(not anymore)
My mom kept reminding me that I'm already ending my teenhood and adulthood will be coming sooner or later. But whatever it is, its near. Each day, I barely reflect how my day went or what I've learn on that particular day. I've wasted my time. But today's different. Today will be my new beginning. (dundunduuuun!)
I tried to help a friend this morning and the future of the person might be at stake. Apparently it didnt seemed to be appreciated. Well that's my point of view. Despite the mockery and heart pain i received,(yes bozo, i was scarred by you. *smack head*) I elated myself because of a new "concept". If a friend out there is happy and I shouldnt be sad nor should I be down. Smile for the sake of your friend.
The day started fresh. The school congrats the female athletes for getting the championship for the IMG Girls division. All of us were sparkling with pride. Congratulations to us. *victory dance* The lesson begun and I had my downs. Lately, I've been rather sensitive and emotional effected. Still cant find the reason why. So I took a piece of paper wrote to myself to keep smiling, head held up high, stand firmly and to stay strong. As long as I'm breathing I can do it. It felt better. But I began to write again. I told myself,
"Shazaa, everyday you are going to grow a day wiser. you're going to learn something.
and if you dont, you're going to find it til the day ends."
The rest of the day, miraculously, surprisingly, unbelievably, many wisdom embarked upon me and now, I just cant wait to share it with the world. Today, I'm determined.
Had a hell of fun both at work and at Desaru for the anniversary celebration and also the holiday. Day One was major traveling. Day two was superb lepakz. Sleeping all day. Day three was adventure. Suna in the morning, swimming afterwards. Spa and Go Kart then. :D Fats are popping out as well. Say HI YA'ALL!
