a dreamer's truth

today was total defense day and the malay acting.
okay i admit it messed up.
im still feel the guiltiness flowing through my inner body.
got our nahu,physics and math test back.
honestly i never expect those horrible marks.
stupid mistakes.
MAD.
for the first time ever i want to cry cos i somehow almost flunked.
(never in my life in singapore i cried cos i either almost flunked or flunked.this is surprising)
annnd i failed my nahu by only 2 more marks.
but there's no point right? ill still have to do my retest.
i tired to ignore these speechless marks.
i guess have to study a little bit harder now.
me and faraa with afiqah too plan to shout out FIRE!
when the TD bell rang. but we lost faraa due to her invisibility and didn't do it.
contact time was quite a blast. dhania brought her PSP with camera so they clicked photos. aiin,myhot-terbakarpasterytwin,was drooling over it and clicking everywhere.
soon then prayers.
i actually didn't realized what happen.
i found myself awaken with a headache.
stayed in class hanged out with the others while took pictures and vandalize the white board. :D


afiqah walked with me,hijan and shira to the mrt station.
there i feel like im walking from aljunied to bugis stt.
afiqah was HERSELF when she was at aljunied.
her waggish impression.
can best if you were like that kat school but instead ure like that privately and only when ure with hijan,faraa,aiin and me.
then the rest of the time your quiet.


shira and nadya was here.
so we were watching some irsyadee vids
ohmygod.
shira kept on commenting on every single thing.
then again it was humorous.

haahaha. secrett buddies oh gawds.
kecian si student leader secret buddy ini.
tsktsktsk.
eh captain dah reply?


i feel like saying thanks you to these people.
****THESTHD.for always being there for me and being awesome people who makes me appreciate life.ILYAVM<33 (rabfarahskinfifimaimayayanhasanahshainaisyah)

***THEBAKARS&THEHANGUS DOUGHS.for the cracking lameness of pastry :D especially fararakwerincrimekuplusrotiterbakar. WE RAWK THE BAKERS WHIPPED ARSE dontwe? (thebakartwins:farotihangusfiqiwafflehangus.mypastrytwin:aiincupcaketerbakar)

**THESECRETBUDDIES.for the circles of laughter about secrets during lunch.
we should tell problems to0.BOTH OF YOU ARE WELL ADORED.
(partnerbuddyHIJANtaufikbuddyEZZATI)

*MYLAMEELOVERS.for everything you did la.they are all love. WE SHALL CONCERN THE WORRLD.
(TWINNYmalsa.INTERNETBUDDYrusdakins.BUDDYBUDDYazlin.GRAVITYaiman. DODDLEHERizza.MYHATERshira.MIDDLEPERSONnadya.)

and others too, like mun,amal,syu,aminah,nazihah,kakani,kaknnysa,kaksakinah,kaknabila, and so on.