Gray ego?

Today was superb. I saw kak nabmo(!!) :D Lughah was hilarious. And thanks ustaz for helping me out with tomorrows performance. (: Nahu was super superb with aiin,dhanny and fiq. We were laughing our butts off teasing dhanny and all. We were the only group laughing out loud and did most laughing. Oh Aiin didnt smack my butt today. NOT EVEN ONCE. woohoo~ It was pretty dullish tho today yet happening.figure yourself out what those that mean. Ezt and me were all by ourselves during first recess and we were talking about love negatively and how funny love is. While the second recess, I have butterflies for tomorrow. Thanks hjn for calming me down and the breeze outside class as well. Netball after school with the aljuniedians. I MET GIRLFIEES AND BESTIE ! kinda miss them especially mya and dyn. Sarah rocked my match alot. If i was warded to the hospital due to exploded stomach intestine, blame sarah. Mya was cracking funny with her blurness. :D Most players got tired not because of the physical runs mostly due to laughing.

Adli is from malaysia. MAT LILY IS A MALAYSIAN.
Go home you ! nnyahaha. Dyn gave the phone over to me while he was on the other line.
Oh I love arguing on the lamest stuff with mat lily. Sorry I was harsh but if i turn polite, I wont be Shaza and Dyn said so too. So blame her. :D
see you both at yescom?

Okay mom pissed me off with her harsh words twice.
"Asal tak tidur je kat luar?" ouch.
I swear my mom is never like this. I should blame those parental mag she's been reading.
WHAT ARE YOU TEACHING HER. -__________-


Wish me luck tomorrow.

maybe thats it?

I was browsing through some pictures when I saw this picture. Some of my irsyad laughing gases. Let me introduce them(L-R) Aiin; has been my butt smacker who never fails to smack my butt everyday which of course annoys me but she never fails to make me run and chase after her so I could kill her. We are random terbakar parters. Ezzati; Chubby secret buddy who never fails to grab me to tag her along and talk about HJN. :D haha! We just have great chemistry she is like my big sister. Hijannah; Buddy of everything, she helped me alot and always make me laugh or smile in her own way. One of my best day rockers. Shiifa; One word; self laugher. She adores laughing at everything. Even if its not funny she will just laugh and make us laugh and because she's laughing. I adore and appreciate them alot. Thanks Guys.

Today is my PMS day! :D
Yeah, I PMS-ed alot which is kinda cool for me actually. Well in the morning, I ignored everyone and just kept quiet. Mas's face as terribly worried, but on the way to school I was talkative that no sense knocked my head. :D I slept again during URSS which is another cool thing although its horrible. Form teacher's stares is totally hated and I swear his teachers can make you cry. So more laugh laugh laugh with Fiq and HJN and ezt gave me ocean creatures. :D yummy. Sorry syu and nabilah and the other classmates who happens to be my PMS victims during hadith's class. :D CCA was weird we didnt do much training but yeah let me cut it shorter than short. Fire got third atleast top three right. so yeah Congratz. I got to bully kak shikin and it was superb. Did alot of photo taking with the secret buddies with people budding too. Sigh. Laugh way too much maybe because I was too happy. Azlin told me I had to go to the office for some reason but changed of plans. Some of the takraw guys were playing on the court and I was heading towards
canteen when the ball hit high and was about to land and it was away from me god sake. One of the geek idiots(because both of them were sidebyside like couples.[hah tipu] so I wasnt sure which one was it) yelled my name out loud which made me jumped a little. DANG! chill mah. Went home with mas, lyna and HJN again more laughs.
;thank you people who thinks thet made my day. :D


Mat lily is stupid. :D
He proves his own sentence to tease people.

two day post.

I didnt blog yesterday. :D how cool was that.
Well I got home at nine and got all tired and cranky and I was rushing to do my revisions.
So from school to bugis to banquet to golden lenmark to the car place to changi hospital to grandparent's and HOME. Such a relief. I enjoyed storytelling with HJN,Dhanny,Khai and azie. And I was kind of slow trying to get and perceive things around. :D AND THANKS NABILAH FOR THE BIRTHDAY PRESENT.Oh and dear readers I still accept belated birthday presents. XP
So that was yesterday.

Today was like yesterday only better. Im going to list all those people who made my day, so here I go: Fiq, HJN, Mas, Bestie,EZT, Mr muneer, Mr Ismail, Kak Ilyana, Kak nisa, Kak shikin, bdkbdk netballers, Nazihah, Syu and OF COURSE MY NEXT-DOOR-NEIGHBOR NABILAH! Well my brain was working faster than yesterday and I got super high with these people especially with Fiq and HJN. HJN brought some rendang and nasi with made me into this hari raya mood.(and shh I know I havent pay off my fast, but give me some taste of raye for awhile)Borrowed a book from madam Amnah called the bride hunter. I wonder if I can finish the whole thing up. Oh wee~ Oh yeah! I have to do this syair thingy(in arabic) THIS FRIDAY. and that is such a tardy ________.(fill in the blanks) Godgodgod! I am not happy about it. Think Positive Shaza. (thinking positively) I can do it. So warning to irsyadians DONT LAUGH OR ILL SLIT YOU THROAT. okay? [: I miss kak nabmo like whaaaaat. WHEREE AREEE YOUU? I shall not elaborating about my day cause it was too awesome-ly great to be shared around. teehehee.







I was disappointed when I was been told, but oh well.
I am going to move on. that life right.
so now no more person four.

Oh I feel like I have some attitude problems. oh cool is that.
I wonder what people think of me. :D

Problem with person one is solved and We're doing great. :D
And I'm lovin' how its been going right now. :D
Prblem with person two and three and well.

Retards are cool people.

You know whats gay?
People.

"When I totally need someone, nobody comes in, but when Im great both in shape and joy, every freaks will come in and asked if I'm okay and need somebody to talk to."

Remember this phrase? I never wanted it to be true. But I was right.
Things are okay now but then NOW people start asking whether I'm okay or not. Well people too late and thank you for concerning at the wrong time. Too late for concerning. So buh-bye and dont ask me any questions. Cause you're making me sorry for myself. WHICH IS AWESOMLY PATHETIC.

Oh Thanks to Ruzaini for making the conversation with me and bestie a flow, you made it happen and you made everything better between us so thank you for the last night blast although you didnt do much talking at first.

And BIG CREDITS TO MATEEN for making me laugh till I drop after the kinda "long" moments of upset-ness. Thanks, mr brave chicken boney head.
[:

&& a little credits to syimir as well for changing the frown to a smile. nice talking to you again dude.


I cant believe myself saying this but i kinda miss you. the fights, the jokes, the random moments.
You made my day almost everyday. But I feel like I lost apart of me.
Gosh. If its was me then Im sorry although i know you wont be reading this.

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On the other hand, Im gald I cant cry
Why?
cause its mega tiring and sort of a waste although its reliving.

Person One

I couldnt help myself. I held in the cry. I just stared away. When I totally need someone, nobody comes in, but when Im great both in shape and joy, every freaks will come in and asked if I'm okay and need somebody to talk to.
Hell.

I was in the train when I can hear myself crying from inside. I was crying hard enough. WHY CANT I CRY ON THE OUTSIDE ?! I dont know what to do or what to say? I couldnt face you nor talk to you. But, I dont want to walk away nor do I want to turn away. You made me confuse that before.

When you read the note, I just had to look away. I cant face it. I only manage to create another glass of tears and held the tear drops. PATHETIC.

I want you to be the first to know everything. I want you to be the first that I share all my secrets and problems. And I'm like asking for alot.

So unSHAZAishly

Im drifting apart. Im losing my grip. What got into me? Im sinking way than I'm expected.
Its losing its control and I'm just standing by the corner staring,watching and waiting for my next move. I know I have to be strong. Stronger than I expect. Standing on still balancing with one foot. Its the way I face these situations. Its all in me. Im crying in the inside and hoping to cry in the outside which is hard already for me to do so. I cant cry. I cant cry. I cant cry. And I dislike myself for being so un-cry-able when you have to cry.

Four people. One me. Tons of questions.
These are my upside downs for now.

Person One:
We both can see we're drifting apart. And we are just standing by our shadows acting clueless and just follow the flow when both of us are actually suffering inside. We cant be open to each other nor can the others make us be open. Is it just us who isnt trying hard enough or we're just to scared to own up. Crying isnt you. I know it isnt. The only thing that makes you cry if that thing is really important and its totally necessary to cry. That lyrics made me speechless. Glass of tears were made but not a single tear dropped. What are we suppose to do? We never did our usual things. We dont share anything ever since I transferred. We're like newbies friends. Is it me, you or just us? Even a new friend you got to know not even a month is much more closer to you than I am. Honestly, I dont know how to face you anymore. I hope forever as bestfriends.

Person Two:
I was in a cranky mood that day. Sorry I verge it all out on you. If you have notice harder it was a hard tough sarcasm. The text you gave me made me speechless in a confuse way. You were talking about someone you care to care for you back. Tons of people are caring for you! I know I am but that doesnt mean that you have to tag alot and expect the careness. Its just a flow. You dont expect it. And Im okay that you said that you care about my opinion about you and you trust me and you are comfortable with me but you dont need to tag around everywhere. Everyone notice that your everywhere with me but what about your other friends? Your old friends? You just got to know me and thats it. Dont be so reciprocal.

Person Three:
Shocking. But whats going on exactly? I know your having some family problems but you never mind to share it. Neither of your other problems. You never failed to make me laugh or smile everyday so now its my turn to stay by your side and hear it all out. Now all you can do is shut up and let it go. FIGHT. Just one word: offended.

Person Four:
Its been a long time since then. I dont get it. You gave me mixed feelings sometimes and I get hurt easily by you but I just stand strong. HJN quoted once about being small and all sometimes thats how I feel too. You made my day and sometimes just ruin it. Whats up with you? You change yourself every single time which made me confuse. I honestly dont have any idea what to so nor to say.

I honestly gave up on the inter-house netball. Its up to you people.
I couldnt careless. Sorry kak Ilyz I will try to play my best but with these type of team I'm not sure. ALAMAK ! May the best house wins.
-netball with the alfalah team was awesome~
-I got my IC at last. -_____-

Dance with me tonight.

Okay morning highlight is that Hasanah was fasting,Mas missed out usually train.(again!), The ndp ad's song was familiar because the wondr sang it and I got high. HAHA! semangat kau go text indra about it. XD Recess with the girls laughing again about HJN's incident yesterday. Oh I realized that Im not sleeping in class much that the previous semester. THAT IS SUCH AN ACHIEVEMENT. I'm good. :D I got a little bit sleepy during Malay so after class I decided to skipped a few minutes of nahu class and went to the washroom. The sec ones came in and one of the girls was sort of sick and fainted on the floor. Well honestly nobody really did panic. Everyone was super calm which i find it amusing. :D I was the older one in there and they were all like :"Kak Shaza !! nak buat ape nie ?!" Well the first I respond I made was "eh make sure die tk mati, dgr heartbeat die dulu." -_____- Told them to call any secondary five students cause they were the nearest class but instead they called a teacher. In a meanwhile, I told the girl who was holding the the fainted girl's head to fan her and spray her with water. Honestly I thought it was a fake faint out. But oh well. It was a slow drama. I went back to class all cool and my beloved classmates asked where I went. See how caring they are. (I bet saje nak kepoh. :D) I got high during nahu. Yell answer here and there which awakens me to a great lunch ! Ate the food we brought from old. I feel all old fashioned which was great. So yeah we laughed and laughed with our food in our mouth. Such good table manners. Later than the netballers called me and there were this storytelling/netball discussion circle in the corridor. It was heck tiring. Nabilah seems not to be in a mood but she was still laughing I wonder whats up with that. After school, Ez and me planned to confront HJN. Arent we great friends that we killed your laughing mood AND MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. We made you cry. I was about to cry as well but I cannot believed that Ez cried before HJN did and the thing was suppose to be all about her. NYAHAHA ! Netball training. Coached and helped the new players out. Then kak fatiinah came to me and said the geek kirim salam. Yang mane satu nye geek ah? XP sorry la. did our drills and everything and there was a game with the Water house netball players. Cut it short we won. :D While they were having their second game me and HJN jogged around the school twice. I swear I cant catch up with her. She too fast with her ranging stamina. Jealous ah ! Kak nisa told me to umpired and I PASSED ! wee ~ I succeeded. She told me to take umpiring course after I'm done with my school. Why after school? Next year ke tak boleh? :D I want to have a tournament with other schools la please. I got a little bit fed up. Well I was kinda hectic and you people were chasing to the gate. I have un-finished things to do. *sigh.
no comments. Again more dramatic face I learned from ain and laughs repleted in our conversations. Now home.

oh intermadrasah pictures go to:
http://syalicious.multiply.com/photos/album/38/Inter-Madrasah_2008
http://imanizzad.multiply.com/photos/album/53/Inter_Madrasah_Games_2001

Atok is in love and he is denying it. AND THANK YOU FOR THE SONG.
&& Mat lily had issues.
:D

I still have the IMG mood.

HJN came to school today ! But she cam late. So school was better. :D Mas dont give up la! Sorry I couldnt help cause I myself have a hard time with my math graphs. :D I got dead frustrated with my math during math class. I just want to scream my lungs out but I only manage to scream to myself with my face on the table covered. But nabilah and syuhadah is always there beside me to calm me down and just give me a pat at the back telling to chill and calm down. Thanks. Lunch was awesome as usually. Thanks to HJN i cant face army anymore. HAHA ! We had tons of inside jokes only we laugh leaving people questions by them. :D CCA boredom boredom. I helped lyna with her team cause I got bored with the fire toot attendance. Honestly it just ruin my CCA in a blink of an eye. Mr muneer gave me the permission to escape netball and watch the girls play handball. Azume accompanied maybe cause she got bored as well. I swear the CCA was pathetic. *sigh. HJN made some gameplans for the inter-house this coming july for handball so I helped. *another sigh. I bet we're going to lose; and Im not talking about handball. Heck. There was a mini intermad prize giving ceremony after school for HJN. But yeah sure it was worth it. Picture taking ! Kak nabmo has pictures can I have them please? Soon more game plans. And saw Insyirah and Sarah and read the conversation between a wak tong and an aljunidian.
-___________- merepek I say. Then we joined them and left school. Chatted with HJN, mas and farah. Oh tard was it hilarious. I wont tell cause it will be an embarrassment to HJN. But what made you laugh that hard again? I forgot. We laugh our intestine out. Farah couldnt join us to causeway so we went to popular and saw adilah and family. Her little sister is so cute and I could see she has a very strong mother who is willing to do anything for her family. Why are you like this? Then we talked about this particular person getting on the nervous. And it sure is bugging me. We shopped at popular and round the whole place. Saw this particular abang who him and a particular friend of mine together. Sorry ah ! Oh I saw MY OLD CAMPER BUDDY. Dang was I high then with my "awakawak and kitekite". HJN!! THANKS FOR SPENDING $55.40 ON US. I SWEAR WE FEEL GUITLY BUT THAANKS! Soon we went and get ourselves a double chocolate frappe and laugh as we left MCD. Took our separate ways but I went off with Mas. I saw syairah. Itu anak eh. dasar la.
One thing I like about her is that She is mcm fhm and that made us hang out easily. Oh I heard she mistaken Mas from me and malu sendiri. hahahhahahaha ! Arrived home and did my school work. YAZID PAKAI LAMPIN BEST GILER. Not to mention the setting too. :D The whole plot of the story with the edits are super cute and cool. So don't miss Yazid pakai lampin every wednesday 930PM only on suria. :D

ITs all about ..

So after waiting for FIVE HOURS the video is now mine. muhahah ! And some of the intermad pictures too and there uploaded *sings a disco song to celebrate the glory of waiting and the joy. Today I swear was mendak; in english its boring. There was nothing to do. I started to miss HJN again. no more here during recess and netball too. I was like the plain peanut butter sandwich without the jelly. Oh I want to say thank you to nabilah for listening to my lame crap and help me focus in class and helping me out. I realized that I'm starting to understand the class. So thank you. AnD(ohmygod! this reminds me of the carrot couple:D) Ustaz Alaina somehow gave me a little warning. :D It was so freakinglish cool and scary. I am starting to respond in class too. So HJN you were true I'm doing good in class. :D well I had the opportunity to reply but I was too lazy. nyahah ! (so much for being good) Netball training !! Holy was it tardy. Sorry guys it was horrible. Not much organize. I have no clue what to do and I wasnt ready enough. But now I know what to do. So netballers tell me if Im too harsh and bossy with you people. And please do remember about being discipline for kak nisa's sake. [: iloveyouguys. The whole training was -____- . A word to describe is whacked. We did our runs and drills in a messy and un-discipline way that I actually couldn't take it anymore But just to shut myself up and stare giving most of the people im-not-in-a-mood-so-please-before-I-slit-your-throat look. (haha!) Soon I gave up and decided to play a game. Umpired it and I bet it was jacked. haiiyo. Soon then Kak nisa came and helped me with few coaching and help them with their tricks while me and lyna helped Shiifa with her plevert(?) Eh she actually can play netball. Soon then Kak shikin and nisa made us do few al-falah trainings. But the al-falah players from our team had to do some extra training. Dang was it painful but worth it. Jee it was sure gerek right? After some of the team player left, the other decided to stay for awhile and play a game. Cool game ever ! I was then in love with some 80's disco song and lahu Pop Yeah Yeah. :D Went back home with Mas, Frhrwk and lyna. We talked about all the apek and nyonya pushing us and our first meets. We actually disliked each other when we first meet and now we are cooler than ever. Like how cool is that ! Got Gulp with adib and mas. I should have used my ez-link cause they got theirs for free. -___- lucky.
Oh Mas, Sorry for the harsh offended jokes. Do tell me if your offended la. I think this is the second time I offended you this week (mugcows !) eh I want people to tell me what I should change in myself ah. :D

And that she is much closer with bestie than I am. Jealous? Oh yes I must say. But I dont know what to do.

Okay mom is nagging. I blame Shiham. She killed her mood. !@#$%^# Poor Shifa had to take the blame. Dang.









A** is an ass that rocked my day.

Poke.

First day of school was awesome. So maybe it is true. the next day will be better than the previous day. (this make no sense) Oh heck. My morning was great, went to school with Hasanah,Aisyah and Mas. Aisyah no more going to school solo anymore eh? But this morning everyone seem so ecstatic that we laughed and joked at the littlest thing. Amal made my breakfast better by her random attacks. Yet creepy though. NO MORE MR SYED ! this is actually a mean comment. But honestly I understand geography better although the new teacher was a soft speaker. Recess was awesome with Ez, Frhrwk, Aiin, Shifa and Mas. But lunch was better with kak nisa too. Honestly things was going on so fast and mostly we were talking about netball training. Since the sec fours and five will be busy with the o level and STE exams, Kak nisa decided the sec three should be incharge. Oh and guess what?! IM A SEC THREE STUDENT. Kak nisa picked me to replace her adn of course I need Mas and HJN to help me out. NEW RECRUITERS: FRHRWKR AND SHIFA ! woot~ We decided that maybe one day we could have a friendly match with aljunied or other non-private schools. ADIB!! thaanks for the lolly from hong kong :D While we were on the way home, Ain was weird ! She was laughing by herself and all. AND SHE MADE ME FEEL ATTRACTED TO THE APEK. :D (hahaha! lie) So much for a drama queen. Met HJN to pass her notes and tell her what happen. Soon we were going around and talking and made dramatic movements. (okay I was the one who made the dramatic movements) We were talking about everything and laughing all the way until we got tired. Abg hatta told me about this 22hours coaching course. Well maybe next year ill go for it and ask HJN to tag along with me. Eh HJN if you go this for this course you can coach any schools for part time job. IMAGINE THAAT ! how much money we will be making. :D wanna come? my video is on the way. it took HJN hours to sed me this vid. YE-AH !

Oh thaanks Fiq for the present. (:
such memory.

a random post right?

Today was kinda random. I actually wrote down what I wanted to blog but I am somehow lazy. So im trying my best. I woke up three times today and end up going back to sleep which last at about twelve. I got a text msg that says im suppose to be at cairnhill CC by nine. -___-
I missed the netball inter-mosque (!!!) Grr. But I manage to talked to Dana and Sarah. It was great chatting with them about our moments there at Canada. Well Aum made my day. (in case you havent notice this post is turning into a pointform post only without the dots) Thanks to Malsa ad HJN for the pictures and videos. (: And I texted alot.
Okay so thats I did today on my last day of june holiday.

So dear pupils from all school. both private and non private.

HAPPY REOPEN SCHOOL.
although you hate it; just pretend you are totally in love with school reopens.

Oh I was sitting one corner just staring at the walls when I recalled the unforgettable.memories I was in aljunied. So I planned to post it here.

• Primary one: There was a huge boys vs girls fight when there were no teacher in our class. And Fathmah was my bestfriend.
• Primary two: I was the group leader and I use to bully Shefa. Wardiah once got pissed cause teacher mumtaz picked me instead of her to look after the class(well the teacher was new and knew no one excpt me. -__- ) and hasanah'slame prank :D
• Primary three: Musfirah and DYN were my bestfriend and I had my first crush. XD
• Primary four: Abdillah, Akma and safwah were my buddies. We played lame games and talked about everything. Once two girls i forgot who hated us cause they kept on talking to us instead of them :DD
• Primary Five: AIN BECAME MY BESTFRIEND(till now!!!) And fought with farhanah about her. Ohmygod. (this was whacked) Oh then I got to know about Abg Zahir. (:
• Primary Six: PSLE. My first year texting dudes. :DD
• Sec One: BEST YEAR EVER. tons of things happen. like my first IMG. Gunung Ledang. And THE BIRTH OD STHD.
  

haaha. memoriies. oh yeah i think aljunied still have my report book. :D that means im still an aljuniedian. :D nnyahahaha !

Today I guess Ive been doing tons of thinking. I thought about my past. Just sitting laughing and smiling by myself. Fine I sound like a retard but heck. I miss the moments with Rusda where we first knew each other and talk about the littlest things where we share out secrets and express out feelings. Where we tell each other our problem. We never met each other and yet things turn out perfect. She was my brain twin and now She's My Nyonya. We never do those stuff anymore. Although we're in the same class we dont actually talk much. We turned into complete stranger now. Things totally changed.

Last night I missed that person badly although we texted a couple of times. And again today I miss him. Holy awkward much. :D

Im still waiting for more IMG pictures. GRR. oh will be posting my running video soon as I received it. ITS TAKING FOREVER.

To the counselor;
I have no idea who you are. But do you think you know whats going on?
Who am I talking about and all. I dont think so. Sorry if I sound harsh. Its just that Im not sure if
Ill be doing the right thing. I like it the way it is and I dont want anything to change.
Time is just our limitation.

Inter-Madrasah.

Oh there is like tons to talk about. The Glory,The Victory, The Screams, The Cheers. I was totally hyped about it. Met Rusda and Aina and went off together. But it felt weird without HJN and kak nabmo beside me. The march was hilarious but we survived !
So cheered hard. AbgFat did great he cut everyone but the last 100m he slowed down. He told me that he got caught in a bad muscle pull then he had to slow down. So irsydians he said that he's sorry. But dude no worries we were all proud of you. So more cheering and jumping. I swear I love jumping ! *grins. The juniors got called down and ye-ah ! There was this trolley and I swear I get high when Im with them. I rode that trolley and I feel like kid again ! CHEERS FOR BEING A KID ! So we kinda got over when we came and got our trophies. Have I ever told you that IT WAS SUPER DUPER FUN TO BE ON THE STAND ! :D
So we went upstairs. MORE JUMPING! MORE SCREAMING!
But then I prefer hanging out downstairs rather than upstairs cause its way cooler. Kak Nisa and Falah rocked the day with Kak Nabmo and Hanisa. We were joking all the way aljunied and irsyad style right? Oh I was "hospitalized" because I got a bang shot on my right arm and the nurse was so slow with the badging. :D I told you people so ! I GET ALL SUPER HYPER WITH KAK NABMO. She's my kakak bising. We were screaming here and there jumping here and there. Ohmygod ! I never expect tons of things. The guys were fast. Wan injuriedinjuried still manage to win aljunied a gold. HAZWAN,ARIF AND ABG HADI WAS SUPER FAST ! baik krg! Iqbal and hafiz did a great job too. not to mention the others too. In case your wondering why Im mentioning names is just I'm super proud of them. Oh Irsyad was doing so good when aljunied last runner(you knnow who you are :D *winks) did mega well and caught up haha. Dude I know you didnt heard what I said. I was screaming telling him to give hanafiah behide a chance. XD okay sorry la. But congratz.Prize giving for the athletics girls. LET ME REPEAT THIS ! WHO CONQUERED ALTHLETICS FOR THE GIRLS !? IRSYAAAAAAAD !! wooot. gratz girls gratz ! We had to "chill" at the field. Not to mention the "cold" temperature raging. So they announced the winners. CONGRATZ ALJUINEED !!!! THREE TIMES IN A ROW. BAIK JUNIED. CONGRATZ IRSYAAD FOR GETTING SECOND BOYS AND GIRLS :D

I swear I am mega proud. cause of many thing. *screeaaams.
Had lunch at LJS with the girls with frhrwks and mas. I saw mat lily.
DYN YOU LUCKY BUTT AH ! mind if I borrow please. Went home with Hasanah, Aisyah and Frhrwks felt asleep super tired. Home logged it in the internet. Talked to mr perasan. Oh I havent delete the pictures yet. Thenn talked to Kak nabmo about about next years inter-house. we shall be rocking much?
Someone just impressed me big time. It made me even more confuse. Should I or Shouldn't I?
Watching Hannah Montana and Miley Cyrus Concert. :D
My Al-Falah jershey is ready !! I havent pay yet. Oh grr. Tomorrows Inter-mosques. I bet I cant go. *sigh.
SCHOOOOL !!!


-i think i miss a part but I forgot. oh god.
People with IMG 2008 mind sending over please.

Oh.

I woke up fresh at five and left for bishan. I had a good feeling and I was calm. Met Rusda and Aina with HJN too. They were all nervous. Reached the stadium all weird but it was great. The athletic girls really made my day and the banana too. Me,Rusda,Aina and HJN were excited when we got to know that the store at the stadium sold bananas. And it was pure excitement. The game started at about eight. Yeah with the drum we had and the cheers they printed we were all hyped up. I was jumping up and down cheering with kak nabmo and helping out the aljunieds with their cheering too since most of the strong supporters went on a field trip.
My team got called out and we were intense with all this mixed feelings praying to Allah to help us and believing in ourselves here and there. While we were waiting I helped kak ummi with her strides. Then kak nabmo read a doa which made the team feel alot better. We got in our place and THERE AGAIN I WAS NERVOUS. But seeing EZT, FRHRWK and TWINIE gave me some spirit and determination that I can do it and win. AND THANKS TO AZUME TOO. Well THE GLORY WAS OURS. Kak nabmo was super fast as we expected. Me and Kak ummi were jumping were jumping while I was trying to catch my breathe. I was too excited.
We ran and gave each other a big hug. I love my kakakakak team. Again more jumping. And more cheers. Well lets just say. THE IRSYADIANS GIRLS DID WELL ! WE SURE DID MADE OUR SCHOOL PROUD. SO NOW ITS THE DUDES TURN. please dont let us down. After the event was done competitors had their march practice. While we were waiting to be gather we ran to say thank you to mr muneer, mr izzad especially MR ESMADI. THANK YOU!
March Practice was a bug bummer. Not to mention the hot weather but I got to hang out with bestie and kak falah along with kak nisa while waiting. (: HJN said something that made me just go "whaaat !? i knoow. shh. " hahaa. Oh yeah not to mention it was kinda lame. but whatever. All of us were gald that it was over. AND HJN THANKS FOR COVERING ME UP FROM USTAZ MAHZAN :D .
Accompany DYN to meet Mat Lily. Oh yeah I can criticize him. We ran into tons of people. And YOU WERE LATE. so lucky i bought some chocolate milkshake. Thanks DYN for letting me get mad over him. muhahaha ! Do you have any how fun is it to make this guy annoyed. MYA knows. :D Off to AMK hub for lunch. Saw kak nabmo and she said she wanted to treat me for a movie! Wee~ Random incidents happen which cranked us up. Mas,Hasanah and Aisyah was smart enough to take the bus that took us 45 min to woodlands. =.=" but yeaaah i did had a good nap :D dead tired. Got home told mom what happen to my watch. AND YEAH I WAS PISSED. Sorry I got rude. I have no idea what happen to it. GRR. Ecstatic about tomorrow. Somehow that all that I can say although I have tons to say only I forgot.
:D

Oh yeaah. Aljunied is leading for the girls la ! :D
Congratz.

oh if anyone has todays pictures pleasepleasepleaase send or IM me. thank you.

Track Meet.

Honestly am I ready for tomorrow? Well I don't think I am. The track meet is tomorrow and I know Rusda and Aina along with the others are going to do fine and just great as their hardworking training should pay them off. But what about me? I missed zillions of trainings and I dont want to disappoint my team because they really have work hard and we want to win. Now I am going to prove to them that we are the best. I shall insert tons of determinations and I will believe in myself and others too that WE CAN DO IT AND NO ONE IS GETTING IN OUR WAY. (:
GOOD LUCK IRSYADIANS AND ALJUNIDIANS TOO.

This morning I joined Rusda,Aina,Syu and Dhanny's private training with Mas too. I woke Mas up but after the call we went back to bed. So we were basically late. hah. We changed into our P.E. and end up not running. Why? Cause there were so many people and thought that maybe we might embarrassed ourselves. Rusda was man hunting~ haaha! Oit setia pade yg satu la.
So Mas and I were just sat down and observe those runners and took some pointers. Well yesterday I planned to help out with preparation but changed my mind. So caught up with few irsyadians. :D Gald to see them. Deelot, Naz and Amina invited me and Aliah for breakfast at MCD; was I gald to hang out with them. Shared meal with deelot and we made this mixture with look nice but we werent to sure about the taste. *insertadisgustedface.

Reached home and rot. Again internet and talked to Indra, Ahmad and Kak Nabmo. Thank You people for lsitening to my sickness and crap. :D Do I own you people? I had a weird conversation with these two people. I was quite random but entertaining. :D Indra has weird/bad taste of songs.Watched some vids for tips while cyber scream at people and trying to get some motivation and nervous releases. Soon then I built myself some motivation and am cofident that I can do it tomorrow. SO NOW GIRLS YOU CAN DO IT. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. :)
Cousin is sleeping over and i got random even random-er than charlie. I screamed here and there. I just got high. How awesome is that. Maybe the nervousness is the cause to it. sweeeeeet.

i think thats it?
I am still confuse whether Im in love or no.

the ignore survey.

Name 20 people. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.
Don't read the questions, but name the 20 people first.

1. Kak nabmo
2. HJN
3. EZT
4. ainabila
5. farawkr
6. DYN
7. Mat Lily
8. MYA
9. ahmad
10. kak nisa
11. rusda
12. indra
13. aina
14. mas
15. hasanah
16. aisyah
17. ammar
18. zuhaili
19. heyjl(!! :D)
20. geek idiot two


QUESTIONS :
1. How did you meet number 18?
Old school.

2. What will do if you have not met number 17?
We will be total strangers.

3. What if number 9 and 2o dated ?
haha ! GAY.

4. What if number 5 and 1o dated ?
Ill flip?

5. Describe number 1.
disliking her for now cause she didnt got me anything from KL. :D

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive ?
no. XP (okay lie she is.)

7. Describe number 7.
he looks bad in shorts and is a great person to critisize by me :)

8. Do you know any family members of number 12 ?
his hot little cute adik :D

9. What language does number 15 speak ?
malay, english and arabic.

10. Who is number 9 hanging out with ?
the skillerz?

11. How old is number 16 ?
going-to-be-fifteen.

12. When was the last time you spoke to number 13 ?
this morning.

13. Who's number 2 favourite singer/band ?
canberries?

14. Have you ever dated number 4 ?
we went tons of dates. :D

15. Would you ever date with number 19?
haahaha ! Well kak nabmo will kill me but why not?

16. Is number 3 single ?
oh yes!

17. What's number 10's last name ?
nasir.

18. Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11 ?
but shes my nyonya. I wont.

19. What is the school of number 13 ?
Madrasah Al-Irsyad. (see how semangat i am.)

20. Where does number 6 stay ?
tampines.

21. What's your favourite thing about number 5 ?
my rocker buddy~ she is love.

22. Have you seen number 14 naked before ?
Ohmygod, i dont wish to.

Now the 5 people are : HJN, kaknabmo, kakfalah, azume, DYN

oh survey.

So I am currently bored and I own people tags. :D
so here we go.

Instructions:Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.Next, list 10 people whom you would you want them to do this, at the end of the post.Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you? - Cousins.
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off? -Only flat batteries.
3. What happened at 10.00am today?-I was watching people run 4. When did you last cry?-the camp.
5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?-nothing.
6. What do you want in your life right now?-Im not sure.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?-I prefer putting my hood on. :D
8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?-the blanket.
9. What bottom are you wearing now?-Jeans.
10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?-There are tons of nicest text.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?- I dont think so.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?-nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught?- Tarzan :D
14. What are you proud of?-Life,family and duh friends? oh and school.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?- I delete text straight away.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud? -Ran;pandangan pertama. XP
17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?- uhh hmm. ask my friends. :D
18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?- what event?-Abg lutfi
19. What time did you go to bed last night?-one something.
20. Are you currently happy?- kinda. just not satisfied with myself.
21. Who gives you best advices? -people. :D
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?- I once did. :))
23. Who did you talk on phone last night? - ahmad naufal.
24. Is anything bugging you right now? -tomorrow's athletic.
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh? -Mom and Shaheed.
26. Do you wear toe socks?-toe socks?
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from? -Abg lutfi.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroke?- i cant recall. but i guess yeah.
29. What annoys you most in a person? - hmm. i have no idea.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?- do you think i do?
31. Have you ever done cocaine? - coke is cocaine-nated right?
32. What colour is your room?- blue, beige.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar? -I dont do kill.
34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"? -is "talk in cheap" like singlish?
35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed? - uhh no idea.
36. Who was the last person to hug you? -i cant remember.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed? -I dont kiss people. XD
38. Do you have a life?- oh yeah i dont cause im dead i forgot. =.="
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't? - I think once?
40. What is the reason behind your profile song? -tons of reasons.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?- I cant recall any.
42. Last time you smiled?- Iam currently smiling. weee~
43. Have you changed this year? - I think I did.
44. What are you listening to right now?- ICARLY!
45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?- yeah, indra.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?- oh cool you can walk with your eyes closed?
47. Is there a quote you live by?- oh tons. i think.
48. Do you want someone you can't have?- maybe i do.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?- YEAH.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in weeks? - worst ideas? going training with shaheed. :D
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm? - internet.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now? -maybee?
53. What song describe your love life? - i dont knoow.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her? - I'm not sure.
55. Who always makes you laugh? - my loves. :D
56. Do you speak other language other than English? -uh yeaaah.
57. Are you blond? - I wont dream on it either.
58. Whats your middle name? -binte. haha.
59. What are you doing tomorrow?- OHMYGOD! I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT IT.
60. What do you think you are like? -randomly irritating. :D true?
61. Who will you choose to die with? - the people i love?
62.Where have you been today?- bishan stadium.
63. What game do you play often? -online games like.. uh.. hm..
64. Who are you missing right now? - tons of people.
65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?-Im so kind so ill let youguess.
66. What are you doing right now? -chatting and doing this long thing and wtchig tv. :D
67. Which primary school are you from? - ALJ<33
68. What are 3 colours you love? -orange.blue.brown.
69. What are you longing for? -world peace? :D
70. What is life to you? -life.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do? -resolve it?
72. Who did you last chat in msn today? -indra.
73. Which model of phone do you use? -SE.
74. Which month are you born in? -your JUNE.
75. How are you feeling right now? -sick?
76. What is the time now? -1259PM
77. Where are you now? -living room.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair? - i wont dye it.
79. Why are you doing this test? -because im bored?
80. What do you do when you're moody? - internet.
81. At which age you wish to get marry?-well when im ready but ill prefer 26. XD
82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends? -my .....
83. Do you think you have enough confident? -Yes, I do.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?- the secret buddies and STHD.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?-Ye-ah.
86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be? -have all my dreams come true(:
87. What is your goal for this year? - I dont set goals.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?- Maybe?
89. What feeling do you love most? -randomness. :DD
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?- Duh.
91. What feeling you hate the most? -misery and confuse.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? -you think?
93. Do you believe in God?-Yes I do.
94. Who cares for you the most? -My mom?
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? -The most important thing in my life.
96.What'll you bring when you fight? -my water bombs.
97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life? - tons.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you? -miserable?
99. What if your stead two-timed you? -smiled and say thank you and leave him?
100. Who always gets your back? - oh tons of my love. :DD

I decided to tag only five so ;
★Indra.
★DYN
★Rusda
★Ismahh
★Kak Falah.


theres one more survey.
but I CANT COPY IT so im ignoring it. :D

i think this is lame.

Last night conversation with farihin,who turned out to be mizie's younger sister and a new friend,mas and ahmad was great. But there were awkward random parts which did made me laugh. Thank you to these people who made me smile and laugh when I was weak that night. (:

This morning I was worrying about this friday. I'm not ready for the events. I regret missing all the trainings. Why did I even missed them. *sigh. Texted Rusda and some other people if we could meet up and train at bishan stadium. It was all set until it rained heavily. It got canceled. Well I was lazy the whole entire morning. I bath at about one thirty and had to drag myself in the washroom with few people encouragement to get myself in there. Today was one of the day where I feel like I'm home. I chilled and read my book, watched tv and played with Shazrah. Oh I opened the huge lollipop and got sick in between. It was HUGE! Its not even one twelve eaten. So nothing happen basically thats it. I missed netball training again (!!!) WHATS GOT INTO ME !? Ive been laying day by day just watching the cloud goes by. I need encouragement ! oh god ! Did tons of quizzes which surprises me and made me laugh. So far thats the only thing that made me laugh beside twinnie's lame jokes and flow conversation. I sound like I have no life. *sigh. CALLING S.O.S.

Will be meeting the girls at bishan stadium at seven thirty and helping out for the inter-madrasah preparation. Twinnie and I planned to rock the stadium and we shall.
Till then.

wiimote.

The BBQ was a blast! Although Diyana and Farah were complaining about the pit the whole entire half an hour (haha lie.) and got even worse when we saw three mats with red skinnes (it was horrible) we manage to have fun.
Farah and I ran towards the sea and just soaked in our legs while D clicked some photos. We saw two crabs, a starfish, a snake(!!! which is like so cool) and a wild dog.
Hasanah and Aisyah came along with Hasanah's cousin who turned into our chef. Well actually all our guests turn out to be our cookers. :D








We started our BBQ at about three and it was fun. We did our laughs(duh!) and played hang out alot! It was great to gather all twelve of us although we didnt manage to do our confession circles.
The time passed fast.
We were making more noises then the "mats and minahs" next us. But they were cool in a way.
Once we were running out of charcoal and were begging the next pits for it.
THANK YOU PIT _ _ !


At night was fun than the day. We played till we were wet and full of tummy ache.
We ate again and cleaned it. Thank you Hasanah's dad for helping us.
Me and Diyana went to maya's and sleptover.
Its was fun although we didnt do anything much. We justt giggled and the phone calls Diyana and Maya got, the IMs we had and at the charlieissocoollike vids. :D
The next morning, we woke up late, and basically took our own sweet time.
so yeaaaaah (im bored already with the post) Reached waktanjong and so gald to see ALL of them.


I dont want to elaborate anything else on what happen at changi hospital.
but people who love me please pray for my real atok for great health.
amin.

I AM SO GALD TO SEE FARHANAH AND ZAINAB AND AZUME AND AISYAH AND ISHAH AND KAK FALAH AND PEOPLE !!
:DD
it was so awesome at waktanjong with the air conditioner too. :D
oh i think i saw kak fatin at changi hospital. And at simei I saw tons of people.

OH THANK YOU TO:
KAK SERI FOR THE BAG.
DIYANA FOR THE LOLLY(!!)
FARHANAH FOR THE CLOTHES
MY ADIK SHIFA FOR THE TEN BUCKS :D




what happen if?
Im scared just scared.
I need that person somehow.

the beatles

Last night Hariz was an ass. I cant believe I actually fell for it. Like toot.
And that particular someone commented that my blog is getting lamer and boring-er.
If anyone thinks so too and agrees, give me details and tell me what I should do.
oh and to that particular someone too; you didn't made me sad or anything, you sort of gave me a challenge so I accept it. And don't call me a dog or Ill call you a pig :) you got that sweetie?(this "sweetie" doesn't mean anything as its like a sarcastic compliment)

I wasnt feeling so well. In fact I was making a thought on missing tomorrow's BBQ. I woke up and found out that i had this big bump on the head as something hit me while I was sleeping.
Dizzy. I was totally laying off. Went pasar shopping with mom to get the BBQ things.
Then I slacked, read my book, googled on the beatles which only took me three min cause I got bored half way but did made me laugh. haha !
Shaheed got on my nerve again today. What is it with brothers being annoying? Oh yeah Shadi created a scene outside the house. I was surfing the internet again. Being all totally bored.
Where's my fun people ?!

Welcome back geek one. Your getting lamer than. Geek two is making no sense.
Tomorrow's BBQ is commentless. I have no emotion's toward it. :D
Enjoy life humans. :D

modern.

Headed to Angklung class with Hafizhah and picked up tons of things that we missed.
Well, Angklung class was kind of boredom without bestie, Fifi and Adila.
But cheers to my kak scandal; Kak Falah she made it all better.
Okay tiring. I swear I missed alot. Thanks Kak Aizah for clearing it all to me. :D

Went to Changi Airport to fetch cousin
and went for Coffee Bean and PolarExpress with mom .
I saw this guy who looks like Ilyas (one of my canadian friends) and he was kinda cute. XP I think.
Had lunch with at Gran's and slept. woah was it hot.
Now Im home.

I am currently watching Thing That You Do. AND I AM LOVING IT. :D
credits to indra. :)
All of the sudden, Im into old school musics. hee.
Oh have I told you I adore Charlie.(get jealous ::D) Randomness is awesome.
He taught me pure randomness.


this generation bands are un-classic.
not much originality.

its them dorks.

I CANT BELIEVE IM TALKING ABOUT BOOKS WITH DIYANA. :D
and charlieisocoollike rocks !
oh and charlie too.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LWgFWJ2xuI&NR=1
this is for malsa. :D
watch it !!

my carrot couple.

I was out the whole day today and I felt the guiltiness within me. Oh kills.
Cousin as late for the meeting and it started to rain heavily. So mom and I decided to set off first but we end up meeting at city hall. We reached ICA at 1022 AM. I never knew making out IC was that fast. anyway; HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINAN !

Met up with the girls. Had lunch at banquet with FRH,DYN, MYA,HASANAH and Kak Seri too.
I had fun with the girlfies. Farah was being random as usual. We even made a song. :D
Headed to the NLB but stopped at Ritz apple to get a strudel. Kak Seri ! its your money how come we're the one thats eating it. (matimati nk jumpe org.)
We hang out at the roof (well the level ten actually at the garden) and talk and laugh while we were suppose to discuss about monday. pfft. typical us.

I planned either go home and take my attire or just ignore training. But I end up not going home and go for training. I manage to practice my baton passing and try to get some tips. Mr Muneer told me to couch Shaheed since he is joining athletics too. I told him what will happen, but he denys it all. AND GUESS WHAT I WAS RIGHT. SHAHEED ISNT LISTENING TO ME.
heck ah ! bodoh sombong. Grr.
He thinks he so smart then suit yourself. I aint helping you.
I wanted to say tons of things but I forgot. :D

I met all my missed people today ! :D
I met the STHD. I met Kak Fatin. I met Kak Nisa. I met Kak Shikin. I met Rusda. I met Aina, I met Syuhada. I met HJN(!!!). I met Mas. I met tons of people la !
It was great to have great laughs with HJN. I missed those MRT moments. :D
IT WAS FUN JUST NOW WITH HER. :))
oh you made me think dirty. And I havent thought about it for a long time seyh.

haaha !

(Z)imZACH.47 ; write your own story. don't let others write for you. says:
tak bnyk org puji saye tau.

this phrase cracked me up big time!
dont ask why its just too funny.
you gay (I just insert that at 844 AM as the rest as insert last night at about 12 AM. I just got this feeling to call you gay. How cool is that !)
:D

Suprrise.

Headed to the movies with family. Woah luck us we bought the tickets yesterday cause it was packed as soon as we got there. Hulk was okay. Full of action pack and few tiny morals I picked.
The chinese behind me were lame and annoying as well. Saw two those two geeky "idiots"(muhaha jgn marah) and other schoolmates in the same movie. (puas hati at last dapat hang out with members?)
Again I saw familiar faces. Had a tiny lunch with mom and Shazrah while Shaheed, Shadi and Bibik went home.

Currently chatting with people; atok Indra(the sloppy joe) is getting annoying I thinks he got hit with the boredom fever cause he's getting sort of high.
Ahmad getting pissed with the virus. aku juga yg kene.

Oh, Mat Lilly is going to die.
I wanted to go lunch with you girls.
how come he never went band practice. Or else Yan da changed timing.
grr.

One of the geeky idiot gave me a father's day e-card as a birthday present/wish.
how lovely; thank you. =.="

Shaheed did the funky hat dance. Ohmygod !
he looks gay.

They're starting to text me again. :DD

I learned from The incredible Hulk that:

• When your angry, you really look ugly and scary. So try to control your anger and dont get angry.
• Love always makes your emotions go way beyond their limits.. You can be super happy, super sad and super angry.. It controls you. It gives you ability to do anything and gives great determination. That is also went your love is strong and true.

plans

MYA made me blog about this. We had an awesome phone conversation right? :D
and still sume pasal kau kte tk dpt book that GREAT PIT.

WE HAVE BOOKED A PIT ALREADY ! AND BESTIE AIN WILL BE THERE.
(INSERT EXCITEMENT HERE)
160808 PIT 36.

you hear that sisters.

you said dont let it win.

I got yelled by mom today. :D
well I cant help myself I just enjoy sleeping. Her last scream really did a great job on waking me up. Bravo.
I thought netball training was at three thirty but it turn out to be eleven. hah.
The sisters invited me to Bugis LJS.
It was great to hang out with Sha,Yana,Maya and Ais.
Adli was there with his little sister. See it was my blessing that the businessman wanted him to be a hair model. I RULE. :D

Went to the NLB with Ais and we had a very nice talk didnt we?
Feelings, emotions, secrets, problems, guys were our topic of the day.
At last, I manage to indulge my double chocolate frappe. :D
One thing I dont like going to these shopping malls is because you'll see familiar faces.
I tried to put on some precautions because I didnt attend netball training so I was worried that I might spot them. Well I was wrong.
I spot Alif, Camila, Nana, Kak Nisa, Kak Shikin, Kak Sakinah.
then got poked by Hanisa and I saw Atok Indra(!!)
haaha.

Hafizhah told me she got the rebana spot.
toot.
I MISSED THE AUDITIONS. OMG.

Oh I miss Kak Nabmo.
):

Last night was ...










Decided to give it a try :D

1. If your lover betray you, what will your reaction be?
- scream, yell and say goodbye. GET A GRIP.

2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- see mom in heaven.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
- Open space maybe under the moon with peaceful serenity.

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- Oh yes.

5. Whats your ideal lover like?
- A long list. FarahSabrina knonws.

6. Which is more blessed, loving somone or being loved by someone?
- being loved by someone.

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue and wait for them to change their feelings?
- If the person I like is the last person on earth then I'll wait for him to change his feelings. ;D

8. If someone you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Just keep adoring him. XP

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
- Maybe.

10. What do you want most in life?
- Believe in God as much as I can, Loved by Mom, Awesome Lasting Friends, True Love. XP

11. Whats the first initial of your current crush?
- Only the heart knows.

12. If you find out that your bestfriend is going out with your boyfriend, how would you react?
- Leave them secretly.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
- Tons of people.

14. What kind of person is the person who tagged you?
- well i didnt got tagged, but HJN is one out of a million.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
- single and rich.

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, how would you react?
- get him to know me. =.="

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
- stupid.

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
- DAMMIT. its the question !

19. What type of friends do you like?
- varieties.

20. If you played a prank on someone and she/he fell for it, what would you do?
- laugh my head off ,apologized and keep it as a memory and next RUB IT IN HER/HIS FACE.

MY MOM.

I had one of the kecoh-est conversation with Diyana in the morning.
Not to mention replying all those birthday wishes. Again Thank You.
Headed to Orchad with mom and skipped angklung class (dead).
Well Im not that font of going shopping but that's the only way I could hang out with mom.
I feel guilty not being around the house and spending quality time with her. So I decided maybe we could go shopping.
Mom got me a pair of red crocs, a dress, a swatch and a treat at RamTen.(?)
Thank You. I never expect these things but we really did go shopping. And it was fun hanging out with her.
I learn that if you appreciate what you have and bare with it God will give you more.
So now I'm trying my best not to complain about life and appreciate what I have or I will get nothing.

I met kak Hajar ~
Oh I miss hanging out with her.
I wonder when else shall we meet. [[:

i found this at mister self talker's blog

(Abe tengah post ni, si budak canada angklung boo aku. haha.)

So what nothing special booing you.
I was bored. :D
Geek.



girls whats the weekends plan?
I'm still confuse.


adli called me a minah tudong.
now im wishing that i can make him cry.
:D
can ehemehem?

- life is all about believing.

Saat gembira tertawa
Saat berduka kita sama-sama
Duduk bermuram durja

Kita saling memerlukan
Menghormati satu ikatan
Itulah... ertinya persahabatan

Ada kalanya terkasar bahasa
Tapi kita saling memaafinya
Pahit manis kecapi bersama
Bersatu hadapi segala... oohhh

( korus )
Bersamalah teman kita hargai
Mahkota suci... oohhh
Bersamalah teman kita harungi
Istana erti persahabatan

Berkekalanlah hendaknya
Kemesraan diantara kita
Seandainya tak lagi bersama
Semat kenangan mengusik jiwa... oohhh

-dedicated to all my friends.
especially my bestie, SBs and STHD.

i cant remeber.

I AM BACK FROM CAMP AND IM GALD.♥
Working as a logistic is sure tiring. I was on of the heavy sleepers. XD
SHAZA; First to sleep and last to wake up.
The room was too comfortable, it was like a vacation. The television, the air conditioner.
And I manage to get my butt to East Coast on my birthday. Its like a ritual. ;D
080608. Happy Birthday To Me.
Thanks to those you wished me [: Did bright my day. That day I was all quiet. pfft.
I kinda miss everyone. My family♥, the STHD♥, my Secret Buddies♥, Kak Nab, The budakbudak RCs, Kak Nisa, Mas well lets say EVERYONE.
June holiday turn great; from no plans to so many plans.
Mya told me the club got FULLY BOOKED ! Oh toot.
Now we have to set new plans. Oh grr.
The camp; let the pictures say it all,

oh shortie.

MYA IS LOVE.
14-15 will be sleepover and hanging out with the girlfriends kat sha's club right.
weeee ~
HJN camp sound so awesome. I WISH I WAS THERE.