I learned that I like to strum guitars.

Last Night,
I received a text from Mateen. It was harsh but I didnt took it to heart cause he was right. It was a wake up text for me. Thank you I appreciate it. Its not your fault or anyone cause its mine. I've been ignoring everyone lately and when I have problems I come look for them. How pathetic is that! Aku tak kate lagi but then cant figure our the words.

What made me feel a little more guilty when you were the one who called me today just to apologize. DUDE! ITS NOT YOUR FAULT! I'm the one who should be calling you and texting you to apologize. I havent been a good friend to you lately and youve been a great one. sure a friend in need a friend indeed.

To all of them who Ive been ignoring.
IM SORRY. I AM A HORRIBLE FRIEND!


NETBALL WAS FREAK GREAT!
Although most of them didnt appear for the training and some never if bother to text and inform thier reasons(coughcough), we had fun!

As usual, netball makes me go highhighhigh(!!!)
I was late because of CRY-SIS! And thankyou Kak Nisa for treating me for breakfast! :DD And did our training. Okay I know Ive gain weigh no suprise because its the holidays, but why am I having an easy time doing push ups and that torture tummy pain workout? Does this means gaining weigh makes training much more easier? OHMYGOD! THIS IS SO COOOL! :DD

Few of the AFY came down. Kak Syasya, Hawa and this Kak name Naya. Had a friendly half court match with them and the second game was hilarious! :DD I didnt play the match but I was everyone hardcore supporter. XPP SORRY I WAS ANNOYING! But I cant help me I had a rush in me and I had to be loud.

Along the breaks I did some shoots. I CAN SHOOOOT! :DD I enjoyed shooting. (:
After training while azume was waiting for someone, Kak Meera, Lyna, Izyanie, Mas and I hung out and caught each other up. :DD I enjoyed myself that the fact that I missed them alot. Kak Meera brought her guitar along so they were singing and playing as well. She gave us few free lessons and again sing along. It was a sing along and well I accidentally sang along softly. (red face) Oh yeah there was a free show too. About a police and a guy. XPP

There was a last minute training for us as we discovered few tricks by ourselves which made us better players if we keep on practicing.

SHOUTOUT!
Kak Syasya - It was great meeting you at last! XDD
Kak Nisa, Kak Syikin, Kak Meera, Lyna, Izyanie, Aqeelah, Azume, Aisyah - I MISS YOU PEOPLE OH SO MUCH! THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY!
Mas - thankyou for helping me out alot seyh!

Reached home and was checking my mail when I found this from Dad's Photo Album.
GRADE EIGHT GRADUATION! (fact: I was a teacher pet there. :DD)

AND ALSO I FOUND THIS!
This is Shaheed when year 2007. So small and so selengeh yet hes still cute.


BUT NOW! 2008!
LOOK AT HIM MAN! And fine I admit that I think my brother is hot
(GAG!)

yeah I found that in my folder. And he didnt delete it.
Serve him right for using my laptop without my permission. So if he kills me, hes still a loser not me. :DD This picture was taken yesterdaaaay. :DD

I found out I'm grewing two pimple on my nose.
BE GONE BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS! Or else Ruzaini and Jee will start complaining.
I have to think of a comeback fast! *thinks*
FOUND ONE! :DD

like boo.

Okay fine! At Last I went over for STE class. And it happens to be the last class. :DD
Met HJN at ADM and sorry I was late. As I reached school I had few paiseyhmoments going on so I tagged every where HJN went to play safe. XPP

Today happens to be the Amzing race around town. I enjoyed my team mates alot and we had fun. :DD The stations were okay and I did get few comments from the Faci sebab baru nampak. XPP During out second last station, we saw ezzati's killer smile! Finally HJN knows how killer the smile is. XPP So your not left out anymore right? :DD

Our team maange to reach school second. EXHAUSTED! Chilled at this air conditioned rooma dn prize giving award. CONGRATZ EZZ!

FINALLY MET FEW S408 THAT I MISSED! Dayah and HJN had this mask borrowed and it was really hidious. XD After the whole thang, went to the office for prayers and found out Shadi's class. SAME CLASS AS FUAD! But didnt saw Roid's name anywhere.

Shaheed was being a girl as he couldnt make up his mind. So the whole plan to catch a movie(again) was jumble up. Me and HJN went and get ourselves some sushi and tada i tried soemthing new! STRAWBERRY GREEN TEA! :DD Sedap oi! Reached home and discussed. THANK GOD SHAHEED FINALLY MADE HIS DECISION!

After Asar prayers, we headed out and woah the place was full. Bough our ticket and we were just in time.

YES MAN!
Great movie!
Hilarious and entertaining.

We had some great back row seaters which made us laugh even harder and the whole thing muhcmuch better. I was mahgrib by then. Went to the Library did our prayers wrote on this white ball for the marina bay thingy and just scribble all the way. It was great to hang out with Kak HJN.

Shaheed was hungry and decided to treat me banquet! BEST KAPE?! XDD HJN had to leave early so it was just us. Ate and chatted and decided to play the arcade. It was fun although it was for a short while we bond and laughed.

Mama wasnt mad went we reach home. thank you god. Talked to her and solved few house problems and now I am tired.

NETBALL TRAINING TOMORROW!
and something is bugging me in the eye!

I say droooool

SHOUTOUTS!

To HJN:

SORRY I STOOD UP ON YOU THIS MORNING!
I forgot to actually switch on my alarm clock after log in to the alarm section!
I WAS LATE THEN AND I HAD TIHS MASSIVE STOMACHACHE THAT WENT ON THE WHOLE DAY!

To Ruzaini:

WELCOME TO SINGAPORE BABAAAAAT!
Great to have you back although you didnt get me anything (cough dee cough cough)

The whole day I was vusying working on the syllabus, Ming, browsing, listening and texting all day long. I manage to finsih half my work before check it all and send it to Cik Suhailah. Caught up with Mekky Belly, Ruzaini and others too.

U had too many windows open and the software suddenly froze and I started to panic real hard BECAUSE I HAVENT SAVED THE WORK YET! I was praing hard and Alhamdullilah it work. Nadiyyah came over before I left for CP to meet Mom and others.


I saw Kak Nisa and kak Shikin at KFC with Kak N's dad. It was nice meeting you and I really missed those seniors. Met mom and the rest at Swenses and well planned to catch a movie. Afterr several discussion. finally(!!!) planned on TWILIGHT! XDD

Okkay fine, I couldnt help it but to drool over Edward and also on Jacob as well. Well actually Ive been admiring Jacob(taylor launer) since 2006? Someone was being a pest but I stilled felt the bond with him. Jerky Shaheed! ;DD

HOME WAS ATTACKED BY A MASSIVE CRAMP.
zip zap zip and tada !

AND AN OLD ANNOYING "ENTERTAINER" HAPPENS TO TEXXTED ME AFTER A LONG TIME WE LOST CONTACT AND FINALLY MET YESTERDAY. PREDICTION KU BTOL. XPP
(okay why is my caps on? =.=")

eh whats tomorrow's plan?

Jumpy Splaaaaash!

I woke up early to day cause mom gave me two weird calls.
I was horrible today and did something very disappointing. :DD
Lets say, my day was so short.

Met the people up at Bukit Batok MCD. Haziq was so kind to help and blind man although he was puzzle what the guy wanted him to do. Whatever it is both of them were funny. Headed off to the condo for our BBQ gathering. Ain, Fifi and Ain joined Dee, who suprisingly decided to join us last minute, Zainab and our one and only makcik Zahirah. XDD It was pretty boring but tha makcik sure made us laugh hard. I swear takle angkat dgn dia punye comment. YO MAKCIK YOU ROCK! \m/

Me and Zainab were pretending to be snobby superstars and made the other take for us stuff. :DD It was great to meet you again and this time I did alot of talking. So we munched the BBQ stuff and headed to the pool and played with the water. CAMCRAZE! (i find camwhoring sounds very porny. XDD) We tried and explore places(okay bedek we only explore the toilet) and the toilet happens to ade a sauna which is like so cool. Well, we did play around with itbut me and Dee were too scared that we might get lock out and get heated up and again more experiences shared. So we basically chitchat and girl bond till Maghrib.

Me and Dee saw some prawns and decided to attack them too bad there were only few left so we didnt manage to eat much. Those three cousins decided to go off first so me, fifi and ain stayed backfor a while when something happen. Unbelievable but somehow macam best gitu. XPP
It did drove me crazy but i decided to let it go. Couldnt bare it longer so I left.

EH! I NAK PICTURES!

Thank you HJN for hearing me out although you didnt understand a single thing. I manage to yell a little bit. Going to STE class tomorrow annnnd me and HJN are on this dare to wear the licin type of tudong. :DD

i cant wait for tomorrow because there is going to be shazaa and an amazing race inside the school. mhm. ;D

i feel honored. :DD

Fifi is crushed by _________!!
LIKE WHAT THE?! XPP

it was great to meet you again, i was for sure ecstatic about it.
But you look different. bad different. I tried to ignore the whole fact but it turns out pretty well I guess.
Things are different now and I dont seem to enjoy it like the previous weeks.
That night, I swear I caught you tearing. I'm sorry that I couldnt help myself but to worry and to get involve. Plase do whats best for you first. I can handle me. (:
i actually miss you.

BANNGE SEKEJAP.

[PU2'08] .fadhillaTUL fudhala'. says:
RINDU KACAU SHAZAA ARRR .
hehee

bwhahahahahah!!
Tengok falaah! I posted it up. XDD

I rindu Bestfriend, Amirah, SyaGila and Hafizhah.
OH CIKGU DZUL TOO AND ANGKLUNG. ):

Yo Bumpy.

(to mzhfr: sorry aku curi gambar kau. XPP)
To the guy my brother said he can only relate to:
Nabmo, My mom and I wishes you
A HAPPY ONE YEAR OLD DAY!
Go and grow and may god bless you :DD

dinyaal. says:
now i know why u ROCK !
you rock girl !
Rockafella a a a ! says:
oh pfft ni baru sikiiiiit je!
;DD
dinyaal. says:
haha

(Baru sekarang you notice how rocking I am. tsktsk. =.=")
I was a little bit miserable in the morning and had to talk to someone. So far, that annoying kambing was the only person that was babbling around me. But thanks for hearing me out and offering me some words. So I repay him by helping him find out what size shaheed wears. XDD

Work. Talked to Mommy the whole day with made my day. I felt me again. Credits to person too. I owe person alot. So we literally talked about everything and crapped out too. :DD So Ruzaini, I'M CRAPPY ME AGAIN!! Happy?

Mommy introduce to me dafont.com which made both of us totally excited. We spend the whole conversation talking about photoscape and dafont.com and pictures and cameras and ayah. XPP AT LAST! I manage to caught up with Ezzati and were talking about Warlock and his look(not his face look, we're talking about his glare) which made me feel like a girl. HJN is getting weirder and laughing by herself again. I BLAME IMAGINARY BOYFIE KAU! :DD

\m/kid\m/ says:
ckp kid guru yg sungguh baek

TO KID:
YELAHYELAH! KID IS A GREAT TEACHER THAT HAS A WONDERFUL OUTSTANDING AMAZING CREATIVE STUDENT NAME SHAZA THAT SHE IS SO PROUD OFF. Thank you for teaching a 3 step thing to me since ruzaini is a bad horrible teacher. :DD Ambikkau.

After Maghrib, Polar Express was on and Mama was the only person who got excited. Photoeditted and am here blogging. Is that it? I think yes.

Manage to settle netball.
And should I attend STE class on wednesday. Mcm paisey gitu. XPP

to my jerky brother;
ALL THE BEST FOR YOU EXAM AT ALJUNIED TOMORROW!

I salute you alot for respecting my decisions and my mom's.
Your a great person and today changes everything.
For some reason I sense that you avoiding me.
Silly I might say.
And at one point of moment today, i actually missed you.
Good Luck with Your Life (:

One day

Settled.
Best for the both of us and somehow I'm gald
cause we manage to get things the way it is.

I have so many to say
but I dont know how to put it into words.

I HATE DECISION MAKING!

SHAZAA YOU HAVE TWO CHOICE!
ITS EITHER YOU PICK THIS OR THAT!
CAUSE YOU CANT PICK BOTH AND IF YOU BRING IT TO THE REAL WORLD IT ISNT POSSIBLE!
MAKE YOUR CHOICE!

WHY THIS?!
WHY THAT?!

I WANT THOSE DAYS!
I WANT THOSE DAYS BAAAAAAACK!

I DISLIKE YOU AT THAT MOMENT
BUT I CANT DISLIKE YOU AT THE VERY SAME MOMENT.

I WANT MY FREEDOM!
I WANT MY SPACE!

I WANT TO TRAVEL BACK TIME!


I LOST MY CHILDISH ATTITUDE!
IM ALL GROWN UP -quoted by person.

tagged again.

1. Do you have secrets?
- yes.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- that one is a yes. :DD

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- I find this question dumb. :DD

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- You tell me. What do we do with money.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- If its a he, maybe I will. :DD

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Syimir knows the answer right? :DD Being loved by someone because one day, I will love to love them.

7.List out 10 favourite things that u like
1. Laptop
2. Phone
3. SLRs
4. Bubbletea
5. Photoscape and Picnik
6. Netball
7. Netball Bibs.
8. Irsyad old court.
9. Watches
10. ANGKLUNG!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- first I'll be depress then move on and stay friends. XPP

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- currently no.

10. What makes you sad?
- Nothing.

11.. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- A success young lady. Insyallah.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Many people. :DD

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
- family and friends?

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and rich?
- married and rich,

15. What is your favourite colour?
- Orange, blue and I like yellow. I PICK RAINBOW LAH!

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
- Both of them do the same? Ill pick someone else who doesnt do the same then.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Mostly I would.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- Nothing. :D

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
- My friends are my lovers. :DD

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- yeah.

6 ppl who's goin to do tis survey:
- NABMO
- MAYA
- DYN
- AIIN
- FRHROCKER
- MATEEN

Hijannah, aku syg kau. LIGHT UP! :DD

To HJN:
Its not your fault. Your just frustrated. Its a good thing your letting it out.
MAN! WE NEED A SECRET BUDDIES MEETING AND MAKE YOU RAIN AGAIN!
EZZAAAAAATIIII !!! WHERE ARE YOU MAN!

Sunday morning was lovely.
The weather and the atmosphere around the house was wonderful. Cik Suhailah came over for more work and also explained what I was suppose to do. After she and Mama left for a wedding invitation, we chilled.

Person was drama. Fullstop. :DD

At three. I finally decide to start working on the copy and pasting. The next three hours I was done! This means paycheck! XDD Went outside and watched TV and done. I am here.

Fadil is currently drooling and stalking Kristen Stewart from Twilight. And its hilarious to see his drama. :DD

Rockafella a a a ! says:
dudeee stars wont go expose their email add la
;DD
Fad.. says:
psl laa..
aku pn add avril lavigne dgn emma watson..
haha
Rockafella a a a ! says:
bwhhahaha!
DUDE YOU ROCK MAN! \m/
Fad.. says:
tpi avril tdi online..
bile aku chat dgn die tros die offline
kuang aja

AND YES AH! MOMMMY PUT PICTURS UP ALREADY.
Not all but yet satisfying. And yes, I think abg will be back and we should invite kak HJN and her boyfie. XPP (this is funny. :DD)

why is it so hard for me
to treat you like a friend?
I declare both of us weird. :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAHEED!

HAPPY ONE YEAR OLDER JERK! :DD

May God bless you buddy.

okay ready?
one, two, threeee!

AMIRAH PAISEY KALI INI!
but then lepas ni FALAH NYE TURN!
MUHAHAHAHA!!

Angklung was fun, embarrassing, tiring annnnnnnd ALWAYS AWESOME! :DD
Well, i got a little confuse with my scores and how to play the song. But Alhamdullilah, I'm doing good. ITS THE LAST LESSON SO FAR AND WE WERE HORRIBLE! Like seriously seriously. XDD And the angklung buddies were great today including me as well. I manage to get myself cheerful and jumpy. :DD Even Hafizhah notices too. So Mateen you were right, its me that changes myself. Thanks dude! (:

I was suppose to meet up person luckily i only waited for a while and hit home. Later, I received a text to just meet at my home and we'll work things out for shaheed's present. Shaheed invited some of his friend for a movie. Well he invited me as well but theyre watching twilight. I want to watch it with mommy, ayah and abg like we've planned last month. XPP So just chilled home till the guys arrived.

[add] HJN SENT A TEXT THAT SHE IS EMBARSSED OFF. SHE SAID SHE MISSED ME AND HID. XDD [/add]

They planned soccer while I manage to do the present. Later on, Mom invited them over for dinner at Pizza hut at Plaza Singapura. It was a heap of fun. :DD Somehow I wish HJN was with me. Mom decide to walk from Somerset to Dhouby Ghaut. BEST! Eh HJN, Fadil was there laaaah! Rindu oi bdkbdk ni. XPP We lost Mama but manage to find Pizza hut. After Mama order. she allowed us to loiter around. Guess what we manage to do? Play with the escalators only. :DD Oh something happen! lets say it involved fadil, crashing and jealousy. XPP And oh, person kept mentioning about twilight the movie. But wont tell whats so wonderful about it. I kept saying ill be watching it with ________ that pisses him off. XDD Padan muka.

I had a nice talk with person and birthday boy with Fadil and Hanan and Shifa and Mama too. :DD We were listening to her talks and laughing as well as she storytelled. Person was hmm? Daring. Bobal mcm fhm oi. XD Finished up our food and left. Bonded again. And this time I BLAME YOU FOR MY TRIP! Grr.

The train arrived and I saw the Syabab. Okay panic sekejap but it was cool then. The journey was quite interesting I guess.

Tonight,
the moon is so beautiful. (insert a little romance here. XPP)
Thanks to Aiin's text which made me checked it out.
And love, I miss you too.


I miss dad.


Made my night again. :DD

TAGGED!

I was been tagged by severaal people since last week,
I AM BORED. So I'm doing this. :DD
(plus ramai dah kene tagged)

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz. Those that are tagged cannot refuse.
C. Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.

1.feel
2.free
3.to
4.do
5.it
6.please
7.but I dare
8.INDRA GO DO IT! XDD

1. What have you been doing recently?
- choke.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- only when its super fat.

3. What happened at 10am today?
- I was chatting with people while watching tv.

4. When did you last cry?
- hmm, last few days I think.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
- why not?

6. What do you want in your life now?
- SLR, my real personnality back and things to be great. :DD

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
- HOOD PLEASE! I like rains but umbrella are awesome too. :DD

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
- Jump on it. XDD

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
- 3/4 PJ pants.

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
- Person's and people who misses me. ;DD

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
- can I say yes. :DD

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
- nopenope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- Oh Baby the Movie.

14. What are you proud of?
- Myself and My family.

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
- 17 Oct 08. Something about 2am departure and concern.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- I dont think about it - Emily Osment.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
- oh yes.

18. What does the newest text say?
- 'erm, okay then. Aku nye firasat pn da laen bler _____ mintak game. Aku tkt bende laen plak jd.' - Mas.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 130am.

20. Are you currently happy?
- I guess? ;D

21. Who gives you the best advise?
- Mama saya. :)

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- YES! XDD

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
- Person.

24. Is something bugging you now?
- This Cina bakar smell.

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- Mateen.

A short reality.

Credits to Ilyas for giving me the link and
Mateen for helping me out all the way and listening to me.
YOU BOTH MADE MY DAY! :DD

But I owe Mateen a big one for helping me out
and picking me up when I'm down. Dude, you rock. \m/

Annnd I got my personality back.
I lost it for a while.

Sometimes I dont get what I'm trying to say.
I cant find my real motive and points but I just want to straight talk to it.
I cant find the truth and I dont know if I want the truth.
So what is the truth, which one do I want?

i dont feel like blogging anymore.
currently no more long post.

okaaaay there? I dont get me.

Okay first thing first:
this is for ruzaini,

YOUR HEAD AH!
I WONT MISS YOU LAAAAAH!
AND I ROCK YOUR WORLD BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE! :DD
i hate you tooo jerk! :DD

SYU TOLD ME ABOUT THIS POST AT THE 4IMAN08's blog
we cant help it but to laugh out loud at it. Cause i was toooo hilarious.
Betol tak?! XDD

AND I GOT SEPERATED WITH AIN AND FRH AND KAK NGAH!
NOOOOO! But good thing i have Fiq, HJN, EZT and NBLH!
AND OH TWINNIE TOO!! :DD
Cordova and Buhkara? What?

I almost cried after I visit nenek because I felt guilty that I never visit her although she lives just 3 floor below me and never really visits her. So, nenek and I talked for awhile before I left. :DD So yeah, I was slightly late with a good reason. :DD

So I chatted with P all the way to Dhouby Ghaut and Z and K werent there. So we walked around first because they were late. Headed picturehouse and we used the computer. P was lame was usually. Later then, met up with K and Z and we separate again for lunch. LJS again. This time we were exploring each others wallet. XPP

Reunited with them again and well walked around. We planned on watching a movie but it was a hard decision. So at last we decided to just walk to Al-Falah. Prayed. Walked at Taka, And it rained.

Hightlight: Arcade was awesome. :DD

okay i dont feel like continuing the whole post. ;DD
I still have tags to do. man.

&& i forgot what I wanted to blog about.

ME!

Good thing: Me and bestfriend are actually talking. (:
Angklung was greaaaat! Ten songs played once. :DD So now I'm sticking with two angklung. Tiring enough. My left hand was shaking terribly. Amirah even tired to stopped it but it was still shaking. :DD WOAH! BEST! :DD The angklung buddies were awesome today but it was just me.

Bad thing: Something is not right. I am not me today.

Rockafella a a a ! says:
aku mcm lupa mcm mane nk mingle.
ape untok kau yg aku diff
RUZAINI.★ pants on paper. says:
less open
HAHA
less cheeky
less friendly (muahaha)
less crappy
;D

SEE! After Angklung, we headed to LJS and I didnt say alot. I forgot how to mingle and how to communicate.

okay im going to stop now cause i dont know what to say.

Walk-A-Way.

THANK YOU TO THOSE THREE WHO MADE MY DAY!
But I want to add an additional five you made it even better. :DD

You know, I'm not suppose to be logging in but ohmygod I am!

Woke up and cant seem to go back to sleep. So I decided to log in and check my mails and everything when I saw Cik Suhailah has already send me the template. This means WORK! Guess what? I'm done with my work and manage to get ready in time.

As soon as I arrived, I cant help it but to laugh at your voice. XDD The whole journey was crack cause you were lame. XDD There were this two little guys that made me grin as we imagine stuff. Poor victims. Landed ourselves at the Library and this time book picking was FAST! I SAW SKIN! Which made me blast into full excitement! Skin told me that HASANAH! was in the washroom and suggest to go and make it a surprise. :DD I miss her badly. Thank You for going to the machine for me while I hit the ladies. (:

We were actually jumping and talking with full of excitement. I never heard of such one too. It was so awesome then I was actually up for the day. :DD

Wander of at Funan and that smartie dressed person was being a geeky nerd. :DD Got bullied by a girl not once or twice but tons of times. Headed for Zohor Prayers and walked along Esplanade Park to meet the rest. There was the hightlight when we saw a dead rat and other weird creatures. XDD I had to mimic you reactions cause it was classical. XPP

First reaction: Handsome ah L! XPP And whats up with them wearing black? Nasib baik color aku dark enough. We headed to Picturehouse and they bought ticket while we bought popcorn and drinks. Seating dia punye lah klakaaaar, btol tak HJN? I just want to say I told soo... XPP
Someone was noisy during the movie. XDD

After movie headed Al Falah for Asar prayers when me and HJN actually recalled the last time we were at Falah. We love Al-Falah lah. They were waiting outside already and he headed MCD. SURPRISE SURPRISE! BY MAI MAYA AND DEE! I was so thrilled that I stopped eating my burger. :DD Then cracked jokes with them and all. They were jokers.

Maghrib prayers at Al Falah again. But this time, Mai Maya and Dee tagged along. Mai lagi sempurna solat kat Masjid kan. tsktsk. Kan Ustazah HJN dah warning. XPP I thought of joining them for coffee bean but I was with them, so I thought that I should be with them. So we walked from somerset all the way to City Hall. :DD

It was fun and hilariious. So many things happened. DUDE GOT BULLIED AGAIN! L was a best bud and HJN was ohmygod weirder than ever! I'm sorry guys that I kind of ruin it all because of the pain. I should have never pushed myself hard. Met mom and shopped while I had the talk. Home.

Thank you you people for the day!
Thank you girlfs for making my day better!
Thank you for being my victim and carry the bag all the way. :DD

So many things just happen. But;
reaction kau priceless.
I cant stop grinning.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!

This time round me and Shifa had to travel from woodlands all the way to tampines by bus while the rest took the cab. Guess what? We miss the prayers. =.=" So we just sat there and listen to the khutbah and played with Sarah's little sister.

Shazrah was extra cute today with her blue baju kurung and tudong.
After prayers. headed to neneks house had breakfast and just watched tv, hang out with cousins and thats it. Later on headed to Aljunied to see Danial's cousins. Betul tak? XDD Saw plenty familiar faces. okay shazaa like duh. Then saw the sheeps and well ignored the rest of the world cause I feel odd. XDD Dont ask why. Eh dapat kacau HMKH sekejap. XPP By then we left and thats it.

(im lazy already)
Mom decided to go watch Mualaff at picturehouse. We had one hour before the show so we went to Pizza hut and did our prayers and watched the show. Overall best: hilarious and okay ah. After movie headed to spotlight but we stopped by few stores and finally settled at Secret Recipe. FULL TUMMY! When we arrived thre, we saw this guy who looks so familiar to me. Mom somehow agrees. I tried to recall and all but no avail. So mom asked few question and we found out he was a a wak ton student. AND POP! i remember him now. XPP

After a long time,
I had a decent chat with Ain and Dee. (:

Today is hilarious.
Mateen = merepek. :DD

STINKY PERSON!
No surprises. Disappointed.

i miss these laughing freaks.
ezzati your not forgotten. and shifa self laughter too.

Have you ever thought of quiting being a person?
Cause I did.

I feel like giving up with life. But then this will turn you into a loser and quitter.
And my parents and teachers NEVER taught me to be a quitter or a loser.
I may say I'm one big sore loser but heck, I am not I'm just creating a new right track for myself.
I am no stray walker.
(okay this is cool cause this is not shazaa kind of talk. :DD)

Last night,
I could take it any longer. I'm sorry. Especially to Mai and Syimir as well. After the breakdown, I accidentally did something wrong which made the whole thing worse. Without noticing, I found myself tearing inside the washroom. And it turn out great. (Melly is you reading this, I MANAGE TO CRY TWINY!) I'm terribly sorry that you were my victim and even thought I was going to kill you Syimir but thanks for being there for me and brought back my mood. (:

And also to Shiham,Shadi and Shazrah for making me laugh so hard because of their butterfly act. :DD And yes, I had one of the most wonderful sleep.

TODAY,
In case youve been wondering where I was last night and this morning was because........... MY LAPTOP WAS GRABBED AWAY! :DD So there you go mommy. XPP

Fasted. No laptop. No internet. I woke up at ten took a bath the next two hours. Replied slow texts and fell asleep. Wander around the house. Laid upside down on the couch. Played with my hair. made Shifa and Shiham laugh till they start crying. Read a book. Watched tv. Played the Wii. Reply slow text. Break fast. Prayed. Went out with mom. Bought some stuff. Had Breeks. Got myself a full tummy. Replied texts. Got evil with Mateen. Bought a new toothpaste and toothbrush. Watched tv. Logged in and there you go. My day. (:

I realized that my STE classes are clashed with my Angklung classes. (gasp)
This meaaaaaans... :DD

And dear classmates,
I dont think I will be able to make it.
NOOOOO!!! I missyou guys.

And Happy Eid you guys.


I got frustrated that I didnt even bother.
i dont know whats the choice now.

my first short post.

I am tired and I am somehow not in any mood. I need a break.

Today,
I had the longest conversation with Person. I swear. I bet my laptop will explode any moment. Sorry laptop. Indra and Danial drove me crazy with their SLR talk. Now its either Nikon D40x or Canon 450D. I neeed money! Mommy, daddy kai SLR ape ah?

HJN got a date! :DD And trust me dont believe that underline phrase. :DD I'm just messing around with her. :DD I had one of the longest talk with one of the sisters after a long time and guess what shes the first sister to know it all. Why? I dont know. And Congratulations your a beta member now. :DD

Shifa asked so many question to person and I kind of helped her. XDD Annnnd I had LJS for dinner. Shaheed freaking invade my laptop and poor mateen man! Oh Shaheed stole my fries and drank my drink! What the nar is his problem! He even invited few friends over WITHOUT TELLING! I almost went out without my tudong. Luckily they were too engross talking.

And mother is sending mr to mandarin classes.
Now I can understand what nyonyanyonya mrt talks about. XDD


In the morning I watched Bolt with Mama and little siblings.
I rate 4/5. Rhino insipiring words. Mitten's logic and Bolt's cuteness.
Make me want a dog somehow. XDD

And I want to watch Twilight and Bedtime stories and that anog snoggling somethingsomething. :DD

So your still up for a Shaheed day plan
and a AlFalah day outing?
Whaaaaaaaaaat?! :DD

fifth post of the day.

Just watch then ready to cry if your emotional.
Cause im crying inside already. I WANT TO CRY OUTSIDE.

I dont have any, but what if I did. XDD

Maya tagged.

How you should reply your EX(s) asks,
shazaa said: note this cause most of these answers has sarcasm in it.(:

1. Hi, how are you?
- Okay hello. (:

2. Hey! you want to go to the mall ?
- Uh no thanks, I have plans I think.

3. I love you. You love me?
- Wait should I?

4. Do you want some cookies ?
- This isnt poison right? Okay thanks then. :DD

5. Can you take a pic with me ?
- Pay me 50 bucks then. :DD

6. Help me do my homework?
- Sure.

7. Here's my gift to you.
- Why are you doing this?

8. Let's just be textmates.
- okay hello.

9. Do you want me to buy you an ipod ?
- Sure! But bring in the receipt just to make sure you didnt stole it. :D

10. Let's sit together in the bus.
- Why not.

11. Hi dear,
- uhh? hi. (ignores the dear)

12. You're still as handsome/gorgeous.
- I always have been.

13. I still LOVE you!
- Awww, how sweet.

14. Can I visit your house ?
- Sure, meet my mom.

15. Do you love me ?
- things change.

People who are invited to do this survey
1. Ruzaini
2. Mommy Mom
3. HJN
4. FRHRCKR
5. INDRA

OKAY OHMYGOD!

MY THIRD POST.

I was so not happy about twilight rated NC16 so I went googling.
http://sg.movies.yahoo.com/Twilight/movie/14704/

ITS RATED G! :D
Eh Abang we can go watch lah! XPP
People what do you have to say now?

another one.

Thank you to this two kids that made me laugh.
Shazrah and the truck cheered me up during the day when I got grumpy.

Shazrah:(moves the trucks mouth) Hi.
Shazaa: uh hello.(mono tone)
Sharah: say hi lah!
Shazaa: hello.(mono tone)
Shazrah: Jgn hello! kate hi! (moves the trucks mouth and giggle)

The whole thing was just too cute that I had to smile.
and Shadi was just being random and bored cause he couldnt switch on the TV and kept asking "dah habis time maghrib keblom? Shadi nak tgk tv ni!" :DD

Eh.
I want to be like Halimah Yaacob. :D

So nothing happen after that.
Except more crap talk with Tasnim and played beta with him, argued with Danial Kambing and tried to me nice to him. THAT DUDE IS FREAKING DENGKI.

I got to know some dirts. :DD And HMKH doesnt know how to create a fight and I miss my Jiraan! WHY MALAYSIA?! Mmg fated minah malaysia kot kau.



AND,
STARBUCK WAS GIVING AWAY FREE DRINKS JUST NOW!
FROM 4 TIL 6! WHY WONT ANYONE TOLD ME!
(throw tantrum)

p.s; AND ANAK-ANAK. MOMMY AND DADDY CANNOT WATCH TWIKLIGHT WITH YOU. NC16!!! WE HAVE TO GO ON A DATE TOGETHER(only the two of us). SORRY ANAK-ANAK. *cheers*

OHMYGOD!
I found this kat mom's bloggie.
SHUT UP! WHAAATTHE! (cries)
(throw more tantrum)

this is an I-am-so-bored-and-cluless post. :DD

OHMYGOD!
THERE PEOPLE READING THIS.
HELLO YOU! :DD
(I'm not lame, I'm being creative at welcoming you)

Yes, a new skin. Sorry Mateen you had to wait for a longlong time. I was taking my own sweet time. So today, I was a geek. I was on my laptop THE WHOLE DAY! tsktsk. Well I have no idea what to do so I decided to go blogskinning after that somebody decided to go to the movie just because the friend wanted to treat that somebody a movie ticket. Yes you. I'm referring to you. (tongue out)

So I was boooored when tasnim and mateen's signature sign in music was played. Life saver! Played with the beta and we had a wicked convo about presidents, chris browns, craptahiberak topics and beta music. :DD But it didnt last long when the guys had to go and I had to continue with my skin.

Okay notice another something new.
YES! My links have increased. To those people who have been longing for me to link you *cough Syuhada cough* I ALRADY DID! Now do you love me? :DD And did I missed anyone else?

Now I'm done and am deciding whether I should play moshi monster or log off. :DD
Tomorrow the girlfs wants to go to the beach. I WANT TO GO! I wonder if mom would let me. :DD

to Mommy Momo;
I just have this feeling to say,
I LOVE YOU MOMMMY! :DD

(gasp)
I FORGOT TO REPLY A TEXT!
be right back.

okay pick!

Hello again.

Which one do you think is nicer?
Picture one or Picture two.
VOTE PLEASE. :DD

oh yeah,
Mama bought a book about Barack Obama.
I WENT GAAAAASP! :DD

Currently:
Playing Beta remix with Tasnim and Mateen again.
We have gone craaaazy! :DD
Skiiiin bila nak install? Later can join us. :DD



Imagine him making a pathetic 5 years old little boy face saying that.
I did and laugh my head off.
Dah lah muka dasar cluless like minta sepak meh. XPP

to amirah and falah:

AKU PAISEY!

ambik kau puas hati? :DD

Angklung class was greeeeeeeeeat!
Angklungist, note this: iadoreyoupeoplemuchmuch. :DD

Two brand new songs! Over the rainbow and Gunung Payung. I like gunung payung! alaah mesti lah sbb dpt first solo for the day. XPP I had to play two angklung for today and well I enjoyed it. :DD So I got embarrassed twice! The second embarrassment was amirah's fault! I'll get you one day but nevermind like Cikgu said: "Ni name nye semangat." XPP

Hit LJS with Bestfriend, Adila and Hafizhah. Went home and saw this from hafizhah's book.

I went SERIOUS KAPE?!! And got all excited. BEST OI!

So reached home and logged in the internet. Lets say Tasnim found out I was a msn beta user and promote it to Mateen and we got to know Danial was a user too and we played with the songs! Hafizhah and Danial thought it was annoying but the rest of us had mega lots of fun! :DD

See! \m/Beta Members!\m/

Tasnim and I will be doing it again at night. :DD
Annd danial creeps me out BIG TIME! He is a shaheed fan.
I wonder if that kambing is gay. Hmm. XPP

I miss bestfriend. I miss the sisterhood.
We're getting apart each day. I'm sticking in with the Irsyadians way alot.
What's going on here?

You stare and I jolt.
Person got himself a secret stalker who admires him.
Awww. :DD
Great?

I HAD SUPER MEGA UBER UPSIZE FUN TODAAAY!
Big credits to Mommy, Daddy, Abg, Adik, Kakak, Person, Person's adik and Kakak's ex.
translation: Nabmo, Hafiz, Ruzaini, Shaheed, HJN, Person, Hanan, Luqman. :DD
THEY ARE MY FAMILY!

In the morning,
all the people that we invited for bowling backed out last minute which left only me, nabmo, hafiz and ruzaini. So here there was a conflict and a situation.

This is how it goes: Ruzaini wont go if Mzhfr doesnt come with us. And Mzhfr will go if Shaheed tags along. Shaheed doesnt want to go but will go if Mzhfr invites some of his Aljunidians friends, but ruzaini isnt cool with it. And yes shaza was stuck in the middle jumping around in the room frustrated while Nabmo was laughing at me on the phone. Har dee har har.

But at the end, Ruzaini did came with us. So I decided to meet at City hall at 2 but Ruzaini insisted at130. I rushed all the way and guess what? Ruzaini yang lambat. Pfft. =.=" Waited for the rest and chatted and laughed with Nabmo and Hafiz. He wore a vest. :DD So we headed off to Marina Square Superbowl first and waited for HJN at HMV. The guys did their prayers first. While they were off, we met Mr. I, Luqman and Arif. :DD Ape lagi join ah. So we took lane 17 and 18.

Lane 17 was MZHFR,Hafiz, HJN, Me, Momo and Ruzaini while lane 18 was Faiz, Hanan, Luqman, Shaheed, Mr. I and Arif. We had so much fun laughing and goofing around. I was high somehow and bugged everyone I could. I manage to get two strikes accidentally. :DD Hafiz brought his SLR(I KNOOW! I DROOL OVER IT) and i played around with it. I like SLR's clicking sound and the picture quality and all. Gaga. Ruzaini and Hafiz wanted a second game so they did. So me Nabmo and HJN bonded. :DD I miss you guys.

We planned on grabbing something to bite and whole planning thing was funny. Yang satu matimati nak ayam yg lagi satu matimati nk mcd. haiyyak. So at last we decided on banquet kat bugis. :DD Played in the raaaaiin! Again more laughter and arguments Ruzaini and hafiz had. We attacked Sultan for prayers and the washrooom too! :DD I miss going to that washroom with Nabmoo and Frh during the YS camp. XDD Waited for the slow pokes and decided to go watch the lighting for a while.

Somehow we walked from dhouby ghaut to orchad and then hit the mosque. Played with the SLR again! I enjoyed the conversations with person although some of the convo were dumb yet entertaining. :DD Ruzaini got jealous because .......... hahaha. hjn know, momo knows, god knows. :DD Ruzaini's reaction is equal to priceless. :DD And ruzaini drg dah 3 bulaan oi. tak caye eh? ;DD We later headed for SLICE! bestbest. Shared Major crush with babat and we went around asting everybody's else. :DD Went home with HJN,Luqman, Shaheed and Hanan. Now exhausted.

Oh I received a text from ruzaini saying this:

Shazaaaa!
Thank you for today!
I loved it!
:D

But not the part where I was the only one w/o a partner.
haha!

hahaahhahah!
awwww. XDD

Zainaaaab rindu aku and ajak keluar. :DD
okay best! tomorrow angkluuuung! And oh,
Ruzaini and MZHFR makes a great gay couple. ;DD

I just got to know Hafiz and Luqman today but we clicked well.
Good to know you people.

&& I want picture frm hafiz's SLR.
please.

I was ecstatic enough today,
most of my favorite people were there and you made it even better.
Annnnnd something is up with you.
what is it? what is it? what is it laaah?!

1. One: PERSON IS BACK!
2. Two: I miss little Muhammad Irfan Saputra
3. Three: Irfan's third blurblur selengeh brother misses me. XPP
4. Four: Mom thinks I'm communicating with boys way alot than I'm communicating with girls. Thats not true!
5. Five: Cant wait for tomorrow's bowling with super friends. :DD

HELLO PEOPLE! :DD
how's things going?
(leave your answer at the tag board please.)

SO! I finaly decided to link people up now. To those who changed your links and wants me to link you please leave you links at the tagboard too. (:

TODAY;
I woke up late and received a text from mom. I was forced to wake up and bath early. Nooooooo!! It was horrible. So washed up and sat infront of my laptop.







Q: What did Shazaa do today?
A: Read my book, Edit pictures, Eat, Woke Shaheed, up, Planned with Ruzaini and Momo about our bowling outing :DD, Watched Kambing Danial drool over Shaheed, Argued with Mateen(I WON! IN YOUR FACE BUDDY! XPP), Talked to Izyanie and salutes tasnim. If you notice this, these are all my camp buddies. Yeah. My camp buddies attacked. :DD

My highlight of the day is the argument with Mateen.
And he said he felt honored because some girls are jealous cause I owe his PM.
(this means my name was at his PM) Okay that is crappy but awwww. XDD
Why would they be jealous and I dont even think its true. But still awww.

I am now bored. Nothing to do. Oh I want to kill HMKH (:
HMKH is your wondering why? you can come ask me okay?
:DD

[edit] I am tired of people blaming me for something I didnt do and I am still devestated about the camera and I don't know what else to do. I have lost one of the most memorable item that reminds me of Canada. I NEED TO FIX THAT THING! God. I hate this. [/edit]