the pic say it all.

the whole morning i chatted with few peoples. then yan got her wacked on and maya just increased my lets say motility to shop for clothes. gawwd. later than yan told me bot the japan vid/episode cos i was bored so i go for it. well i nvr regret it. watched it like for the whole day. i didn't even bathed until magrib. shut up. i cant help it. plus its shifa' fault too. she kept pushing me to watch each episode. so far finished about 8 episode. but i skipped till episode 12. siince yan was done watching it so she was like:
"the last part remind me of the sisters ar"
ans this question, did u like try to cry?

it was so sad.
touched. okay DIAM.
the hilarious thiing was while i was watching a classmate was so shocked that i was wtching it. why cos i use to dissed it so much. He was like "your watching it?! big surprise" GOD, shut up.
didn't had the much mood.oh while watching it. talked to braem.

conclusion:
weird. i dont get it. and he dosen't get it. :]]

dad left for montreal. snow storm is over i guess. and he called home after few min gone.
he talked to me about my schooling. yes MY FUTURE SINGAPORE SCHOOL.
well everyone knew basically its ALJUNIED OR IRSYAD.

you guys have no idea how tough it is. how im stressing with this decision. my plan was to take exams for aljunied if i tk dpt then irsyad it is. but i dont think this is going to work. neither does my parents and even you guys knew that. its hard im telling you. HARD. its like maybe O'level math hard. both school wants the results as fast as possible. irsyad wants the decision before school closes and im late already. plus i dont want to miss the most looking forward days. ive always loved aljunied sports days AND next year is the intermadrasah. andn i want to represent as an aljuniedian. im sorry that i'll be disappointing you sisters. but i dont want to waste my time and nvr dream to be in sec2 2008. but ill be an irsyadian. yes. iryadian. ;[[ hey but its not going to be bad riight. rusda,malsa,farah,shira(yes my cousin),azie and some other ppl will be there riight with me. i know u sisters are dissapointed but hey come on smile for me. we'll hang out together. i might visit aljunied and i might actually balik tampines with the east folks. you guys wait for me at school then we balik sesame. or u ppl dtg irsyad. i guess ill be kat irsyad for 2 yrs or 1 yr. dad advise that i should take my STE kat irsyad. then in the morning, ill still naek mrt with hasanah and aisyah, and maybe ill go meet ain. then when u guys have netball practice i could come and visit and see u all play riight?

hey, im not happy or satisfied with my decision.
i miss all the aljunidians. i miss (kaks)ishmah,falah,mus,dila,seri,aizah,pija ad all those other netball kaks and nons.
but i guess its the best for me.
cheer me up darling sisters. be happy. smile for me.
no worries, we'll still hang out maybe every sat.or go to ppls hse.
we're always be together and stick together.
ILYalldearly.
:]

it the morning talk to few people,like wonderful rusda. then mama told me to get off and prepared breakfast. but then while waiting for the prata (yes, prata) so when online talked to boring muhaimin, grouchy maya, awesome haris and caring syimir. while i did something else. i helped maya out and all. and she jus made me want to shop for more clothes and jeans. DAMN. im growing up. i cant believe i cant wait to go shopping. well its more like hanging out with gfs. i really wanted to help maya, as she was so down but i had to get ready so sorry hun. got ready,and left. and woooah. it was at 11 sumtin and the interchange were dead. no body was there xcpt for few. shaheed hold a door for a lady and got 3 chocolates. nice eh. later than in between the journeys i had a bad feeling cause i didn't know what time it strts, so i was afraid that we were going to miss it. then reached school and was so glad they havent strt yet. did my prayers and the game strts. omg the questions were so easy. grade nine science mostly and kinetic and potential energy usually. me and kaha a grade 11 girl answered most of the questions the other help to agree and support us like that. so we rock the science and social studies question but we totally suck at Islamic studies.embarrassing much. tsk2. we got every I.S. question wrong. then our hero,ilyas, saved us from the embarrassment. the question was: how many surahs were there in the quran? AND NOBODY KNEW. astagfirullah. xcpt for ilyas. we were so happy. oh guess what the prize. $10 for winners $5 for runner up =.=" but thank god we still won didd we. haha. then got home and tired wtched shark tales and all.







make story short:
shaheed lose and i won
&& i think im sick.

the whole journey, i kept saying to myself today is going to be an awesome day over and over. well it was quite. french class was lively. the tchr was all of the sudden so cheerful he kept sayin gi love you too to the guys and calling them dears. HAHA. the english KILLED MY MOOD. i got ditched alone during lunch. how sad. how i miss ain and the other sisters all of the sudden that time. during kutbah i slept. sagal was very comfortable cos i land my head on top of her shoulder. then the girls chairs were covered with chalk dust excpt for mine. but then later MY CHAIR got chalked too and wet. >;[ mad mad mad. while native i planned to eat my jellybeans i brought to school. CRAP then. i realized that it was gone and i found the plastic below my table! DAMNN YOU BOYS. ibraheem told me what happen and all. GRRR. on the way home was so scary, there was this guy i think he was hung over talking about "fucking you" something like that as i only kept hearing the word "fuck". scarry. then walk alone while talking on the phone with anoosh.



i got to admit but with ibraheem taking the bus is fun.

morning, the sisters and other ppl made me smile when they attack me with IM thanks, the bus was PACKED. the snow was troublesome. the morning was okay.the class wasnt that high today cos khaled wasnt in hah. the lunch was rawking awesome. some grade 11 rubbed snow in my face so badly.2 of them like jumped on me! First i cant really breathe and there were snow in my nose and mouth. then i took a handful of snow and rubbed back one of them next i found out i got attacked! CRAP. then played around and all. computer i actually got 96 not 98. hrmph but alhamdlliah thanks god riight.i got 91 for maths. :D yay yay! lateer then snowing like hard. Ibraheem just again being weird. as usual he was walking to the bus stop with us, all of the sudden i found him beside me. weird. and aisha just pissed me off. RAWWWR. the days really fast somehow. talked to abdulasis on msn. omg weird dude la kau. he forced me to play burning building cause hes too scared to play T or D. im pure evil la. im good at it. the game was hilarious!
he made me laugh so hard that i cant stop smiling. so then talked to anoosh on the phone and did my native homework actually. but its somehow like english so i called it eng homework. thanks syimir for helping me out. i hope the teacher like it. now im really sleepy and tired. talking not much with maya.

TODAY THANKS,
MAI.MAYA.SKIN.DANIAL.NADHIRAH.SYIMIR.
ABDULASIS.ANOOSH.ASHA.IBRAHEEM.LEYLA.
ME. ;D good maarks.

today is my laughing day. i laughed the WHOLE DAY. most of it were dirty stuffs. XP then during lunch i heard they had a snowball fight GIRLS V.S BOYS. and i missed it! i had student council meeting hrmph. well at least ppl laughed at my joke. okay tk important. then after lunch, as i was late for class everyone was like dead serious it was weiird. then all of the sudden my table, and sum dudes strted to somehow be wild it and nthe class all of the sudden was WILD everyone was hyper it was the best moment. it was funny. i laughed too much today.

maya and me had the most crappiest fight ever this morning and it was so random.we shud frame it u noe. hrmph.

last night, while talking to syimir i told him the most random thing he ever heard after that everything he said was a laughing matter for me even the word "ok la" then make me smile and laughing even more when he kept apologizing from making me laughing. haha dude u cant be random and yet u were random too yesterday.

something is just weird today. i feel diffrent as im diffrent i change like so badly i became more bossier,egoist,and meaner and other stuff which is so weiird. i really have to know how ive change. dear sisters, be honenst ad truthfully tell me. i want to ask syimir but he will end up saying either oh i think it rude or i dont know or sumtin else.no offence XP. okay shut up.

is that it?
the end.

morning was weird. mai, its not that i like to specialize on the sisters but i got o u all in diffrent moment and time and u ppl are like special in u ppl own way.comeon dont be like that. im nt saying that maya and ain are better than the others. its just that im close with them.you ppl are all equal on the same level no one is on the higher rank. xcpt for yan. :D hehehehhehe jeng jeng jeng. i made a stupid mistake for math quiz, shot. or else i will get 100%. i got my sciences marks for first term report card. and im not satisfied with it.grr. i got 85! i dont care bot shaheed's marks cos it makes me even more mad. then i got marks for natives. okay these marks doesn't satisfied or make me happy at all!i realized that when u work hard, study hard, you have to do it with you heart and be humble.calm yourself and dont get all excited. always remember Allah and pray before u do something.gym wasnt xciting. or fun. French was weird. i asked the tchr for a piece of orange and somehow ppl strt laughing. =.= oh i attack some how burst my bubble or upsetness and anger on anoosh. but then everything was cool. thing is just weird today.

P.S.

AKU TGH TAKOT NI. psl aljunied nyer exams. wheres my notes. i need my notes. i need to study now. i need to be prepared! da la zaki tkot kn aku with the exams.

reread the post below.

YANNY&MAYA&KAK ANI YOU PPL ARE BIG ASSY IN THE HOLE.
YOU #$%^&!!
I WAN TO SMASH THAT PEE ASS PEE OF YOURS!
aku shud get first bkn krg!!
RAWWWWR.



the end.

well im tired of following you everywhere. its just not me. whats the point, it makes me more like a follower than an independent person. guess what, im an independent person. so heck, if u want to come with me come if u dont fine. why cos you actually end up leaving me alone at the corner. thats for you.

todaay,
missed the bus today and i blamed it all on shaheed. he kept on saying"diam bodoh" everytime i open my mouth.it was hilarious! computer class was rawking funny. i out an weird accent and anoosh made me hyper until 3rd period. weird assy tchr. french ruin my mood the whole day. THAANKS. the lunch CRAP! i got A for science project so close of getting B-. scary.
after school chatted. that person hurt my feeling badly. i know its so stupid as its kinda of childish. i dont know why but somehow i took in seriously. you hurt me badly that u took my smile away that i just had.u tried to get it back after you know that i was hurt cos i told you but i dont know why i jus wont accpt it but i will one day. syimir tried his best to make me smile. thanks for caring you. but he just didd really make me smile. but then smile came back with laughter. dad and shaheed cracked me up so badly during dinner that i was rolling on the floor. shaheed's question made me laugh so loud and dad's french "oui,oui" story made me rolling on the floor. ILYboys♥
;]


ehk yanny,
aku miss ko ar. lame seyy kamu tk online. i miss crapping with you. the weird conversation.
MASOK AR.

maya,
i know you guys will help me out but cpt2 la im running out of time. how am i suppose to blaja in 5 weeks or less.

ehk i wan a PSP, sony coolpix(only maya knows whats that),a cellphone of my choice bla balik spore,wonderful life full of great friends and true friends and dpt masok aljunied in 2008,dpt masok sec3 and also forever with the sisters.

i dont wan to masok irsyad. pls pls pls. HELP ME.

my blog is full of stuff that happen thru out the days. but i realized something whats the point. why would ppl wannt to know what happen during my days. its only for me to know unless something interesting or will kept as memories.

i have 5 more weeks left till ill be back. how happy i am. i just cant wait. but is this really what i want. OF COURSE it is. there with my sisters. then again i dont think ill be with them the whole entire week. or i might. i dont even know if i might go to aljunied. the biggest possibility for me is to masok aljunied. its an easy and go for me to masok irsyad. but i dont want to masok irsyad cos aljunied is living in me. thats my second home where i meet the important ppl in my life and live in me that make me me, the sisters. i wont be the way i am if its not for them. i appreciate all of them for coming into my life. i do want to masok aljunied but how? i have a test to take and few weeks to study will i be able to manage it all. my mind is blank when it comes to expressing it to people. but when im alone with my mind, all of them rush out making me think and make me confuse.it just doesn't make any sense.

im blanked
thats it.
i have lots in my mind but hard to let it go.

Monday,
i cant remember anything else except that my nose was bleeding. it was ouch. seriously.its
wednesday right now and i someow cant feel my nose like my nose was before. i think dislocated it.OMGAWD. awesome. i think. and gym we played football.WEEWT~ beside all those are that monday morning are always the best and will always be the best amin.

Tuesday,
the morning i jus feel angry at the world.i dont knnow why. i was jus angry. then shaheed kept drinking my hot chocolate.i cant really remember anything much xcpt for sort of boring tuesday with intersting things that happen and special which i cant remember. but gym was awesome and hilarious too. its not that i dont like basketball but i just feel bad playing it. but during this game, i sweat for real! and the tchr gave alot of compliment while i was playing as she said i was playing tough. i swear it was hilarious trying to get the ball. then i perfect catch and jump. okay shaza DIAM. brag much riight.

Wednesday,
i had to run in the morning to catch up with the bus. its like embrassing tho somehow.
i had this weird attititude all of the sudden. i didd talk to anyone when i reached scaooshool.
i just shut up like that. then i was hyper in like SNAP. bwhahahha. weiird. goo riight.the twinnys cracked me up so badly. that we had weird convos and so fun ones too. then at school, anooshs cell no. was written on the board and she got 3 prankedcall. gawd thses boys are so immature.
they have no life! plus they are SO WEIRD.we wanted to know stuff so i talked to one of shaheeds fren. the shiest kid turn to be the not-so-too-many-question type of kid. from the prblm to a friendly convo. then talked to syimir. you scared me. i dont get you. what do u mean about all those stuff. you beenn thinking again huh. i played wedding dash WEWT~ then talk to syimir and this girl from muslimah alive camp,i forgot her name bt i call her rin. we were so close during the camp that we go every year. farah noes wat im talking about.if u do remember. later than watched ET and go to sleep.

Thrsday,
today. hrmph. morning was like that. reached school and start talking to people. but i was as talkative and hyper as yesterday.weiird i think. i dont feel like explaining the dayl but it was just hmm what shud i say.diffrent.a little weird.but non of them really describe it. and after school i got angry agaiin. for nothing.

i dont know what else.

on Saturday, aunt omaima,my sitter, invited the family for dinner. the food was okay. i ate everything, so there i sound like a pig. the brownie was DELICIOUS, it was so moise. so while the adults chatted away, me and shifa were at the corner playing games from the cellphone and taking pictures with mine the whole time, quite fun though.

SUNDAY,
spend the whole day infornt of the computer playing wedding dash.then all of the sudden,i stopped just like that i start doing my work. finished everything up somehow in a rush and later chatted with syimir and shut everything down and sleep.

MONDAY.
i woke up at 620 andn was suppose to get ready in 30min.WTH. everything including cleaning my bag. andn you have no dea how long it takes me to wear my hijab. but then agaiin wow i got ready in 20 min including getting my hot chocolate ready. XP it was a morning until i reached school. GAWD theese people make me stress. i noe we had a 2 test straight but come one give me a brck! somehow i got brainwash there after i had a "ur stupid" argument with shaheed. computer and geo test was okay. i hope i score 100% amin. french was BLEH.lunch was interesting. we were commenting on ppl. i was known as the leprechauns, why? cos i look pure innocent when im pure evilicious only people who knows me well knows so.and so on which i quite somehow agree. i have secrets. >:D well sumtin like that. then science was noisy until that dirty thought me anoosh and asha had. -cough- so siick you dont need to know. we were laughing so hard and DISGUSTING. the sickest joke i ever made. tsk tsk tsk. then gym easy say IT WAS FOOTBALL. AWESOME MUCH. but the game wasnt that fun cos i nose got hit agaiin. this time bleeding and i can still feel the pain. i think thats it. home. i had a stupid argument wiht my mother, which was my fault cause i had no idea wtheck is wrong with me!

okay there.

thursday night with syimir was the HIT. well, i cant help being bored and he always try to make me do sumtin. well i forgot to tell you that i had a veery very evilistic mood going on. well he wanted to help me so we played TRUE OR DARE. -insertslyface- only he knows whats going on. those dares, that he got so scared that he only pick true. CHICKEN. and those truth which crack me up so badly that im going to tease him so badly that bwhahahaha. no kidding but i might. well thanks to him that we played till i got tired and doze off just like that.

FRIDAY!!
very very odd morning. geography "test" was quite easy. eng was uh awkward. LUNCH WAS OFF THE HOOK! khadijah,neema,anoosh,zahra and aisha RAWK MY LUNCH LIKE CLIICK. u sicky sicky yellow red orange pick minded ppl. then health was about marriage. it was laughing here and there. about boys and all. jeng jeng jeng. we got 10 min late for the next class. tchr sureer wasnt at school. so the un trained tchr taught us. god that moment i really have to go to the washroom. and she was like no. i kep arguing back ad god i wish i could beat her up. got released i ran to the washroom. what a relief. ;D then at home i slacked just like that so tired. talk to maya. now sat morning talking to sha after did the eww eww eww dishes.
theres my day.

WEDNESDAY
today morning was cold. everything was lame. i dun like today. i was been really clumsy.then i had executive student council meeting, then i changed. i was like all quiet i hate noise and jus want the world to keep quiet. i need candy. nuthin much happen. things have change alot then after lunch. i hate the school dramas that the girls made. pathetic much. after all those gloomy times then balik yannys post made me laugh a little. hah. we got connections ar girl dah dasar sisters cannnot help it whaat. we were meant together.one for all, all for one.


OUHK I GOT 100% FOR MY GEO TEST. ITS LIKE A MIRACLE. nobody really understands it xcpt me and anoosh about our test getting full marks. but im happy.
thanks Allah.




ehk i really hope that i will get a sony coolpix and a PSP and a wonderful life kat singapore. amin.

today was nothing interesting so there.



THURSDAY.
okay messsed up.

gawwd my period is really messing my mood. bad bad bad. my morning was sad. even the most cheerful song wasnt ouhk so cheerful. then reach school. omg why cant every day be like mondays. why must it be like this. pfft. i guess thats life. ouhk me,fatima,anoosh and ilham had to clean as in SCRUB all the desk(girls) cos we were somehow caught "doddle" on the desk. i swear it wasnt me it was fatima and he said that " best frieds stick together". we dont even hangn out with eacch other like that we only sit together =.= how can we get punish for something we didd evenn do. but i got to admit it was kind of fun. but the bleach's smell was crap. -gaggs- i hope everyday was is the best day of my life at school and socialize much at school like i was. amin. u wont understand. only i do.("p) computer class was a crack. ha. didd expect that to happen. here's the story:

me: oh my god, im goiing to fail. im going to fail. im going to fail.
tchr:(calling names to give back the test back until it reach my name) shazaa.
me: im going to fail.
tchr: shazaa!
me: yeah, im going to fail.
tchr: good job, you got the highest.
me: SAY WALAHI!
tchr: -smiles-

i swear computer test was so weiird. i dun even get the english. it was like going round and round. i thought the wither one of the guys were going to get the highest. plus i didd even study much. the stuff i study werent even in the test! wow. i am a geek. xD . eng was dead bored. we had to listen to this thing about poems. then have to imagine and picture whats going on. close the eyes and head downs. too slow that i fell asleep. they shud have left me sleeping. then the eng is really hard to argue, i swear. i told him he should be the debate club tchr in charge. i bet we're going to win if he was in charge. hah. well he said he took lawyer studies and was about to become a lawyer but he change his mind.


off to do my geography project and test and also science project.
whats new??

i start my day very very very gloomy,moody and what ever which is sad,mad,anngry and what ever mood which is do not include smiling and laughing. my morning was cloudy and the day was cloudy and cold. all the song in my mp3 were sad and down slow songs. "what the hell. whats is going on. gawd!" I CANT EVEN SMILE. i didd talk and was so tireed and sleepy. even my hot chocolate didd cheer me up cos it was bad. then i reached school, anoosh asked whats with the face. the teacher asked whats with the hoodies on. thenn everything was okaay.then my mood change. native test was easy i hope i get 100%. amin. even asha did well cos i taught her cos shes like a failing student and she need this test to help her and she did well. so as a friend im quit proud.
later lunch was weiird. played soccer using a basketball. gym wasnt that fun. i got hit on the face with a basketball. now my nose is red after few hours till now and my glasses are like screw up. GRR. i got 100% for French test AAAAAAHHHH!!! YAY!! shaheed made me this guessing game the whole journey on the way home. URGGH. then makan and sumtin sumtin so yeeah. thats it,





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AKU HATE KORANG♥.

urgh. i want to hit you guys so badly that i cry and hugged you girls.

HATE HATE HATE hate hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE HATE HATE hate hate

today, after the whole last night thing. only that certain person knows and cheered me up with the person positive thoughts (thanks kamu.) i feel much better. my morning was excellent. i had this good fresh awesome attitude.i dress all perfect and all. log in the internet as i was SUPER EARLY. then shaheed rock my morning by making me laugh although it was a little insult but no offenses.Geography was awesome with asha and anoosh. lunch was looooong cos the time change and we totally lost it. lucky i cant pray cos i missed the prayers. gym was hilarious. it was sooo funny that i start to take off my shoe. its was so rough and funny. neema and farah rocks my period waaaay much. and sum other people too though. on the way back home, i was sitting between 3 dudes. omg their conversation was so cracked-in-the-butt. i was like somehow want to be in it. should have just open my mouth and talk to them cos it was very inviting though. next time im joining in the conversation. hah.

aiinkecik..
aku miss kamu bangeeet siih.
aku nak hang out gan ko.
crACK your lame jokees.
and everything else that we usually do.
you made me be me and control me.
IMYLM gawwd.

farah!!
i was eating my chicken and mom made me finish the bones,
when i teringat you.
remeber when we eat our nasi lemak with ayam,
all our tulang we will give it to u.
and you also taught us to finish out tulang until dead cleean.
aku miss miss miss kau.


note:
the hating on top is when i saw pics of raya and some important events from maya and yanny flicster. but paliing geram is yannys' pics.

p.s.
To the dearest Diyana,
knock what out?!

last night talked to few ppl. i was high(which i like it) all random question pop into my head where i attack syimir with all those questions. then i laugh here and there with nadirah cos of our silly memories. and watch monster-in-law. i woke up agaiin at 3. i wanted to stay awake again but eventually that certain person pop into my head which made me go back to sleep. so there i slept because of you. then woke up taalk to my all my dearies♥ wow. there brought the smile into my face on sunday morning. thanks guys.morning was quite a downer. talked to aisha and anoosh on the phone. there it 2 things hits me.then nadirah's words made me rethink.

nad-eh,rocks!!:	i like ur life
09. ツ Shazzzaaa,:	haha good one. u like my life?? why?
nad-eh,rocks!!:	you look sooooo......5 minutes later...ooooooooooo happy...
09. ツ Shazzzaaa,:	haha wooit panjang nyer oooooooooooooooooo. de
09. ツ Shazzzaaa,:	happy? explain ikit. i dun even know if im happy.
nad-eh,rocks!!:	haha
09. ツ Shazzzaaa,:	seriously haha.

1st thing that pop in head was that:
why do people hate each other. technically we hate that person cos of her sumtin which annoys us which bug us. but actually, we are somehow like pointing it to ourselves cos we think that we're better than that person cos we dont want that person to be like that maybe cos were jealous of something about that certain person. well that person is just himself or herself and you're like trying to make that person change herself.
example:
a person hates you cos you get all the attention without asking for it. There shes hates you and somehow wants you to change cos shes jealous or she thinks she shud get that attention cos shes better. that person wants you to change yourself and not be yourself and be the person she wants you to be.

2nd
i realize i do not know who i am. what type of person i am. how do i act around ppl. i dont even know anything. Im not me. as i cant be me. i want to know something that im hiding from myself which is hard to find. the only person that make me feel that i am me is when im with syimir. things jus flow like that and also with rusda. i dont even know what im talking about. and i need help.

the last time i was in spore, i cant wait to go to canada bcos i want to run away from my prblm. i want to run away from that person and nvr think of that person.now i cant wait to go back to spore cos i want to run away from my school, the girls here, and anoosh; its not that i dont like her. i dont want to be like her and i want to be me cos when you start hanging out with that person you will turn into that person. she is somehow changing me. and i dont want that i want to AN INDIVIDUAL.i just need someone to talk. something just make me feel that i have a prblm.

conclusion:
its like im not acting normally when i want to be normal.
people think that im happy but i may not.
cos i dont have the sad face.
people cannot read expression in my face cos you can only see me smiling.
even my little sister says so. as she said she always see me smiling.
she call me the girl from the magazine.cos i only smile.
cos i only wan to take things positively.
as theres no negative things in the world.

Thursday

NOTE: was full of(sort of) stress. i have to do an English journal about a book, which is very very very long as i have to do 5 entries. then i have my health project and i have to study for my french overall test to help me boost my French mark as im not satisfy with 84% AD LASTLY geography quiz. CRAP much. i need both test and quiz to boost up my marks especially GEOGRAPHY! so i start doing my english at 6 and got it done at 8. later then i had to find a newsletter layout for my health cos i dont want to do in a report way. make it a little out of the box. shaheed's laptop got virus-ed and my laptop was not upgraded after it got refreshed. so i had to use dad's laptop. gawd he and his mac. he keeps on bragging about how good or hoe mordern mac is. how professional it is. well i agree but he just like to rub it in my face. well what ever makes him happy. by 10, the substance abuse:cannabis health project was done. At 11 i strt studying. by the time i was tired already. then i doze off half way.

FRIDAY

i was slow in the afternoon and confuse in the morning. its was so cold. my fingers were froze white. the whole way to school i read my geography. it was so peaceful cause the public schools have no school. i just had this great feeling, the only thing that doesn't complete the "moment" was a cup of hot chocolate.

1st period french: TEST. woaaah wee i did well i might boost my mark. i didd even study that much. after test rush to the washroom and took pics.:P

2nd period geography: QUIZ.everything i learn that i knew perfectly was half gone. and all the one i didd focus on was glued in my mind. baad moment. god a little stressed there. there goes my geography.

3rd period ENGLISH: ENGLISH journal. got my pop quiz back. omg the marks and the answers were so hilarious that the teacher puts :"a very hilarious tries". anoosh agrees that it was funny. well at least i try rather than a blanks around my paper. but i participate a lot in class while they were checking the answers. the teacher knows that the quiz wasn't me and expect me to score 100% the next test. AMIN.

LUNCH: cold cold cold. sleep during friday prayers while khutbah. i cant help it. oh Allah pls forgive me.

4th: HEALTH PROJECT. wow mine was commented as " nicely done, very organize and very professionally done". told dad that and he said " ALAAAH BIASE LA MAC KN." "haha aah ye. tahu mac. tk ya keep on repeating." he reply " da jealous sebab tk dpt mac sudah la" =.= then our topic was about MAC's programs and everything. thats how me and my dad connects with each other. the topic will always and most fun to talk about and see wild stuff is when we discuss about MAC. so back at school. the back rows(me, anoosh,asha,ilham and fatima) we being a little bit wild. he all at our feet on the desk. not like on on the desk but sumtin like that. we were laughing and joking our hijabs off as the boys, the girls, the tchr and the projects made us laugh. it was fun tho everyone got HIGH during health.

5th period NATIVE: i got 18.5 / 20 for quiz. yay A+!! later than was the elders interview quite hilarious. as usually the boys were interrupting the class agaiin that its not even funny. thats what they always do. they just never shut up. but then the tchr told us her interview with her aunt. it was the most interesting story ever. even the boys shut up and listen and nvr interrupted. we even lost the track of time but all of us want to hear the rest of the story but it was half way. we all got freshed up and nobody was high anymore.

HOME
came home eat internet.slept at 11 and woke up at 3 cant sleep back so went online. kene yelled dgn syimir and had a small lecture. upgraded myspace and talk to ppl. till morning. mama told me to make pancakes. so now im in the kitchen with pancakes in the pan. ouhk that night i took drum lessons from youtube. THUMBS UP. im lovin it

ouhk yeaaaah.
im strting to turn into the person whom i usually hang out.
whiich i am extremly horrific about it.
cant waiit to get back to singapore with the sisters.
CANT WAIIIT.
and grr. i miss another jalan raya with them.
HRMPH.crap sey.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYA!
IMYLM
gawwd i miss her craps in the train.
the way she made me laugh.
the inner jokes we had which made hasanah made.
the memory of her chocolate sundae and my strawberry sundae.
jus hope we will be together always.




THE END.
p.s. DRUM ARE LOVE♥

HAPPY HELLOWEEN.

lawl. yupp can feel the excitement much. really had quite fun tho just now in school. i was drunk dot that final i swear i scared so many ppl. and in a bad mood cos i jus had a fight with shaheed. a sec ago. and i told him to go to hell cos im mad like dead.

so the treater starts coming in. the kids were so cute in their costumes. RAWWWR. later then i put my hoodies and answers the door. well i saw these grade 11 kids coming in. the girl was a pretty fairy and the guy was ninja. they were nice asians.

me: "arent you guys too old for trick or treat?"
fairy" shhh. why arnt you out for trick or treat"
me:" ouhk i got grounded" (note: islamically not allow)
ninja:"naughty naughty naughty. tsk tsk tsk"
me:" yeah yeah, happy helloween"

then later at about 8, people starts closing their lights which means NO MORE CANDIES. so i asked mama if i can walk around the neighborhood, then mama wanted to join. i was in my hoods(massive biig covered everything jus like a hijab) no hijabs cos it was going to be fast. on the way i saw shermarke, shaheed's closest bud from middle school, he was staring at me but mama tired to make sure hes eyes were on me cos i wasnt wearing my hijabs the was grabbing my hoods so it will be near to my face. GAWD, hes fren was like trying to peek thru.
thr guy was cute. :D

:P
i guess thats it.
great experiences