a dreamer's truth

i have been thinking..and also remembering the memories..sweet memories that make me smile and cry.

life is tough when we got friends its tough cause sumtims we got to say "so long" and "bye" and

make us not cry for a while but scremin another time..thinkin of them and they memories.. i wanna be really deep

and try to make sumtin really meaningful.. we're talking about my friends..these peeps are the people i have been

looking for.. but when i found them and was happy i got to go.. and things end.. pictures became memories..laughter

became thoughts..cry became often..smile became msytery and strange..

i was thinking bot them and ask though of talkin to them.. i miss a place call home.. but life must be moving on..

well thats ife right.. moving on is the only word for life..i told my mom if i can have the permission to cht with

them at 4 AM in the morning.. and i did when on i was so happy at least some of them on.. we talk bot things school,boys,

kids,people and even display pic... haha.. awkward.. i noe.. hehe.. i almost cried thinkin of them they are the most painful

thought tat i have..missing them are reall easy to forget them is barely easy.. their thoughts are everywhere..

i want to go back so badly at least for my birtday..during summer break with s really great to have them... i dunt care about anything..

at least them around me..smiling..well at least they're there wif me makin me happy.. cheering on me..that will be like a life going on..

well not only that..mayb a tcke to go bak to spore where i call home..:))

p.s. sorie bot the error im too lazy to edit hehe.. well tats me..