that dark aura.

Is it really my fault that every thing is tearing apart? Why are the fingers always pointing towards me or is it just me who sees it that way? I'm already offhand with everything but I'm no quitter. Pushing it through doesnt seems to work out.

Today's lunch was PWNED!
Too many 'I laugh uncontrollably' by the 'I laugh uncontrollably'.
Choked. Gag and Nose spitting (well close) as well. :DD

doubts i do own

Suicidal it is. I do not plan on hurting and disappointing anyone.

Ninety Ten Principles. *starts my mono tone*
Ninety percent will occur with how you react and ten percent is just meant to happen. Now note that. This is going to be my tale of ninetyten principle that wasnt suppose to be mine but I was the victim. Negative reactions will produce negative outcomes.

My mom was screaming at my sister already early in the morning. Due to that I tried my best to go back to sleep and ignore all her screams and I succeeded. She will wake me up mostly by her loud outrageous voice and I guess I presume that voice with the screaming voice earlier. The next thing I know it was eight in the morning. I was late for my dental appointment and grumpy already. I got ready as soon as possible and suddenly I noticed my wallet has gone missing! My sister might have took it with her when she was pissed off with mom's screaming. I was once the victim AGAIN! Since I have no money, no ez link card and no dental appointment card, I was poor. Bibik lend me her ez link card. Luckily the dental went smoothly. The clerk had mercy on me for not bringing my appointment card. As I was about to tap my card, a red light flash in and said "Please top up" Adult ez link card min top up TEN BUCKS! I had no ten bucks with me.

It wasn't my problem and I was the worst victim.
Sigh.

I was walking to school and wondered, if only there's only five hours of school I promise I'll come down everyday and never ever cut school. But awww, too bad that won't be possible. Thankyou cohort mates, friends and girlfriends for welcoming me to school. I am sorry I have been away cause I had a date with Mr.Sweet Smelling Dentist. Which I wont be seeing anymore. ):

Math burned me alive and I am practically half dead.
I'm in no mood to check my grammer or spell checks.
So do it yourself alright lovely?

THIS IS OUTRAGEOUSLY BOGUS!
Gdnight.

cat chase to look out for.

Promise me you'll close your eyes right after you hit the play button. This is a duet where he will do a du-et alone and not a du-et. Nick Patera. A nice white teeth owner who looks extremely adorable in purple. :BB

The blind side was a nice lovely movie to watch. Michael or Big Mike was sure lucky to find a nice warm family to cuddle him and show him the future. Although its like any other typical family movie, this one made an impact maybe because its base on a true story. Rating: I would never get tired of watching it. Four please.

Urgh.

When's that Mac coming in. I'm desperate.

a touchy one.

Picture was stolen from Aqilah's FB during the heart to heart talk with the netballers. I was holding my tears back in already during the drills and it just flow right out while the talk began. Thank you everyone for hearing me out and understanding my situation. Thanks alot to Ajeera for ALWAYS being there for me. To does who missed it YOU MISS ONE AWESOME TALK! to the netballers, lets get our head in the game and get it serious. We're big girls already. Best part: At the end of the day, THREE PEOPLE CRIED. :DD

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I miss the angklung girls♥. Seeing them talk about hurts alot. I miss Cikgu Dzul. Wondering how he's doing right now. I miss Kila, Mira, Fizah badly. Kulintang audition was on huh last saturday and I missed it. Have been waiting long enough and who knows I be next to Ain playing the game thang side by side and much more closer. i miss my girls♥♥♥
but I miss ain♥♥ badly. this is teary.

Glee is coming to town and I am sooooo excited. :DD
oh gaay feeling is going hee heee heee hiigggggh above.
while algebra is going dowww dowww dowwwn beloow.

Yes, I found out my algebra sucks so badly that you woulde prefer to live with a dead dogs surronding you. Even my tutor is worried. *gaaaaassp* Might need a lot of work. Pray for me lovers.

no need to tick.

Dhania found the guy on FB! and he's so dreaaaamy. His profile picture was worth melting over. But pity me cause Dhania manage to impress THE WHOLE FAMILY first before I did. Awwww. Then that goat got his awek already and Ilyas found his fav kiddies FB. Everyone is happy excpt for I. ))):

Rounded Bugis today with Ruz and HJN for our books and other stuffs. I saw soooo manny long lost faces and those who waved from far. :DD A nice short chat and we headed our way. HJN's first trip to Marina Barrage. The wind was blowing like non stop. For the entire half and hour it kept blowing and blowing and blowwwing. My nose was pinched by a senior I use to joke around during my year one in Irsyad but sadly I forgot your name. Awww.


Luke! You're the man.
I'm sooo sorrry you werent around with us due to the last minute plan.

I'll you grass if you behive.

Adam, I'm sorry for your loss. May god bless you and your family. I hope you're doing fine. Should have brought my backpack to school cause I did nothing. The Andalusia along with the form teacher were gone so English class was bared. By lunch, I was a tour guide with Ilyas as my partner. :DD It was superb awesome like.

Some Indos students came to visit and we broke into groups. My group had awesome boys and action little girlss. I want to slit theem but they turn into angels after the whole tour. So I reconsidered the option. [: Aww, I'm still nice. Little Haekal and Armin were two hot indon boys. Armin even made hand gestures circling this pointing finger and mouthed "switch facebook later" and grinned as for Haekal(first picture above) got nice hair bangs sticking out from his songkok. And I got a fan(!!!) of my very own (second picture with ilyas) that wont stop smirking around me and chuckling. Waved them goodbye and swap FBs.

HEAR IT OUT ZE SPECIAL INCIDENTS:

1. Dhania manage to impress a family of this cute boy and they even gave her their Jakarta addie. Lucky! She's a happy woman now. :DD
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
2. Ilyas, MatDin(pfft! XD) and Luke were kinda going crazy over this "indon chick". They can seriously make funny faces and face reactions about this "chicxzx" XDD Happy little boys now cause they got pictures and email from her. Oh thankyou I.
3. I forgot that awesome incident! golly.

I had a nice heart to heart talk with the netballers. Three people cried today AND I AM SO HAPPY! I hope there will be a change and we will be better than ever. And no movie tonight. )):

always there beside me.

*giggles* He's BESIDE YOU GOOF!
Mind the Caps because I'm FRUSTRATED ANNOYED PESTIFEROUS IRRITATED PEEVED TICKED OFF AND DEFINITELY PISSED OFF! I cant even solve basic math questions and I feel so stupid. I'm still clueless whats going on in class and get nothing. *bangs head here* I need an one on one tuition.

The little boys ruined my morning and I really had to rant it out to someone. Firstly via text then bahirah came and gave me a shoulder. I told Bah "You know what I want right now? Gather all these kids into a room and burn them. *evil emirk*" Bah was horrified already. :DD I decided to skip recess today and chilled at the rooftop with HJN. Borrowed the mat from the next door neighbour, sky gazing and took a nap. A nice short nap and was woken by the breezy wind gushing through my uniform. The rest of the day was perfectly normal until SOMEONE GRABBED MY MEE SOTO and I had to rush cause the bell was about to ring in the next ten more mins.

It has been a tragic day today.
):

not trying to hurt myself.

After six years of missing out the dental appointment, I finally went for it. *pats on the shoulder* I nearly received a lecture from the senior dentist when my sweet smelling dentist saved my life by saying "It's her first time". What a hero. :DD

After netball, I was watching Oprah on Hallmark and they were discussing about the science of sex appeal. I never kneww there were such thing as "the science of sex appeal"! American Idol was better than that. Speaking of sex appeal, Shifa and I were on our way to the platform when we saw a couple making out. Mumbling under my breath, the uncle started a conversation with us.

Uncle: Aiyaaa, following the western ah. Sheesh. (seriously mad)
(note: my slenge part. I thought he was referring to us because both of us were too into our texting)
Shifa & I: huhhh?
Uncle: Just now lah. That couple. They want to follow the western in the public. *grumble*
I: *smirks* I guess so. tsk.
(note: Shifa's selengeh part)
Shifa: What was he talking about?

I never felt so serene and peaceful until today. Talked with Shifa about our O's and got worried. Then came the calmness. The Maghrib feeling. The mosque atmosphere. Spectacular indeed. Then, more some reason I think I was mad. but at nothing. I need my space and the calmness I had before and I greed for it NOW.

I'm still geared up.

I believe in the magic of visualization and dreaming. No doubt I'm turning into a dreamer. Soon all my dreams will turn into a reality with some hardcore effort and prayers Insyallah. More motivational talk are pestering and lingering around the atmosphere. I smell the challenge and now its all up to me to start my engine and start roaring.

Mateen and I had a deal which pushed me harder to excel my O's. Shaheed is mocking me every single day and he's my BIGGEST COMPETITOR. My very own brother who will be taking the very same O level papers that I would be taking. But I'm still jinxed. I'm still sleeping in class during the beginning part of the lesson and only got freshen up during the last five mins. D:

It was raining today after school and the breeze was fabulous. Frh, Nana and I were talking about if we own some big cash how would we design our house. Penthouse, Walk in Wardrobe, Beach, Indoor Pool. Ohhh La La~

HAMKHA!

its the book that ive been searching for since i was sec two..
the title of the book is "Making every day count"by Pamela Espeland.
this book guides the readers through a whole year of problem solving, goal setting, positive thinking ,practical lifeskills.

Is that the book I wanted to borrow?
Shazaa, skali orang lain eh.

yes you goo, mayo is an instrument.

I am motivated.
Dont push it cause no one is stopping me.

I may not be close to Mais but she definitely inspired me alot. Seeing her up there on the stage as one of the top ten really motivates me. Dear Mais, if next year I'm one of the top ten, insyallah, you're definitely one of the reasons I manage to achieve so. Amin. :DD

The Seniors came to school for their O results'. I managed to meet up with Momo, Tawn, Sels, Ummi and manny more. It was great seeing them again as we caught up for a while with their new school life. Momo wrote me a letter and nearly brought me tears. Upon receiving heir results, my cohort were shaking as if we were about to receive ours. The tense in the atmosphere was inevitable. Afterwards Dhania, Aina and I couldnt help ourselves but to discuss how are we suppose to pass the entry exams for Junied. Whatever it is, I guess Maarif will be my back up plan. Pink huh? I'M GOING TO BE A SEXY FLAMINGO. :DD *rolls eyes*

HELLO DAD! Welcome to my blog.
He emailed me. Chatted with him on FB and TA-DAA!

Email:
(something about Just for Laugh on youtube that made his day)
Another thing that made my day today when I read Shazaa's blog about NYP and hospitality... kah...kah....kah.... I ketawa mcm nak rak..... you can post that to Just for Laugh.... :o)))))))))))

Dad: I miss garuk kepale you.
Shazaa: It hurts seyhh! You left me marks. I got cuts.
Dad: So make sure you go to hospital. not just hospitality.
Shazaa: OHMYGOOOOD! NOT YOU TOO! Mama minta duit.
Dad: Okay GTG.

Yes Syuhadah, Aiin and Ruzaini. I know I am a veryveryvery awesome goof.
I know what hospitality means. *stares into you like theres no tomorrow*

made in singapore GAG.

Last night, I got a call from my tailong coach at around nine. I was expecting about some netball updates when she decided to just ring me up for a JOKE. She started laughing already.

One day, there were two policemen chasing after a thief. they saw the thief went inside a garage. As the both policemen entered the garage they saw three sacks in line. They searched around the garage for the thief and decided to kick the sacks in case the thief was in there. When the kick the first sack it went "meoooooooooow." When they kicked the second sack it went "woooooooooof" But when they kick the third sack it went "POTATOOOOES!"

HA HA HA!

the joke of the night.

its a poly trip.

If only I could go more poly hunting then that would be nice.
Received too many freebies and won the lucky dip the hospitality and tourism department organized TWICE in a row. :DD But Syuhadah's gift was waywaywayyy betteeer. Not cool. I was hoping for the goodie bag outside at the front desk but they offered us toothpaste. If you want to own white teeth, NYP will provide you with a lifetime supply of toothpaste. I received four toothpastes in one day. :D AWESUUUUUME LIKE HORNY HERO! *raise eyebrow*

I was late. Met Shifa and Aiin at YCK with a special guest, SYUHADAH! somehow it was good to see her only no huggies. BOOOO! We headed the auditorium and I felt the vibe of excitment. noobies much. Walk around with students giving out information about their courses. Aiin and I kept commenting about the cute guy we met during the engineering tour until we received an "eheeem" behind us. effing bodoh eh? XDD SHAZAA'S EMBARRASSING MOMENT:
(note: the place was loud with too much talking and i am half deaf.)

(two girls approaching us)
Girl #1: hello, are you intersted in hospitali.....
Shazaa: Huh?! No. I dont like hospital.
*the rest looked at me*
Girl #2: no..no..no.. I meant hospitality and..
Shazaa: Ohhh! you mean the tourism thingy?!
*everyone laughing*

We headed bugis afterwards with random outcomes and aiin mouth hanging wide open inside the everlast shop. Did some bugis street shopping after meeting up deelot, frh and nana. We separated and headed home. thank you you for the treat and the bag. [:

netball

Mai and I conclude that I am jinxed.
Unlike Ronald Weasly, he kept vomitting slug but as for I?
I can only stay up awake the last five mins of the lessons, qand can barely stay awake during the early part of the lesson. Missssing alot!

Welcome Secondary One to wonderful thing called netball.
Seeing their faces and how enthusiastic they are reminds me of the old time when all of us were pure innocent and excited for netball. the time when everyone was so committed. now, its rather different cause all of us have grown and are much more experienced.

It was rather dull and I notice so whenever I trained them its like creating a zombie laland to live on. I decided to focus on the new comers with ajeera while azume handled the rest of the players. I was bummed and too lazy to train them anymore especially to disappoint myself. Grrreat things happen when I decided to hang out with Adib. She's the main reason why I get creativity to talk about craps. I miss the trainings in the old school when adib, jee, hjn momo, syafiq,lyna would joke around, cloud commenting, jump around, food theif a.k.a The Crow and aqilah's singing. Uber fun! :DD A quote from adibah.

Alamaaaaak, frh kate i betray die. you kate i betray you. you womeeen ah, alamaak, so fickle minded! Cannot make a choice. *makes a face impression*

Ended with a nice sweet victory yet worthless game.
it was worthless because we got the wrong objective.
BOO YAAAAAH!

dont pick your school.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIFI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIIN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THAT IRSYAD KAMBING!

may god bless you and may you succeed in everything you dream of doing.
stay alive and stay strong. [:

tomorrow is the last day of the week. the teachers barely flip pages all they do is talk talk and more talking. banding classes for maths and science. my science groupies manage to glance the marks for science from highest to lowest. Shocked with my position. I SUCCEED! Now, I manage to ace my english, geography and science. Malay is still hanging around the B's as for maths.. EFF! this is cow crap.

i am trying to making my life,
MY life.

no no no not you too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY FARAAAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY SKIIIIIN!
woah. seventeen huh? seventeen. like woah.
soon all of my girls will be seventeen. D:

Inter class cheer wasnt that bad. Bravo S4A for the awesome performance. The 2010 girls grads did try hard enough but I had fun laughing at the back by myself figuring out what to do next. The whole entire day was rather draggy but timetable are in and real school starts tomorrow.

happy schooling.

its a new time.

SAAAY HOLLLA! put your hands up in the airr.
yes, thankyoutwentyyzeronine.

first day of school, my loveliiies.
It was rather.. lovely? I give two thumbs up to the morning rain cause I was SUPER WET IN THE MORNING! slowly the seniors or should I say my cohort girls started to join my journey to schoool. major thumbs up. [: Level eight up above and turn to your right AND TADAAA A SEE THRU GARDEN! Not to mention the whole level is just us girls. 2010 graduates girls. poor boys still own the same old same old classroom. I luuuurve my new class and aloha to the new form teacher. :D Mingled around with the SLs from cordova and hung out in the MPR3 as we escape the talk. Assisted the exco with their wrapping and audie talks continued.

OFFICIALLY A SENIOR.
hellooooo graduation.

mission to mars.

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW.
I am absolutely excited about it. Level eight with all girls while the guys are down below.
PARTY ON LEVEL EIGHT! I hope this year school year will be awesooome. [: school stuff prepared and duties understood. This is pointless.

Gd'night.

cut the crap.

i find every date during twenty ten is awesome and unique. dont you?
01012010 02012010 03012010 04012010 05012010 :DD I think you get my point.
Coool aint it? i got a seecret.

I watch tv. And I found this.
freaking or friggin is a representative of a swear word.
and i believe in tv.

wife: dont say freaking!
husband: so what? its not a swear word.
wife: yes it is.
husband: no it isnt! its just a resemble of a swear word but it isnt!

my first few days of the new year was rather bummed. Celebrated Mak Long's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK LONG!, and hang out with cousins. It wasnt that big but it was rather mean as in average kind of way. Dragged by butt around the house and that's practically it.

I'm a loser that calls people names.
I swear. A sore loser. [:
and you are officially a loser for reading this loser-ic post of a loser being a sore loser.
WADDUP Y'ALL LOSERS!

BRRRRIDGING it.

I like this picture. See how superior HJN is.
GOD BLESS HJN! SHE RULE YOU BOYS OUT. JYEAAAH!

Happy 2010 People!
A brand new year already with new brand stuffs and things going on. Cik Nani got herself a new passport and some new items from Geylang that Shifa and I had to assist her earlier yesterday. Afterwards we headed town for no reason. I found Luke at Bugis who joined us afterwards. After the whole entire time hanging out Luke came out with this brilliant theory.

*talking talking talking*
Luke: *looks at shifa and me* Ehh, you two related eh.
I: *a question mark face* luqmaaan, she's my sister.
Luke: HAHA! Seriously?! I thought she was your secondary four friend!

Muka Shifa Tua! HA-HA! But during the whole entire conversation, he kept backing shifa up. Not cool. HJN's mom wanted to join for fireworks and mama got excited! Settled down infront marina square and played few games while waiting for 12:00 am. The crew behind me was rocking awesuuuume. Kudos to you people cause I was the only screaming person out of the nine of us. So I decided to join them screaming out loud just to play Singaporean. :DD 45 mins stucked in human traffic with many kinds of bumps, smells and scream fests.

BYE!

sun with sunglasses are major kudos.

good morning boogers!

I am off to school in ten more mins and my tummy is growling but the breakfast isnt that deli. I cant stuff non (deli)ciouuuus food in my tummy while its growling it will make it even worse. So its math class today. :DD And there's netball friendly afterwards. OH YEAAAH! hardcore fun then. I'll update on those later caause I ain't physic to know how would it go. Who knows we might win. :DD

&& today, I am going to dictionary.com
on the word RAYBAN AND WAYFARERS

Enjoy your day And I'm outto.
Adiooos.

16 hours later...

I am baaack! :DD with the update i promise.
The morning crowd was going biserrrrk and boy all I want was the aircon badly! So I decided to wait up for the girls at bradell. On my way, the earplugs were on and I was only looking forward for the upbeat songs only. I had that big fat urge to bang my head and air guitar the songs in the middle of the train just like those commercials. If only Mellyssa was there would be even better! :DD Math workshop was worth the four hours. Headed Everlast at ION afterwards with ain, ezzati and shifa. We were all going crazy over the shoes. An hour late for netball. D:

Punished. Five rounds around the whole perimeter with 20 pumps. Holy molly my stamina is going down like Jack and Jill tumbling the hill when they were about to go fetch a pail of water. I need a skipping rope and that mill thing where I can do some indoor jogging. Eh, I won the matches I played. SO BRAVA! It did happen. Aiin grabs stuffs. Headed Causeway with Shifa and met Aiin at Cotton On. After Shifa went off, Mom wanted to catch a movie. Dinner at Siam Kitchen and we got second front row seats for Sherlock Holmes. VIP seats as you can see. I took some few naps and the sarcasms in the movie were delicious. The Holmes dude reminds me of that dude from House and the jokes were so literate. I barely get them. Rating? three.

this is nothing big,
but why do I see the word 'infatuation' on hjn's tumblr and ruz's fb status?
coincidence or what? Happy New Year Eve.

rusda punye desktop bg gambar aku. :DD

Spent the day at HJN's all day long with Ruz right after popular shopping. It was rather dull until the conversation with positive dude occurred. It was on mic so he heard everything we say so it was less typing. At the end, he called me a fatso and kaki kutuk because I talked alot. And the fatso didnt literally meant by fat it was like this term nobody had any idea what it was. D: I was the nearest to the laptop of course lah i talk alot. I'm like the first switch in an electric circuit so I receive the electricity first.

fbing some pictures and commenting on them alot. If fb got fblarity, it might actually increase mega faaast. and azume kept liking those pictures where i wore that mermaid skirt. :DD thankyou ehh.


Beforeee I forget.
THIS THING IS FRIGGIN COOL STUFFINGS!
I want a year supply of this in my stokings.
or postbox.

Hello Ahmad, your Ice Lemon Tea was intoxicated I think.
Cause I'm having tummy ache.

Oi picture. You are so friggin true.
I am much more happier when its rainning with an additional raincoat and rubber boots will do it even finer.

Now Harry Potter is much more classic than those Jacob people and Edward kinds. They dont even own FANGS! I thought vampires couldnt see thier reflection but how come the Cullens get to see how the look like. Thats fake. Playing spells are way better.

Alvin and the Chipmunks werent that bad. Well, the whole music and chipmunk cuteness made it nice?Now, I think my family got issues cause they seriously need to lower down your volume! Shaheed's immature level is this | | long. I bet its longer, Im just playing nice. I swear. He's like this idiot plus a moron plus this jackass that owns a big fat ego with an additional of a big buttock. All he cares about everyday is his body and how high he can jump and how tough he is. he's a wimp. Acknowledge how frustrated I am. And if youre reading this, GROW UP! Might ease mama condition since dad's gone.

AND CONGRATULATIONS!
I'm into books and not Singapore Idol. I forgot everything about yesterday and now....
All I got to do now is pay my library fines.
donations? (:

they thought they knew whats best for us.

I would love to but nothing's motivating me and the outside seems.. uninteresting. is it my fault? I dot think so but thanks for the invitation picture. Have fun doing stuff outside. [:

Its Sunday isnt it? Sorry, I kept messing up the days. I thought today was Monday until that loud "melodious" thang downstairs started to play and no big chances the malays would do any wedding ceremony on Monday. Dad's off already and I had two breakfast a brunch and still pigging out. Big Bonus: the huge baggy red pants and a veryveryvery long sleeves. The boys were still sleeping so we had the whole house by ourselves. It was rather enjoyable. Ganged up with Shiham and sat on Shifa while we pulled mama's pants who was trying to save her and as a big finale we put milk inside Shazrah's ear. :DD I had to gag and laugh so hard that the milk I had previously could have poof out from my belly button.

Every blog I read and every tumblr i found upon, I would always well, summarize the how the author is. the character, the coolness, the uniqueness. I am definitely jealous. Sometimes, I would have that urge to go with their style which is definitely not cool. But sometimes, youre just clueless of who you are. Is still our fault? I wonder how you readers interpret me.

The phone finally shut up and a peaceful Sunday day.
today is so slooow. Gd'day.

chirstmas is over. I WANT BOXING DAY.

shz #1: *gaaaasp* Shazaaa! dont say the F word!

shz: #2: no i didnt the picture did. I'm just expressing and the F word is not included.

its the season to be guilty.

fa la la la la la la la la.

i feel like a cheesy hypocrite.

fa la la la la la la la la.

let it be it oh so be it.

fa la la la la la la.

i need the washroom badly.

FA LA LA LA LA LA

LA LA LA LA!!

make me look good.

So, I found this picture on fb.

now dear shazaa, whatthehell were you doing?!

but i love the whole concept of the picture. SAVE TREES OR ILL HUNT YOU.

Dad's leaving for CA tomorrow and everyone is dying to come with him but with school in the next few days no chance ca we tag along. All the best with you exams dad. The whole family went out today and we headed ICA for Shaheed's IC. The whole family minus mom and shaheed got stuck in the lift. That lift really got issues. But the worst part was the lift kept vibrating and shaking. I felt like a meaty flesh milkshake in a blender. Now I know how fruits felt being blended by the blender. I was starving already and the whole vibrating situation made it even worse. Luckily, shazrah brought some food and i got GO! :DD PSP and phone games all the way until we got rescued.

I have always love mickey's twice upon a christmas especially this part.

Maxie is such a sizzling pancake and that hair. <33

I miss you too.

STE camp is over and I'm gonna miss everything. From the kids to facilitating to the mates, the activities and the hassle. It has been an experience. Congratulations you guys! I thought you all did a terrific job organizing. (: P.S. Syuhadah, Youre Dead.

The perfect Eve Chirstmas last night. Although I did wish we were back in CA where things were hard yet peaceful. I guess Singapore isnt really the best home sweet home but its still a memorable place. The parents book a midnight movie at downtown east. Avatar 3D. Boy, it was worth every penny. Parents took a couple seat the back which i find it cute and the kiddos were right infront with bibik. Shifa kept flinching and gave me a shock. Reached home nearly at four and I was still awake watching some chirstmas movie.

Currently typing away from Thompson Plaza.
Munching on my sandwich. Happy hols.

feeling too much love here. flash me back to reality please.

Syu texted me about what happen today, I hate her and F1. I want a scene like that too. I want to blush like a small girl like syu too. :DD Now, I never notice tumblr vids so much until I decided to be nice and checked out Naj original. And now, is on replay over again and again and im smiling. I am falling in love at nothing. *sinngs lion king can you feel the love tonight*

then i tumble into another story. another love scene.
Four years ago, when i was 18, i noticed that at night my front window is very reflective so i was pretending to dive in slow motion and shoot, dual pistol style. Suddenly a really hot girl walked past and i was startled and fell over. Embarrassed i waited for a bit and then stood up. As i stoop up i saw her slowly shooting an imaginary rifle from behind a car. We then proceeded to do this for 10 minutes until she did an extremely dramatic death. She wasn't getting up so i went outside to meet her. Once i got to where she was, there was nothing but a piece of paper with a mobile number on it. Today, we are getting married. MLIA

Too much illusion.
Love is terrible yet a wonderful thing.

editted.

I, Shazaa



Am still



Bored after

editting pictures of my friends.

Syuhadah, doesnt this remind you of anything? :DD
Cause i did recall something.










the fat brown evelope looked like they were filled with drugs. So Syuu and I played smugglers and scared the crap out of farah who finally got it. :DD

Congratulations Deelot for being a luke girl version. See how ASAP she uploaded today's event. Unlike Farah right? So Ruzaini girl version.

I wont blame the monday blues but yessss, it wasnt the perfect Monday day. I was late. Had a stomachache and cramps. Couldnt find my one and only black pants. Was horrible being the game master. Disappointing STE results. Felt guilty. Felt unwanted. Self embarrassed. Mood swung. It was rather horrible and my emoticons was running all over the corner. I lost control of myself.

But lets look at the bright side,
I met the girls like deelot, farah, ain, shifa, syuuuuuuu, mellly! and all those maties. :DD I was so gald to see them and just kid around with them all day long. GLEEFUL GIRLGIRL WAS I! I received awesome game master mates, you know who you are, a station full of entertainment, humongous laughs and a warming comfort from the girls. (: Highlight Today! F1 approached us and did this action towards Syuhadah and Aliah and I were melting watching the whole thing and replaying it again and again played in our minds. It was soooo cute and syu was grinning hard alreaaady. :DD

Headed Uniqlo with Ruzaini afterwards and met up with Farah and 's. It was a rather unplanned outing and we rather did had a minor fun. I was hoping not to bump into any familiar faces which is an impossible attempt.

WHY ARE YOU AWAY WHEN I NEED YOU?
ey worst down feeling when youre gone.

i forgot about it.

I got issues with ugly faces.
Its on AUTOPILOT YO!

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TAKE #4

Another Sunday like any other. Headed the grandparents' while parents went off to some talk. I was bored as usual cause I am big and the rest were small. I was a lost connection. I decided to tag the oldies to the mall. Yes, I am an oldie. Went school shopping and texted the girlfies about tomorrow. I need better jokes.

Ilyas tagged to me this. and I am in love with it.
thank you. (:

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you
would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my
opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in
your life yesterday.But I noticed you were too busy, trying to
find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house
getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to
stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you
had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a
chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet.


I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and
called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched
patiently all day long.With all your activities I guess you
were too busy to say anything to me. I noticed that before lunch
you looked around,may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that
is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables
over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly
before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more
time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet.


You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do.
After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't
know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and
you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about
anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you
watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.

Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to
your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time.
That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you.
I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach
you how to be patient with others as well. I love you so much
that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful
part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.


Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait,
with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me
some time.Have a nice day!

Your Friend
ALLAH

it was priceless.

Above there is Naj. I met her at the tumblr meetup but didnt had the chance to talk to her. a simply hi and bye and thats it. but then again, the vid above made me giggle tonight cause i'm feeling a bit down. :D So thank you Naj.

Back from vacaaaaaaay! Hit some random Melacca place and just settled there. I should be pigging out on food but instead I was doing my panda moments sleeping all day long. It was no fun cause I missed awesome movies. Pfft. Played Gladiator in the pool with the whole family including mom and the kiddos did fart alot in the pool.

Without Bibik around, the whole suite was ours. Anyone can go half naked anytime they want. Advantage number one. :D Advantage number two, the mini fridge was empty so the whole family had this immediate thought to go shopping for the fridge right after lunch. I still wonder why did we get two cartons of chocolate milk? Advantage number three, it rained heavily and everyone snuggled against one another. We watched G-force on Mac and blankets everywhere with chocolate milks and there were barely any gaps. The perfect winter scene minus the fireplace.

no technology, no work, no worries
and tons of laughter. the perfect family vacay.
<33



Some pointers:

• Shaheed and I had a contest.
  Who receive the most texts upon reaching Singapore.
  Shaheed - 23 texts Shazaa - 32 texts
• I am no liar. You're just a misunderstood turd.
• You came back now? Why.
  
• Mateeen was so nice to say gdnight all the way from KL eh? XDD
  have fun with your vacation.
• I miss HJN, Luke, Ruz, Momo terribly. Sorry Hafiz tak rindu sgt ah.
  Cant wait for an outing with them.
• I wannnt school.
• Two items from wishlist? Got.