if I could.

I miss my girlfies badly.
I want to cry a river but I couldnt. I miss melly and my nenek rusda. I miss the old times. ):
Tonight, I feel furious but at the same time the joy I had earlier still remains in me.

I am a version of Sam from iCarly.

[edit] awwww. what a jerky jerk skinny wrist person is he. :DD
How thoughtful right? [/edit]

Mateeeen's baaaack! :DD
WELCOME BACK DUDE! What did you get for me? :D

Last night I had a nice chat with Indra after a long time ignoring each other. Then again it was a weird conversation. Congrats for not getting Culinary(?) :DD Geeky Idiot two was being a conversation killer and thinks he is so cool. But thank you both of you for making my night and bringing the old me. I was slightly nice last night. :DD

I was extraordinary tired last night but slept at one. Mom was right I couldnt wake up early the next morning. I manage to wake up in time for Shadi's orientation.

Great timing. The kids had their break. I lost mama and saw few familiar face. Shadi and Fuad were friends already before any introductions. Cool! And Shadi said he wants to go to school with him. Right. Thank you for the 50cents although I asked you for 10cents. XD Mama left for work, Shadi left for class and you left for school. So I had no one except for a book and my phone. Well I survived.

KAK ZAIMAH FORGOT MY NAME! HOW SAD! Fetched Shadi. I saw daniaaal and Ikram too. Daah besar seyh budakbudak ni. ilyas and Syakirin is roasted dead. Bad Influences on Shadi AND EMBARRASSED ME INFRONT OF THE CROWD. SO NOT TRUE! Rawwwwwr.

Headed to MCD annnnnd yeah home.
Mas and Ajeera is forcing me to blog the netballers blog.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO SAY?

I got panic few times. :DD I couldnt help it.
I JUST DID. Sorry if I seem so ignorant or sombong sort of way.

I dont know how to fast react anymore.
HJN I NEED LESSONS. :DD

its a grey air hug.

27 December 2008.
NETBALL:

• Bestfriend(!!!) joined the Irsyadians for Netball.
• Didnt had breakfast.
• It was super hot.
• I got dyhydrated plenty of times and my brain went zetzetzet.
• Private taaalk with Lyna.
• I played for Falah.
• All of us were expecting RAIN!
• We sang and sang and sang and nothing happen.
• Mostly, we gave up on our opponent and let them win cause we were weak.
• Most of my team members didnt had breakfast so that explains why we were so weak.
• Batrisyah, the 10 years old kid is envious and easy to bully. :DD
• I got to know people.
• Masjid Hasanah was late.
• We didnt play well when it comes to them.
• I lost my phone few times.
• I learnt alot.
• I got fed up netballers. fullstop.

After netball, most of us had our first meal of the day which is at 530PM. Later we headed our seperate ways. I went to boon lay cause SLEEPOVER AT MAI'S! Okay so I stank. Washed myself up and met up with Dee, Sha, Fifi and Rab! IMISSYOUALLLIKESOMANYREDANDYELLOWM&M'S! We did Our girl thing and laughed out loud and enjoy our butts off. Late night, the girls decided to watch this bollywood movie I totally dislike and hey, I hit the hays.

Time check: 730AM. Sha, Fifi, Rab and Mai didnt sleep that only I and dee did.
Time check: 900AM. All of them were sleeping soundly and nobody notice I was walking around getting ready. :DD I had to leave early. Tried to woke Mai up and well, lets say I had a hard time waking that girl up. XDD

a minute late. :DD I felt awkward in my skirt and tudong licin.(yes! I WORE A SKIRT!) Headed to Jurong Library and well I think I went book crazy for a while there. Chilled and headed to go grab something to eat. I saw Faiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz. Muka Gabra semamcam seyh. =.=" Had Carrot cake and yeaaaah. Home. Thank you(:

Wedneeeesdaaay?

HAPPY NEW YEAR ISLAMIC CALENDAR! :DD

GREY LICIN TUDONG!

SAME DAY POST NO #2

I was still movie-marathoning till four thirty. Got ready and hey, I got this urge to pakai tudong licin. AND ITS NOT BLACK OR WHITE. Its a brand new color :DD Borrowed Mom's. I feel like a young lady. This time I was clam and relax and the tudong was being a very good tudong. Such a love. :DD

BEDTIME STORIES WAS GREAT! Hilarious? YES. Its a Family movie kind of thing. AND PINK PATHER 2 IS SCREENING! I am so watching it with my dad at the theaters. :DD Headed home and guess what? Mom forgot to bring the house keys and Bibik and Shiham was still at the library. Mom made me wait til theyre back in case while she and the rest head to nenek's downstairs. =.=" Of course I did my girl thang. Plus I was in a licin tudong.I think I like them XPP

Mama found the keys and we headed inside. Log in the internet and problem solving time! Whatever it is. I did my part. And me and babat are real talking now unlike the past. If only Mateen was on now. HAVE FUN KAT KL AND GET ME STUFF, DONT BE LIKE RUZAINI!

Tomorrow,
Netball Friendly the WHOLE DAY!
Sleepover at Mai's(!!!)
And on Sunday; might hit Jurong Library. Care to join?
:DD

HAPPY 1000 DAY TOGETHER LOVELIES.
(:

Forever an idiot.

Today is the day after Chirstmas!
And there's still some Christmas movies. How come those never happen for Hari Raya?

I was no wake up and me no like. Boo hoo hoo I still want doze off cause the weather again was so.. !!! Someone invited me to go catch a movie but I decline the free ticker offer. Shaheed ruined my day(again.) And screw you. Just because you got accepted but Dad still havent made the decision to let you in or not doesnt mean you could do anything to me.

KAU PUNYE PASAL AH! NAK LEPAS ANGER AND NK BINGET KAT AKU BUAT APE?! GO FREAKING FIND SOMEONE YOUR OWN SIZE AND THOSE WHO WANTS TO FREAKING HEAR YOU OUT LAH! DAH DISAPPOINTING, DISAPPOINTING NYE PASAL AH! WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO ANYTHING WITH IT. (mind me, im still annoyed with him in every way. And I am still not fully satisfied and most words tak make any sense)

I was trying to cool myself down when I notice I like my wear in the morning cause no matter how hard I tried to messed it up it still wont be messy. :DD At least it my anger was let off bit by bit.

I decide to do some movie marathon today. Microwavable popcorn and the nice weather, how great. Watched Spy School. Honestly it was a comedy. =.="

Somehow it made me fall in love again but with I dont know what or who. Another points for cheering me up after that whole buzzard thing.

Will continue blogging.

Gingerbread Man oh Gingerbread man!

Today;
Me and Shifa' sang Canada's National Athem.

CHIRSTMAS!
Reminds me of Canada. Its not the whole christman thing I'm excited about its the memories how the people around me celebrated it and how they felt the spirit. I miss Canada.

The weather was wonderful today. It was quite sunny and cold. Just like 25 december 2007 only without the snow. Everyone was in a good mood only Shaheed ruined it for me. Again he is a (insertwordhere). We kind of did our Canada routine this morning and start blabbing about it. As for I, I had to finish my work ASAP.

Mama made all of us stay home and nobody is to make plans. After both mama and I finished our work, she announced us to get ready as we were going to have a family dinner outside. BREEKS! This time it was a bigger feast. :D I enjoyed it alot and we discussed about tomorrow's outing. In a meanwhile, I was photocraze with Shadi and texting. Aum macam biase, bingit sendiri yang aku kat luar. XDD On Saturday, I'll be playing for AFY. Note: Saturday, 10am at Woodlands biase eh korang. Well, we did our "chirstmas" shopping. Mama got a new Shifa a new something. And we are going to get a dancing sort of pad for our Shaheed's Wii! Excited? YES I AM! :DD Oh I wish we could fly to Canada and hit the boxing day. SO MANY GREAT DEALS CAN SHOP SHOP SHOP!

Headed home and watched dont forget the lyrics. Real bonding here! :DD Mama, Shifa and myself were singing along to most of the songs. Okay fine, I did most of the singings. Even Shaheed got excited with that game show. AGAIN MEMORIES OF CANADA AT 9PM.
(I forgot what i wanted to post. :DD)

I miss Canada. I want a Camera.
And GEEKY IDIOT TWO IS SO UNCOOL!

Rainy Netballers

Netballwasblastbuffooneryclowningdiversionenjoymententertainmentescapadefestivity
fooleryrolicjinkshorseplayjestingjocularityjokingjollityjoyjunketingaughterlivingitup
merrimentmerrymakingmirthnonsenseplayfulnesspleasurerecreationrejoicing
relaxationriotwhoopee :DD Main point is: IT WAS AWESOME! \m/

AND I AM SO HYPER TODAY DUE TO THE RAIN AND NETBALL!
I am as crazy as a monkeykedonkeykekunci. :DD
Sorry if I was being ignorant or annoying or irritating or childish or unbearable or rude or anything else.

To does who missed it,
YOU TOTALLY MISSED THE WHOLE FUN!

It was pouring cats and dogs this morning which created this nice sensation to go to sleep for a longlong time. But I force myself to get up and get ready. Thankyou to those calls and texts that irritates me. :DD Well, I discussed with Mas and we decided to play on with the plan.

I was like a superstar. :DD I arrived late and was accompanied by a warm welcome for my dear sisters and aljuniedians as well. Most Irsyadians werent there yet. We waited for the other team and headed of to the court. Macam rombongan meminang only girl version seyh. XDD it was still pouring and the weather was rather unpredictable. So we went on with our game.

Irsyad's first opponent was Maarif. We need to buck up. But at least it taught us some lessons and we really learn alot especially from the maarifs. kak Shikin and Hawa. Hawa's teaching really make me laugh in silent but it was really effective. BEST LAH KAU! :DD (salutes)

Maarif's match might be the toughest, but it isnt the most tiring match. ALJUNIED OWNS THE MOST TIRED MATCH I EVER PLAYED AMONG ALL! :DD Not to mention the best match as well. All the players were playing a fool and we were laughing our babats off till each of us roll on the wet floor. (okay tipu. XDD)

Had a rematch with Maarif. it was quite satisfying that we actually manage to beat them but at the same time it wasnt that satisfying.

I sure had fun with both aljunied and irsyad cause we were wild animals I tell you. :DD Headed to the washroom to wash ourselves for a while and to banquet for lunch. I shared table with Amirah, Lyna, Sarah, Diyana, Shagila and Syaf. Real Fun. The next we knew all of us were shaking and freezing due to the cold environment, not to mention we were playing in the rain the whole entire day. :DD

Million thanks to Mas;
for organizing and taking over because I was too lazy and useless to do it.
&& the other players as well
for coming down and made my day. :DD

Mom told me I own my very own personal desk right next to her in her office.
How cool is that?! :D

BEST LAH DPT JUMPA AMIRAH,SHAGILA,FALAH AND KAK DYLA, SARAH, BESTIE, SHA(!!),HASANAH FIFI SUMESUME TUU! aku rindu korang. reminds me of angklung.

Saturday ada match lagi.

SCHOOOL IN PROGRESS. not!

I was awaken by this pain.
MY BUTT HURTS. Serve me right for not warming up yesterday before the game. Pfft.

ORIENTATION!
I met Mas and couldnt help myself but to laughed at her tudong. In fact, both of us were laughing at ours. We had this awkward feeling wearing our full uniform and the sudden rain on the way to school made us jolt to full stream excitement and giggles.

I even gave Form Teacher, Mr Ismail, a huge Shazaa wave immediately after I saw him at the corner. Paiseyh sebab tebuat infront of the whole school. (smack forehead)

We had this oh so sweating and can slim your body down tour. The theatherette was so aweeesome. So far, I mark that place my favourite. Headed home with HJN, Mas, Shifa, Aiin and Frhrocker.

Typical. There's three gates. MUIS owns the larger gate and Irsyad gets a 1/4 size of the large gate. :DD

IN SCHOOL AND PEOPLE!
I love MELLYZ! for being in the same class. And Delot. And HJN. And Fiq. And EZT. And others too lah eh. I saw my tilawah bdkbdk; NISA'(!!!) & NAJIHAH. I SAW FATEN AND FEW OTHERS TOO WHICH MADE ME GO HIGH IYE IYE! CIGKU I ACTION LAH. XDD Syakiriiiin! You still own some of us a treat. I didnt saw faiz. hrmmph. ILYAS AKU NAMPAK KAU! fadil pegi potong rambut lah! asyraf, aku tak manage to say hi. XPP Ajeeera! Cheer up anak. No more emo nemo lah. Mommy, asal lah tk dtg school. Annnnnd last but not least, RUZAINI IS ONE SELENGEH BABAAAAT!

And to those I kind of ignored and didnt say hi. SORRRY! :DD
especially to nenek and Jiran annnnd my old classiemate. I MISS YOU PEOPLE BADLY.

Friendly Match Tomorrow!
Mas told me not to go do something crazy cause she needs me tomorrow.
BUT MY BUTT STILL HURTS! macam mane? :D

Somewhere over the rainbow netballers plays.

YES! This will be a short post.
I hope so. :DD

I woke up late just because I am too lazy to stay up and flatten my butt on the couch and stare at any monitors.

Finally I decided to get ready and asked mama if Shifa could tag along. That time, it was either something hit me in the head or I was being nice. :DD Oh yay! I'm nice. Oh yeah, plus I need a friend to accompany me. Person was being a slow reply-er as usual and thank you mas and my mp3 music from my W910i phone for accompanying me.

Reached Simei and met Lyna and Mas. We headed to court warmed up and shot andit was a great game with the Maarifs and the Bedok Green sec. AYUUUU! Your jumps are freaking making me into a green eyed monster. Stop jumping like that and teacher me can? FINIIII! I want you arm swing that throws balls (netbolers dont think.) and make it look like raaaaainbows. Daaaaang. I improved on my shooting so far but I still need to work on my contacts and stop playing silly and harsh too. To those who Ive accidentally play rough and bumped you hard, I'm sorry.

Met new friends and yeah. It was kind of late already. Rushed to Nenek's and kind of wash up for a while and had dinner. I miss nenek and atok and I find my nenek and atok are the most cutest couple ever. :DD I mean it. I got cash. (insert a 3 years old shy kiddish giggle here) Shifa was being nice and bought a meal from MCD for the both of us as we reached the interchange.

GOD! The line was loooooooong. We had to wait for two buses and at least we were satisfied with our ride home. Patiences pays it all. The air con was greaaat, the seat was marvelous and the journey was great. It was a greeat environment to sleep but cough dee cough cough. Someone wont alone me to go to sleep. Ruzaini and Mateen made this plan to text me at once asking me why am I online but not talking. SHAHEEEEEEED!! (kills him) Annnd Ahmad Ruzaini! I know your dirty little secret. Muhahahah! Mateeen sekarang dah nak ______ je ehhh. tsktsk XDD

Reached home and it was like almost midnight. OHMYGOD! And oh yeah, Me and shifa got stuck in the lift. :DD We tried to imagine how person's and mama's impression will be. And we laughed our butts off. XDD

BESOK ORIENTATION! aku penat.
see you maarif on wednesday.

[edits] Maaaan! This isnt a short post. [/edits]

I WANT THIS!

THANK YOU TO
MISTER MUZHAFFAR KHALIS
THAT I AM DOUBLE SCARED NOW!

Last Night:
I couldnt go to sleep. I wont tell you what time I went to bed. But I had a nice chat with Dollah and Lyna. Thank you for accompanying me.

My day:
Hit town with mom and the others just to go hunting for the Eclipse. Theyre dying for it. So if you happens to own one please inform me thank you. We had secret recipe lunch and hit home.
Dhouby Ghaut MRT station left us memory especially the one I tripped at the escalator. Special thanks to you. Grr. We had this fun bonding that made me cry super hard and got public attention. tsktsk. We bounced and everyone felt asleep.

Highlight:
I was in the train and I cant help myself but to stare at this mat bottom til up. Oh yeah, plus he had this cool headphones that attracts me. At this one point of moment he caught me staring few times until he smirk and gave me this half smile. Guess what I did? I rolled my eyes and looked away! :DD \m/\m/

Caught up with Ruzaini and Planned with Mommy. So there's a breakfast outing before orientation? Is the plan sealed and okay to go?

I am suppose to mock Ruzaini and talk bad about him at this particular post. But I dont feel like it. Maybe I will tomorrow. (:

AND MATEEEN!
I FRCKING NEED TO TALK TO YOU LAH!

Oh yeah!
I found myself crying for one sec again because of the camera.
I miss my blue small boyfriend.
I had all my anger out to you. SORRY!

ohmygod last week of hols. ohmygod school is reopening. ohmygod its a new school.
ohmygod its a new year. ohmygod its secondary four. ohmygod its STE.
ohmygod one more year and I have the O's AND OHMYGOD!
I DONT KNOW WHATS MY PATHWAY TO MY FUTURE!
(I still have so many ohmygods to do but this is it for now.)

to you whom I concern;
I'm terrible sorry.

news,

My Mission to write a short post:
FAILED.





hello and my name is shazaa.
i think your goat is cool.

\m/(insertmehere)\m/

I sense new me. Pa da pa pa! I'm lovin' it

At first,
I have many things to type away but too bad I'm distracted by my last minute boogers/flu that I forgot. How incredible is that? weee.

I had the most nicest nap today. I declare that the living room floor is the best to fall asleep there. (: Today was my slack back day. I read my book and my phone was totally mute. No calls. No texts. It was pretty wonderful actually.

About the book: I am the wallpaper.
Depressing book about a girl who so desperately wants to be love by a guy. Makes me hate love. But I'm still half way.

I got bored because it was so depressing that I decided to find someone to bug on in this place call MSN Messenger Live. But at the same time I dropped by at izyanietwofiveonezero.bs.com and saw this post about this Indonesia movie that made ilyas cry. So I decided to go and watched it.

About the movie: It was okay,
but for sure is was a no crying movie cause its predictable.
But at least it made an impact to be me to be nice so cute boys like Ferdy will get attracted to nice smooth girls. XPP

I announced to the whole living room and jolt to laughters and let me tell you this conversation.

Me: EH! Kakak nak jadi baik ah!
Shiham: (shift few meters away cause she was sitting right next to me) Haaah?! Kalau kakak jadi baik... Shiham tk twu ape nk kate (make a creep out face and look at me top till bottom)
Shifa: Whaaaaat?! Kakak nak jadi baik will be like.. Unbelievable seyh.
Shiham: thats what I told her.

Okay pfft! Fine aku Jahat. And rough. (Mom added that rough part after a while talking about it.)

I had a conversation with Ilyas.
A weird intersting sort of way? I dont know ask Ilyas how the conversation went.
AND YOU BETTER SHUT UP ABOUT THE LAST PART EH ILYAS!

I decide to photo edit and Shadi helped me out. He even edit a picture of his. And of course I helped. A little? Shadi was so proud that he wanted it as his wallpaper in his PSP.

I had a hard time doing it cause its like so weird? It was easy before. Before anything goes wrong I decide to wait for shaheed. Somehow I decided to play with the memory card AND ACCIDENTALLY INSERT IT INTO A WRONG SLOT! IT WAS STUCK! PANICPANICPANIC I SCREAMED FOR MAMA! :DD

After Mahgrib, Got ready and headed to Northpoint Swenses with Mama and Shifa. One thing: I dont like Northpoint it even worse than causeway and orchad's crowd. Thankyou to my beautiful people who entertained me during the whole dinner, HJN, Ruzaini, Mommy, Mateen and Person. Since Mama is so into her twilight book and Shifa was deeply focusing on her new moon, I sat alone playing frozen bubble and texting my wonderful entertainers. (hint the sarcasm and you'll win a free hug from SHZ)

My tummy was so full like mega full.
I reached home and accidentally fall asleep but woke up again and did my thang and went on.

APASAL SUMEPEGI EXPO TAK AJAK AKU?!
Okay wait fine, HJN did. But I was never into tabungs. But MOST OF MY MISSED PEOPLE WERE THERE !! LIKE WHAAAAATTHE. I missssed it! Let it go Shazaa.

Someone invited me over to his open house.
It was nice of him to tell that me that he's cooking and everything. But when I asked him who's coming, guess what he said? " There will be my uncles n aunts. so, only u r my my fwen coming XD " ehhh ?? Your inviting me alone? And expect me to hang out with your uncles? (yes he did say that.) Somehow it made me chuckle in a sweet good way but yet scary. XPP Thankyou for inviting though its very thoughtful of you.

I wonder if there is a le bygones be bygones spraaay nyamuk for pimples.
You know that spray thingy kills nyamuk instantly, I wonder if theres any of those for pimples.
Cause this two going to be hills on my nose makes me look like I have a cold.

I dont feel like sleeping tonight.
I feel like a sleepover at one of the girlfs house.
MAYAAAA !!!