exam day two

maths paper one. it was straight from the sample paper. I regret not focusing much on the sample paper but i still manage to do it. now all i am hoping is to pass my maths. amin. the teacher who invigilate the second paper can be a host for krayon. jahaat oi. i think she was just trying to be nice lah fad. :DD

maths paper two and malay listening comphre.
another stressing paper. i cant wait til this is over plus hjn is making me get into this holiday mood. can't wait for it eh?

bishan library rule. you should try and checked it out!
i'm into interior designs somehow as me and hjn were browsing some home interior but too bad i cant draw and my creativity skills sucks. man, i wish i could draw cause architecture seems cool.

okay i miss this people badly. oh wait, minus ruzaini.

first day exam hoi.

Secondary One joyous face!
I remember the excitement and superb camera craze. :DD

happy first day exams irsyadians! :DD
i dont feel this exam vibes. maybe because the academic are taking over first before the arabics. But YAYYAYYAY! Now, I'm chilling abit. Tomorrow's paper: Malay paper two and Mathematics paper one.

I'm panicking on my maths but i cannot do anything much. well, at least im trying my best to figure out how to solve these horrific sums. die you sums! and thanks hijannah for coming over to help me out.

Geography paper was rather stressing cause I had no idea with two questions to pick. What I know was I was trying to save my tushy. Combine Science one was off the hook hard. Fiq begged for a hug after the paper. but it wasnt horrible horrible but okay horrible. I wonder if O's are going to be like that. Swineee then it will be.

I miss my baby yo! It's been hard living without him.
I dont want to repair him cause I want a new one but I still do miss him. My only one who would be there for me. sobsob. May you rest in peace.



i ammm so tired of this.
i am i am i am.

a short one.

ITS EXAM EVE!
annnd i am doing some last minute revisions.
good luck everyone. may you all succeed and may Allah help you all.
All The Best(:

i was too bummed to do some revisions but i pushed myself. I woke up early in the morning and did few readings and started youtubing til 11. GAH! Finally, I took my bath plus mom started to nag. AND OHMYGOD! I never knew there were so much to read. I felt asleep.

I was too tense and tired. The sunlight and the low relative humidity was killing me and absorbing my energy. Have I mention to you i did alot of munching. Maaan. Sister wanted to bowl and the family did actually head the bowling alley. It was rather tense for me. I couldnt even bowl properly. Humiliating? Yes. But thank you Masjid Ahmad Ibrahim and dinner at Swenses for making it all better. And yes, we did so many laughs. :DD

Headed home and watched X-men last stand and Step up. And finally at 10PM I got this urge to study. Thank you mister for helping out with my chemistry making it much more easy. I guess I owe you one? Thank you to my lovlies for helping me out for my papers tomorrow. (:

finally letting go.
its been nice knowing you, but ill miss you.
(:

update two. ;D

i was walking towards my bathroom then i playing what if by myself and this thing popped up.
here it goes.

what if you had the chance...
i would want to try and be a minah rep, or a poser then i would go for a surgery and try be a mat rep or a skater then go for another surgery and be a girl back. Then, i would want to curi melly's skates and skate away and find Mas Selamat. (eh i wonder what happen to him)

How? Can I? :DD
I laughed while doing my business.
theeen i use the toilet mirror to practice raising my eyebrow and i improved!
oh. and i made different faces and wished someone would have took pictures of those faces.
GAHAHA! :DD

I am done and 40% satisfied with my revision.
I hope i would be much more anticipate to study tomorrow insyallah.
so today was rather draggy and pointless and i am cheerful. oh and super random.


mateeen drives me go crazy. thats why im running away from you!
nyhaha! your on yur own pal. :DD

Oh a made another theory kind of story.

Hannah was furious with Ted for lying who he was. She didnt spoke to him for days and always ran away from his sight in school. Ted was this prince who pretends to be a junior chef at a diner so people would be friends with him. But Ted knew he was in love with her. Hannah opens the diner looking for Ted cause she knew where Casey when. Casey was Ted's dog who ran away.

Hannah: Ted! Ted! Where's Ted? (asked the diner lady behind the counter)
(Ted ran out from the kitchen and held her hands)
Ted: I'm miserable. I can't eat. I can't drink. I can't sleep. Don't leave me. I need you.
Hannah: (stares at Ted and let her hands off his grip) I found your dog.
Ted: Oh.

Annd they went on with their life. and never see each other again.
HA-HA!

hahaha! thankyou for wasting your time reading it.
i forgot how the story went. i forgot what was the theory. so i decided to end the story like that. XDD sorry!

kicking your butt.

give me another word that ryhms with fag.
gag.
bag.
tag.
sag.
jag.
back.

alamaaaaaak!
mama said the weather is making her not want to work. and i still have like many more topics to not mention that i got my physics and chemistry to revise. haiyaaaa!

i am so lazy and still not motivated to belajar.
this suck badly! and i am so furious~

beeepbeeep much!
urgh.

human and geography.

out all daay during labour day. Doing what?
LABOURING! not.

it was rather unplanned on what time to meet hjn and all. first we decided on paris ris park and changed it to changi airport. what i know was, my loong bus ride to Changi Airport was excitable. I even had that excitable nap with an excitable air-con celsius and also an excitable crowd. we settled in and did our reading. alamaaak! So many readings. And I cannot help it but to get bored over and over again with the words. like GAH! We got bored and tired of reading and we decided to give Dollah a random call. it was superb random. but it was a good break after that.

hjn had to leave a little early, stuck with the twirp in yellow with the meet-the-robinson-future-kid hair style. finished up my food and frappe and tadaaa we headed off. Best thing: he brought his SLR. :DD

after the whole long mrt-bus argument, i AGAIN! enjoyed my ride home!
i have this thang with buses and long rides. i think i'm in looooove.
no wait, i've already been inlove with in like manymany yearrrs only i never confessed.
what a sad tragic bus love story.

Night out with parents was Off. Zee. Hook! Mama and Dad were so into this spending mood. I made them travel all the way too Downtown East and also check out the Ehub. Belom pegi belom breathe at that place dah commment banyakbanyak, bile sampaai aje terus excited. Nyaha! She was so excited with that place. no wait. Dad and herself. Why? cause tmpt makan die banyak and we can like go roundandround that place till we're sick of it. :DD After dinner, we all either planned on a late night movie or bowling. but, we decided on a LNM.

we went to tawn's and the little kiddies got excited seeing each other. XD Did my prayers there and parents did their chats and tadaaa! off to DTE again. The Ramen Girl.

it wasnt rated five stars by me either. it was okaaay?
not that horrible but i think its like 3 stars? it was kind of sweet at the end and cutee and touching. so it was okay?

reached home and beeeeed man!
now, more reading. ohMgee!

its where tai chee is played;

and we live in a world full of dolls and action figures. jengjengjeeeng. But whatever it is, it makes world; the world. i'm losing out on ideas and its making me go sotong like superb sotong. betol melly? :DD

English paper one? Over. and its only like two papers. the real exams are next week and i feel so unmotivated to study. i kept reading the same page over and over again and simply would always get distracted. Screwwww you technology! I'll screwww you up with my screwdriveeer and drills and with the help of bob the builder! (can we fix it?!!) First paper: Geography and Science paper One.

Everyone was superb sleepy and school was dragggy like slow motion kind of drag. Plus, the weather was hardcore awesome for sleeping. btooool?! btol lah! It was no fun to be at school with that kind of temperature. I barely had any laughs until Second recess!! Everyone got their energy restored and we all went hyper. and laughing gas was back on.

my mom is so cool cause she made herself go to school so she could just pass my trainee badge. i went awwwwww. ilovemymom. (:

After school, headed MCD ang mo kio with Melly, Shifa and Aiman! I HAD FUN! THANK YOU GUYS! We were laughing at the stupidest things and played swings and kept saying shifa was emo so she would have to buy us bubbleteas. We had Fries and Double Chocolate Frappe. I felt like a kid theen! Pulling tudongs and doing jump shots yang tak menjadi. :DD Maha awesome I tell ya. Now, Melly thinks she has kidney problems. :DD

my friends rock!
everyone is like online now. BESOK LABOUR DAY!
HAPPY LABOUR DAY PARENTS AND TO THOSE WHO ARE WORKING. (:

and i need to cut out on the word maha.
OH YEAH! shoutout to nurnabilahmoen; i miss you dearly lah! )):

i'm a farting cloud.

first, let me share you a story. :DD

Once upon a time, in a very not fairytale land where life is still life with ups and the downs there was a little town. In the very little town, live a girl named Megan and a guy named Adam. Adam was this artistic dude with his very own unique style and brings his sketchbook everywhere he go while Megan is this spontaneous wacky girl that I bet never fail to make him smile. Megan and Adam knew each other for a while.

One day, Megan was on the bus with her friends when she saw Adam alone at the corner of the bus. Megan greeted Adam with full of rainbow flying around and sparks here and there. They had the most joyous conversation and it felt like the world was theirs. Suddenly there was an awkward silent and Adam spoke.

"I know we've been friends for a while. I know I probably dont mean that much to you. I know you call me Sepet boy and I also know you find me cute. I honestly think that your weird. But I think I like you. "

Before Megan could say anything, her stop was arriving already. So they waved goodbye as Megan alighted. As she was walking home, she received a text from Adam.

Adam: No, I dont like you. silly, I think I love you. Its okay if you dont feel the same way. I know what you've been through. You tell me like im your therapist. But im cuter than your ex. And I know id regret one day id i dont gamble my feelings right this moment."
Megan: What is it your trying to say.
Adam: Be my girlfriend lah templete girl!
Megan: Okay. (:

THE END.

Amcm? what do you think? :DD (hint: tagboard)
But wait, this is partially a true love story. All rights reserved ah.
Dont go piracy over it ah.

My Malay Paper 1 is corrupted. I like my letter writing but my Karangan is like tet with a toot. choo choo traaain! I had a maha good laugh till Aimna produce funny faces cause she was laughing too hard cause we were laughing too hard. Soon, Me, Fiq, Melly and Aiman are going to have kidney problems like cosmo from fairy godparents. :DD They were my laughing gas today. so much for wind's wind. :DD 1 recess, we explore teh school's library and it was soooo cooool! Good for sleeping too. :DD Ustaz B was actually laughing just now in class. it was funneh.

White space was superb cool! I sat with Syu during the talk and it totally rock like coctails and waffles lah! I was hyper after school and I saw Dollah's physics test paper. Luckily he was still in school and wanted to return it to me. It was fun bullying him threatening him that I would turn his test paper into a paper airplane and throw it from the 7th floor. (evil grin)

I also received a surprise phone call and was chatting till now and had to stop cause I had to pick between posting up or phone call. I accidentally got into a p6 dramas. and its hilarious. tsktsk.

past is past

oh fag.
i made a mistake reading my achieves cause i plan on embracing the glory moments.
and yet i feel miserable.

but then again, i sounded way cooler back then.
now i sound like a moldy pepperoni pizza with moldy cheese.
:DD

i repeat moldy twice!

EH!
Ustaz A nari cool gile. he was such in a good mood then we talk crap.
aiyak that point of moment ustaz nye kelaka geram oi. :DD


mateen is hopping and shrieking like a girl.
becausebecausebecause....
XDD

agumon is i.

i feel like half joy with an O-U-S! :DD
NO WAIT.
I am feeling joyous! but silently.

tablesmates were bullying each other and i was the head. but then i got bullied too.
i slept during maths and it felt so right for the first time. :DD

i've always been jealous with aiman cause she would always bring food from home. like i want that too! plus i get to save kechings for stuffs. muhahah! sarahliyana and i argued about 17 again. hah! i dont care, i've watched already! and i was drench the whole most of the day cause fiq got high on the water. plus it was heavenly raining. :DD

i was going through my playlist on my phone when I saw the dare muzhaffar had to do. Gahaha! Shazrah's mak nenek tone was cracking me up like a petrol-less motorboat. :D And the pranks calls the tardy craps use to make was hilariiiooous!

parents arent home yet and i need my school bag!
gaah! i havent touch any of my books yet.

tomorrow;
malay paper and i have no idea how to start my karangan. this sucks.



and i pushed too hard.

this blogskin makes me go sick!
i want to puke.

tunggu ah lu skin besok!
aku tukar kau.

mondaaay

i dont get it myself. I dont know what am I up to.
its rather pathetic but im moving slowly.

school was great. i had cake for first recess and slept during geography cause it was free period. my friends were producing laughing gases all the way. Melly was rocked my day and Fiq is soooo in love with me. :DD I gain many names today and padaapapapa i aint lovin it. :DD

sarahliyana approached me and tried to rubbed it in my face that she watched 17 again already. HAH! right back in your face cause I just returned home from the theathe. :DD

Mateen was my bugger during the movie. But it still made me laugh and yaddayaddayadda. For a boy, he makes a great girl. We gossiped. XDD Next time, try do some gossips with him. Look! aku tgh promote kau. :DD

chaning skins again.

(insert picutre; im too lazy to get your picutre. XDD)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAAAH!!
May God bless you.

love struuuck is historrry.

I think I finally got over it. JYEAAH!
I'm over with it. Staying strong and mateen told me to go find a replacement. XDD (dundunduuun)
i hope batman will sap all your superpower and drain you down singapore river. :DD
thank you. (:

I did my geography and woohoo covered few topics. :DD
Chatted with Amirah and we were simply bored. I am still weak.
Oh Sunlight please dont absorb my energy.

Annnd!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUKE!
May god bless you kid!
we shall go bowling during the holidays alright!
and dont steal H's picture and expose it lah!

scene!

me and twinnie did a i miss you scene.
it was dedicated for the both of us XDD
FAIRYTALES RULE.

mellysa; iloveyouelikemannyelectrumspectrumwavelength. you rock and you made my day. my tears are now gone and i am laughing my guts off. dork rules! \m/\m/

For Me:

anna molly says:
Witch : (takes out wand)
anna molly says:
Wizard : (take shield)
anna molly says:
Witch says : wait
anna molly says:
Witch says : i need to tell you something
anna molly says:
Wizard says : damn! I was ready for you attack.
anna molly says:
Wizard says : wt is it
anna molly says:
Witch says : i miss you.
anna molly says:
Witch says : MUAHAHAHA
anna molly says:
Wizard says : AWWWW
anna molly says:
Wizard says : i miss you too.
anna molly says:
Witch says : ok shut up, lets fight

For Melly:

s h z z z i e; vampires like honks just like you. says:
mermaid: (combing her haird and putting seashells on her hair)
merman: (passes by)
mermaid: hey ugly! come here.
merman: ugly back at you man. what do you want?
mermaid: i dont know why, but i miss you.
merman: (stare blankly shocked looks down)
mermaid: (starts crying) im sorry.
merman: (pats played with your hair) dont me. i miss you too.

s h z z z i e; vampires like honks just like you. says:
guards: HEY YOU! WHY ARE YOU TOUCHING THE MERMAID'S HAIRS ITS ILLEGAL
s h z z z i e; vampires like honks just like you. says:
then the guards drag him to the cell.

i want to let it go go go.

and i still dont get why my sisters like to play crush by david archuleta over and over again. even shazrah is playing it. so clever for a four years old. grr!

he reminds me of you so much that i couldnt bare it anymore. but im still trying to stay strong. mateen is being so nice telling me to stay strong and giving me his superhero advices trying to confront me. but only 40% of it is working. i want to move on just like you did.

i miss my sisters so badly that i want a hug from each one of them.
i dont care cause i want those hugs so badly now! I cried almost twice today cause i dont know why. i just want those pat they gave me when i couldnt take issues anymore. among the 12 of them, i miss kak alot.

oral was scrwed. aina and myself are whinning over and over again but we're trying to look at the bright side. thankyou ruzaini and aman for wasting your time with me for awhile. i am not jealous with ruzaini's slr anymore. nyahah!

too tired.

its friday night!
and i am still infront of the computer when i should be preparing for my oral tomorrow. Shazaa tgh feeling confident pe. :DD

School was short cause TABUUUUUNG!
Ezzati was with Fiq and I was with HJN. Ape lah Mai tak pegi tabuung! We kind of had that SBs bond time kind of thing. Ezzati made me laugh so hard with her face expressions. Everyone had their lames jokes up tight. \m/\m/

The journey in the cab was wicked! We played tourist and took video and pictures. Fiq was the miz british and ezzati was the indon tourist while HJN pleayed the tour guide. :DD KPE drove us wild! Hahaha! KPE is Kallang Paya Lebar Expressway eh HJN? XDD Super hyper! Reached our mosque and took our places. It was gather humid and the pakcikpakcik were superb nice. We saw the victorians and thought aziz might be there as well but noooo. Familiar faces: Hafiz, Shaikh Haikal, this guy from BedokView yang main Kulintang tuu. HJN said she saw Jai Oh wait, we saw Nuzul. So kind enough to get us drinks. XDD

All of us were tired already by then. Fiq and I were still up when HJN and Ezzati when to sleep. Took their pictures. XDD Afiqah was being mischievous and I had to join. :DD Reached school ate our food and I went wild with Afiqah again! This time we were rough. Something happen at the mosque and I wont say. Afiqah, Syuhadah, Khai, dhania are the only ones who knows.

All the best for tomorrow's exams guys!
(:

Draggy humid kills.

"Ohh and remember. U're e only one who decides whether u made ur day or e other"

- quoted by mateen's mother :DD

School was better today. Things went on smoothly although it was draggy at certain point. DUH! we're talking about school here. plus its thursday. gaaaah! (smack the wall) Netball was awesome, i manage to handle the team well and thank you to some of the netballers for helping me out. i know we can do better. (:


yeah you!
I just came back from fast and furious fouuuuur! well it wasnt that bad and i'm still thinking of the rating. it was a awesome thrilling movie to watch. the whole climax was greaat but a slight drag but its all fine. its worth watching. or maybe not. XDD next stop: 17 again.

im smiling again!

Alhamdulliah!
After refreshing and watch hindustan movie with the rest of the family, i feel a little bit better. But what made it even better when I rant it all to maya and paused for awhile. I thought myself how to stay strong and get a grip. And the whole entire time, it was all me. ME,MYSELF AND I. Changed my frown to a smile and WOOWEE! I AM LIKE A MAD COW WITH A NOT VERY FULL TUMMY! Teehehe!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND YOUR COUNTRY!
:DD

thankyou maya for being the wall that plan on cheering me up but then i took action first
thankyou fiq for those enlighten speech through text. (i am still laughing at that text!)
thankyou mommy for just listening to the real thang i have to say.
thankyou mateen for just being typical mateen and doing his thang. :DD As usual, i owe you and you owe me back! haha! someone thinks he's a superhero who saved my day over and over again. (knocks head) i saved you today lah dude! haha! (tongueout)

Career talk was awesome and fiq and i with aisyah behind us made funny jokes that made me laugh hysterically. Mdm B said I did well for my english oral. Yay picture description! I slept for 2.5 periods (30 x 2.5 = 75 mins) because of oral. :DD i will look different from today onward. Nyhaha!

tonight, i called ruzaini just to laugh at him and hung up the phone.
AND I DID IT! hahahahahahah!

reaching my giving up line.

i tried to stay strong and i really did.
but i couldnt handle it anymore.

slowly one by one it came in. slowly one by one people quit. i feel like they're quitting on me. thankyou. i tried to solve each one of them slowly, i tried to stay patient but my patience are limited.
i am scared.

i tried to keep on flying and flap my wings but i failed. falling is easy but then up is hard. i dont want to get involve in dramas and issues. i have no idea how i got into this mess.

early year issue is starting to bug me again. i wish to restart everything and i start a brand new. or maybe not.

i need guidance. i need more patience.

and thankyou for blowing me off after all this while trying to help you out. but you never seem to do accept the fact. and now its my fault?

i hate my class, my mates and my school.

MAHA CRANKY THAT I CAN SLIT YOU.

i am hating what is currently going on.
finally i used the word hate.

1. school was very productive for me.
2. athletics friends plus afiqah and mai are the only ones that made my day. I owe you guys.
3. i heard from someone about something. At first, i never expect any of this til now. i feel so cranky all of the sudden during athletics and only momo and kak dayahtapa knows.
4. all the people who i looked up to for support for netball are quitting. in fact they already quit. with reason I dont get. bobal depandepan ah.
5. i am going through my toughest situation and each minute its getting even worse. from one attitude to another. From people to me to people.
6. i need a shoulder to cry on cause my tears are getting generous for droplets.
7. where's life? i'm still trying to be patience and asking Allah for guidance every night.
8. i want the old environment back.
9. people change.
10. Kiamat dah nak sampai. And I know you all know.

What did i do wrong?
my post are getting more and more shorter and emo-ish crap.