It's a tough job. No kid.

(continued to be..)

2. The teaching post.

After the grad week, it's like a turn over. All of the sudden, everyone is all "kakak2 and abg2". Me and a bunch of friends had to conduct a session with the preu students and also the secondary three students on our experience during UNAS. Taking charge of the class and proceeding with the lesson is one big fat tough job. It's tiring. If only you can ketok one by one but nope, you cannot do that.

But I learn alot of things from them. My juniors.

To the Preu Twos, if it wasnt for you guys, I won't have much confidence to face the Preu Ones and learn the lesson to prepare well and know what you doing. The knowledge of knowing how to conduct is important as well not just the content.  The PreU Ones were playful and... I'll just keep it to myself (Dear future me, try to think harder and you'll remember) But they taught me patience, confidence and not forgetting respect*. Without *, you're no where to go.

On that Thursday, I had two classes. In the morning with some Indonesians students and the secondary threes. With the small experiences I have, I managed to do it better although it wasn't that much. Slowly, I try to apply what I learn (I asked my teachers how to do it) and did slightly nano better. But a question hit me: "What did I do to change them? What did they learn?"