a dreamer's truth

Okay I miss Bestieeee.
Ohoh. I am here to make a speech:

Dear People,
To all those who asked me whats going on and bothers to ask why. Thank you for asking but it was a waste of time wasnt it. Cause I didnt say anything. I was just in a negative moody situation stress with whats going on.I'm Sorry for being harsh. Its just me. To my dear sisters I'm sorry for being all !@#$#@ on you people. I was just mad and I cant bare holding in anymore. Our motive in life is suppose to lead to the right path not the wrong one. We're suppose to lead each other and guide one another, but somehow we arent. See for yourself. Sigh,
Im sorry.

Yesterday was all ego. I reflected and saw that I wasnt grateful with what I have. The wonderful people; My parents, My siblings, My sisters, My irsyadians loves and others as well. My wonderful and leisure life and other wonderful things I have. Im too greedy for more that I didnt notice it. I should be glad and think positive with what I have because other are hapless then me. Oh god. I realized Im getting hot tempered and thank you to my brother for clarifying it to me. I need bestie. I feel awful. Goal: To stay in the bright side and always try to light up a light if im in the dark side. Never to give up and always smile. Its all a test. Its a teaching for me in life. Maybe this will help me in the after life.


Today;
Im sorry FRH and SNH for not talking to you people or bother to salam. Cause I was still utterly mad. A few second there I got a little bit annoyed by Mas but I tried to hold it back. The whole journey to school was full of quietness and mixed feelings in me. THANKS TO MY DARLING CLASSMATE WHO MADE IT BETTER WITHOUT EVEN INTENTIONAL-ING IT. I think I did well for my english test, well I hope I did. The day passed by fast. Time was sure not giving us any chance or hope, it just kept on killing us. Okay we were sweating and FOR REAL sweating. The relative humidity (hahaha! Crap sey.) was sure low. WHERES THE WATER VAPOUR?! The weather was sure hot. during lughah test I cant believed that I slept that 2 period, when Ustaz Alaina told us we got 10 more minutes I quickly scribbled the answers and wow luckily it was MCQ but not to mention a hard one. I felt superb guilty for not helping out my group enough. Sigh. Darn it! I was in a hectic situation. I was too worry about other stuffs and all.
After school was kind of okay. We talked for a while and yeah there were interruptions. -_____-
Uhh, what else happen?

they will gurantee for sure make us confuse.
Because thats who there are and thats their job.

Typical.