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GRATIS | The Series #2 (Applying Al-Azhar) from Muzaph on Vimeo.

Slowly, the GRATIS has become a production. This is another episode.

The life of a madrasah kid. WARNING: Eating and drinking are not allowed while watching this clip. It may result to choking, spitting, nose clogging and tummy pains.

Part Two: It's been crazy.

School work piling up, ITMAJ work packing, IMG training. Fuuuh.

This girl got a backache with all this going on.

Been sleeping in class as well.

Can. Die. Please.

Chinese New Year Holiday.

Back from Johor Bahru~

I thought it was a nice adventure. The family had their moments. Shaheed gave out his weird laugh, we made a remix, parents were being playful. A good time. A last minute booking at the New York Hotel with the family and our mindset was chillex and see what happen. :D A stop at the mall for some food shopping and lunch and off the hotel to chill.

When night came, we headed to the Ustaz's Murad place for some BBQ. Chilling with the Mufti afterwards. Reached the hotel and it seemed dark. Black Out. But the dark was then accompanied by fireworks from outside. I love the hotel room's big window. I've always loved big windows. The view from the 20th floor.

Even better, a surprise call that shine my darkness. It shone till the lights were back on.

The night got better each second. :)

More chilling and a big tasty lunch the next day. Yumm~

A friend indeed, Muhammad Abdul Mateen.

I was browsing my archives the day before and gosh I've always loved 2008. :D

&& I just notice how I owe Mateen so much. Most of my posts always had "I owe Mateen so much" "I owe Mateen once again" "Mateen, I owe you one, thank you for listening"

A long lost friend with so much fun and laughter.

I've always been mean to him back then and still am.

But I'm telling you, He's such a brilliant friend. One out of a million.

I am grateful to have him around.

Save you tonight.

"I've tried playing it cool, but when I'm looking at you

I can never be brave, cause you make my heart race"

Gong Xi Fa Cai.

So people are away for the holidays. I won't feel bummed but I'm bored. Maybe I'll hang out with the family and the books this holiday. Havent been talking much and couldnt even save you during the night. To let it go and left without a proper goodbye, see you then. Have a safe trip. ^^

Week Two Of School > Bummed.

I've been having this brain aches. Not headaches but brain aches. I'm feeling weak. I spent most of my train home sleeping and sleeping early than I use to. Hasanah's complaining already about my sleeping in class. The sleeping will always happen after recess and I can barely stay awake. I've tried my best to sleep early, watch my food pray to Allah than it gets better and now all I need is to wait and let time heal the situation. But right now, its killing me. I need to focus, I need to work, I need to gear up.

But right now, I'm slipping inside.

School!

Why hello there...

It's the second week of school and in the next fourteen hours will be my third week of school. So how's school so far? Meooow. WE'RE SENIORS! New resolution, new responsibility and did everyone just grew mature during the holidays. They've became so kakak kakak and abang abang material. Insyallah, this year will the year. We'll be exemplary students and role models to our juniors. Do pray for us, Amin.

12th January 2012,

I am officially an ITMAJ student holding the Public Relation responsibility together with Nur Kamalia, Marsya, Muzhaffar Khalis, Muhd Harithul Hasanain and Firda Abdul Wahid. Insyallah, we will try our best to hold up our job well for the better of the school and student. Insyallah. And of course the other members too from the event executives and logistic department. ^^

Plus... ITMAJ meeting just got better for myself. More gay faces to respond to. XD

14th January 2012,

Aariq Fikri just turned one! He's so cuuuuuute and handsome but that kid is so hyper and fast. But kid, too bad kak shazaa is faster. NYHAHA! He's walking already. YAY! Hung out at Braem's til eight thirty since most of us were taking our own sweet time. :D It was good to see cik once again. Thank God Braem and Mai got license cause a ride home to Jurong East! :D Diyana, Ain and I rode Mai's while Braem drove Mateen, Ammar, Firdaus, Muz home. Ooooh, I want to get the license. $$$

Found this tumblr. Skipped beat by beat and smile to sleep last night. ^^

Dear Future...

ثالث مرة

إلى متى سيكون هكذا؟

2012

Hey hey hey.

SCHOOL HAS BEGUN. LAST YEAR. SENIORS. MORE COMMITMENTS.

Some serious issue going on here. So far so gooooood~

What's lovely is I got my girls once again, new mindset and feeling a new me.

I hope it stays this way. My heart is such a superbass for twenty twelve.

But I'm missing the girls.

Having Adila and Ain around, visiting the seniors classes, and being non roke models to the little kiddies. But its life. We need to learn to grow up and move on. Changes are good.

k bye.

LAST.

Finally trying to get back to editting. After working hard on one, I noticed a typo.

*face palm* At least I got a back up "Tkpe lah, bole jdi grand+gratis (ape saje). Make it our own. Goodjob miss ;D" Terime kasih ye Mateen. #ponboleh XD

Well, It was such a trip that we all would love to go once again. Let's hope braem ingat kita and will invite us once again for another amazing trip. Insyallah, if its our rezeki it will be better! :D Baba will always tell me experience is the best teacher and it sure did. Slowly without my acknowledgement I learn few things Indon taught be. Something you cant get in Singapore. Patience, Cooperation, The care and concern from one another. Indon maybe a rural and not really developed country, but it has values no technology can really teach.

When the creative team became creative. :D

Saat saat semue sedang merindu, ini menjadi pengubat bagi semue. Tante even got to watch this silly movie and loved it. Horrible actors huh? Hahah. A souvenir for all of us. Apparently everyone loved it! Ammar's epic faces, the boys random motions. Muz macam sajak pula jadi bdk indon. But I must say, Mas Braem can win a grammy award. "Yang mana satu ini?!" You can even hear the background laughter.

DAY SIX - Last day :'(

It was sad cause it was the last day being together in Indon.

It was nothing much, most of us were sleepy and wished we could stay longer. Tha gallery of the sleeping kids.

So it was just a nap away to the airport. Apparently our last day was Rafi's birthday. So HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! sang him a birthday song before we all head inside. I missed the fly off. So did Diyana and Rab. I guess we were really tired. :D The plane home was nice. I had the perfect spot. It was nice way to end the trip. Had few laughs with Rab's lameness before I miss her and received a little surprise for myself. note scribbling all the way to Singapore Changi Airport. There was a long pause as we landed. Apparently the door was stuck. Is that a sign? :D I bet most of our phones started to ring with notifications. Some of us were tweeting already. Finally the door opened as we alight.

Too sad to be true that our trip has end. Goodbyes are always hard. We took the opportunity to thank cik for everything. For being our momma and for teaching us few things about life, for sharing her life story. The girls had their moment to hug it out with one another and hugged cik as we wiped our tears away. I miss the girls already. Sigh. Our twitter were filled with indons moments made me miss the whole thing even more. I miss Aariq Fikri.

A few nights after, it funny that I had a dream about the indon gang.

This time round, we were going on a Cruise people. :D Aariq was walking already.

Till the next trip then. ^^

(one more indon post left, stay tune.)

DAY FIVE

Hehehehe. To those who still have the indon frenzy, here's your day five you've been waiting.

I bet most of us had a nice sleep the night before. It had a quiet neighbourhood, a serene weather cause I know i had a rejuvenating kinda sleep. Made up myself and went down to the living room and hang out with them. The "family feeling" was still there that non of us care ade yang selekeh ke tak. Here in the living room, I learned that Indon got too many commercials and gossips. Their commercials are either too lame, too funny or too awkward. Life is an adventure.. *picture of a baby milk* Crickcrick.

We were really talking our own sweet time in the Villa. Tante was already ready to go inside the bus. Took some photos and bid the villa and the awesome memories there goodbye. :) Before we proceed to Pondok Indah, we made a pit stop to Rindu Alam once again but this time, morning version. :D Masyallah! The view was breathtaking. With a bit of the white clouds to add the foggy-ness of the green landscape.

Ain was on her move. Epic shaking gestures. Brrrrrrrrrrrr. Comel lah teman baik saya ni. Heheh. Here Cik pointed out how short I am. Aww. And Indah not only does she have a strong voice, she got some strong arms mayne! Feeling manja sekejap. xP

And Oh! I did mention it had a spectacular view right? Si Epic dan Si Kelakar decided to play Titanic. Elok lah tu. The boys should be grateful they had Muz, they ran down to the pretty side of the hill for some awesome shots of the greeneries. But I still like and prefer Dee's lens.

Her pics = brilliant!!

All of us had to bring something home to remind us this wonderful trip. Apparently, the group photo here was pretty enough that all of us got a 20,000 rupiah group picture printed. The printing was slower than before that we nearly left. Alhamdulillah, all the patience paid off.

It has only been 10 mins when we got stucked in a half and hour or more road blocked. Well, Muz should be grateful cause here comes the drama. "Cik, nak turun sekejap and lari balik boleh? Muz tertinggal lens" Mesti lah semue teperanjat. So Ammar and Mateen heroically jumped out off the bus and ran back up for his lens. While they were on their quest to get back the lens, we were inside the bus entertained by hijabi pondans and clay making dude. That dude's hand worked fast and he had some creative skills. We were well entertained for a moment and decided to get one from him. When the two boys came back, alhamdulillah they found the lens. Muz let out a relief and thanked them. I heard they actually hitched a ride. :O An adventure of their own.

Drama #2 - Cerite Mbok Berek.

When you got a kid and that little baby just had a tummy full of milk and baby food, dont shake him cause he might go all milkshake on you like this...

Hahahah! Only Ain can feel what he felt. All of us just dat there stare at him and laughed. XD Si epic jadi lagi. XD Aariq face above was too cute to ignore. "I didnt do anything, Cik Din yang goncang Aariq." Apparently, Mama Ain and Uncle Braem are the only ones courageous to clean Aariq up. Mama said even Papa and Cik Din cannot tahan with the smell. I put my head down and salute them both. XP

Here I learned that I really cannot tolerate with the smell of smoke. It was a close space where smokers can smoke and I had to eat in there. Bad Idea. Teary eyes, bad headache, irritating coughs and choke myself out.

Back to the favourite house! *sings out almost paradiseeee~*

We settled down, took our ablution and tone down for our prayers. Right after that, Cik gathered us all and make us come up with presentation. A farewell thing for Tante. After the planning and practices, we did our maghrib and gathered around. It started with the two I love Bandung Hosts; Safwan and Ammar as they introduce Ibrahim's Quran recitation followed by Zahirah's teary and simple speech. The boys did some nasyid in between Mateen and My speech. Right afterwards was abg wan's speech and tante's family speech. The girls were already wiping their tears as we hugged tante and thanked her personal. Afterwards it was SHOPPING! :D

Right after shopping, it was SWIMMING! The guys swam first in the cold water. Since most of us had no plans to sleep, we decided to swim right after the boys. Brrr! It was freezing okay. Our pool got a boya gossip with five (or was it six?) girls squashed together. Waduhh! Parah banget sih. I didnt know the float could actually carry all of them. hahaha. Mai, Ain and I took out leave first. The Race to The Toilet with Mai. :D Hilarious~

Pool at One was awesomeeee. ^^