mumbles.

yesterday was mom's office open house.
i was being not really me.
weird.
cleaned room and it was nice. :DD
the day was humid. i planned to study but didnt do any thing.
im starting to slack.
okay lets say the food was cool.
oh played with shazrah. and took pictures. XD
and helped mom.



today was chemistry and english paper.
chemistry was quite easy while english no comment. grr.
oh i escaped from the talk by making my parents fetch me. hah !
took the new bibik. =.="
and rushed to aljunied.
the sisters had a talk.
RAB KILLED MY TUMMY !
okay i admit i was merepek. i was being creativity la.
heh.
oh then went home.
:D
farah dare me to do something.
SO CLOSE UNTIL ..
disappointment.

aku suka ini anak.

AARON;
MY FAIRY GOD FATHER !!

can i be emo about maths please?

i told form teacher already how much i hate him.
maths paper two was !@#$%#@
i lost like about 25 marks !
and im telling you start from my heart that I HATE COORDINATES !
all because of the brain squeezing, i lost my energy.
i felt vibrations in my brain during physics exam.
i lost everything. i forgot everything.
i even slept during the paper and i wasnt done !
i couldnt take it anymore.

i want to cry but i dont have the tears.
although its a waste of time BUT very satisfying.
i want to scream but i dont have the voice.
i want to be like hijjy or fiq.
they just let it flow .
why cant i be so?

ustaz mahzan cheered me up alittle bit.
so did form teacher, hijjy and twinny.
BUT STILL I AM STILL NOT CHEERED.
im still in this downer situation.
]:


oh me and hijjan we checking out a dude in the mrt today,
:DD

dear teacher,

WHY DO WE HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT COORDINATES ??
i hate coordinates.
math paper two is killing me.

$3.95 just cheer the day.

i love my superheros.

the day was full of surprises.
i think.
hijjan was smiling all the way during the morning.
and she did admit that she was happy.
sorry i made you spill the beans :DD
i enjoy bullying hijj with ezzat.
but no worries,
we both adore you [:

i have a stomach break down due to breakfast plus nervous(ness).
when breakfast plus nervous(ness) will equal into stomach vibration.
but it turned out pretty well.
thanks to those who helped me out the day before.
let me mention names because im feeling generous.
THANKS HIJJAN AND AIMAN AND KHAI.


after the paper hung out with ezzat cos there along the hallway she was sitting alone.
but then people joined us. we are so inviting arent we?
talked about exams(duh.) and where we plan on going.
TWINNY PUSHED ME HARD. but then pull me back.
it was hilarious.
somehow we sound so economical. :DD

during malay paper i cant sit still.
sorry guys for being so irritating, i just had to move every inch of my body.
sadiqah, sorry cos i keep on kicking your chair. heeh.


ezzat took the train with us and WE BULLIED HIJJY AGAIN.
super coool this time. with the help of someone. (insert the biggest grin ever)
oh i caught my nyonya and apek dating ! and never told me; how sad is that.
nyonya scandaled with someone but i know apek dont mind but she made me grin by myself in public.

nyonya: eh u still at causeway eh?
me: kat mc cafe knape?
nyonya: eh npk (herscandalnamehere) tk? hehh.
me: library hor.
nyonya: haha. okay cucuku. thnx.

cari nampak. it just made me want to grin and laugh. no clue why. :DD
my nyonya is cute.
went to mc cafe(yes! again.) and got a DCF(yes! again :DD)
hijjan being silly left her wallet with aza.
when the other left, she left to meet aza.
soon then i left too. didnt manage to study with them.


was on the way home then i passed this greenwood guy
he actually sang the irsyad's school theme song.
tak nak nyanyi kuat lagi dik?
confirm justin timberlake minta autograph.



yesterday night;
it was a too much shockness.
dad annouced that we will be getting a new bibik(not that happy) but i cant do annything else.
because i know both mom and i are tired taking people's burdens.
later then talked to kak ani.
HAH. she just made me have this evil mood.
i cant help it.


oh, enjoy some random pictures. [[:

when it bangs you die.

i hope i pass geography well.
thats it.
combine science paper one was manageable.

hijjan invited me to RP (republic poly)
they were having a study group.
me and hijj arrived first so we plan on waiting for them.
hijj told me to get a bubble tea but instead we went and check out the mac cafe at the basement.
let me not to you people.

DOUBLECHOCOLATEFRAPPE I S L O V E.

im just dying for more.
HIJJAN YOU TARDY TARD.
it pass 12:30 already.
it was ALREADY HALF OF THE DAY.
i hope you enjoyed you break fast with the hot chocolate.
but then it was my fault too.
i influenced you.
hah !

RP is BIG. and mega cool.
i was drop dead there.
and seeing the students i got jealous.
mom can i go to poly instead of aljunied? :DD

while waiting for the rest, my and hiijjy classified the people.
from punks to rocker. from rocker to skaters. and from skaters to wannabes gangsters.
i think thats it, cos im just still suffering this speechless(ness) about RP.
[drooooooools]

did revision at their library.
okay i admit i dreamt.
i was perasan that iw as poly at all. well i couldnt help it.
hah. the piano song played my that pink dude was speechless.
i just wanted to crumble and hug myself one corner and cry.
oh when will it be?

OH MY GOD !
tomorrow's first day of exams
AND IM COUGHING LIKE MAD.
this coughing is killing me.
noooooo !!

its plural but i said it in singular form.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAA.
enjoy life my rawker in crime.
and still not planning to patch up with you. XD
untill you give me a deal.
good luck with mr.sunshine.

woke up and well editted blog.
i couldnt go back to sleep.
and log on.
talked to jay and ryan.
hah good old times.

ignored my combine science and geography
for math and read page 1-174
:DD
how exciting is that right?

watched transformer with dad while doing math.
then did more math.
and slacked off.
and here i am. XD

oh song is dedicated to a person.
yg terase tu, terasa la kamu.
:))

CHEMISTRY AT2:27AM

today,
i woke up finding my mom,dad and shadi home.
oh how great is that.
(insert a sarcastic exciting mood there)

got ready and tag along with parents to shadi's exam entrance.
guess what?
he made a scene.
typical shadi.
poor abg hadi had to babysit. hah.
hang around kt the food court. text msg and study.
late then slept in the car the whole journey picking shiham up from nenek's and back to irsyad.
woke up and geo.

well breeks sort of cheer me up.
reach home lay around
and night study.

woke up at 1245.
prayed and revised.
went online and talked to tension stress people.
well excpt for this one.
besok baru nk blaja.
exam hari monday. haiiiiz.

WISH ME LUCK SEYH.
i think i can do this.

passing with flying colors.

it was like as if it was the last day of school.
people making memories and goofing around.
form teacher gave a little pep talk on exams and wishes us all the best.

after school,
otw to lavender and bugis; me,hijjan and fiq just randomly talk about things. but orur main topic were munazarohs being such dreamers we wanted to participate on the next year munazaroh.
well at least we have the commitment to do something.
so we started talking oh-so-randomly.

took hijjan's ic
and we dance in the washroom while people were still in the cabins. :DD
we know its wrong. and we should not do that again.
brings bad name XD
mcm fhm.

when to aljunied.
afiqah said she felt the pressure when we enter.
i still cannot believe irsyad storytale-d on alj.
crappy.
watch the munazaroh, try to get how the best speaker talks.

let me get this straight,

HOW ON EARTH CAN ZUHAILI WIN THAT THING !
IT WAS ALL WRONG.
I DONT GET HIS POINTS.

but mega proud for farah !!
you did great.
and i swear.
better than him.

night.
i have no idea why but i was super tired.
read a little geography and went to bed.
pfft.
i need to buck up. after doing well for tests now i donnt want to study anymore?
wth.
which one is much more important exams or tests?

wish me all the luck you people have
cos i really need it.

to other:

HAPPY EXAM WEEKS!
(:

ha,

im tired of studying.
im slacking again.
EXAMS are around the corner.
oh god help me please.

RANDOM THEME SONGS.

yesterday troublesome.
but slept over to neneks and quite enjoy it.

in the morning,
went to school with diyana in irsyad uniform for the first time ever.
easties missed it. :DD

today was the most random day ever.
okay but note this: THE MORNING WAS SO FRCKING HUMID.
so morning, got english test back.
satisfied with it.
i beat hijjan by half mark.
isnt that cool ?!! :DD

then syu and fiq were playing newscasting and i was the camera person.
it was about the nyamuks.
later than we played APM.
super hilarious that i cried hard.
stayed back during recess to do my oral.
I THINK I DID WELL !!
because the teacher gave me this look.
when outside to see my buttox family there.
and incident happen.
[buttox one; afiqah.
buttox two; syuhadah.
buttox three; shaza.
buttox four; hijjannah]

then the day goes on with more theme songs made myself.
did more word searches.
more craps.
more british speakings.

self laughing brought up my day too.
HAH!
and that little girl too.
we had this laughing connections.
we look at each other and just laugh.
&& hasanah sorry for being so random.
XDD


i dont have the mood to study!
something is not right someone cheer me up! please.
bad moood.
im snappy.


WHAT/WHO CHEER ME UP
oh talked to alif !
daaaamn its been a long time ever since then.
quite cheer me up my night
although he havent quite that change.
bila mahu jumpa la anak oik.







i know im so cool.

i was being creative.

i couldnt get up. i just cant.
so i missed school and so did hasanah (she copied me XD)
and stayed home.
eat,internet-ing and study.
i had to study. hijjan made me and exam is around.
thaaaks for pushing me alphiagas.((:
mom left for indon which means FREEEEEE. =.="

oh annnnd WHAT A TARD IS SHE,
she made my friend wanting to cry,
you lack of love tardy desperate despairing, forlorn, hopeless and dire!
WHAT DO YOU WANT?!
attention? you already have enough attention.
wow. you need help.
life cannot be perfect.
dang im weird:DD

oh enjoy this convo i had :DD

09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
(POKE)
06. Rainbow. says:
heeey
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
LOOK IM INVISIBLE.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
;DD
06. Rainbow. says:
waaaaaaah
06. Rainbow. says:
hahaha
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
its cos i have harry potter with me.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
;D he gave me his invicibilly coat. and ask me to be his gf !
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
isnt that awesome..
06. Rainbow. says:
the coolest
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
he said hermoine is too stupid for him. ;D
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
but i rejected him and he let me fart to his face.
06. Rainbow. says:
hahaha
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
oh well. i got tons of back ups.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
so yeeeeaaaaaaah;.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
how was school? ure not in a moood arennt.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
wat haapppen
?
06. Rainbow. says:
aku stress
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
eveyone is stress.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
thats what school are meant for.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
thats why teachers are good actors.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
theyre our evil nemesis who killing us slowly.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
but then we're too good for them than in times we benefit them so stupid.
06. Rainbow. says:
totally
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
thier evil plan didnt work.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
haiiiyyyaaa they need to go to school.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
did u know the atmosphere is made out of mixture of gases water vapours and DUST PARTICLES !
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
no wonder we have air pollutions.
06. Rainbow. says:
yes
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
enviromentist says its our fault. but the atmospherre is helping us out too. ;DD
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
isnt thaaat cool.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
Allah is so cool.
06. Rainbow. says:
haha
06. Rainbow. says:
Alhamdulillah
06. Rainbow. says:
:D
06. Rainbow. says:
blog updated
06. Rainbow. says:
bace!
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
allhamdulillah syukur ya allah.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
okok.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
OH LOOK ITS UR FF.
06. Rainbow. says:
yup
06. Rainbow. says:
:D
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
how short.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
oh did u drew that man with curly hair?
06. Rainbow. says:
yeah
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
HE LOOKS LIKE DANNY.
06. Rainbow. says:
hahaha
06. Rainbow. says:
meanie!
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
no ! like seriously.
06. Rainbow. says:
hahahaha
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
i was like eh this person remidns me of someone.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
then i was likeee hmmm whhhoo and KEBAAABOOOOM OMG DANNNY.
06. Rainbow. says:
hua3
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
so i had to brag and tell ppl about my foundation.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
welll goood for you people. cos aku dah stress and EXAMS! AKU NK FART seyh.
06. Rainbow. says:
haha
06. Rainbow. says:
fart ah
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
I CANT IF I FART ILL DIE ! ITS LIKE SUCIDE. ITS LIKE FALLING FROM LEVEL 99 wth a 10ms per sec falling.
06. Rainbow. says:
haha
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
u knw how much pressure plus the wind plus the molescules plus the dust particles helping me
06. Rainbow. says:
you mean 10ms-1
06. Rainbow. says:
haha
06. Rainbow. says:
free fall!
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
well 10ms-1 dosent look coool.
06. Rainbow. says:
alamak, msk physics plak
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
cos its doesnt look it power.
06. Rainbow. says:
dah diam2
06. Rainbow. says:
haha
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
twu pon.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
that if i fart there will be non more ranbows!
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
ANDN DO U KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?!
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
NO MORE UNICORNS !!
06. Rainbow. says:
tragic!
06. Rainbow. says:
disaster!
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
no more star gazing with my future husband.
06. Rainbow. says:
ohmygod
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
no more romantic times
06. Rainbow. says:
i cnt breathe
06. Rainbow. says:
hahahahah!
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
NO MORE DATINGS.
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
i knw !!
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
how tragic
06. Rainbow. says:
get out! that must not happen!
09. (insertyourlookhere) says:
I KNOW!!
06. Rainbow. says:
okay2, stop

IT ISNT ENOUGH.

i dont get life.
people see things diffrently.
when a person says that person understands you, he/she is lying.
nobody understands you better than yourself.
maybe they understand the corners and trying to get the clues but never the whole thing.
people always thinks theyre right and will never admit themselves losing.
why?
because who the hell wants to be a loser.
everyone wants to be a winner. thats why life is so un perfect.
thats why there is no world peace.
thats why people always self centered themselves.
nobody looks at other before they look at themselves.


i think thats it?

dont ask me why.

insya's paper was okay.
only i screwed up on the letter writing.
badly!
ohgod. this is what happen if you never read your doa before exams.
grr.

physics made my day!
well actually form teacher made my day and his rhino too. :DD

off to aljunied.
had a un-serious confession circle. COMPLETE.
some really made my day.
but i realized its something weird. its just weird being with them just sitting there.
being in silence. well i still talked.
being with them is fair enough.

night. panic on quran oral.
and i did horribelly.
i just hope ill pass.
so yeaaah.
night read cikgu zul bloggie.
from panic i became SUPER PANIC.
my fav pri4 boyfiee was send to the hospital cos he got hit on the head with a stone.
with blood.
worried.worried.worried.
(haaha hijjan i told you not to talk about it yet im talking about it)

good luck shifa and shaheed.
all the best for your comp.



while waiting for hasanah, ella and ais did my math.
had our lunch and the other came.
oh i miss eating with them during recess.
sitting together.
i miss syoiking sendiri with bestie.
i just miss her badly although we see each other every sat.
a living human sheep told me once :
"people change ah what do you expect."
(sigh)

angklung was awesome.
so it was cool.
then watched them with theirs vids
so if i was a pain there people. i was just bored.
so danced around the court and just talk to them.
with diyana unsatisfied comments about the munazaroh asia.
WELL I SUPPORT HER 100%
pathetic much !!
YOU STUPID.
instead of making a name your making the name MORE DISLIKE -ABLE.


went home with farah and talked about our dream guy.
haaha! faraaah made me laugh hard that i turned red.
ILY.
ohgooood.
panas.


this is for farah,
ni geographyku.
authors: khoo ming ghee and tan say pin
marshall cavendish education

GETTING BACK ON TRACK 2

english paper one.
!@#$%$#@
too upset. i hope i did well.
i slept infornt of the ustaz(s) and neither of them bother to wake me up
but attack me with questions.
especially ustaz badrul.
your stares spookes me.
the day was pure boredom.

the sec4 and 5 went to watch the munazaroh.
leaving the sec3 in-charge of the mussollah.
my opinion: pure fun, i get to walk around. it was like the mussollah was mine and hijjan's
:DD

im just panicking
and trying to calm myself.
some people arent that good at comforting me.
OH ALLAH,
give me guidance in my examinations and help me along the way.
amin.
pass my exam with flying colors making my parents proud.

BACK ON TRACK.

"sekurang-kurangnya 100 perkataan."
i hate that phrase. it makes me all confuse.
i worried for 25min on it. whats that suppose to mean?
maximum is 100 or minimum is 100? okay i know im smart enough to accpt that it was suppose to be minimum 100 words.
but during that moment i wasnt.
took me 2hours to finsih the malay paper one.
i was panic. and unsatisfied about it.
faraaaaaah & aiiiiiiiiin ! thanks for trying to cool me down.

rusda,izza,fiq and syu with faraah along brought my day.
with rusda and izza pretending to "build a mosque" and us trying get her a present. hah only us will get it. but the day goes on with more dirty ideas.
CHONG STARTED IT !
thaanks for making me laugh hard guys.
i really need it.

i was total focus during physics with ain beside me.
CCA total boredom.
kids these days wont listen.
and i made a fool of myself.
enough say.
had ice kacang after school.

oh I WANT SCHOOL THINGS BACK THEY WERE.
I WANT TO BE WHAT I WAS IN CANADA.
I NEED MY MOTIVATOR TO HELP ME OUT. i need to breathe.

babbling reminds me of papa.

this is pathetic.
i know i have told the world that i just got my exam timetable.
and wow tomorrow is already exam week.
how ecstatic (insertaveryveryveryveryverysarcasmlookhere)
a VERYVERYVERY warm morning.
i can actually see going-to-be-evaporate-air passing through my glasses as it touches the smooth surface.

ENGLISH ORAL.
was commented easy. so less panic more chilling. but not too chilling.

i realized that im weirder than weird. how weird is that. i babble too much?
what is babbling for? oh right babble is for talkig fast without people understanding what your talking about. how cool is babbbling. i quote really cool.

it rained. thanks farah for waiting for me.
talked to kak nisa ad the other netballers about the intermadrasah games that kak nisa have been worrying about. that senior needs to chill or she'll pass her 25 years.

i think that is it.
oh my aim now is to SLEEP EARLY AND DONT PASS BED TIME.
p.s. i have my very own living massager in class to make me stay awake in class.
thank you you! ((:

IM NOT YOUR DOLL.

it was the first time ever dad saw me in irsyad uniform.
yes.
so drove us to school and we had our 20min brckfast.
i ate quite alot during breakfast which really saved my money.
didnt ate anything for both recess.
adn just hang out.
shifa's story about the man and the fish(and the goreng pisang :DD) made me high the whole day.
afiqah was my buddy buddy.
we rocked our own conversation and fights wild.
ain laughed hard enough.
oh we waved at the working contructors.
:DD
well it brought me and fiq memories where we waved the stanford primary kids from class while they were trying to get a drink outside class.
such a memorable moment.

got our exam timetable.
and wow shocked.
im already in my exam zone.

this week is my paper ones and orals.
next week is my listening compre.
followed by academic papers and uhkwrawi.
so guess what?

START PANICKING COS IM NOT READY.
pfft.

quit trying to dress me. im ot your barbie doll. i tried to suit all your conditions of wearing.
but you never try to considered it. i have to dress the way you dress. no offence but the dressing really makes me too mature than i can pass 25. its your type of dressing no mine.
pls uderstand. i have no idea what else to say.. there is tons to say but none of them are dying to tell you straight face. only silence and anger raging in me is coming out. thanks to you im showing anger to everyone including that person. what the heck. that person is totally innocent.
god.

AINA DEAR! SORRY !! ):
sorry i missed the party. the netball thingy started late
&& we dont think we manage to sampai there on time.
sorry we miss the fun.

i am now DROPPED.
woke up early and got ready and off to alj.
got the stuffs and off to irsyad's open house.
i helped abg hatta out la.
mane ade curang sgt. jealous kate je la.
XDD
first didnt do anything much..
but then set the things up and was off to go.
took care of one lane while aum took care of the other.
thanks to his big words(yes i blame him)
it rained and we had to stop.
we was rather boring we just sit there doing nothing.
KAK ATIQAH! SORRY ! i swear i didnt really mean it.
it just jumped out from my hand.
makan and back to alj.

met hasanah, fifi ad dela at kfc talkign about last night convo.
later then accompany hasanah to the bus stop while the rest went to bugis street looking at clothes.
i passed and went to alj.
i was basically alone.
after i did my prayers, went downstairs and just sit and talk nonsense and explore stuffs abg hatta found in his car.
later then off to kallang.



apprently ade netball!
haaaaah.
everyone was late but the time still goes on.
we were the only juniors the others were huge and quite exprienced.
kak nisa made us watch how they play.
comment: fast,aggressive.
when it was our time kak nisa gave us a lil pep talk.
adibah made me think of ice cream.
somewhat i got high. XD
oh our bib arrived and i was like omg !! no !!
i want to cry cos i had to wear those bib. ( shz is being very lame and dramatic here but god it was petrifying )
omg.


the game was quite tough but enjoyable.
i though of ice cream alot and did that birdy move.
well its for fun isnt it.
but we manage to score 2 goals
so the score was 9-2?
for me it wasnt that bad.


later then WE CRAPPED.
WOOOOOTS~
pic takings.
then had a tiny private game.
that game was the most hilarious game for me.
kak2 rock la.
oh me and a kak was the worst umpire ever,
huahuahua.


then got welcomed my the al-falah's netball team
as they intro themselves.
clean self. did prayers and off.
so tired.

MY BEST SCHOOL DAY IN IRSYAD.
i got mega cheerful today.
i was super high the whole day wasnt i?
:DD

i woke up early today and feeling great maybe cos no more tests?
so i was cheerful and all.
accidentally left house early and had to wait 2 trains.
had to wait for fizah and hasanah.
AND i saw that person.
:DD i was just gald to see u je la eh.
mas and hasanah made my day in the train
so did the rain.
walk with mas to school in the rain.
in class got major high and cheerful.

afiqah rock the day with me too.
she was my buddy.
we had tons of sarcasm laughs and craps too.


oh i during khutbah i slept like nobody business.
i close my eyes and the next thing i noe was that the khutbah was done.
WOW BEST SLEEP EVER.
i enjoy those sleeps.

rushed to alj to wtch the final munazaroh.
me annd afiq were scared.
especially her.
SHE WAS SHAKING.
we got scared to enter and told ustaz mustafa.
he literally pushed my bag!
and force me to go in. :DD
but thank ustaz.
the first munazaroh was a bit boring.


2ND ONE TOTALLY ROCK!
hilarious! i just enjoyed it and actually understood it.
shaikh had this annoying tone with made ustaz G fell off the chair
IMAGINE THAT !
i just want to bang my head against the wall.
hanisa made a very funny mistake.
overall the guys won by 4.5
congratz.
but girls,
SUPER PROUD OF U ALL.
GREAT JOB.((:

today i had the most crappiest crap talk with the aljdians.
awwe.
they rock. how i miss them.
zuhaili with his gayness.
irfan with his kepochiness.
hasanah with her no creativeness.
as with her denial-ness.
shaikh with his im-talking-to-myself-ness.

i enjoy today.
ALOT.
thank you all.
((:



ps.
A CRAP FACE OF MINE.
:DD

HOKEY P0OKEY DANCE:DD
hijan loves it dont you?
nyahahaaa.
the song of the week.

WED,
CCA-netball.
AZUME RAWK MY PANTAT.
shes my monkey in the middle.
&& she makes great impersonation of ustaz A

i was playing handball(thats what they said) with the cysters(da btol hijan?) vs the attitude.
so many laughs and which causes a noise pollution.
it was so hilarious.
we accidentally dropped the ball from level 2 to level 1 3 times.
and basically jus hide.
well the teacher basically caught us and and wanted our names.
so much for ruining the fun.
a match on friday and nxt wed.
im not sure ill be coming on friday..
)):

&& twinny!
you just jealous seyh.
aku tk nk participate.
aRGHL..
YOU HAVE A BIGGER PANTAT THEN ME LA BIGGER THAN A BLUE WHALE.
GET OVER IT.
dramatic.



today
i swear im having a hard time talking in malay.
like what the (fill in the blanks)
lughah was fun
ustaz A was being childish and made us make paper airplanes.
:DD
today it rained madly.
thunders and lightings and winds.
no game.
rawwwwr.
so we were released 1hr early.
oh played in the rain with kak sakinah and adib was half caught by miss A.
she ruins it.
played and hang out at the musollah.
rush off with hijjan to the mrt stt wet.
(coughcoughwinkwink)
:DD
you ruin it all la!
klw tk...
XDD

i think thats it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STHD!((:

may allah bless you all
we shall stick together high or low.
thanks for helping me and being there for me((:
&&smilealways.

i skipped school XD
someone should nag at me for this.
i woke up at 0630
and i slept back and woke up at 9.
:DD

well stayed home.
plan either go to alj or iryd.
but didnt go to any
stayed home and did math,eng,hw,phys and chem.
YUPP. i did that.
and i feel sick and the brain is going scrrushing scrruhhussh.
use your creativity and imagine what im trying to say,

so today i keep on
studying,
reading,
watching tv,
surfing,
picture editting,
text,
chatting
and writing.

wow thats pathetic.
=.="
no waiit i think im pathetic.
yes i am. :DD
sweet.

*whistles*
tralalalaa

ohohoh i sort of miss the kak2 ittihad.
bila krg nk main netball together again?


&& shadi has issues.
he thinks hes 16 when he's only 6.
he thinks he can rule the world.
he try to sllid his finger with a knife to prove to shaheed his bravery
he go outsides without me knowing
he keeping on talking on the phone.
trying to be all smart.
wth.
what a tot.

i think ive exchange soul with someone.
cos i feel different.

nurul ain hassan is very dramatic.

kalah syifa'
teeheheehe
:DD

but hey you cheer my bloomy day.
thanks to faraa;mybelovedrawkerbuddy,
syifa';mystoryteller,
aiin;myveryveryverydramatictwinnybakar.
thaanks guys.

well basically i got caught skipping training.
see tag board.
hijjan dont kill me okay?

eh i dont knw if i want to join that kalam irsyad comp.
should i?
but there's hijjy and twinny.
which is obviously going to be super rawking happening.
especially it twiiny in it!

oh im annoyed by a person.
rawwr.
no offense seriously.

school drag.
something is have been bugging me.
ive been down emo-ly.
and im telling you this isnt good.
EMO IS NOT ME.
like what i told nabilah.
"eh aku macam tk happy la"

darn it.
lonesome much.


GET OUT PLS.
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
PLSPLSPLS.
GO AWAY.

HUMAIRAH JUNIED A.K.A MAI

is so slengeh and dont know how to eat her own burger.
:DD
nyahahahaaaa.

today,
was awaken by shazrah's yelling
did my work and got ready.
was suppose to help yan and mai with the cca noticeboard.
when to mcd with mai and met the others there.
off to bras basah and bought the stuffs.
can i play at artfriend again pls.
its like a playground with artsy fartsy stuffing.

diyana gets really intense easily.
but then she kept denying it.
maybe shes self positive thinking.
good for her.

deco it
and yaadee yaa yaa.
get the point.

was english talking(its all started in school where everyone tried using british accent and all which then cos farah to be all no brain and narrative and mega non stop laughing)
with farah while doing some maths questions.
it was fun and hilarious.
:DD

thats it.









why do u feel like a loner when ur not?
why do u feel like you have no friends when you do?
why do u need attention to survive?
whats wrong being invisible?
why is feeling lonely a bad thing?

THIS LOUD CARELESS-ABOUT-OTHER-PEOPLE MUSIC IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.

shut up. GOD!!
there is no motive to it. you just making noise pollution.
>:[[

yesterday was uber tirednenss.
i slept basically most of the time.
and netball was really tiring.
but i noticed i have increased my stamina.
most of us are improving excpt this four.
no comments to you people la.
i just dont want to disappoint kak nisa.

the nahu tchr gave me mash and rawkerbuddy our prize for memorizing.
well mash was the only person who was suppose to get it,
but me and RB made him get us too.
a very medium story.

cikgu Iskandar was being sarcastic during malay and the class was somehow was bright.
i realized that i am having trouble talking in PURE STRAIGHT malay.
because in every sentence there will always be an english word lost in it.
the day was full of sarcasm.

talked to dad on the phone straight english which was surprising.
he said that my english is turning into a singapore lingo.
hrmph.

TODAY IS MY SLEEP IN SCHOOL DAY.

i slept tons of time in class today.
including periods. :DD

school was a drag.

but i still manage to stay focus and get all the important parts of the lessons.
i really wanted to watch the munazarah and had the permission already.

but i blame afiqah for not going. :DD
instead when to the library and explore the whole building again
including playing with the elevator.
oh there was this game that made us go the whole building to find the answers to the questions.
but we all got fed up due to this particular dude who ruins it all.
nvm we'll try next week okay fiq?

when to aljunied to meet up with the girls.
got to see ain after missing her yesterday. (it was very awkward)
then joked around.
i realized that i got really hyped up when ever i got there.
seeing the tchrs,students just make me happy.
wow.

and there was this incident that made me so mad.
only ain, hasanah, farah annd aisyah gets it.
dammit ruins it all la seyh.

I WENT TO THE LIBRARY TODAY.
after two years.
:DD

school was boredom.
like syimir will say: " boredom kills"
but there was the student leader ceremony.
okay im sorry for being overacting these days.
i have no idea why.
i need to cool myself down.
HELP.

back to the ceremony,
I SPOT MY 2 LIL COUSINS RECEIVING THEIR SL'S BADGE.
daaang i nvr expect them to be nominated.
expecially iz.
that little tard to be SL is a joke.
but congrats.

OH I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE !!
my today heros are:

• BAHIRAH
• HASANAH
• HAFIZHAH
  
• MALAYANAH GANGSTER
• AFIQAH
• JANNAH
• FARAA
• AIIN
• SHIFA
• HIJJY.
• AZUME
• fire's netball players.

these pantats made me swoons today.
daaan u people rawk my school day today.
:DD
thank you !!

netball was HILARIOUS!
kak lyna rawk with azume and kak filzah too.
tchr sorry la.
i wasnt playing seriously.
my bad.
heh
*insert a big smile*

i said too many "mcm phm" & "pikir klakr pe today"
and this is what happen

me: shadi ! da solat ke belom
shadi: dah.
shifa: dia blom lagi.
me: TIPU EH PIKIR KELAKAR PE?!
shadi: *innocently* tk la. manne ade shadi ketawe.
me: =.="

daaanng.
for a 5 years old boy to say that.


OH THANK YOU HIJJY AND FARAA FOR HELPING ME LEND SOME LIBRARY BOOKS.
i still have some 2years fine un-payed.
right.


is that it?