wishes

to this abang sedare who made plans with me to blow up the school along
with the entire rest of our cousins and plan to rock it as well;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNLEEE!
May god bless you and go study hard lah!
And dont ask me for money. :DD

To Farhanah and Naziruuul!
Happy sweet sixteeen! (:
Good luck you guys with your life. May god always bless you.

To Aina Edore;
Happy advance birthdaaay!

Haaaa! Cepat sape lagi nak? :DD

A huge ZIT!

Mater: I know I made the right choice.
McQueen: What right choice?
Mater: My best friend.
McQueen: ...

I couldnt help it but to melt over and over again. Heart melting.
I've always like Mater's character. (:

I never knew thursdays were super sloow. Slower than camels and walrus and even donkeys. World's slowest day: Thursdaaaaaaaaaaaay. After school, sat down at the void deck for a while. Me and some others got this very "mahal" ( quoted by Captain) thing and Shifa who was right beside me was laughing her head off. Grr. :D

Netball was like MEGA GREEEAT AFTER A LONG TIME! At last I feel at ease with Kak Nisa and Kak Shikin around. I managed to drill so hard and stink so badly. :DD It was PT the whole entire time and it was superb coool! Netball had been changed to Mondays and Thursdays. I get to focus and feel the pain and buuuuurn. I wannt more!

I miss Shaheed. And HJN! shaheed actually jealous kite tak ajak die outing as well. XDD He was like "dah ade L tak ajak Shaheed ah." XDD Gahahaha! He's expecting us to take him out next time. :D Shaheed cooked for me some Maggi and it taste superb nice! Plus the fresh orange juice it was yummmmmmy!

(feel free to zoom it)

This was done like few days ago and I didnt manage to upload it so I stole it from Mai's. Its her work and she is super enjoying it. -________- Whatever makes you happy lah eh. :DD

Gahahah!

Lughah homework is still on the list
And i am planning to miss
still stuck with Chemistry
annd I'm going to be a history.

HA! That was Stupid. And Painful.
And Indra is a Hippy. Weeeeeeeeeeeird.
;DD

Hanya Maya faham. :DD

Hippy school I must say today. I realized sitting excatly infront of the teacher is a bad seating. You can feel the tense from your teacher(when he/she is mad at the class) and you cant do any bad things or hide cause the teacher can catch you EASILY. I must say I OWN THE MOST HORRIBLE SEAT! Who wants to swap?

I miss drooling over little Irsyad. :DD And his dad is maha funny during the Whitespace just now. I was laughing like nobody's business and Mdm S, Teacher F and Ustazah F was right behind me. I was actually rolling at the tiny space on the chair. :DD (head bangs here)

Ruzaini main kompang off tune! XDD

I was people gazing from level 7 with Ain and Farah. I was even wondering how sucide would feel from that level. :DD Bahirah left a pen and I was too chicken out to throw it to the bottom level. I made Ain threw it and me and Farah were just watching the pen swoooshing down and imagining the pen was us. GAAH! Somehow I miss ain, Farah and shifa. :DD

I saw Marahaina (again!) and it took me awhile to recall. :DD I feel enlighten now.
I think credits to Maya♥♥, Syafiqah, Marahaina, Faraah(!!), Ain(!!) and Shifa the maha serious(!!). :DD

NETBALLERS! BESOK TURON AH!
or I'll shave your butts(: Kak N wants 20 people!

depressing.

Hurry up come to me.
I can't wait no longer.
I'm in need and I need you.
I'm suffering each day and each night.
Oh hurrry.
come to me oh dslr baby~

Yes, I am tired and sick and superb tired. I can't bare it anymore but I'm forcing myself to push harder and keep on trying. I am realllyreaally exhausted. I cant take any of this responsibilities. The responsible of being a student, a daughter, a sister, a friend and the in-charge for netball. Give me any positions you want but I'll screw over it. I wish to be carefree and stop worrying so much about so many stuffs. I need a stress reliever. DLSR FAST LAH YOU! I NEED Y O U!

We barely studied today. It was much of independent studying and revision. I cant take it anymore. But sitting upfront really does help me out staying attention. Even bahirah is proud of me and congrats me. :D

Mdm S told us that we have a Physics test tomorrow and I am not ready. And some smart nerds agreed to it when we can do it next week. Helllo! English test nexk week buat next week aje ah! I planned on studying chemistry today and sleep straight away due to being soo tired but noooo~ I am sorry to you people who agreed tomorrow but screw you! I want to ace physics and you giving me 2 hours to master the 2 chapter. Have I mentioned we have alot of other revisions as well? Additional to that Athletics got cancelled. Maha up I'm telling you.

I was quite furious and I went PMS all by myself after school. It was a good thing I went home alone cause I decided to go home early and self-reflect although I could pick staying over with HJN Shifa and Aza revising geography. I was too tired to do anything. I've reckon that I'm losing on my common sense and my little sister proved it to me after denying several times. I feel for another break.

Two things that cheered me up was Aiin told me I'm kechiiings and the other was.. I forgot.
I want to end it here. FLAMINGOS AH!

I cant study physics cause nothing is entering the brain and the only thing that is making me smile the the little chubby dude from cepat tepat from YCK primary.

2 december is her annivers. HAHAHA!

I was faaar away from Hanan and I still have no idea how come the picture made us look so close apart. Nasib baik masih kecik. XDD

I waaant to hit the bowling alley badly! I miss bowling so much laughing with the people. And Mommmmy! I want to play with ayah's SLR so hurrrry up make plans. XPP Exam pon belom lepas. tsktsk.

HJN and I were already daydreaming about our June holiday and celebrating birthdays. Just imagine if we get one cake and insert all the april may and june birthday names. :DD Ohhh make it an ice cream cake that would be nice please. Hee.

I really need to buck up on my studies. I havent been doing my hafals lately. GAAH! This is horrible. I have so many hafalans to catch up. For example my tauhid and fiqh. Loaded topics to memorize. Maths test was disappointing and I feel like another waterfall coming out but I got distracted since now I was assigned to sit INFRONT(exactly infront!) for the teacher's desk. Gah horrible whiteboard view but great attention. This means Ill have problem sleeping in class. :DD I am going to miss Hafizah and Bahirah! I actually manage to learn something sitting upfront. School was faaast.

I traded telekong with neneeek today! Feeling the bonds. Gahaha! :DD Oh yeah, my day was marvelous cause Aiin made my morning like maha great! I was rushing to the washroom when she gave me an exclaiming scream and we talked about this particular topic. I was like dotdotdotdotdot and she said it all for me! Thank you. (: Oh yeah, that particular person tried to give me shock but HAHAHAHA! TAK MENJADI! :DD

The journey home with Ain and Shifa and some northlight "kental lobaks"(quoted by ain edited by me) tried to create issue with us. They got super ignored but insist of us responding but haha too bad. Super small kiddies mad. Suare pon blom pecah, cute pulak tengok "chip" drg try cari issue. Gahahaha!

Pioneer with a long pink dress

CONGRATULATIONS TO KAK KARTINIE AND ABG ADEE!
May you both last long till eternity. Amin.

aint no sunshine when yooour gone~~
XDD

I lost my appetite and lost the anticipation to actually study. Bottom line is I am tired and I have lost my mood. I dont feel like doing anything and I wish to skip school tomorrow but I am trying my best not to. Sigh.

There should be manymany awesome pictures but I'm waiting for Diyana and I bet its going to take a loooooong time. Trying to stay patient.

This morning. I was up early and did my Chemistry before leaving to Kak Karnatie's wedding. Hasanaha and Farah was late. The girls all loved gorgeous in their long dresses. It rained heavily today and it was wet. I saw Sabariah! But this was a different version of Sabariah. So quiet not cheerful-like. :D We sat ate and our job was to take of the house. Gahaha. Well, we dont know what to do so we just settle down at Mai's room and laugh out loud. Her family. this includes aunts and cousins, were friendly so we made friends especially with little Shanaz.

Her mom was there and we literally cried as we hugged her. I couldnt control my tears it was gushing through just like that. All the girlfriends cried. I sat on a chair and look up and saw the girls crying. Alamaaaak, another pack coming out for my eyes. So we did those stuff you people do at weddings and went home.

I am writing unimportant details just to expand the post.

I had a little confession. And yes, only mateen and maya knows. I wanted to break down for a while but Mateen was making jokes so I cant and Maya was just there smiling. I had to stay strong. But the thing that frustrated me was the late replies. :DD

I feel weak today. And different and odd. I tend to lose what I want to stay and I feel like I have forgotten who I am and even how to communicate with people. I've been down lately and I have just notice down. I dont know whats going on.

and this post is crappy!
Screw it.

a long dress like yours.

Burning hot with youuu baaaaby~
Thank you Mr. Sun for the heat. Yeaaaah. So, I did what I have to do and workworkwork through the ultraviolet radiation. And they all did great. :DD Congratulations Blue. And I got to meet Amirah and Kila and Ain!! (screeeeam so hard) :DD

But the best thing about today is I got to see most of my sisters and hang out with them. As usual we hung out and waited for everyone to leave the stadium then we'll leave. I miss them. Alot. I miss those hang outs and tiny gathering where we just blab and funny rants just come out our mouths producing laughter and smile. Although I kind of felt left out but I was used to it. duh. a different school what do you expect.

We had our lunch at KFC and I had a lovely chat with Farah and Maya after a long time. Honestly it felt lovely. It was calm and enjoyable same goes to the journey to tampines. :D Headed to Yan's and we were like browsing dresses for prom. It was funny seeing Rab in her dilemma. Haha. Went to Nenek's and dad drove farah, aisyah and me home.

Mateen and I are talking about how fast we're growing. Like woah, we're in secondary four now and yesterday was went we had mendaki every saturday and next we own kids! (freaks out!) I WANT TO STAY 15 FOREVER! Gaaaaah! [edits] MELLY GOT HER BOARD! LIKE SJDKHSKFBJHDAGFIDL! [/edits]

i miss my cousins lah! Outing lah please.
And Ishmah, Shazaa rindu ishmah. and netball.

radio gaga.

HJN, Luke and I had a conversation for a while before we headed our ways. Luke looked pale so we asked him few question and all of the sudden we were embracing the old memories. December holiday. December holiday 2008 was the best. Hanging out with HJN, Luke, MZHFR, Ruz, Momo, Hafiz and even hanging out with mama and shaheed were totally awesome. Honestly mzhfr taught me how to hang out with my family. Thanks to him now, mama and I are now tight. (okay i miss him for awhile.)

Ustaz A was pretty in good mood though his mad at us. Sabariah manage to make him chuckle and the whole class saw him trying to hold his laugh. aiyaaak! Let it rip next time! :DD And today, we had our first extra class and I am bored of it. sigh.

Headed Pastamania with Mama and Shifa after school. It wasnt really that great. It was uhh..rated 3 stars? And we rounded Junction 8 for awhile and bought DVDs. The guys came over cause they had soccer. As I enter the house, ohmygod! Stinko. XDD Night, it was DVD night.

I'm done and clueless.

OH GAAAH!

Shaheeed is dead. Its a school night and he still still not around. What a nerd dont know how to look at the time. :DD And I am tired of waiting for my Mcflurry.COME HOME NOW LAH!

Thursday is such a school. Malay was squeezing my brain juice that I felt like sleeping. Cikgu switch on his silent mode so we had to do this crossword in Malay. (dies) My malay is horrible. The rest were nothing. I think I like maths. Vectors are complicated but it sure is fun. Suuuuuuuure. (:

The netball pole was tied! We couldnt play netballin school and travel outside. Guess what? It was waaaaay better! And the journey home was awesooome. I did my Insya oh so smooth cause I found Dad's english-arabic dictionary. I felt smart. I was doing my insya when ting tong!

Shadi: Baba, Shadi nak kene belikan kawan shadi present sebab birthday dia.
Dad: Sape kawan shadi?
Shadi: Safirah.
Dad: Girlfriend shadi eehh?
Shadi: takde lah! Girlfriend shadi Aufa.
Me: ZOINK! hahahahah!

Primary One. Kids now days. :DD
I wanna wanna wanna wanna weeekends ~

lets get this clear.

Yay! Sume rindu Angklung! Amirah gan Maya rindu aku. Kak Dyla rindu Kulintang. Shazaa rindu angklung and also I miss shaheed being at irsyad. Tak dapat gossip about whats going on in school and know about funny details. XDD

this is what happen when you have a good exciting mood.
I randomly IMed Aishah after a long time. then poof! Conversation was weird at the same time cool. :DD

to them;
I am sorry I kind of get involved. I insulted party B when I dont have the right. There's always a Story A and Story B and so far I only heard Story A but not story B and i made conclusions. I got to know partially about story B from a reliable source and saw my mistake. I am dropping off the case. The whole thing seems to be a misunderstanding. My source thinks duadua salah. (ape lagi eh aku nak kate?)

he said:"aint the best, but never fail to impress"

No matter how hard you try to smile, the best picture will always be you smiling. Am I right? (grins like a donkey)

Cikgu zul just gave some tips again as usual that could be apply to all jobs and task we have to do. And somehow Cikgu zul made my morning as usual with his mimic and drama on stage infront of the class. :DD Pakcik Sariman came in and we had a photoshoot! It was coool enough and I got to know Pakcik Sariman knows me since I was younger like toddler young. Nasib baik pakcik cool. XDD I had a dilemma of teeth or no teeth and it got even more uncomfortable when the guys arrived.

HJN, Fiq, Mai and I doddle at the board during english when Mdm B was around it was awesome like chips more lah seyh! :DD Recess went crazy with Ain. And Thank you ain for helping me find my shoe. (grins ecstatically for you) I got a letter. I dont know if there was joyi n me or not. Elected for Student leader. Nenek said Accept it and I think I do want too. Then I'll get privileges. Muhahah! XPP To those who wished me thank you and those who were teasing, GAAH! (tongue out) (:

We had Bahas during our whitespace. It was overall cool. HJN and I were bombarding points and I am telling you HJN. you can be a good debater lah! Ishak did a great job presenting his points and Kak Sakinah was not bad as well. But congratulations to the guys for winning the whole thing.

Currently: Bullying Mateen cause he thinks he's winning the whole "fight" Try harder. :DD
Dah blog about it mateen? XDD And oh jangan lupa about the whole whiteflag you waved okay? ((: 

my fingers are runnig away.

I am suppose to be in bed but thank you insertname I am still up and my fingers are numb and still rigid after writing the thang six times. Maybe its worth it but the whole issue just now was so tet. I went A waterfall for a second there. Zoink! 

But thw whole thing somehow made me flick into a very enjoyable mood or should I say high. I feel joy inside me after the whole incident. For example: I kept laughing kat HJN's cramps and her PMS mood. :DD And during Physics when the relief teacher had a quiz I went wild and I did jump. FYI, PHYSICS WAS AWESOME AH JUST NOW! Gahahah! Ezzati, lu punya writing itu lawa hor. :DD

Netball after school. Instead of being at the court at 4:15 I decided to chill with some of the girls at the canteen slurping my bakso noodle. Aza said the abang stall three is extra nice to me. X.X Nyahaha! Thats cause I promote his karipap. Without me he's shop would be infamous. GAHAHA! Eh Syuhadah, Mak kau cool ah. :DD Netball was hilarious and there were rolling here and there. It was funnneeeey! 

another I-sleep-in-scchool

I'll be waiting for another arguement too Zaki. May the force be with you. :DD 

I tried to stay awake but I kept dozing off. Bahirah literally shook me awake and it was like "AAHHH!! EARTHQUAKE!" then ZzzZZzzZ. I slept during the school anthem and during geography and maths. Nobody woke me up during maths and its like almost end of the day! Not even the teacher and I have a maths test tomorrow! But I enjoyed the nap during maths alot. XDD  I think I need to go chill on the food so I wont get sleepy. YES! MORE CHANCE TO SAVE MONEY! 

Mdm B was reading a comprehension about a class. The tale reminds me the s3ihsan alot. It total gave me a picture of my class last year. I still miss them alot. Aminaaaaaaaaah! Aku rindu kau macam aku rindu nenek aku! 

After school, celebrated Adilah's birthday. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADILAH! The whole mini celebration was cute. She wanted to cry but she didnt and fed everyone cupcakes. I wanted to post up some pictures but the bluetooth currently problematic! GAAH! Rush to meet Mr M and rant about the whole netball issue and other crapy issue. It was funny. Netball is every tuesday and thursday and FRIDAY ATHLETICS! YEAAAAAAH! 

I was reading most of the angklungist blogs and it was no suprise that everyone miss angklung! CIKGU BILA NAK MAIN?! And can you believe it that most of my Aljunied senior graduates ARE LEAVING ALREADY?!! So faaaaaaaaast! And lagu blog aku annoying. 

his play.

"Susah betol lah ambik gambar dgn orang pendekpendek." - quoted by Aqilah.

I miss this kakak-kakak.

I think Cikgu Zul was right all along. When you wake up early in the morning you'll use time wisely and you feel all fresh up and good. Credits to Aiman for making me wake up early. I was in the mood to actually study. Spend my evening hafaling the whole surah of sajadah and I feel good! Literally goood! Now I am up to read chemistry and Nahu. But I didnt. :DD

I was worried mom wont let it out and poor Aiman have to go grab the cake by herself. Just my luck then. Met that zombie and got poked. So we argued as usual and wore the same purple. :DD I took the cake home with me. Boy it was yummmmmmmmy! I wish I could put the pictures up but another time cause the laptop is trashed and I cant save it at the desktop. eh aku tgh feeling mutabak ah. XDD 

Ruzaini told me something that first made me laugh and go ohmygod! ewwwwwwwwww! I want Rome not London. :DDAnd my legs are still hurting! I have muscle pulls! YEAAAAH! And athletics starts this weeeeeeek! School.tomorrow.I.own.lazy.butt.I.nono.school.tomorrow! Oh yeah. Mateen is dead. Dont find him. (: 

and yesterday today.

I want pictures but Aqilah wont respond.

• Good news: Its Saturday!
• Bad news: No Angklung! I bet everyone is disappointed. Poor everyone and I want to shake that thang and laugh with kila and amirah and stare at ain and laugh at cikgu and mock falah and eat doughnut!
• Good news: I got netball! And meet Kak nisa and Kak Shikin and get to play Netball!
• Bad news: We ended at 9am.
• Good news: I changed my new skin!
• Bad news: It kind of look weird.

Okay writing like that wasnt awesome like i thought it would be. Back to paragraphing! So I went to school to meet Aza, Farah and Shaakira. Well, I wanted to save up my money for lunch and school happens to be the cheapest place eveer! XDD But instead I got free food!

Our team were lack of players so all of us who were there scrolled down our contacts to find people. THANK YOU NASYIRAH FOR COMING DOWN LAST MINUTE! And you did great lah! :DD Sorry I wasnt that friendly. It was great after a long while. Hung out at Kallang mrt station for an hour with the girls. Aqilah as usual was a d-d-dramaa! But thanks for helping us out. Momo manage to joined as well! And ayah was there too with his big glasses. The game was okay. We manage to learn something and we got Kak nisa's advices! I miss that! I swear I dont want to take charge anymore with the whole netball after school thing. I am fine helping kak nisa out. Mr M WE WANT KAK NISA BACK PLEAAAAASE!

So the guy mange to give us tips as well and we play great after the real match. I swear I need to work on my contacts(?) and chill back. Aqilah tampar bola macam sepak muka orang. :DD Okay, reason I always comment on aqilah is because I only see her cause she's my D partner. :DD But the rest did great too. And yes I enjoyed the last match credits to kak fid who made me a lot more relax. So the whole other events is for me to know and for you never to find out. :D

And did you know farah is very observant? She was human gazing and texting me (who was just right beside her) and gave comments. haha! And ruzaini is so weiird and I dont get him. And Mateen is so full of dots. And shifa' is so cool cause she backed me up for being home late. Yeah, I reached home at __:__ PM HORRIBLE!

I miss the whole vote earth thing cause I was voting global warming at Kallang. Well, we need the global warming for the game or we'll get hurt. Sorry Earth but I love you. :DDDDD

Main point was: Netball was great, thank you netballers (who were there of course) for making me laugh and making my day. (:

&& GET WELL SOON NURUL AIN NABILAH! Good luck swollowing you meds. (eek)

coooool toes.

I'm losing it slowly.
Just wait. :DD

facts at night

1. I am hungry.
2. I am still fed up and unhappy with you.
3. I have no mood to share stories with mateen and he is in such a good mood that I dont bother to ruin it.
4. It 12 and mama is still not home.
5. I am still wondering if mama might bring some food home.
6. I am so tired.
7. I cant sleeep.
8. Nabmo deleted her blog. Whhhhyyyy??
9. Shaheed is not home.
10. I am still fed up.
11. I want a new blogskin.
12. I feel for ice cream.
13. I want to stargaze.
14. I want to chill back.
15. BESOK TAKDE ANGKLUNG! LIKE WHATTHE?!
    

I want a
break.

I want to spam Diyans's blog but she doesnt own a tagboard.
haha.

I
am
bored
and
hungry
and
still
frustrated.

Whatever post!

I slept during assembly(yes when we were reading out doa'). I slept during Mustollah Hadith, I slept during Tafsir and had a small nap during first recess. I have no idea why I was that tired. GAAH! Insya was great cause ustaz A was in a good mood and made me laugh after the whole sleepy morning. Excpt for the whole Jabal Rahmat part. :DD

We took a group photo today after school. YAY US!

HJN, Fiq and I had no idea what to do after school. And finally we decided to round Bugis! Dont ask why we chose that place. Hit National Library and there we go. My legs were mega weak today. Waited for Farah and Ain along with Dee and slept the journey home. Dee told me about tomorrow's vote earth thing she's going with A. I waaant to go!

I am clue and blankless. I'll blog when something is up.
Netball tomorrow and I am frustrated. I'm planning to create a private blog for myself and my feelings. Grr! Annnnnd, I am not satisfied with my blogskin.

hahaha the o look like poop

ALAMAK!
I realized that I dont know how to imagine anymore.
crrrrraaaaaaap lah! I lost my childish side of me pe?
DOES THIS MEANS NO MORE CREATIVENESS?!

NNNNNNoooooo
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0o
0
0
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braaaain freeze!

Netball was progressive? I manage to sweat and did some new drills and laughs as well. Aqeelah make me proud lah! Dah improve. Aisyah pon dah responsible. HJN! you missed it man! :DD Netball was awesomeawesomeawesome only we need a proper trainer. And I have leg cramps all over! Like JYEAAAAH! AT LAST! THIS MEANS IVE BEEN EXERCISING GOOD! XPP Annnnnd I cant wait for Athletics. (dance around like yoohoo)

Bahirah is sick now thank you to Shazaa. Hahaha! I swear I am so sorry for the flu but its not my fault that the virus are attracted to you. :DD Bahirah told me about her primary days; this include her funniest moments, her embarrassing moments and even boys. :DD And I finally get that white triangle chocolate I've been craving for days. I have awesome seatmates.

Gerek like max lah today! Especially recess and netball. I got hyper there and there and the mates who made me crazy were jumpingjacks kind of awesome. \m/\m/\m/
hehehe.

(emphasizing on the K) K-haaas untuk Az-humairah;
Aaah. This saturday ada match. 5-7 at Kallang. Mukminin and Falah and dotdot.
PLEASE TURON!

AND AQEELAH NYE PHONE COOOL GILER!
Except for the pink part. :DD

And
I
think
I'm
broke
Moneey! Come here lah!

hahaha! im talking netball.

HAVE YOU SEEN THE AUSTRALIAN PLAY NETBALL!
Like fishes running away from whales seyh!
So fast.

I just stare and blinkblink.
netball match this Saturday. We are roasted crabs.
aku nak main like that!

the clown is so hot.

I want to post again.
Cause I feel like it. hahahahaha! And I feel like laughing alot today. hahahaha!

Okay main point.
Besok netball. And Do you have any idea who irritating the court is. Come to our school and see the space we play. And the girls are requesting for PT. HAIYA! Tak cukop eh kurang naik turun tangge everyday. and oh yeah today I almost slip and trip like so many times.

think of PT and new drills and new techniques.
thinkthinkthinkthinkpikirpikirpikirpikirthinkthinkthink!

And we are recruiting newbies!
Every thurday bawa void deck.

Laptop lembab. Pindah desktop.
lagi
BEST!

its a short-long thang.

dude.
I have to admit my best memories were with you
but then i got to say i'm moving on. and no worries, cause you seem to be moving on as well. HAHA! Good for you. :DD (do you need me to do more explainations? (: Feel free to ask.)

I enjoyed school today like lalalalaa~ I tried to be lazy for school but nope the sleep wont accept me. Bummers. I received a nice head massage from Aiman as soon as she reached school. :DD And a nice chat with Bah, Rusda, Aiman and Fad too. Bah was misfortune to have me back. Why? Cause she got bullied most of the time again. hahahahhahahaha! And my poor nenek kept on getting pokes by me, more bully from your cucu! HAHAHA! Iloveyounenek! GAHAHA! (and nenek! I got a story! ]: ) I skipped my recess and it feeels good plus I get to save my kchiiings ($$) :DD I want to bring PB&J for recess but mama wont get me any of those. Grr.

I feel like a child again wandering around SCIENCE CENTER! Shut up! I love that place although the things are always the same over and over again. :D I've finally realized that HJN can scream like a girl. :DD She got freaked out with the mudskippers (eh?) and I laughed so hard. But poor me, I got smacked with the low ceiling exactly after that. And science isnt me. Cause I was looking at this exhibit and just stare at it and walk away with a very slumber face and a plain 'oh'. And did I mentioned I kinda rolled my eyes. Weeeeeheee! :DD

I played a plain prank on my beloved siblings. See this picture below? They got grossed out with it and thought I was injured but its actually the re-enter stamp from science center. It look real man. And I am so proud of it. :DD

Ruzaini kept complaining I'm being too serious and I broke away from the mask. GAH! But thank you for being my loser this morning hearing out my lame rants. I swear, he really ticked me off with him being blur and I nearly when fountain all over (not because of him lah!) because he made it worse. But I had to look at the bright side that he actually played along. And Captain sly smile annoys me. :DDD OKAY NOW SAVE EARTH!

its a one minute show man!

I think, I wish to be sick.
So I'll always think of God and never get distracted about life.
And I do not really mean it above.

To those babes, who texted me thank you for texting.
And I was super nice to reply them. Now I think I have finger cramps.

Ruzaini just called me serious. HAHA!
Why, thank you mister.

identify me.

Today, I wish to be someone else.
Someone who is wearing a mask and totally unidentified.
Someone mysterious and calm.

I dont want to be spontaneous or wild.
I want to cool it of and stay relax.

I want to be unknown.

(my day was wasted. and i'm changing. thank you person.)
OH! NEW SKIN!

My one introduction.

Hello my name is Shazaa. Its just Shazaa. No Siti or Nur or any other second name but just Shazaa. I live with my parents, two brothers, 3 sisters and there's bibik. I have a very loud environment therefore I have trouble studying at home. Fact number one: I'm lazy. :D My mom was my K2 teacher and she likes to bully me. I used to live with my grandparents when I was younger. I used to go to Madrasah Aljunied cause it was my very own choice to go there. My lower primary life were usually at nenek's and the weekends were with my parents. I start taking the train by myself went I was in primary five. During my years in Aljunied, I enjoyed my secondary one days the most. I met awesome people during that year and got to learn new things. I met the sisterhood and here we are til now. I found my passion towards netball thank you to Kak Falah and her co. as well. We had major fun every thursday. There were so many joyous memories such as the intermadrasah the gunung ledang trip and other lah. All this ended when I received the news that I'll be migrating to Canada. Horibble. Canada was different. But it changed me. and that is a another chapter of my story line. (dah penat actually tak sangke it would be this long. Hiayaaak)

I wasnt in school today. HAHA!
Everyone woke up late. Like eight a.m. late and nobody wanted to get dress for school except for Shaheed cause he has a test today. Major HAHAHAHAH! to him. Plus I still have my devilish red eye and mama's planning drag me to the clinic. it was either the eye center(nonononono!) or the clinic.

Actually I planned on typing out so much today like the fact that I'm suffering a tummyache. AHHHHHHHHHH!!! Okay done. And also that the fact that I might not be able to come to school again tomorrow. The red eye is driving me crazy and is scaring the crap out of me. Oh yeah, I manage to finish up my Insya' today. HAHA! Advantages. My day went fast cause I slept alot and had another temperature. What is up with the body heat? I'm lacking of protein I think and receiving alot of tummyaches every night. The End.

I've been thinking of a new layout. Like GAH! should I do something with navigation or not? Should it be this or that. Haiya. I feel like hitting the cinemas again.