid.
i like abraar better then this school.
and geeky shaheed agrees.



help me pls.
heart; heart;

I WANT MY SUMMER BACK!!
SCHOOL IS REOPENING!
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

I HATE HATE HATE SCHOOL!
I WANT TO GO TO BELL WITH DANA!
URRGGHH.,


hope there cute dudes tehre.
XP
hearts;

ill make my post short this time,

yan no worries i agree. man connected seyy.
i noe ey. wat loners.
BUT! no worries we'll find a guy to drool over orites.
ok Whateverlah.
Diyana Rocks!

WE Rocks! ♥

parents are weird and odd ppl.

ok so yesterday i stayed home and played roller coaster tycoon the whole day. im telling you it was fun fun fun.and at night played this online trivia game thingy. also fun. and the night was cool and the sleep was wonderful thank you god.

TODAY
played roller coaster tycoon again hehe sampai zohor then prayed and continue a lil bit when baba scolded me to get ready as we were going to my school. he was going to show the way and all so i wouldnt get lost and ready for school. well school is like less than a month wish me luck and happy selalu pls. the trip was quite ok. then the second bus we took was too crowded and spot some skater dudes. lols well this skaters aint that cute. the cute ones are always bonus. stick that on ur mind girls. later then spotted beach boys. nyahah well they were wearing like beach shorts so i assume that they're beach boys. the cute one was wearing brown(same as me) standing right beside me. so i ignore trying to focus on my song.nyahahah. then later went back home drop at the bus station to get me a bus pass. i was hoping the pic will look good. but no. like always all passport pic sucks. then baba bought me cheetos(tho i cant eat it) i told my parents i wan to go home first (so i can play roller coaster tycoon[got addicted]) and went back home and of cos played roller coaster tycoon till mom dad got home. dad got a new cell for me. yay! well technically he said it was the family, but duuh im going to grab it and used it. and the number for the phone kn style tau tau tau 613-858-8693 woohoo! recognize not?and YES MOI BDAE! lols. hehe . then later on i got mad with shadi cos he ate my pancakes so i hit him i got scolded when into the room and gor frustrated. i dashed into the bathroom nk ambik ablution but then realised i cant pray! 2 MORE HR SEYY!! goshh! then this that bla bla bla and played games kt miniclips.com and ow talking to my cousin which made me frustrated kt 2 ppl. so i wan to make a comment

PERSON 1: you stay off and jgn perasan ehk! alamak. go get ur own man!
PERSON 2: some man u are.! mcm pompan lg kuat gfs ku ume! kental ar ko! *tongue out*

and dah,
and ouhk ya. i so meant wat i said bot my topic
so long ppl.
syyyyyyg sume.

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life is surprising. yesterday was like i say piggshly pig. but then we went perfect. after letting everything from my chest well it went well.

YESTERDAY

after i watch tv, mom told me to follow her to the mall. so i did. then later i had a caramel latte temptation. well i guess it brighten up my day. while i was waiting for mom& slurping away, all of the sudden the song from 'hairspray' pop into my mind and yes the cafe played the song that was in my mind. well i smiled and sort of laughed. and had pizza and went back home. mama this time well she didd took my lap at night and allow me to play during the night. i had fun arguing with my cuz,Jinan. then i talked to several ppl. malsa made me really really crave for gummybears. ain made me go high and smiled too. then talked to haris and again a weird feeling came by. told him and he made me all those bad stuffs and brought a smile to my face. thanks. so these ppl really bright my night.thank you.

TODAY
shaheeds party was today so woke up early and help mom. and then watch 'hot chicks' with dad & the others. i have no idea why i kept watching the show after realizing how i hate that movie and how stupid it was. after that i got worried that maybe shaheeds friends might nt come.but then they came. so i helped mama put and cik azidah too. the food was so so so i have no word to describe it. the cake was oso yummy too. then i told shiham to download hsm2 and yay! i prefer HSM2 rather than the first one. it was awesome awesome awesome! like it like it like it! the songs too. troys a jerk. and shifa admit that Lucas(ryan) was cute. well when hes nice yup yup yup he is cute. sharphay was again at the end admit that " troy you are a good guy, i like you better than i like me, *gasp* i didd just say that" i have no idea wat to talk bot now. i think thats all. after HSM2 i lil camwhore a bit and here i am. i think thats about it.

and friends update pls!
&& i really really really like beautiful girls by jojo.
iim being weird am i?

im frustrated wiith everything today. i cant believe that im mad. the day was suppose to be the day of yay yay happiness.! today my day was so like piggishly pig seyy. the only thing i like is again the weather. the day was so sunny yet windy a very good time to swing outside at the park. i feel like going to out to the park agaiin after sending the babies to the pool. but now why i so hate my day.

1) Someone ate my pizza that i was saving for buka. and a very large pizza!!
(suspects: - Shaheed)

2) I was in the bathrom and i found my hershey inside shaheeds pocket! BODOH ar kau. i was saving that choco ar!

3) 2 of my choco is missing! i bough 4, i gave shiham then shaheed took one the other 2 i so dunno where is it ar! mepek ar! use my money sumore!

4) i found out someone was snooping my lappy! DOUBLE GERAM OIK! where's my privacy ar!

5) i was feeling really crappy the whole day and was hoping to talk to someone. so IM the other person but didd reply. i was hoping that that person will cheer me up seyy but no!

6) mama's going to take my lappy during the night seyy! i enjoy going to the net at night ehk!

7) im suffering a shoulder ache sey!

8) i hate bringing the kids to the pool, mama told me to go and she pakse me.

9) she said we cannot open the laptop the whole day. well wat do u know im opening it! plus im nnt lettig u take my lappy mlm2!

URGH!! see there my day!! now its only 415PM i cant wait to see wats going to happen until mlm! URGHH!!

wednesday

hang out with my canadian gfs, sarah couldnt make so SCREW HER! i hate hate hate you!! ok so aisha came to my hse and we plan to go together. i was suppose to meet at parking lot but there were change of plans. dana IM me to meet at her hse. but i have no idea where her hse is. and aisha was being know it all and said she think she do. so i said yes. bt then we got sort of lost so we dial her up and said we will wait for her outside zellers near the parkiing lot. me and aisha waited and talk and laughed until 1 hr we felt as if sumtin was wrong so we tried look for her. while we went inside she came and we didd notice. then there was this dog that kept on barking. haha it was so funny.then we try dial her and she was at home she came and we weren't there.plus she was crying then aisha was being smart and we wet to go find her hse. we walked bot 45 min met few ppl and found her hse. dana was thrilled from her hse to the mall she was laughing like mad. she told us to quit making her laugh. how am i suppose to make her laugh if she kept creating stuff to make joke of. then the whole trip was super fun! usually if i go to the mall, i feel like putting a towel on my head and go invisible. but this time. no i ignore ppl around and jus laugh chilled and walk. made faces mock ppl and all. haha. then bought stuffs and hang out. then got back my leg was annoying. got back drank milk.
i didd enjoy much that night ok.
fasting today mom didd woke me up and SO HUNGRY.

p.s.s.
orites rusda dear. read ur post sape aje. btw i cant really much think of a time maybe sat morning at 10-11? ok?

yesterday i slept super early, i slept at 12. then bangun teros buka computer.
ape lg kene marah lar. haha later kemas uma jap then mon&dad gone i turn on the lappy and go online.
i talked to skin and rab.
then told skin what happen yesterday. haha. shes the first person to know. nak tau ask her.
klkar kn skin. serious ar can go die seyy. go get life. skin aku bilanng de age aku so aku can attack de. shud i post the convo or nt? haha.
ehk skin if u wan him , ambik ar. aku tk kesah. ade org laen aku nk.
XP
bilang aku tau klw ko nk.
then talk to to rab and the other person.
i like talking to the other person. the person always make me smile. althought de mepek.
then talk to rab lg satu person that made me smile.
&& maya AKU LG TINGGI DR KAU! hahaha joking2.
&Rab jgn dare gigit pipiku. nnt tkde org nk pikat kt aku. aku bunuh ko dulu sblm ko gigit.
then mandi.
then masok alik.
all of the sudden. everything was awkward. too awkward.
mom&dad alik did few chorus and the keciks went for swimming like wat they do evryday.
sume org mcm chill jer,
then masok internet itu ini. then dah.
here i am~~

lalala.

ok yesterday we clean up the hse cos someone was coming over.
the makan was super sedap.
then me and my adqs2 bobal from one topic to another,
we were making o much noisy as we were laughing our butts off.
the moment reminds me of laughing with my frens as we talk from one topic to another.
haha sumtims my siblings rawk my arse.
then back to the laptop.
myspacing and frenster.
then read a book. all of the sudden emotional feeling attack.
all of the sudden i felt sad angry rejected depressed.
i felt as if i was a loner.
its as if i need someone to complete me.
weird talk right.
then i will like to thanks skin and wan for being my ears jap.
cos skin let me let go all the anger in me & wan for advising&making me smile.
but next time im going to kick ur sory butt bila main pool. tk fair seyy!ok then
met new frens.
all the new frens sume cool2 xpecially farah from irsyad and the other person
farah sporting to the core. can mepek2 together while same goes to the other person.
gd luck to all the students yg ader prelims.

today,
mepek with the other person while myspacing and frenster.
then bace the same book which made me feel the same way only this time mcm sad but skjp jerk.
shessh. then camwhore alon and photoedit.
then myspace.
hehs~~
now im heree.
ok there.

the top unnderline sentence is like a confession orites.
and yan aku tk ambik ati
i know how anoyig it is to wirte my name
like many2 times.
hehs.

lets make this shorton what i did today
**talked to yana in the morning.
*then spend time kt internet
*later wasnt feeling well
*read book and had ice cream
*i got better.
*photo edit.
*internet.
*talked to dana and sarah bot out outing.
**then talked to rusda.
*myspacing&frenter
*talked to syafiqah&rab&shiran&min&sagal
*myspacing
*then myspacingIM
*talked to mat&bullet
*myspacing&frenter

rusda bobal gan kamu gerek banget.xpecially part desperate guys. hua hua hua. klkar lar.
bobal lg jom. nnt balik kte meet up ok?

whiLe i was talking to shaaa, i feel as if i was talking weirdly weird. i have no idea. and remember our plan. mayb ure right we should get yana first. then later we do on maya ok? & sha im going to get u back. u noe what im talking about. (hint: nudges)downloaded few national day songs and other songs. view here and there. and got ready to go to the library.

spend the journey with the mp3 and taking care of shazrah. the no of borrowing: UNLIMITED. i can borrow as many books as i want. yay more book and less nags. we went to grab sumtin to eat and i insist that i want to go to Starbucks, but noooo. spend the rest of the journey home listening to the mp3 and reading the books i borrowed. andn i also discovered that my dad has a weird taste of music. grown ups annd just sometimes to weird to b understood by.

later then i chatted with syimir and shira. lols it was fun fun fun. he killed the fish! and 080108 and i had fun talking to her. tho we're nt close i still thinkn that u rock my socks, but my sister rocked way more. it was fun talkin to shira. kecian ko kene panggil mami jarom. nvm i no emint mmg jahat po but i totally agree with him ahaha only ur a junior and has the rawr of spongeboob. hehes hope to talk to u again,

labels:
SUMMER BREAK DESCRIPTION:
boring, but if the sisters were here with me it will b super fun. jus cant wait til DEC.!

Im in love, so in love. eeeeekkkk!! i never really xpect baba to buy it for me. although i wan another type but wth i still got it didd i? i so want to scream. but i cant. well i have no much story that dad is back home i got many gifts. and im hapy bot it. im growing up. school is reopening soon. jus cant wait to go back. yan mentioned bot the school jus now while talkin to her. i so dont have any idea wat to do now. all of the sudden, its just that things change, i feel diffrent. and somehow i feel as if im in love.

stay in touch follks,
luv you all.

i made a video it looks much more better in my computer but its so hard for me to upload it in my version but at least u guys got to see it.


Press here to see the video.
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the weekend was D-U-U-U-U-U-U-L-L-L-L-L,duuuuuulllll. shaheed and me and the other sisters got this huge fight while mama was away. he did to go get some chill pill. mulot da lah mcmm pompan. sheesh. on sat i was expecting either the sisters to come onnliine but no. then soend my tine talking to braem and sending ppl comment kt frenster, still bored. nuthing special much.

well yana did blog up, at least i know whats going on but i didd get the chance to talk to u ppl.ur post was really nice.it made me so wanting to see u guys. i so want to be in the performances seyy dikir barat lg! pls can u tape it klw boleh the whole muslimah day.. plsplspls. about the business thing well i guess they derserve it better then you guys. but congrats u still won for highest score. or sumtin. so congratz. u guy may have work too hard. darn i wan to cry but i cant cry. it really did touch my heart.

YESTERDAY

man im quite bored here now. after typing uo the most perfect post the wireless got cut then shaheed shut down the laptop and there u go the perfect post.*poof* lets make it simple. yesterday i went to the mall with mama bougha blue stripes dress for 9.99 bcoz of the sale as the original price was 19.99. then on the way home saw a cute lil bunny rabbit and reach home did my prayers and edited few old pics. will post up kt friendster soon. then watched She's the man. i noe i got outdated. but wth i wacthed it didd i. the movie was awsome. i wan a quite sensitive guy too someone like duke too but not too sensitive. and GO VIOLET! there.

the dress,

read yana's blog. poor you girL. been there but hit in on my head. bad memories. plus it was bleeding and i had a fever bcoz of that fall. GET WELL SOON! and helo iyan!

farah: i have been thinking bot it. but ill try to reconsider that back. and hope ur not irritated anymore with those ppl the other day. and ouh yah. one of the irritated part(hint: sha's companion) 3 words, what the heck. lols but u cracked me up. thanks

there u have it, the pics during the U.S. trip. it was lets say tiring. but at least u ppl are satisfied with it. i have nothing to tell except that im bored and i want to go back home. there nothing to do. mayb this is one of the disadvantages of holidays. hahas now im inside the room and i can hear lil puppies bcoz shadi(tom) and shazrah(lucky) are barking and its so annoying.!! aand every single day, i had a fight with shaheed.today was even worse i cant hold anymore.i burst so loud inside that my outside could hear it. i let go every thing to safwan(thanks for hearing) and the only advise he gave me was "jus ignore it" mmg bdk laki lambat mature. sheesh. but thanks. and guess wat it worked.! yay! no more fights with shaheed. i tried my best to stay away from him. i just cant wait till baba get back home so i could get my own laptop back! i miss it so much.and im waiting a present from nenek. and congrats cik nana. ure getting married this sunday. i read the sisters's blogs. haha i wan to comment lar.

diyana: ehk u go girl kepp on updating. i just realized something,every single (mostly) ur post got my name, yay, hehes. make me feel that u ppl never forget me. thanks.

maya: GO UPDATE LAR! i like her stories. very xciting.tho its bot u. Xp

farah: hahas keep on updating.

fifi: ehk ko nie chill lar ikit.

kak rob: GO UPDATE LAR!!

006
-NY
we continue goiing around,but this time kak hidayah and abg amri ader to go with us. we went to united NAtions,then went outside theres a tiny park it was so windy! windy enough that ur hijab can fly like a flying balloon from your graduation.then we all got separated kt grand central.then we went back to the hotel and start our journey p a place i forgot the name but this time we slept kt someones house.haha that house gelak to the core i cannot stop laughing bile npk shaheed sampai lompat2 atas sofa! (hint: cats) then slept.

007
-the someone house
makan de punye sedap. melay habis. org malaysia lar kn. then later p this university. punye byk hill malas seyy nk naek. abih balik pastu continue jalan. we went to Philadelphia. nie blom bored of highways lg. but we only went around looking places through the car cos they were too many ppl. from there we went to washington DC.reached our hotel and chilled.

008
-Washington DC.
so far i only like is the air conditioner there & also the subway man its awsome!! the place was so hot! u can get dehydrated there. and there we walk here walk there. penaat seyy.. well saw all those places then tk sabar skali nk balik hotel.agaiin chilled.

but before this in the morning bobal gan yana. hahas mendak punye tk. then main true or dare haha klakar lar. then thank yan aku dpt tdo balik.

009
-Washington DC to Toronto,Canada.
that was our plan, nk balik canada(NNOOOOO..!!!) but they stop in this place somewhere we didd know.tido kt holiday inn t

010
-going to toronto.
we stop at virginia i think and went to the museum of play. two words for that place SUPER FUN! giler oik that place was so awsome. the only place where u only play! best tau..then p toronto. we stop at my mom's fren'syounger sisters house then went to cik mohd nor & cik rahidah(i think taht her name)'s house the house mcm kt spore oik. terase suasane kt spore. tkle tahan. kak syafiqah was super freindly. then i slept kt bilik de using my portable dvd i watch janji diana. then tertdo.

011
-toronto.
the sleep i had was sedap oik! that was teh best sleep ever. bangon jerk sume dah ready. nk kua rumah tu kn mcm susah sgt sbb terlalu best. then went to a fren house then p niagara falls. ader rainbow. and there were no golden pot there under teh raibow i went super close and there we nuthing. hmmm.. took a oat to go near the fall. mom start making noise when we went nearer to teh fall bcoz there were mist and wth join lar aper lg. then other ppl start making noise too., the trip was unforgettable. went to back to the house only for a while went to another malay sporean house(kt toronto byk malays sporean, best mama plan nk raye kt toronto. dpt suit raye jugak arr..) then tgk bola kt situ Argentina vs Brazil. almaak klakar seyy the match. me and shaheed were laughing like mad. all the adults were looking,we tried to stop but it was too funny. meanwhile i was ear dropping the adult talking. the host dulu teacher kt alsogoff. how he describe his class and the school klakr mcm best. he even pity the girl yg school kt situ bcoz of the principal something like that.i over heard how the alsogoffians were,mcm best gitu. hahas.
then balik tk tdo. first ader chess tournament lar konon. then drg nk tgk harum sundal malam. ibut i watch surf's up kt lappy.the turon p basement tgk akeelah and the bee dgn yg lain slowly kak syafiqah tdo then dina then shiham pastu syaheerah shifa and me tgk sampai abiz then tdo.(during nk tdo tu ader cat incident lg. hahas)

012
-toronto-ottawa.
tgk tipah tertipu the movie pastu tgk smebilu 2005.then bbq lg hahas. best the hse mesti ader jer best stuff to do. then continue tgk tv. abih kene balik. SHAZA TK NK BALIK!! serious mcm nk nangis. i didd wan to go home bcoz i love that hse. that place. hrmpph. then p ottawa then balik. klw baba tk payah balik spore, boleh dok sane lame2. hrmp!then balik.


ok dah abiz update, tk tau ak 12 days seyy.. hmm
ok skg the my holidays aper jd.......

the new story---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

baba was off to spore. cik nana dah nikah. congrats. then itu ini. hari tkde pape jerk, mendak mendak selalu.

14 july,
ader gathering kt umah cik jah. so most of it kt situ org kelantan. then dok makan turin bawa tgk tv. sampai magrib abg2 tuon nk solat. pastu ader naek atas yg lain stay kt bawa. haha they put all the lil kids on their shoulder then jalan2 lar. then got this girl p kentot kt muka abg tu hahas the whole basement was full of laughter. klakar habisan. hahas. then ader this one abg,the similar dude yg ader every gathering i went de ader. main stare2 pulak2. i have no idea y i diidd stare back lame2 nnt terbagi salah msg. i ran downstair gan bdk2 lain lar. biler ume dah nk balik i had to go up. alamk disaster seyy. i tried my best to just stay a hidden place lari dr sume org ok tk logic.phm2 jer lar.

001
-conneticut
ok im warning u ppl this trip i spot tons of things. so from school went to the immigration.im telling you USA immigration are so complicated. they ask this they ask that,4 words for them that i sure to give them. TAKE SOME CHILL PILLS. and there we start to move. well i had alot of my random 000..aaa...wweee... moments bcoz i was being the typical shaza as always. here's what i spot. malaysia got too many kambings.america got too many horses. canada pulak got to many sheeps(i think). then we had our luch break or toilet break. then we spot alot of mountains and lakes and stop at george lake'town'. there was this tiny beach we stayed ffor awhile for prayers and dinner. nasi lemak lg. with the breeze are such a good combination.soon we were off. i spot 3 things there.too many mini golf.too many dogs.too many cute guys. XP no no seriously. u should go. hehes. me,shaheed& shifa had a mini race kat the petrol while waiting for the rest of the family to get in the car. funny sey. then we were off. we reached at harvard,conneticut at 12am.but i slept at 4.blame all on the internet ok. but that day best ar bobal gan the other.haha xpecially ader ain. kte org tgn plan nk bunuh org nie so mangse2 becareful.woke up at 10.

002
-new england
easy say. i went to a theme park where the justice league were born.thats wat it said. the day was SUPER FUN! i went upside down at a very high position for 4 sec. but i dun feel anything. tu yg tk best. mcm klw rollercoaster,u usually feel the feeling bile nk turon from a high position tp nie tk. alaahh understand understand lar.

003
-boston!
went to this place call harvard seminary. the place was neat and small and white. me and shifa was imagining how cool it will be if we own it. and invite friends over and bla bla bla,which we know it will never happen. i got totally fed up cos it was so boring. then we went to this hse,mom and dad did a lil chat with the ppl who stay there. one chinese-sporean the other ume arabs. then we went to boston! my favo. place where arts were supported and shopping were unexpected. hah! lols the place was terrifically perfect for me. i run here.i run there.it was just too speechless.but before that we went to harvard U. first i didd have the mood to do all this roaming things and taking picture tak tau knape jerk dah ok. ape lagi lari sane lari sini ar. again i was being the typical me, my ooo...aa...weee..moment happen. seriously oik i recomand the siters to go there. jom kte p harvard jom!then went to the bookshop where i quote that " baba shopping buku macam mama shopping baju" but seriously the bookstore gerek oik! its was too antique hah! then p makan abih shopping! i spot sumtin. the subways are weird and the men are wannabes.and i bough a grey sweatshirt.

004
-stamford
whole day travel to get to stamford sampai hotel teros baring.!the whole night tgk fresh prince kt nick boring giler! keep on changing the channel creti best2 ume dah tkde.then tdo.

005
-NY.
lets say it was SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER busy. i hate NY. it was perfectly not for me! i only like the shops jerk.and theres bubble tea there too..saw the empire state rebuilding. and the ppls look at us semacm. oh well then bough a red sweatshirt.ouhk and i wen to America nature museum. remember the night at the museum. kt situ lar. i love the other imax about the milkyway sumtin like that . it was so real. then during the dinosaurs i feel a sleep kt situ jugak k le tahan seyy.. i got scolded by dad for sleeping. its too hard to resist. the sleeping was too ...tempting, hahas.and we went around for awhile.

to be continue
day 006 to 010.