Friday, July 31, 2015

a secret archive




5:54PM Ist June. 

The strength I thought I is slowly depleting. 
Slowly, I am waking up from my dream. 

I used to have friends whom I cherish, 
whom I can automatically go to without any doubt or questionings whether it is okay to say it or not because I know you will say, "It's okay Shazaa, I'm here to stay. I'm here to listen." 

One, I'm losing her to distance while Two I'm just losing him forever. 

One, we are just an hour away drive. Using the phone to connect with you is just not right cause you have always be physically there with me, always. We were the peas in the pot. 

Two, maybe distance was our thing. Not seeing each other physically without each other's presence was completely fine, in fact it was more than perfect. But when we had the priviledge to be together, physically with everyday presence, we grew apart. The closer we were, the futher we grew. 

I'm slowly crumbling without you guys, to be honest. 
I need you both.  

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