ishmah terover sikit.org laen cool je.

nk twu tk asal them like thaaat? sbb scandaaaal. XP

i just love this piic

she is adored.

she is si dia punnye cousin.(malu aku bru twu) && she is my best friend

most of the girls left for dental appointment so the class was somehow empty. it was rather quiet. so like thaat la. the air conditioner in the musollah was so refreshing sey. the first period of contact time,the sec 2&3s were there to listen to some talk. i just sat there and somehow day dream? it was like i was sleepiing with my eyes open.during the khutbah well i recognize ustaz fatris's voice. i slept. oh god. i was actually snoring softly seyy. mcm malu. then i turn i for like 3/4 of the girls were sleeping.fuuuh. during i was scared when ain called and the phone was vibrating. cos somehow the vibration was loud. after prayer asked azie and she said she heard no vibration. safe. left to aljunied. alamaak ape la kak-kaks ini. asik tukar je. first kt school maen netball. then kallang abih school agaiin. conferm ni mesti kak falahnye kerje. walked around level 4 with afiqah for awhile and saw few guys kt s3/3. ammar dah tinggi sey. the sisters were happy to see afiqah. mane tk the girl senyap2 changed school. ive been told again. aku dah tinggi. :D maya aku kene proud sikit. XP played only one game cos i was late for the few games then referee one of the game and played. kecoh again. ishmah mepek seyy. tk bg org chance nk bobal. but i enjoyed her has GA. :D theeen left for KFC. confessed. aaah malu aku!

KFC MOMENTS WITH AIN.MAYA.FARAH.YAN.FIFI AND RAB WAS A BLAST !!

enjoyed it alot. ketawe tornado seyy.nyahahahahaaa. hilarious stories. thaaanks loves. then mrt moments were best too. pics pics pics. theeen scandal kak falaah !! nyahaaahahahahaaa. my mom is stressing out. canada laen sey, singapore laen. kat sane senang sini tk. eeerrggh. aaah !! klw result bad one of my sctivities kene cancel. amboiii. TK NK !!

today had netball with hijannah. got offended but cheered up by kak fiza and hijjannah. thanks yaw. and to you too?yay2 kene puji. thaanks kak hanisa. eh nysa chocolate ko sedaaaap. thanks for sharing(: lughah was sleeping time. it was so quiet when shira tkdee. srry nadiyyah tk lyn. theeen somethingn happen while tying my shoe terase malu. only me & hijannah knws. nyahahahaaa.
balik kt mrt klakaaar. she got so worried but nothing really happened.

okay to the unknown person kt frenster.
i hv no idea what your talking about.
maybe it was a misunderstanding or something else.
i kept sayinng WTH sey?
like serious.
=_________________________________="
you dont evenn know me.
like you said "ko baru knal kwn aku g2 g2"
ko pon bru knal aku g2 g2.
like wooooooaaah sey.

this is what it said:
"Oi PmPn..Ko KlW bArU mSk Eh,KO jGn Nk StEp MaNeRnYeR bGs lAh SuNdAl...Ko ApE hAk SaK nK bEnCi KwN AkU???kO pIkEr AkU bNyK sKe DgN kO!!!p JlN aH..kO sTaKt KnL kWn AkU g2 g2!!!JgN nK sMbG aH...mNtG2 kO DtG dATnG dArI cAnAda...tK hErAn LaH bAbI...fUcK oFf Lh PmPn!!!"

=________________________________="
say wtvr you want.
reply is in frenster profile.
gd luck to you.

YESTERDAY.

the most best cheering practice ever. here we all screamed our throats out. all those screamers can even feel their veins popping out being stretched. all our voices were nearly gone. then we had a need cheer contributed by me and afiqah but then edited by kak syafiqah and nabilah. later then me and hijan had netball practice. oh gawwwd most hilarious stories. then terbebual and she knows about it. i just had to let it go. skg i knw urs u knw mine.

NEWW CHEEEER.
fire,fire,fire nation
we are the fire house dedication
when we strive for determination
we create a new sensation
oh... fire... house...x3
FIRE! FIRE! FIRE! fIRE
FIIIIIREEEEE !!!
'


TODAY.
was a big day. my day was i cant describe how. but the studies were all boring.
im seriously slacking off. and i need to start to stand back up.ive been in the mood to cheer.
every single word i say will turn into a ryhthem tune.then we gathered at the soccer field for our last cheer practice before at the end of the day. kak ilyana and tam were reaally reallly scared cause they thought we will going to be bad like blur bad. so we cheered not with our best "lantang" voice and cheered. the new cheer got cancelled due to boys slowness of try to understand the song and lack of practice. hampa. but nvm. we can try during the interhouse sports day right?faramypartner in crime was being a super pantat seyy. you scared me. i was oh so relaxing then u were like "eh shaza aku takot ah saket dok perut." then my perut dah start.crap ah. ignore everything try to focus. relax breathe in and out. managed! physic was hilarious. slow seyy krg, tchr pon same. ape sajeee. then HOUSE/CCA.
fara daaah takot. we gather all the s3 fire-ians and went downstairs together.
then hilarious things happen.hijan ketawe tkle angkaat seyy.haha keciian bdk tu. at least de ketawe kn diri de sendiri seyy. ape sey twin aku left me just like thaaat. tk tunggu kte. so there we had a blast. cheer here and there. clap here and there. scream here and there. embarrassment doks. i accidentally termcm when over bile cheer. i was trying to help fara to calm her down then aku yg terover cheer. we kept on repeating "pikir charlie!! " malu.malu.malu. during the cheer, i guess the captain and co-captain was suprised with the semangat.co-captain cute seyy bile cheeer.captain tk sangke full of semangat to cheer. everything somehow changed when we were all up there. well the girls(in my opinion) got more semangat when the guys were super loud ape lg. tk nk kalah lg kuat ah org kate kuaaat with penuh semangat. beeeest cheer kte.(thaaanks you people.krg punye best pe choreography wind and water canntek doks.) a water(?) said" eh krg jgn semangat sgt ah tk bagos seyy!" aah seyy tk bagos seyy.after cheer wtv la eh.effort was pleasant. last year fire got last position for the cheering comp. this year we manage to get 2nd. but nvm still top three.conferm the kak ilyana gan tam proud nk habesan. annd yet i was still cheering.then i was told shaheed kene tegor for high-fiving me after school. thenn kene paiseyy sey org tegor.keciiian. malsa planned to go to tam and make him belannje air to all the fire hse. set ah jomjomjom. oh played kembang2 hidong which rusda. HILARIOUS. paiseeyy oiii.

note: okokok. whaaat are u trying to say sey. like seriously? bru aje contact balek.
note2:gay gay gay. naak kawan gayy? XP
note3: shhhhhhhhh.

malay class was a the bomb. it was hilarious. our faces were super red and eyes were watery.
then they had an "ihsanian wedding" while waiting for the others to assembly.

cheer practice was also the best.
laughed our head off plus with desperado acts. omg hilarious cannot angkat.
hahah.

saturday was angklong class. left house early cos i wanted to meet the others kat school. those who had a maths and nahu project to do and medaki. i was just about to settle down when fifi told me to accompany her to get her I.C. trenets la. she was like grinning all the way back to school. i wonder when im going to receive mine?

angklong class held a kulintang audition. well i passed the 1st audition but failed the 2nd one. i was shaking. and got confuse. BUT CONGRATS TO KAK DEELA.KAK MAS AND KAK SAKINAH. oh kak mas was wearing so mega orange-gy and rubbed it in my face. rawwwrs. when home with fifi and dila and ain too. omgay. the mrt dude was super scary. haha yet funny. memory. night when out to meet out with farhanah and fifi. saw dila.zahirah.andn the twins. after far left sat with fifi and just talked. saw hudzaifah so balik gan de ah. takot doks. dah mlm. XP sunday. i spend most of the time trying to find a skin., after working long hours on this skin alamak. punye la marah. t got ruin. URGH.

oh dude. hilarious la kamu serious doks. alamaak made my day. thannks. after 4 yrs of not talking we actually re communicate. i enjoyed it tho. those old memories we had were hilariously great to made it as conversation.

my grp.

grp sebelah aku yg amat bising. psl the bakar and hagus couple.

smartie grp.

grp middle.

aina.tgh tunggu de brutal sey.

me and my so call twin.focus on us not jannah.shes jsut jealous cos she wants to be in the pic too.

choo choo train coming to crash them down.

2 cute primary lost kids.FT.me.hijjannah.wanii.

my bakar partner.kerek irsyad partner.desperate irsyad parter.

kak hidayah rawk oi.kte api membara.

rusda.

me with rusda's scandal.

the day was somehow amazingly cool. the morning were great. the arabic prgrm was klakar the dude who helped the old guy okay lookin gak ah. name de sape ah? XP nothing much really happen during the morning side. most of the girls had their dental appointment. afiqah was acting weird. dont knw why. contact time was a blast. took pics. then the cheering practice were more rawking. i saaay. malsa,farah,hijan,azie ad me rawkked it sey. best can can can? thenn lefft to aljunied with shira. sleptover at my hse. we were basically talking about arif aje. fed up ah. but hilarious. then it was cool. alaaaah mcm gitu2 aje phm phm la kn.
oh today ade byk scandal.tsk3

every since masok irsyad i realized that i sleep somehow alot in class.
no worries i knw what the tchrs were talking bot in class.
yesterday the only thing yg gerek is the house cca.
alamakk. the hangus twins really rawked it ah.
azie,naz,nysa andn liyana rawked it hard too.
we were like laughing our butt off making fun of desperate SB.
there were a cheer practice as the cheer off interhse will be next week.
first all of us were mega shy but we tried to built up confidents.
i guess ainul really brought it up.
that girl is so scary. well in my opinion.
then later we were all okay with it.
mega fun !!
physics is so asdfghjhg.
tk phm.
but thanks syimir for trying to make me understand them.


today.
not much of sleeping classes.
boring ah as day passes.
i miss SH.
i miss aljunied.
i miss either of the seniors pass our table and mepek together.
project just given by malay tchr. (:
nahu free period.
fiqh boring. tafsir was cold.
cos it was kinda of cloudy.
aku clumsy giler to the core.
paiseeyy byk kali.
aiischeey/
netball practice.
i dont like ade these 2 sec4s.
well i tried to be friendly
but almak. nvm la.
muka red like raaaks.
eh paisey sey kak nabilaah !!
cte lame oii.
diam2 ah cte gan kak sakinah lg.
hijannag only manage to smile.
eh hijannah nyer catching and grabbing baek oiks.
next practice tue.
slmaat ah diri.
was talking to kak ani bot si de.
alaamaaak cannot angkt ah.
best ah bobal kn.
treeenets.
heheee.
sorry ah kn.
and HECK AH GO IRSYAD AH.
visit!
plssss...


no comments bot that part.
i guess i just dont like irsyad that much?
susaah nk adapt.
we all have diff lingo.
i usually feel confortable with the bakars and hangus cousins,azie,naz,liyana,hijannah pon somehoe like that sikit2.
its like being in irsyad is not me.
im not being me kt irsyad and i swear its not.
and aku bosan rabak.


8 more days till kak hidayah's wedding.
im not sure why im counting it dwn.
yay this sat angklong?
eh kecik, the baju how?

my morning was some how wasnt the best.
wow.
i spend most of my time in class.
sleeping.
note to self: jgn makan marshmallow. they're like sleeping pills.
as usually lughah and fiqh were so "comfortable" as i slept.
but then lughah we had a grp discussion.
nysa klakar nk mamapz sey.
maintain ah.
recess was well i thought it will be boring.
but somehow azie was like laughing
with her mouth full of the bali drink
then we kept on making her laugh
so she would spill all the water out.
but then again she didnt.
disappointment.
oh god chemistry and physics is DEAD boredness.
cannot angkat sey.
tauhid we made this song to cover wat we have study.
it was kinda cool.
oh i got accepted to play netball for intermadrasah.
balik with hijannah was funny.
thenn later hang out with hasanah at admirilty mrt stt.


i dont feel right being there.
being with those 6 are actually okay.
but then with the other is like un wanted.
there's not much fun feel-ed.
i dont get it.
i just dont.
its hard to put it in words.

everytime i go to school.
and alight the mrt
it just remind me of you.
you were forgotten 2 yrs ago.
then again, looking at hasanah
just brings it in.
asking her bot you.
seriouslY.
I NEED DISTRACTION.

in pic:azie,izza,me,rusda,jannah&dan.

im lazy much to blog.
we stayed at school to finish the class decoration and everything else.
the class was oso cool.
excited aku.
went home with the other.
they were funny.
cannot angkat sey.
the chinese dude's air conditioner stinks
oh plus the strings coming out.
mak cow.
saw some of the s4 bath aljunied.
wani excited ko.
home.
talked to fifi on phone and no homehwk.
oh skin's sisters wedding is on 020208.
and SH oii. kendarat baju must be purple.
aku tkde purple baju.
mahu shopping tk for baju?
why not all of us wear the same baju.
can best.
comments ?!!

p.s. mcm terase not wanted and as aku kepo aje kt situ,


in pic: me&rusda
oh kecian kamu kene kacau gan jannah masih ini time.

today is sunday.
i woke up and made waffle.
used the microwave oven and it the waffle got hangus.
i laughed my assy off cos it remind me of afiqah.
only roti terbakar(farahIRSYAD) and ice cream hangus(ainIRSYAD) phm.
klakar.
later on played internet while texting uncle kaki bukit and waiting for him,atok,and his dad's arrival.
nadya and shira arrived first.


basically hang out(sort of)
and the ladies arrived with the keco ness.
they brought in all our stuff.
nenek gave her sofa to us la say,
took pics with the kids and them.
then cik nana ajak p causeway point. bought bubble tea and left. XP

whats her prblm confusing us 3.
she msged nadya and asked her questions.
shira got somehow annoyed and somewhat pissed?
besok we'll see what happen.
ade back up ah.

i regret.regret.regret. what a waste of energy and sleeping time. woke up and text azie and farah. eh serious dok. farah sorry tk tunggu sey. then got ready and went to civic center. met hidayah and azie and took tabung. they somehow smartky decided to go to geylang cos byk malays. they ate at MCD and we went around to collect. omg. wat a disappointment. there were like so many same tabung. so there we cant collect much cos ppl dah donate. collect few and left to bugis to discuss either collect or just go back to wdlands. azie and hidayah decided to go bck to wdlands, so we went our own ways. i called ain and went to bugis junction to change and left for aljunied, met ustazah fatimah and she told me to hang out at the library so i did while waitting for ain. then just hang out and talk sampai ain dtg. ain arrived at 1pm and we just chill while waiting sampai 2. we had this angklong(?)class thing. later then met the ishmah,kak mus,falah,and syu. eh serious la mcm excited gitu jumpa these kaks but i forgot to put kak deela,kak seri,kak mas,kak fiza,and the others too sey. mane tk the best senior batch oi, soon later theyre leaving school. no more awesome batch. sedih !! they prayed and we all p hall. the class was fun. mak kauu. cikgu dzul drag seyy. tp klakar. syoiking SEY. nnt ade performance lg. best knn. I GOT A NEW WATCH.(at last seyy. heehe.) then balik with ain and farah. internet.family meeting.and took netball pics from maya'sblog and yeaaaah. i guess every friday netball?then saturday the class ah?

aku proud aku batin aljunied,

im like too lazy to update about wat happen previous days. but ill summarize them.

WEDNESDAY.
i got keco again why?cos i got my baju already so i got xcited.((:
there was the house/CCA most of the new students got throw-ed at FIRE
but shira got earth,nadiyyah got wind?,and i dont knw about adq shafiqah.
oh i borrow that shafiqah's kid watch and wanted to return it but i couldnt find her.
so i had to bring back it home.
i feel so empty without a watch.
played sliding at musollah. GEREK OIKS.
signed up for netball instead of hockey.
i got confused. i didnt know which to pick.
while signing up there were only 10 spots and 3 people were waiting.
i got the last spot. somehow excited cos i actually made the person who was holding the paper
save the last spot for me. the girl knew me like whay seyy. giving me all my basic info.
i was like woah.relax ah. who are you.
oh i argue alot with azie and shira. nadiyyah manage to only smile.
=_____________________="

THURSDAY.
cleaness got GREEN. tchr.M was like "do you want to get green? then take out all the book under the desks."
tehre were like ALOT. penat seyy kuar kn all the books.
oh that time stayed back and helped the girls deco the place.
saw the intermad girls played netball.
aku wish krg luck sey.
aku nk maen for intermad netball can?
the night was somehow merepek kots?
oh yeaa. i kept saying OMG OMG OMG! bedek ah.
when i found out bot kak ani's scandal sey.
azie was like aah seyy. ko tk caya sudah ah.
treeents sey itu mase.

FRIDAY.
TO THE CORING AWESOME !!
but wait lets see wat happen in school.
shira and nad left me just like that after school(aku kentot kn krg seyy)
malay class had to act out. something hit me that i almost forgot my lines and mash's advices.
ape sey.
that during friday prayers,when to pri3 and just sat. but before that we were at pri 1.
oh we is me,azie,mun and ezzah.
we were talking till the tchr told us to go upstairs.
but we spend our time sleeping the whole prayer.
and the sleep was fuuuyoooh.
sedap gerek oiks. mun terlepas tdonye.
oh i hurry left to aljunied for netball.
when i reached newton mrt stt while waiting for the train
ain called and said they havent strt yet so i can relax cos it was somehow almost 230 and they said it strts at 2.
so i chilled and got another call and had to wait for ishmah.
terase paisey kn ishmah.
oh _cough ishmah pendek._cough
i was like lex ah. theyre staring at us cos kte lawa.(hasanah's advice for my 1st day of school)
ketawe aje. reached school and abg hatta was like "HI SHAZA !!" semangat oiks.
i waved. but i guess he didnt saw the ave and said hi again. and wave eagerly bck.
naek dewan and saw the seniors and SH.
HAPPY DOKS.
oh got labeled 'bdk irsyad' ah. tkpee. hati tetap aljuined pe. kate semangat.
changed and exercise.
THE GAMES WERE OSO RAWKING SEYY.
THE KAK SENIOR ITTIHAD PON SAME DOKS.
rindu seyy.
the whole game i was keco bising like to the coring max.
sampai kene diam la bdk irsyad.
that took pics and all.
cannot describe the awesomeness seyy.
we all then left for KFC.
me and ain with farah left first cos we were running late.
oh i texted few ppl bot the LBKM tomrow.
confuse seyy tk twu nk pegi ke tk.
i heard there will be another tabung we have to do.
FRIDAY LG.
tk nk seyy. nk maen netball again with them<33.
then later we talked.
the last topic was a little interesting seyy.
reached home and internet.
somehow the netball was the best la.
rindu sey sama seniors kte sume.

eh nari tk npk kak fatin sey.

2nd day of school.

merepek doks!
i woke up at 628AM. i was like OMG!
ran around the house and got ready for school.
left school straight away told my first irsyad person.rusda la tu. then hasanah.
takots dok.
terase paiseyy(lg.but this i had to handle it by myself.treeenets.)
reached school then entered class. the class was full of classmates sey.
biase ah baru nk buat english homework. tsk3. the classes were so boring.
it wasnt that fun cause its just isnt yet fun for me. ill have to wait i guess.
i nvr had a real pure laughters or fun. there were only ting sort of giggles.
and i swear im like deaf. i cant hear what they say much. is it me or them not talking loud enough.
eh. my classmates eh, like woaaah. they talk about sheikh way too much sey. whats the deal doks.
i got my tudong today. so tomrow will be wearing school uniform.
some of the fakers had to clean the class (bdk2 baek la kn. eh malyanah pandai kemas class.mcm mak kelas.yg rusda pulak rajin.mcm anak malyanah.) cause we had a cleaness check.

while they went upstairs i had to find kak huzaima(eh?) aka kakak jual tudong. naseb baek farah ade to help me.

THANKS ALOT FARAH one eyed monster pendek.

then joked lame around and got the tudong and went upstairs.
as we reached dwnstairs it was raining oso light(okay lie.) so we waited. bobal mepek gan malsa and aina. power rangers!! and also kekek dok cte aina. her reactions. treeents dokz. eh eh eh, kamu sume suka doks DScanning. klakar gaakz dok.
when it got better we all left. alamaak salah took path la. sorry la ezza,aina,malsa gan rusda kn.
we had a huge puddle infornt of us. wat to do we had to jalan pass it la.
it was so hilarious. our shoes(well only one of pair of my shoes was wet itu pon tk sgt compare with the others) were uber wet.
i was sitting just talking to with amal and rusda. storytelling ah.
went kt yishun i saw the grp of boys. entah sape aku lupa name gang krg. peaced out them from inside to outside.
they were like eh shaza ah. peaced back and entaah ape la.
i was like senyap " alamaaak rindu ah aljunied."
eh rabak ah. RINDU DOKS ALJUNIED. and the others too.
aku rindu the pure mepek bising canteen aljunied.
aku rindu the pure laughters.
aku rindu thre pure crapness.
kt irsyad blom ku dpt sgt.
tp aljunied nyee lg best sey.
oh fiqi ajak ku pegi aljunied on friday. nk pegi !!
plus dgr2 ade netball btol ke?
nk maiin !!
eh bile wani stares kn seram doks.
malyanah nyer serious face cannot angkt dok.
seram aku.
i hope for a better day tomrow.
with uber crapness gerek laughter like i get kt aljunied.

school eh?
hmmm. byk comments la.
first i want to make an annoucement.

TERIMA KASIH MAKCIK RUSDA FOR GUIDING ME.

that aunty mcm buddy aku seyy. telling me wat to do where do go helped me around. but i hang out with azie,fiqi,zahidah,nad and shira la mostly.

in the morning i was like scared kept on saying paisey ah(tanye aina and rusda)
earlier morning i texted soneh,rusda gan azie oh and also nadiyyah too.
shaza asik takot aje. first day of school in aljunied uni w/o the tudong. wat do u xpect.so left school with shifa and shiham and shaheed too.(eh god to admit dok shaheed kai baju tu boleh tahan gak ah. if i wasnt his sis kn la fall ah. XP) waitted for soneh cos planned to go with her. but she said the apek driver so slenge drive the bus so slowly. wat to do. singapore is crowded la now. population increased.(tchr syed ajar.) so left school with the little girls. rusda and frens aboarded the same train too but we werent in the colored seat. so met at newton and off to irsyad with her and aina. aina senyap aje sey. then we were off to class and first person i saw was amira. entered class all paiseyy then like salam2 and said hi and all. malsa masok class aje. fuuuh mcm earthquake seyy. teperanjat aku ni buatnye. well she made me feel confortable kt school so which means okay.
then i was okay for school. talked to new classmate and turon bawa for assembly. there few stares aje. i nvr bother. i listen to soneh encouragement seyy that made me laugh. then later tilawah sat at padang while waiting to b tested. and then later off to class. i seriously forgot where the class was sey. naseb jumpa ain and farah. eh but seriously la. they all look diff in pic then real life. some of them were like that. but some tk la. like wani,izzah,mun,aina,malyanah,bahirah. yg laen muka laen oiks.left class with them. the classes were all okay. fiqh terboring. lughah,mak kau tkle tahan babe gan the ustaz. geo, i like.(: math, dah blaja topic. yay yay! malay, had to talk bahasa melayu baku.

recess gan lunch byk stares la.odd one out sey. wat to say.
i got alot of "eh bdk baru ah." "eh bdk aljunied ah/kn."
aku maen aah yee. diam. kn aje. XP

me:*Salamm ustazah"
ustazah faridah: eh ini salah skolah ni. baju aljunied nie kn. ni bdk aljunied.
me: ish tkde la ustazah. ini baju irsyad. cume color de invisible, saye je boleh nok color hijau yg laen sume npk klur ni.
ustazah faridah: ish tkde la. ini mmg baju aljunied.

merepek strike sey. bobal pon tercircle circling.
then later balik with the fakers. storytelling gan rusda(eh best tau.)
then planned to balik with them but met hasanah and aisyah.
ape lg naek la. got excited to see them.
sorry la krg kn i ditched u ppl. everyday ku balik gan krg eh.
pegi skolah mcm mane?
XP

so far. the irsyadians made school okay and never bad or hate the first day.
eh thanks eh krg.
eh rusda interhse gan intermad nyer thingy ape jd ah?

eh aku miss the SH ah.
krg bila mahu kua haa?

okays i dont really feel like blogging these days. why? cos my laptop cannot access to the internet anymore. why? BECAUSE OF SHAHEED DOWNLOADING STUFF THERE WHICH CAUSES SUMTING WHICH CRASHED WITH THE INTERNET. mad.mad.mad. this suck alot!
another week at home with no school. people sume dah ask. eh i think im still jetlagging la. hmm.

i was walking outside and i notice ALOT of changes here in singapore.
and i mean somehow alot.
-i notice theres alot of mats now.
-singapore is getting much much crowder.
-too many advertisements.
-too many shops.
-siam kitchen dah tk sedap. yuuck.
-singaporean tk friendly sgt.
hmm i thinks thats all?
so many changes.

starting school this monday.
emotions?
super nervous.
help.

oh dad left canada yesterday, sad.
now i will blog everyday.

saturday.
went out with beloved ain,yan and maya to TM.
but before that went to yan's to borrow a dress cos i got zilch.
so borrowed the black one where she worn during muslimah day
then left to TM and waited for the slowing pokers at MCD.
the chinese boys really "entertained" us with their actions.
then left for popular. should have bought that notebook sey skg da tkde. hrmph
should have listen to ain and maya.
yan complained hungry.
left to kfc and had few laughs and keciian yan. PADAN MUKA TUDONG KAMU. tragic.
shopped the whole afternoon for farah.skin.and fifi's prezzie till i suggest undergarment.
ikot juga them the idea.
had a boxer joke. mepek la u maya. i tot i was the only one who got it wrong.
but yan lg sadar longer than me.
left home with ain.
then mlm had gathering kt rumah nenek.
yan ku dah bg pesan ko kt hudzaifah.
XP


sunday.
out with dad and shaheed for brckfast with few kakaks and abgs at MCD civic center.
then shopped with parents,cik aisyah,shadi,shiham and shazrah for dryer and fridge.
and lunch at sakura.
got home and sleep.








monday.
IRSYAD. from 9 to 11.
i came to school terase paiseyy. then i sat and eat TILL RECESS MEREKE. time tu sudah ku
takot. then first people i saw were amal and mun. then wave2 then sambung aku paisey sendiri.
then saw rusda.
seeing her makes me go over school la.
muka her dah excited makes me more excited about school.
wednesday pegi school la like this kots.
the dudes were creeping me and shifa out so we decided to fill up the form in the office.
it was an excuse to run away.(:
was told farah and ain was passing near me tp ku tk npk.
then while filling up. i got attacked by azie.
then got pulled out by her too and met fiqi !!
and saw nadiyyah and shira and i think that was zahidah hiding behide nad.
then talked.
another dude scared me.
conclusion: irsyadians guys scares me. why ah?
then beli books while texting people.
we were off to NTU for mom.
was left at the carpark so i sat between the cars and took pics.
then off home.
but then went to the movies with kak ani
watched alvin and the chimpmonk.
okay people u should watch.
went to LJS sbb kak ani complain lapar.
havent eaten since 130 la katekn.
most embarassing tragedy happen.
if u have a drink with no cover.
HOLD YOU TRAYS PROPERLY.
paiseeyy doks.
off to popular and home while text people.
reached home and chatted with people.
i need more hp numbers.
thank you.(:
then night we were of to banquet for dinner.
jet lack ah. penat seyy.
sleep.



tuesday
shifa baek la belanje us MCD.
stomachache.
and was off to aljunied.
best la seyy. XP
agaiin embarassing.
spend my moments looking down and saying bodoh.
and bodoh is a bad word. btol right ain?
then met them. and the tchrs. nadirah scared me.
i saw pija! happy ku dimade it.
then got stares.
sat in the canteen with the SH.
and chatted for awhile while we have to go.
aisyah tution.
yan made a very cool action bila nk salam people.
XP
im very obseverant la say. XP
balik with soneh,ain,farah,aisyah and fifi.
picture taking for a moment.
then so call "texted msg" with hasanah(miss that days)
about a lady who is a malay wannabe.
i nvr knew there were some malay wanabes.
then bought sweet talk and home.
here i am now.
talking to aziie. and kak aisha.
aziie eh keep on forcing me to dtg school.
i dont feel like going to school la.

although i wasnt really that sure if i was able to go out and meet with the sisters i end up meeting them as i miss them dearly and always heavenly crazy. being in the bus and also in the train was very very weird. i was thinking as was i doing the right thing? maybe im not ready to meet them but the logical me woke me up and was like excuse me like hello those 11 babes. yout sister whom u love so much. on the way to school in bus number 2 i was shaking trembling. step out and saw no one. strted walking and BAM. i was farah the first thing. she was running all the way and there were all the sisters. i wanted to cry really badly but all cos of the every min cough i cant. 1yr with them around me. thats like WOAAAAAAH boredom. my outings with the other friends in canada weren't as fun as this. here is was totally wicked AWESOME.

i basically lost my voice and dont think can hear that much.im not sure why. thats why ive became very "blur". well at least im going to less blur kn tk mcm sha. XP treeneets. i met kak aizah,kak fizah,kak syu,kak dilah,kak zie(mcm bonus gitu)kak mas and other too. oh i miss that kak2 oh so much! jumpe drg abih blur. just like that seyy. tp aku tk jumpe ishmah!! mane saje sey ishmah pegi.talk for a while in the canteen and we were all of to the class. i miss all those craps. we were laughing all our bosoms out. omg i cant believe im doing this again with them<33.aisyah face="arial">takot doink kurang pandai aku.(happen the same thinng to sha and yan in the train too. XP)

talked to abg hatta for awhile and we were off to the LJS.(WOOOOOOOOOTS~) agaaiin crap.
mostly about abdillah and the mental hospital. after the story, i was still laughing i feel srry for him by laughing. wow shaza. hahahahahah. it was just way to funny that i couldnt help it. later on we were of to BS for awhile(im still aiming for an orange watch seyy) and we were all off. i went with maya,sha,and yanny and just talk crap while yan kept on making me laugh while she try not to laugh at sha where i cant stand laughing causing maya to laugh as well. it was funny. then took 292 actually kn i was try to run away from sha and her questions XP. i look somehow entah tk tau mcm mane nk explain sey.

oh me and yan switched phones and i gave her hers when ni had to go while hmm mine goes in her pocket. alamaaalak punye la pandaii ko nie. we met kt blakang tmpt biase and it was quick. mcm style gitu.now i can text you people with MY PHONE WITH ME AND NOT IN YANS POCKET.
she went off the other while i go the other. at neneks i just sat and thought its
gald to be back here at SG with u girls(: thanks guys&heart;

oh IM TALL.
YAY !!

i cant belive im on the way to singpore now. WOAAAH WAKE ME UP.everything is juust
like a dream. now im on plane from san fransisco to hong kong to singapore.

OTTAWA.
woke up early in the morning. i cant belive i was sick. bad time. my throat was "rusted" or
dead dry. didnt really do anything much. went online andn helped mom out while i try to get
some rest(again). aunt francinse gave me $20US and off to the airport. heh. i slept most of the time
on the bench(i was sick okay couldntn take it.) then cik azidah bough me hot chocolate and a bottle
water. much better. and we were off.

OTTAWA-TORONTO FLIGHT
a short 50 min flight. i didnt even get to enjoy the show. then we went throught security.
later then we lost shadi( i was the first one to reliase that. proud.XP) shaheed ran to find him
guess what. shaheed said he found shadi lining up at the pub. hahaaa.
okay toronto airport is equal to crap but nice. rent a cart for $2 and ull get 25cent bck
if u return it. =.= but i enjoy it.
sleep agaiin,made some noise and we were eating weird stuff but they were good. spend most
of the tome sleeping again.

TORONTO-SAN FRACISCO
this flight again more sleeping. well its cos of the i took the medicine that why.
arrived at San Frasisco. again security check. but this time all the ladies in my family
had to go inside this machine and it was like WTH. goossh. good luck taking care of your country
america. hmm. had salmon terriyaki, calfornia roll and crab roll for dinner there while
waiting for the net flight. there prayed and chilled,


SAN FRACISCO-Hong Kong-Singapore.
before it took off from the plane we saw fireworks(HAPPY NEW YEAR!)
THE MOST BEST AWESOME FLIGHT EVER. SQ is love. watched tons of movie AND sleep.
thats basically it in the 18h flight. it was okaay tho didnt feel the 18h pass.
then watched this bollywood movie. oh god. BEST OI. landed hong kong. ate burger king. prayed. then i got a high raging fever. i slept it became worst. i felt like half dead already. i can barely move. reached woodlands and just somehow fell and sleep till maghrib with was like cannot take it no more but to just lay. met grandmother dwnstair and talk to her while she stroke me and comfort me. then when to tampines the other grandmothers hse and just sleep.
and sleptover there.

today was much better.pray for me to get better soon
dad got me prepaiid for me and have been texting. afiqah called.
oh pandai ain ade number rumah nenekku. (:
oh i found out some people kt my class noes that im sick
according to the info that person gave la kn.
that was super fast.

going out with the SH tomrowww.
yay!!
((:

tomorrow is my flight. 2pm. kak ani dont know how la now. give me your number(by IM) then ill call u and tell u how. dasar tk organize sey. haha. i didnt log in the internet cos i slept back and had a ver very very intersting dream. i screamed at shaheed for waking me up. i was like "gawd whole on give me 5 min i want to see wat will happen." he just laugh. stupid. my morning was weird.
i cant seem to recall.

today when to the mall with aisha and dana. i swear i was diffrent. all of us were diffrent. why? cos we were. somehow i met few people too. i saw iman( a bus dude who dosent knw me but we like do see each other everyday in the bus),huda,amal,shermarke&friends and some public school people who dana know. it was random tho. so much sarcasm from dana. i spilled a cup full of orange soda and it was embarrassing. we were looking at stuff where somehow dana got excited and i was somehow bored and couldnt careless who tired to get interested. typical me. prayed and dana and talked for while and her dad send us off. her dad is scary but hes nice. and now tired. im going to miss them.




pray for us so we'll have a safe trip.