gotcha shz.

HJN just kept on talking and talking when she caught me. she literally caught what my misery is about. i want to deny about it but i cant. but i admit about the misery. it was total a kill. oh god. We just kept quiet and I just kept on cursing. Oh God! What's going on? She never knew anything and i never said a word to her about "it". Now, randomly she came and attack me as if she knew about it the whole time.

I will be gone for about three days now. The school called in just now about a camp tomorrow. Okay how lame is that when you call in the day before I have the camp the next following day. Friday will be tiredness. Afternoon will be athletics training and the next day will be netball training. Kill Me. June holidays came in too fast for me to notice.

I am still rotting in my PJs at 2:58PM.


to my friends;
I want to smell the ocean breeze and the salty tasteless(?) sand.
I want to ice skate and feel the coldness.
I want to be trash the science center and just laugh at the machines.
I want to just lay my butt to a place not call home,school, stadium or whatever boring place.
Oh, I want to watch kung fu panda too.
so any plans to fulfill these wants of mine?


Ohmygod!
Diyana is sure fallen. Shes so happy that i can feel the joy in her.
No more sarcasm in her. Diyana is sure diffrent.
A better be nice or ill kick your sorry flat butt and shave your hair and it will be all mine.

miserable;

i dont want to deny about it.

what the hell me.
(dies)

love is science

i was miserable as ever last night. theres was no one to cheer me up.
bu then malsa came in and talked to me. well actually i told her to make me laugh but nothing was working.
but thanks hun for being there and keep on repeating love is science. XP
it kinda cheer me up and forgot about everything.
i decided to watch what happen in vegas.
thumbs up. CHEER OF THE DAY~
well it made me real smile but then went i was about fall asleep something weird just happen.

well the misery struck again.
mom woke me up and told me to take care of my siblings sleeping body.
=.="
so i log in the internet till shaheed woke up.
the misery totally cause me to rot.
thanks brother for rotting with me.
we were mapling(haahaha i know we were) till eleven.
i had my brunch and fell asleep till one.
and i left for athletic and bond with brother again. [:
i love you dude. (eww i did not just say that)

athletic was awesome;
i cant remember what happen. it was hilarious though.
i improved my timing. :DD
oh kak nabmo HEYJL WAS THERE RIGHT.
my event kakak2 were all excited too. XP

went to pasar malam with mas and HJN.
and basically traveled and goof around.
oh special thanks to mom.
i was on the way home when i feel all mature XP

i tried to smile but nothing happen.

dammit;
why this misery?
i really attend to kill it badly.
i dont even get it.
the whole main point is what is the misery im miserable about?
oh god give me guidance.
(bangs head here about 10 times)

misery struck;
dammit.

figure of eight.

-picture by mas;irsyad

-picture by eemaa;MWTI

i was friendster/blog hopping when i found few pictures.
owners sorry for grabbing but putting credits below.

i somehow changed my mind and wanted to continue sleeping.
but wait; its saturday, confirm dead boredom.
so drag self to aljunied.
i manage to set up the abseiling correctly although there were mistake.
lets say the whole day was DEAD TIRING.
i was in-charge for the girls abseiling; after they all went down i had to take care below.
all the way to level one.
lets say the boys were much more talkative than the girls.
although the girls were troublesome than the guys.
okay; there were few moment of teeheehehe..
oh I SAW MY WAKTONG GA. :DD
got excited there but i forgot to ask her name again.
hrmph.
farhanah and zainab tried to rub it in about having level one; okay fine i regret missing that course. grr.
climb adventure is closing down. damn.
we all went for banquet while waiting for the guys, me and farhanah played "stress"
it was super chaotic yet fun. but it was a tie. the last shout was loud.
we gather a few looks there didnt we?
arrived home chilled at gran's while waiting for family's arrival.
now im here all tired.
i had a very interesting convo with mr. self-talker.
padahal baru berbual seyh. step mcm fhm maen enta kteorg.

so far the day was awesome.
although it was tiring yet worth it [:
okay people; i have no idea how my holiday is going to be.
the sisters nvr made any plans so im going to shut up cause i bet you people are busy with algebra.
what about the other?

eh i miss play isketch.com
hmm.

im yet confuse when i think i shouldnt be?
why?
whats going on?


psst.
diyana, narnia isit?

-picture by syahidah;MWTI

i though of a tittle but i forgot.

athletics training was drench.
planned with kak nabmo and mas to train earlier but then it was raining and kak nabmo was late.
aina and rusda was there already and it started to rain.
so we joked around laugh at the stupidest things we said.
i miss hanging out with aina and nyonya; it was fun.
it slowly stop raining and we all changed and start jogging. jogged 5 rounds(about 4songs?)
and was satisfied.
i FEEL LIKE A BIRD. (dear irsyad netballers;dont think dirty)
i thought i was located into a new event but i was stick to same old event.
yay mr. E remembers my name.
i got kak nabmo in my event. weee ~
shut up i know you can wiggle your eyesbrwn.

then kak nambo flirted(yes; you did flirt) with this guy.
(winkswinks)
practice runs and yeaa.
some of us planned to do a private training.
something happened.
i just had to ignore to cover.
but you took it the wrong way.
sorry~

not satisfied.
just not.

dear readers;
if you have some IMG pictures of cptball and netball,
mind email it to me or IM it please?
[:

when your bestfriend is a butt smacker;

CONGRATZ JR. FOR GETTING 3RD FOR IMG
nevermind; we start badly but we manage to get top three right?
sr. try harder oh right. thanks for your guidances.

even more proud;
WELL DONE ALJUNIED (!!!)
SR. ROCKED IT HARD; FIRST PLACE.
JR. CONGRATZ FOR GETTING 2ND.

todays game was friend-lier.
we supported all school but mostly aljunied.
irsyad and aljunied got tight didnt we?
we were all like buddies all the way.
im proud [:

we even concord LJS after tournament.
the whole LJS was irsyad and aljunied property.
:D
thanks cik azlina for the treat.
next stop; SWENSES.

oh yea; comment on GA waktong.
rocking giler.
XD friendly la itu anak.
reminds me of khai.

hanisa merepek !
aljunied shall kill you :D


im still not satisfied.
i feel like a rematch but maybe you people deserve it.
a win is a win right?
congratz [:

when a girl's voice turns handsome;

today's highlight.

IRSYAD JR. WON FIRST PLACE FOR CAPTAIN BALL !
wooooo~ waiting for chairman's treat.
kak nisa bangge !
sr. BUCK UP. cuba lg. [:

results(for jr.):
1st: IRSYAD (!!!)
2nd: ALJUNIED (!!)
3rd: arabiah
4th: waktong
5th: maarif.

results(for seniors):
1st: maarif (!)
2nd: ALJUNIED (!!)
3rd: waktong
4th: arabiah
5th: irsyad.
i think la;

there were so many screaming and shouting but it was mega awesome right?
maarif and aljunied were teamed up with irsyad while waktong was with arabiah.
it was like war(which is like duh super cool); but then we had a little crisis.
i was back and froth with irsyad and aljunied.
THE BLUE GREEN AND PINK ROCKED MY DAY ! :D
good luck to the rest this thursday guys. [:

yesterday;
tiring but at the same time ENJOYING.
had the briefing and was assigned to our stations.
i got station eight where the kids have to guess whats in their mouth.
typically bored.
i couldnt take the risk to miss the night line so i decided to go back home and camped in the school joining them too.
NO REGRETS.
night line was awesome all the way;
we had our briefs, while waiting abg hatta joked about some lame stuffs. but at least we laughed didnt we?
the kids got scared but then from total silence turned into a big riot~
oit shaikh you almost gave me a fright seyh;
and sorry la farah. XP
the last track behide the school was the HIT!
all the game masters bugged both faci-es and campers.
i couldnt help it but to laugh hard.
night sleep was super THUMBS UP. :P

the morning was tet.

• i woke up late.
• lost my clothes.
• couldnt find my shoes.
• my towel was still with farhanah.
• and super late for the meetup with team members.

da la panas. grr.
then it was the game.



psst~ yan aku npk dia ah,
okay admit; de cute :D
sory ah babe excited. XP

BOREDOM KILLS.

sunday was total boredom.
i woke up and i got the inspiration to make some game plans and few tips for the juniors.
i totally had no clue what hit me i was just too hyped up.
had breakfast with mom ad talked about what happen yesterday.
khalid cheered my day. typical him being "mister-who-thinks-his-everything".
caught up with him after a long time; both of us were bored and plan to start a conversation.

more boredom strikes. watched shaheed being all red up about his laptop being slow.
and begging me if he could use mine.
then i practice my jumps by jumping. and just lay back.
i lost my phone twice today. hopeless.

went pasar malam with shaheed and shadi.
it was like a bonding moment with my brothers.
we look around the whole entire place and decided to dare our six years old little brother to ride the mini viking.
we just wanted to see his face on the ride for a tiny like him.
he got up the ride and his face was all pulled.
me and shaheed were laughing out butt off; it was too hilarious be to describe.
the apek saw us laughing like hyenas and join us as well.
he got off all cold and said his throat was wrapped together.
funny.

currently; BORED.



mya, happy going to be one year [:

OH YOU !

i am so glad that the school gave me that shift. no regrets going to the school carnival just now.
had issues with mom in morning.
so i came to school with azlin and we spent the whole entire almost one hour finding the teacher in charge.
he is such a kill.


reported in and had a briefing.
lets say the hardwork really payed off. i enjoyed it alot.
my shift two members rocked my day [:
so did few other too.
no matter how silly and lame they were.
wander around with rockerbuddy and mas with twin too.
whats with the face twin? smile man !

AND LULU RAN AWAY ! HAHAHAHAAA !! I BET SHE MEGA HATES YOU THATS WHY SHE RAN AWAY.

stuff happens which became memories.
went to hasanah's with mas. watched part of ayat-ayat cinta with her cousin.
we were the only two into the movie and asking hasanah what happen.
oh hilarious moments.
so manny story tellings. [:

ohohoh.
a person texted me. super surprised !
:DD

and yea so manny things happen today.
old memories,new memories.
only i shall know about them,

PICTURE OF THE DAY.

thanks yan for cheering me up with this pic.
haaha.

one moment that the other that.

curses you mosquitoes.
ITS WAR ! you shall die.
my feet are full with mosquito bites !! ahhh !

school as usual. boring.
i just want to get my body out away from the class and travel places to places.
i just cant stand myself inside the class due to the warmness
so HJN was my travel buddy.
somebody tried to mess with ezzat. i hope you shall rest in peace.(seriously what's your prblm?"
had an early lunch and off to intermad's briefing.
khutbah's sleep today was horrible. i didnt enjoyed it much.
HJN ruin my sweet tempting maggi and mutton chop dream.
i skipped,ran,cut training ad carnival briefing. azlin got pissed. harhar.

when to alj to celebrate hsnh's advance birthday party.
it was a rocking party.
cake fight, water fight everywhere.
level four was like our property.

off for a birthday meal at KFC ft. kak seri.
sha was my irritational buddy. :]] we were the enemy of the day.
talked to fifi,yan,sha annd ain with kak seri to about intermad's netball ALOT.
we just cant stop right yan? all feelings were expose. i was full of confident AND YOU PEOPLE KILLED IT !
hasanah and aisya were mega killers. toot.

"er shz i think i take over your place eh jadi gd or gk. because k nisah said i can. x) "

- quoted by HJN.

cheychey. take over?
be my switch buddy ah. GO FOR GK PLSPLSPLS !!
and mom just pissed me off.
i admit she did nothing but i can only get mad at her.
she has this magical thingy that makes me angry fast.
crap.

GOOD LUCK WITH INTERMADRASAH PEOPLE!

i love my bestfriend,

bacony in the treehouse.

i feel like swearing at myself today.
i just want to get myself a mirror and scream at that person or just swear at myself.
(sigh)

early in the morning i got all cranky on mom.
im sorry.
reached school for training.
i was sweating hard due to the weather;
I BLAME GOVERNMENT. gosh
this time training is captains ball and netball.
so played; and i jumped alot !
yay. kak syafiq can really jump so we jump jump jump.
played played played.
talked talked talked.
dirty dirty dirty.
tons of things happen but i have no mood to talk about it.

went to aljunied with mas,hasanah and aisya.
dang i miss them alot.
happy to see those aljunidians. :DD
helped sha with her footworks. i sweat again.
=.="
and again;
played played played.
talked talked talked.

text ain about tomorrow's rc.
i guess ill be going for training tomorrow.
[:
yay.
the sisters told me to come over and help them.
and yea i kinda agree.
but irsyadians no worries i didnt helped them all the way. XP
(winkwink)

left foot giving signals already.
oh god tired.



i jump high today~

toot.

i didnt really wanted to go to atok's funeral.
it was just too sad. i know i was suppose to be sad the whole journey to bedok;
instead i was nudging shaheed and laughing while playing psp.
reach there all quiet and look at him.
i shut up myself and sat one corner. bursting into tears again.
i cannot believe he's gone~
(i would like to shut up now)

shira came down and we chatted.
well we had to join in all the makciks' noise.
and i smiled again.
off we went to the graveyard.
i cant believe im saying this but i actually enjoyed it.
but then i kept quiet as if someone hit me on the head telling me to get a grip
cause there's a dead body there infront of me,
visited shira and irfan's grandfather's.
and we went off. after reading prayers for him.
may he rest in peace, oh Allah please forgive his sins.

chatted with cousins in the bus while i get yells from abg lutfi due to psp.
he yells weirdly.

off to tampines mall. and had pizza hut.
with pathetic (cough) ahmad joining us. sebok punye anak.
we went home while he and shaheed went to catch a movie.
home dull.



today.

I CANNOT BELIEVE I MISSED TRAINING !!
i want to jump, run && walk fast !!
rawwwr.

so stayed home !!
i thought of going to aljunied but then decided to just lay back and sarcastically pity my ankle.
GOD!
so i was being dull-ish.
and yea.
oh weather is hot.
=.="

CONGRATZ SHADI,FUAD AND SHIFA'S FRIEND LITTLE BROTHER/SISTER WHO I DONT KNOW YOUR NAME; they got accepted to irsyad.
future irsyadians.

i think that's it for today.
=.="

I WANT TO GO FOR NETBALL TRAINING AND ATHLETICS TOMORROW.
GRR.

p.s
kalau rindu kate aje. no need to hide. :DD




HEAL ANKLE HEAL !!

another daang.

maya's trying to be evil.
she got half evil !
CONGRATZ.
but im being pathetic.
wth wth wth.
why is atok being all nice.
LIFE IS GETTING WEIRD.

get me a ladder before i fall.
crap !

please !

what happen through out the days?
what happen to you?
both of you?
or is it just me being different?





I WANT THE REAL LIFE BACK !

emotional cry.

the morning was a terrible morning.
heavy head drowsy and all.
and the world wide web is getting boring; msn is included.

but then the morning was brighter.
you just need to look around even the littlest things make you smile.
for example:
when you little sister whose five-going-to-be tried to do sit ups with her tummy popping out.
or when you next-year-brother showing off his "ezlink" and his "library card"

it was dull.
i took one of shifa's random library book called kick off.
daaang, i got connected.
new people. new school. passion sport.
&& swollen ankle.

took my medicines. and log in the internet.
all i can do is talk about dead and dying.
maya and indra will get it.
after the long nap and bath everything turn out better.
UNTIL,

i found out my mother's uncle just passed away.
i cried straight away. (it was suprising)
he wasnt just any my-mother's-uncle.
he was the best.
grandma said among cousins i was closest to him when i was little.
i remember the day when the boys dare me to do this stunt
and i end up having this big bum on the head.
he was the one who picked me up and rush to confront me.
i still remember it like it was yesterday.
the next few years , ( i was seven i think)
he was smoking outside and i asked what its like smoking.
and he said it taste like milk.
on the same night i dreamed that i was smoking and it taste like milk.
(chuckles)

i never even once said thanks to him.
i only had the most treasured moments while i was young.
and completely ignore him when i grew bigger.
HOW CAN I BE THAT SELFISH.
and now he's gone.
i met him last few months and i only manage to smile.
THAT'S IT !
how pathetic can i be.
now he's gone.



i ...
(speechless)

when your friend made you run,

SWOLLEN ANKLE RUIN MY DAY.

sometimes you just cant trust these nerves.
they are such players.
i thought i was going to be fine by today; but i was wrong.
shifa' notice that my ankle got swollen and ask about it.
i never notice it and kept denying it untill she made me accept the fact.
by today morning it hurts terribly.

met farah at woodlands and she had to pass something to aunt.
you own me for making me walking farah,
kecoh.
we arrived at yan's at 1230.
watched "my hero" while farah got frustrated on her rubics with yan.

went to grandma's; supposedly wanted to go to the doctor but it was close.
so just sat there and walk to yan's.
none of the sisters arrived; you people are super late.
while watching cheaper by the dozen two sha arrived and we had our dinner.
nobody was home so it was like us owning the house.
just imagine us owning an apartment and yan was preparing lunch for us.
i feel old.
no offences to the old people. old is good [: i think.

fetched the others and yeaaah.
i took my medicines and was about to fall asleep
when farah woke me up and asked if i wanted to play congkak with her.
:D
I WON DIDNT I?
XP
played with kak seri twice and went home.

here i couldnt stand the tiredness anymore.
i just had to sleep.
slept peaceful inside the bus. again here i felt as if i was on the bus going to singapore.
it reminds me of the gunung ledang trip last two years.
some public kid screamed woke me up.
i made a face arrived home cranky.

mom said something commenting about me not opening my books.
i swear the comment was nothing.
but half of me just started to show this attitude and just wanted to verge the anger in me.
i just want to yell but only manage to tear apart.

IT WAS SO AWESOME. :D

ate my medicine again and rub some oil to my ankle.
now im going to bed or planning to do something.
no one is on.
hrmph.

;sorry for missing netball training at kallang.

When you flirt with a SBS driver,

SHAZA MANAGE TO SURVIVE THE WHOLE DAY WELL.

school was pathetic the starting of the day.
i came finding no one in the class. so i decided to wait.
woah.
nobody came in everyone was quite late.
so i sat at the teacher's table bringing the fan straight in my face eating my nuggets.
alone.
oh there were ghost story tellings that really gave me goosebumps.
eek.


RESULTS

• malay results was typical; but i cant believe i ace my comprehension really well. :DD
• mustollah hadith's result came in too; eightyfourandahalf.
• asked for nahu's result; fiftyfour. i manage to pass. (ustaz said: jangan belajar nahu)

THANK YOU BAPAK SMILE FOR THE BRIYANI [:

super yummy.
i guess going to school wasnt a waste.
:D

netball training; three rounds!
but didnt do any drills. it was a straight game.
i sprained my ankle.
haha lie
just a very weird muscle pull.
i hope it will get better soon enough for tomorrow's training with al-falah.

i played badly today.
kak faten scares me. pfft.
so try to build the confidence in me.
we were about to play our last game when there was a shooting going on in our court.
(yupp shooting.)
so the director made us wait, we were joig around commenting the tiny actress.
and we manage to play a game. this time i did better.
oh i made a self pledge to increase my self confidence.
HJN thanks for just hearing it out and supporting me. i own you alot.


track and field selections .
did few laps and warm up;
i got kak nisa,mas and HJN to help me with the previous training lesson i missed.
the teachers were super and we did some typical cheers and sang a birthday song for mr izzad.
although his birthday's tomorrow.
we were then divided to our events.
i guess tons of people quit and there were some left so these people were 90%-80% selected.
i got my part and practice.
i felt proud i manage to do well but made few mistakes.

KAK NABMO AND KAK NISA ARE LIKE MIND READERS.

we gossiped(mostly me,HJN and kaknabmo).
we were talking about things that made connections. the whole gossips was
woah. haaha.
eh kak nab, kte dipuji trusted la.

then we started talking about body odors. XD
talked by MR E. we girls got praised as we're better than the guys. right?
later than had an interesting convo with the teachers in charge.

MAS IS A WORLD WIDE WEB.

:D only minah malaysia aina understands right.

on the trainn talked.
and went PASAR SHOPPING WITH HJN AGAIN.
:DD
and now home.
with the hurt ankle.


i like long posts.
[:

sha la la.

two rounds around the school really made my day.
i feel like a feather now. oh jump.
but yesterday was grey the whole day. so we did our "training" inside the mussollah.
instead of sweating we were shaking. but there were so many stomach-bursting-laugh where you just want to roll on the floor and let your your stomach and intestine go KEBAABOOM(i like sound effects [: )
mas even accidentally made out with the pole. oh HIT OF THE DAY.
sorry anak.
we manage to play in the rain(mega fun) without the teacher telling us to come in.
but then decided to go home.
i was shaking inside the train.
here i notice SCHOOL TOMORROW!


uh yea.
i cut school, again.
i was too tired to get ready for school.
indra, how did the rioting go??
was it awesome?
oh i found our from maya's blog that HE IS BACK. they found his url.
credits to maya and diyana.
left for netball. okay i admit i got paisey.
super thanks to HJN for helping me out.
and thanks to her to i found out i got 74 for quran.
guess what?!
STUPID WHY SEVENTYFOUR !!
i should get lesser. why is ustaz M so nice !
went to meet form teacher.
OMG HE DOESNT WANT TO TALK TO ME.
tard.
why? cause i forgot to text him that im not coming to school.
sorry hor my bad.
training was per normal. only senior won the first half.
nevermind HJN wasnt there to buck us all up. but the juniors really buck up well.
[:
hung out with mas, kak nabmo, kak syera and mr bean.
netball training has always been the laughing machines of mine.
satu-satu buat lawak.
went home with adib,mas and kak syikin.
pendek cerita: her story about the guy was funny.

i want to skip school tomorrow please.
i texted form teacher and asked if i should and he said: "you must."
typical teachers. XD
so people decision made.
I AM GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.

tommorow's event.

• school.
• netball training.
• track selections.

wish me luck please.
[:

mood swing occurs.
noo.

when god gives you signals;

kak nisa was right;
maybe i do have alot in mind and somehow i still do. i guess ill have to comb my hair straight again to calm myself down with all these things bugging me.
i couldnt focus during the game and i tried hard.
i have no idea whats going on. i need to buck up.
kak nisa and some others advised me to take alot of rests and drink plenty of water.
so i decided not to go to the bbq.
SORRY LA. atleast i brought crabsticks for you people. XP

HJN told me to join the sthd gathering, or else i wont be going to either.
phone conversation with hasanah while i was on the way to newton mrt station

SHZ: eh kau ktne? rumah with them eh?
HSNH: aah, kau katne ni?
(ambulance pass by)
HSNH: oit ! kau ktne ni.
SHZ: hah? aku kat police office.
HSNH: ape? kau katne? (she repeated this several times)
SHZ: police station !
HSNH: ape?! asal kau kt police station?
SHZ: ade la.
HSNH: OI SHAZA ! knape la ?! kau gan sape?!
SHZ: tkde pape la ! ( insert a fake sniff and sob here) aku dgn HJN.
HSNH: blg aku la knape kau kat police station ?!
SHZ: nanti aku cite kn kau la !(strts a fake crying hard) aku nk pegi ruma kau ni.
HSNH: okok.

me and HJN couldnt stop laughing,
this is for HJN.

i reached hasanah house and there we infront of the gate already.
aisyah came and gave me a hug and some other asked me if i was okay

SHZ: omg krg percaye eh tadi. (laughs hard)

and yes they started kicking and yelling at me while i enjoy my laugh.
sampai selipar pon tecampak ke bawa.
sha even gave her "aku twu de ni tipu nye"
duh. aku nk pegi police station for what?

the movie marathon was fun.
FULL OF LAUGH.
I LOVE SYAIFUL APEK. [:
super hardcore laughs.
i missed cuci the movie but watched duyung,quarter of anak halal and shes the man

went home at 630 and was goofing around big time.
there was this guy only me and ain gets it and im too lazy to elaborate.
BUT HE WAS SUPER FUNNY. haaha.

kak seri,aisyah,ain and me were discussing how kepo singaporeans were.
cause we saw an accident near by and they were so many people.

;HJN said i was lucky i didnt go to the bbq.
my luck huh?

hello again world,

I CANT BELIEVE IM CRYING.

the sthd JUST MADE the decision to hang out at hasanah's
GUESS WHAT ?!
im going to miss it. why?
because ill be going to the bbq.
why?
cause when i asked the other sisters NOBODY SAID ANYTHING AND BOTHER TO REPLY MY TEXT MSG(expt for ain and hasanah)
if they only said: "maybe we will have plans"
im might have join them.
WAAAWEEE(this waaaweee is a sarcastic waawee please take note)
sigh

09. shz; i caught you flirting with my bestfriend. says:
am like not. cos YOU PEOPLE made slow plans.
07. textbook the boyfriend :B says:
well, you should know that's how we ARE
09. shz; i caught you flirting with my bestfriend. says:
yeah i just notice that.

well the decision was a lose lose position anyway.
DAMMIT MAN !



training today was somehow awesome.
kak nisa made us run the whole school twice !
after the run you'll have this sweet light relief thing floating in you body.
it was like as if you lungs grew bigger.
XD
did our drills.
defended the shooters while kak nisa looked at their shots.
easy say; training was awesome. so much running.
i just it all worth it.
amin.

the game was about to start when it started to rain.
bummer.
teacher made us come in.
ain called and told me about the gathering and all;
mad.
but then caught up with ain farah and hasanah.
so talked and crap around.
somehow i miss that. it has just been a few days and i kinda miss them like its been a week.

reached home and fall asleep.
i was suppose to be going for track at 5 but then i woke up late.
so heck.
still fed up about the whole thing.

i have no mood now.
go away.

HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY !
TO ALL THE MOMS OUT THERE.

i forgot another incident happen yesterday;

one:
"watched doom movie last night. results to me playing doom all day due to my missing playing doom. shz takut x). the game doom is so much better than cs or sniper."

-quote by HJN

i was not.
there was a better show. thats why chose not to watch doom
(hah tipu XP)

two:
HJN was attacked with a stomachache due taking her lunch before training.
so i told her to get food at the snack machine.
but she DIDNT believe me that there was once.
guess what?!
she called me a nag.
pantat nye anak.
harhar.



today.
the whole thing turn out to be a gathering.
almost everyone came down.
so we cousins caught up few thing.
shira wasnt there so it wasnt that fun.
so yeah we ate and all. the oldies did a lot of talking about being a wife and all.
so yeah;
oh watched idola cilik. the dudes had great voices while the girls acceptable.



i was on the way home and i was just standing while the train move.
aku baru sadar how fast the mrt is. mcm kapal terbang.

then i did a self reflect;(syimir taught me)
why the hell would government cut all the tree to make space,
do u have any idea how the place is getting hotter.
pfft. do you people even care about your mother earth ?! your polluting it!
YOUR MAKING HER DIE !
if you want to make singapore a better place and wonderful place,
it already is.
more buildings kills it. god heavens.
then the population; IM DYING JUST BY WALKING.
cause first i dont have enough oxygen due to LESS for tree.
second so many people pushing me around and breathing in my oxygen.
after two years, my beloved country changed.
i prefer the old one.
whats the point of getting so many people coming in.
do you have ayn idea how SMALL singapore is?!
alamak ade fikir ke tak?!
i have other things to say but i forgot. =.="

went shopping with mom for while to find a bag.
but didnt found anything.
pathetic.
THE SHOPPING MALL WAS PACKED!

; i have no idea why
but lately ive been veryvery mad at the sthd.
i just feel reddish.

you not-suppose-to-forgot-but-you-forgot memory

i couldnt join rocker buddy and the other to etp today.
]:
or else by now im screaming my head off with rocker buddy.
then by then we shall produce our rocking voice and rock the etp stage there.

im going to "uncle" house today due to visit his dad. maybe then can pay bbq's money as well.
pictures will be upload at the end of the day i guess.

i forgot to add something yesterday;
shaheed's mouth is such a laser that he can kill me with his words.
SHADI'S BIRTHDAY CAKE ROCK MY DAY.
hint: next thing the cake was found in his face.
he yelled. i can only laugh with alif laughing along.
even my mom laughed.
my sweetest moment ever.

" EH SHAZAA, TODAY THE SENIORS KICKED THE BIG-HEADED JUNIORS' BUTTS.
you've been served. if only you were there, i could rub it in. HA-HA! "

a quote by kak nabilah;

hah !
eh the juniors did bad because they didnt have the any semangat.
XD
HJN adib me tkde; mane tk kalah. haaha.
p.s. kene big headed.
we'll see the next match.

when your world starts to annoy you,

i guess ill make a short post today;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHADI !
uh no comments about you ah.
such pain in my butt.
XD

i skipped the morning training today,
woaaah i woke up all lazy i couldnt get up. mom made me stayed home or else ill be out the whole day.


ALIF DATANG SINGAPORE LA.
baru sekarang nk datang itu mat malaysia.



so i just stayed home and met hjn.
i reached the station and found some wannabes punk rockers. HARDCORE.
waaaah scared the heck off us.
today training with al falah's new coach was tough.
well me adib and hjn were glad we didnt attend the morning training.
kak nisa on the other hand admit that she was glad she was late for training.
HARD. TOUGH.
pffts.
i wanted to sleep on the way home but i cant.

to my buddy rocker,
annaaakk !! sorry seyh i cant go etp with you and the other.
mom got other plans already seyh.
and didnt gave me the permission to go.
grr.

to this certain person.
five angry words: I AM ANNOYED BY YOU!
quit bugging me.


oh yeah.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AIN'S MOM
:DD
stay cool hor cik.

when netballers get dirty;

picture by kak nabilah;

quote of the say(by hjn):

nearly everyone have prawny minds today.

zaf mentioned that theres a bird flying up there. shz's reply: atas je tgk? yang kat bawah ni melambak tak nak cakap.

let me rub this in to the people who are STILL having their exams.

I AM DONE WITH MY EXAM !
time to play hard. :D

nahu was for me was like only god knows. i dont know if i did well or i didnt.
but whatever it is; we quite yelled and the looks of my classmates we were thirlled !
everyone was in a good mood (except for those stomachaches it kills)

NETBALL WAS L O V E just now.
but then the whole training(runnings and you-get-the-point) was SUPER heart pumping;
somewhat i couldnt take it anymore.
I BLAME IT TO THE DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER MEAL UPSIZE WITH SPIRIT.
i shall increase my stamina again,

BUT when netballers reunited we rock the court and we did.
from birds to apples and oranges. from krayons theme song to some random karaoke songs. and from balls to "batangs"
THE WHOLE THING WAS WILD.
there was so much laughters. kak nisa told us to be serious and all and we still end up goofing around in a serious type of mode (i think?)
the "homo" couple got back together and all. HJN she tried to flirt with me; nasib baik kak momo was there to save me. :D
there were so much jurong bird parks talking. mas's works that influences everyone.
eh sorry ah aku ter influence kau. mcm virus pulak aku ni.
WATER FIGHT !
i tried to defend adibah only la seyh cos she did a favor for me.
but then end up getting a splash.
oh i grabbed HJN's leg cos i had to get her wet cos almost the entire players were wet(with sweat and tap water)
seeking revenge to kak momo hor ! I SAID GO WET HJN LA NOT ME. (kiills) but then mas got wet too.
so (insertworld's bestevillaughterhere)

i played the all threee games. and it was hilarious ! sorry ah hor i was bising. its was just way too fun.
:DD
oh we manage TO KICK THE SENIORS OLD BUTTOCKS :DD
youve been served. XP
so many people sun tanned there and oh KAK FATIN SYIA'(did i spelled it correctly) OF THE DAY !
haaha !

well lets say mr chemistry teacher ruined our "hip" game. and we had to pack up.
so me,HJN and kak nabilaah were talking about different type of birds that we belong.
I PICK THE PENGUIN. :DD
hips cramped. legs i think theyre cramped too.
still waiting for pics frm kak nabilah

OH I MADE MY DECISION.
ill be going to the bbq. so maybe after training ill go off with hjn.

OH YEAAH.(thaanks hjn for reminding me)
MY 100 PLUS TASTE LIKE CHLORINE IN IT !!
if i died blame seven eleven. [:


okay i will be training on:
saturday
monday
tuesday
wednesday
thursday
friday
tuesday
wednesday
thurday
friday

so yeaaaah. i guess i can "sumbat" few plans there.
SAPE NK KELUAR?
=.="

thaats what happen to my last day of exam
[:

person	i don wanna spoil my time watchin alone sey
shz:	or go grab ur teddy and go with him XD
shz:	much more romantic.
person:	i don have teddy
person:	i ony have balls
shz:	HAAAHA ! nope. balls wont work. try askinng ur birds/.
shz:	XD
person :	wow...cant believe ur brains r prawny tooo...

crack me up so hard.
oh yeaa when boys talked about other boys it sizzles.
worse than girls gossips. :D

ain terase la.
well memang about her too.

what;s with eveyone today.

mustollah hadith was a love.
it was easy.
only then i realized i made a mistake after the teacher said put your pen down.
oh heck.
my loss for day dreaming and checking at the same time.
such a fart cause i have been day dreaming alot.
and tired too.

so HJN dont forget okay,
your dearest adik kesayangan tinggal kat woodlands.
XD
we eavesdropped the makcik behide us and laughed.

AGAIN WE WENT PASAR SHOPPING.
weeee ~

okay i spend about one hour(or was it two)
to make this certain blogskin.
now im tired and i ignore it for awhile.
(sigh)

ONE MORE PAPER.

ain's right.
i have to agree.
rude guys. very.
i dont think you people even care.
obnoxious much.
(sigh)

and im still making decision:
to go to the bbq or be with sisterhood for end of MYE on tuesday.

;to nyonyaa.
THATS THE WHOLE POINT.
OH SCANDAAAAL OH SCAAAANDAAAL.
:DD
I ROCK DONT I?

danng that is so lame.

yesterday was tauhis and faraid paper.
faraid was a drop-dead-head-scratched paper.
while tauhid on the other head was okay.
toughest paper is TAFSIR.
pffts. well serve me right i guess. last minute studies kills and i never really put any effort to it.
hadith was love i manage to do it all. :D

ezzati's salad was tempting; we decided to save hijjan some left overs but end up finsih the whole thing up.
hah sorry hor.

apek and nyonya tried to rub it in my face that they were dating.
HAH ! super liars you people. honeymoon blom habis nak date.
on the way home we were checking guys out for aiman.
from the dude infornt of her to the mcflurry guy to the shorty fries guy.
but the primary six gentleman was our pick but he end up cheating aiman for her sister.
i caught him blushed !
:DD

i had so many what-did-you-say incidents today.
from bayam it became ayam.
shut up la, i swear tk dgr.

went pasar shoppping with hijjan today.
i love pasar shopping :D
attention to people; do invite me if your planning on a pasar shopping. :D

two more papers!
wooooooots~





*second post cos i accidentally deleted the better post of the day.
pfft.
(eats flowers HJN gave)

yours crumbling.

SHIRA AND HIJJAN FOUND THE TITTLE OF THE SONG !
they actually asked the guy who played it at RP for the tittle.
now ill be sitting one corner crumbling.
oh two people wrote a post about me :DD
i know cos im cool rightrightright.
niice right. dundunduuuuuuun
so yeah enjoy the song below.

implayingunicornswithtwin.

today's examination was gfsdrgbcji.
i kept on repeating the same old things.
i dont get the whole paper but i at least tried my best and manage to do it right?
SO MANY MISTAKES !
oh someone please cry for me because i dont have the tears to cry for situation like these.
thats one of my problem.
let me repeat.
I CANT CRY FOR SAD SITUATIONS LIKE THIS.
why god?

i slept twice during this paper.
during the second sleep i caught ain, hijjan and azie staring at me.
of course i was curious and was wondering what happen.
embarrassing. :D

hafizhah was cheerful today somehow.
so we joked tough. i couldn't help myself but to laugh. oh kak falah rock the morning to. teehe.
sorry la kacau.
so was mas(nur azlyn :D) then hijjan caught us up.
on the way to school we had some time conflict.(?)
eh shut up la you guys. i counted it wrongly. how do expect to count and walk at the same time.
what happen if i accidentally hit a tree or fell on my face or hit the big bus infr0nt of me. XD
sape susah?
arrived school and had breakfast with wani too.
more laughs here few stress released here. thanks guys [:

ATTENTION TO ALL ESPECIALLY MALSA:

MY FIRST UNICORN,SEBASTIAN IS DEAD.
MY SEBASTIAN IS DEAD !
STUPID ANIMAL TESTER KILLED HIM WITH SARS.
they said he will be safe but they lie.
NEVER TRUST ANIMAL TESTING.
SUPPORT BODY SHOP.
oh i sued them already.
IM GETTING A NEW ONE TOO.
:DD

LULU IS A MALSA'S UNICORN.

woke up at 5 to send dad off.
slept in the cab and it was such a good sleep that i didnt want to alight,
while dad checked in shifa took some pictures.


and we went to MCD.
DCF IN THE MORNING ROCK.
it was such a tra la la la.
and he went inside and we left.


the most embarrassing thing happen in the bus
AND I WANT TO MURDER SHAHEED!
home.
duhu studied. got alittle stressed out.
I CANT WAIT TILL ITS ALL OVER.
i shall dance around and get twinnie to join me and we shall scream into people's ear.
onemoreweek.

do give me all the luck you have please.
aljuniedians; HAPPY EXAM WEEK. may god bless you all. [[:


to malsa;
eh lulu is so cheap seyh to have a huge crush on charlie. he is like so ___________.
too old for her. poor Sebastian kt one corner. he needs love. :DD

ITS A RANDOM TAGGY.

I GOT TAGGED BY INDRA;THESUPERRAREATOK.

1. What will I be most focused on most of the time?
netball?

2. What do you want the most now?
no clue, maybe a cool dork.

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
STHD[: and few other people.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
oh YES.

5.If you have a dream to come true, what will it be?
i havent thought about it.

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
YES !

7. What is your goal for this year?
i dont set goals. :DD

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yupp[:

9. What feeling do you like the most?
the happy-go-lucky feelings. :DD

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
my other half?

11. What feeling do you hate the most?
the most hated feeling :DD

12.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
i truly do.

13.Do you believe in God?
DUH.

14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
the whole thing about life.

15.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
first of all; the sisters. then the other people and family.

16.Who is your best friend?
aiinabila !

17.Who cares for you the most?
those people who care for me the most.

18.Do you think ” LOVE ” is stupid?
in times.

19.Who do I hate the most now?
these mosquitoes and ants for the moment now.

Added question:
20. the color of snowflakes cereals are
WHITE ! NOT YELLOW.


Randomly remove one question from above, and add in your own question, make it a total of 20 questions.Tag 5 people in your list , list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged and whoever does the tag will have blessings from all people.

1. hijjy.
2. kak ilyana.
3. kak ani
4. maya
5. malsatwin

mumbles.

yesterday was mom's office open house.
i was being not really me.
weird.
cleaned room and it was nice. :DD
the day was humid. i planned to study but didnt do any thing.
im starting to slack.
okay lets say the food was cool.
oh played with shazrah. and took pictures. XD
and helped mom.



today was chemistry and english paper.
chemistry was quite easy while english no comment. grr.
oh i escaped from the talk by making my parents fetch me. hah !
took the new bibik. =.="
and rushed to aljunied.
the sisters had a talk.
RAB KILLED MY TUMMY !
okay i admit i was merepek. i was being creativity la.
heh.
oh then went home.
:D
farah dare me to do something.
SO CLOSE UNTIL ..
disappointment.

aku suka ini anak.

AARON;
MY FAIRY GOD FATHER !!

can i be emo about maths please?

i told form teacher already how much i hate him.
maths paper two was !@#$%#@
i lost like about 25 marks !
and im telling you start from my heart that I HATE COORDINATES !
all because of the brain squeezing, i lost my energy.
i felt vibrations in my brain during physics exam.
i lost everything. i forgot everything.
i even slept during the paper and i wasnt done !
i couldnt take it anymore.

i want to cry but i dont have the tears.
although its a waste of time BUT very satisfying.
i want to scream but i dont have the voice.
i want to be like hijjy or fiq.
they just let it flow .
why cant i be so?

ustaz mahzan cheered me up alittle bit.
so did form teacher, hijjy and twinny.
BUT STILL I AM STILL NOT CHEERED.
im still in this downer situation.
]:


oh me and hijjan we checking out a dude in the mrt today,
:DD

dear teacher,

WHY DO WE HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT COORDINATES ??
i hate coordinates.
math paper two is killing me.