This is reaaal this is me. Muhaha!

I know I didnt update yesterday. Why? Because I'm smart. Why? Because I was actually studying and doing my school work with NO DISTRACTIONS! And it feels gooooooood. No hesitation. :D

I was so proud of myself yesterday! Cause I didnt slept during classes. I WAS SUPER PROUD LIKE A FREAKING MALE PEACOCK ONLY IN HUMAN GIRL VERSION. :DD I did most of my works well and I actually understand school and felt smart. Yay me. :DD Fizah who seat a seat away from me companied my lonesome cause Bahirah was out of school for the day. I like her as the new neighbour. :D

I lost my internet last night! But thank you kau for accompanying me with the call and the oh so lovely talks you conquered most with those stories and the 15 minutes story about how you became hyper. -____-

Today was the same thing too except I accidentally doze of bit by bit. ThankYou Bahirah for waking me up whenever I tried to shut an eye. ME AND IRSYAF GIRLFS TALKED ABOUT O LEVEL LIKE NON STOP TODAY CAUSE WE WERE LIKE EXCITED? I have plan already what to take. :DD Ustaz A has been major cool this week. Keep it up Ustaz! I like you. :DD I learn past and present tense today. I adore Mdm Su's "nag" today. It somehow really open up my mind and make me think. Cikgu Z's too!

Shaheed is a jerk. Fullstop.

Internet was on again!
Everyone was secretly playing ecstatic deep downdowndown in their hearts but decided to play cool. I manage to ask around about people O's result. I talked to Syimir and Congratulations to you. And Thanks for making my day in way I dont know how. But let me introduce to you that HE IS THE SECOND JERK OF THE DAY! YAAAAAAAY! Claps please. :DD (Shaheed's the first. :D)

And I'm mean today due to the good mood. Why?
Let me show you. :DD

Hello Indra!
I am not trying to make you look like a fool. (:
All the best with culinary.

Total laze.

I own a lazy butt today and am not planning to change anything about it cause I'm too lazy. Sigh. Macam mane economy nak naik kalau macam gini. (bangs head here)

Welcome home Dad!
In the morning, I woke up late. Freshen up and only did my English homework while watching Runaway bride. Sorry Mdm B if the letter is so tet. American Idol marathon was on again.
It was four then and I got ready. RUZAINI! I AM SO SORRY I SHUT DOWN ON YOU ALL OF THE SUDDEN WITHOUT TELLING. Battery went flat and I was too lazy to get the charger. Lazy.

We left and took 858 straight to Changi Airport. Long bus ride. I like it. I was camera-ing with Shadi. Reached Changi Airport and ate at Secret Recipe while waiting for Dad's arrival. Around 830 he arrived and welcome homeeeee.

Now I am home and lazy. I have 2 hafalans to do, 1 page of Quran to recall and revise and 1 more homework to do. sigh. I dont feel like doing it. I havent even packed my bag. Can I not go to school tomorrow please?

school makes me sweat.

Morning, I was Ikea browsing and watching music videos and also what the buck show. :DD
Youtube is so yummmy guckie cooolblie woolbie.

Angkluuung was greeeeeeaaaaat!
Thank you girls for making my day a heap fun after yesterday's emo thingy.

Met Shakila at Bugis and we headed to Sultan for prayers (I saw Zainab and the person who plays the rebana. XDD) and Zamzam. Practice was stressful. We all lost focus and point and this happens to be out last practice before our performance. I could hear dissapointment and frustration from Cikgu's voice. Sorry Cikgu.

We got our shoes and we were so monsterly ecstatic with the new AWESOME shoes right girls? XDD We own sexy feet whenever we wear those pumps shoes right? :DD

Bestfriend said:

Amirah said:



We felt so ooh lala and gaga and hahahahahahaha mostly. Headed level four and clickposeclickpose. :DD I had fun with the girls after a looooong week.

Met Mama and Shifa. Bought this pouch thingy and Siam Kitchen. Saw Acap coming out. Maghrib at Sultan and home. I am bored.

Entertainers left their monitors at home for night cycling.
Keduuuuuuuuush. Have fun tegolek malammalam. :D

i miss my bestfriend. Secondary One.

i hate my dumbdumb, you hate me too right.

I told you before about the sengaje tak nak wish kau birthday wish. So here it is..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FIFI!! :DD
May god bless you girlfie. sayang kau.

I am in a bummer situation. So boo you and tom for chasing jerry since like forever and never manage to catch that brown mouse. (Mouse arent brown oh mister director.)

Today and yesterday was school. So what? Up down the stairs and tada school over with that artificial bell going keriiiiiiiiiiiiing. Geaography class was the best one for me cause it was Mr Ismail who enter. I miss him alot and the s3ihsanians08. (I am not complaining I just miss my wacky old classmates and not only I do.) S4B is still in a cocky porsition where everyone still am not use to everyone I think?

Shadi is a Fire-ian and Fuad is an Earth-ian.


After school, I had to rushrushrush home then to netball. It was.. okay? Definitely felt diffrent after ball passes.

have you ever felt like you wanna dash outside and run across the roads filled with cars and just hang onto the bungee rope and fill yourself with that vertigo and hopelessly wish that life will look so fine with the view upside down?

im feeling that right now.

- HJN's blog.

Dont ask why only Mateen knows. I am in a mess like messy mess mess! I have no idea why it was so easy for me to flow and let everything out to him and guess what I have a buddy that freaking feel so shitty like me. ITS MATEEN AND HJN! Okay maybe HJN feels the same way but partial only. Sigh. Maybe its just another challenge. And thank you mateen for hearing me out.

- AIN's blog

I agree dozen times ten times ten times times ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten (multiple ten multiple ten multiple ten) The seniors are graduating means no more them. I'll be missing them badly cause they were actually great seniors. And my first netball teachers. They were the ones who introduce me netball an taught us how to be fun. One last game kakak-kakak for old time sake?

- Diyana's blog

Jealous, Envious and Green-eyed.
I'm losing my sisters.

I'm falling apart and everything is in a mess.
i'm sick.

The bright side:
ANGKLUUUUUNG BESOK AND DAD'S ARRIVAL.

annnnd Ruzaini, Momo, Ayah(if he's reading this) and Kakak,
HI!! (waves) outing?
:DD

from whip cream to hazelnuts

HAPPY NC16 DAY NURUL AIN H!
May God Bless you and live life great girl. (:

&& HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY USTAZ A! :DD

i have one more wish I planned on wishing it as a belated wish. XDD

The cake looks so weird and idontknow? But then again the melted chocolate made it taste nice. :DD

Early in the morning I feel joyous with HJN, Dayah and Mommy. Argued about STE and also GCE O's. Cikgu Zul is always clowning and motivating without him noticing. He is like a hose spraying water at a blazing fire. XDD What kind of term is that. Pfft. Cikgu Zul makes me feel like a kid again. With his dramatic gestures and intonation, he makes me giggle like a 3 years old girl who's enjoying the moments listening to an amazing storyteller.

Today, I couldnt help myself but to accidentally doze off during the periods. Yes even Malay. But I was sure hyped up during Lughah and that was the only class I was looking forward to sleep to. Okay secret is out. Lucky I didnt land cause I sure enjoy the class and learned alot.

The secondary fours 2009 was had to assembled at the MPR while the rest headed to theaterette during CCA. Totally killed our hopes right Fiq? :DD But WRONG! We enjoyed waaywaywaaaaay better there. 1. More space to stretch. 2. We could talk and not pay attention. 3. We can make hilarious and immature jokes without anyone noticing 4. Major FUN! :DD Me, EZT, HJN and FIQ were wild talking that we laughed so hard about the twins. killer smile, evil warlock, accents annnd tons of stuff. It was upsize AWESOME. \m/

We had a drama after school. :DD Poor HJN, I hope everything went fine.
Reached home straight awat did what I planned and it was worth it! Revised.

My left eye is hurting me.
Shazaa said stop!

i need to de-stress self. :DD

I SNEEZE ALOT SEYH TODAY!

I like but am sick of school.

Sigh.

Today was the real school day. The teachers kept on motivating us which well for my case I took it as pressure-ism. XPP I know theres no such word. I am bored that the whole day they kept on saying STE this STE that. BLEAH! But well its for our own good I guess.

WELCOME TO IRSYAD MAI!

Cikgu Z was hilarious and well, I think only he's talk motivated me and really made me think. Now, I know I have to open up my wings of knowledge and learn how to fly. But in order to grew in my wings of knowledge I have to build it with hardship and effort. If I'm not pushing myself hard enough, I am going no where but standing where I am still standing. Ustaz A scares me. :DD

Lunch and Recess with the girlfriends really brighten my day! We were playing heads or tail and observing things that made us laugh all over the new bench without rolling. eh asal aku sound so sophisticated? -_____________- Fiq is herself again(!!!!!!!!!)

After school, rushed to the gate and feel all paisey. Dont ask why lah. I guess I'm not use to the crowds lepas skolah. Mama told us to meet at Bishan and so we did. Shadi created a scene. Tried to call Shaheed and useless! He did picked the phone up but bleeeeeeeeeah! During the scene, I was hopeless. The only person I saw who were making the effort to helped me was Ruzaini who cool-ly approached and wondered. (thankyou babaat!) THEN THERE I SAW SHAHEED RIGHT BEHIND HIM! I called you like 5 minutes ago and you were only few distances away and never bothered to help?!

Reached Bishan and waited for Mama. I saw Dollah, Luqman, Haziq and Firdaus. They were waiting for a friend there. Luqman gave what he owe and HJN, aku dapat dulu dari kau. XPP
Lunch at MCD. Ni confirm naik kg lagi. :DD

Home and Shaheed brought in soccer friends. As usual, they stink. :DD Got stuff from the front shops and tadaaaa home and did school works. I am pressurized by Quran cause I am so scared I might not do well and not hafal and have to write the whole Yasin 5 times. HOW CAN I WORRY ABOUT THAT! Lagi penting kan punishment seyh, but I cant help it. Ustaz made it so scary. Physics Review and Maths homework.

i'm hungry.

i missed something.

HAPPY ONE YEAR OLD DAY
FARAHSABRINA, SAKINAH AND LYNAA!
Dude(ttes) you people are getting old man. :DD
May God bless you and smile always.
Live life. :DD

I regret missing school today. :DD

Yes, I cut school. I got to stop doing that. Important Year. STE! No more cutting school.
I couldnt wake up and well, I did had a slight unwell feeling? (okay maybe not.)

Today was Shazrah's First Day Of School. Finally everyone is going to school. This means Mama and Baba are old people. I decided to tag along with Mama and saw the whole first day situation with kids crying and screaming "ayaaaaaaaaah! ibuuuuuuuu!" and all. I saw this one violent kid. Scary. So people Kindergarten teachers are strong people okay. Shazrah was a good girl with no tears. Good for you.

Surprisingly, Mama made me follow her to the Office. Wah, tak pegi skolah kene pegi office. -_____-" Work given. I got many sort of paper cuts. And I had office food. :DD Iwas bored and I started taking a paper and doddle it around until I found a CA 1 buck. :DD Later on, headed to Bugis Junction and checked The Wallet Shop out. Grabbed some Chewy Junior and choo chooed to Bradell. Mama wanted to fetched the littles and dang. Guess what happen? I saw Ruzaini(!!) XPP (thats not what happen but yeah it was partially what happened)

After all, (thankyou momo for accompanying me to the canteen) chilled for a while and prayed asar while the boys played need for speed on Mr I 's laptop. I've received my timetable and this accomplishment thingy? And those tudong cottons. Yay. XDD Tada headed home and bubble tea.

Iqbal looks hot in his waktanjong uniform.
(covers face)