eh hujan, lah.

see i am so excited bcos of the slr and everywhere i go its a click away.
1. i breeze through my tafsir, which was veryveryvey not satisfying,

2. hit geylang

3. took the dishes for tom0rrow.

Raya is tomorrow?
last buka is tonight? i didnt feel the pure excitement when ramadhan came.
selamat hari raya. (official wish and the real speech will be tomorrow)

Now a Special Hari Raya treat for people who adore Shaheed.
i know how much i love shaheed and look how cute he sleeps all day long. tell me if you want to grab it. :DD

gumbiraaa.

finally, i had the stuffs i wanted in my hands. Although some of them werent mine, i got the feeling as if it did belong to me. well, im cool with that. :DD
the phone, the laptop and the slr. <33

my blog is currently filled with pictureees! school was rather draggy and everyone had their raya moods on, literally. :DD (skips the school parts i forgot) On the way home, the girls were chattering about the jalan rayas already that i almost missed my stop. Safe home annnd all excited. I just can't wait for raya.

dont you dare not watch this.

watch it till ze end. i dare you youuu.
and hjn is going to double dareee you.

i tumble and i tumble and i tumble annnd noww...
I AM A TUMBLR. a newbie tumblrrr.
brrrrrrrrrrrrr! i can massive post now.

in between.

this is definitely going to be a long post.
but a little tiny time. how? expresss zoooom ahh! (click here)

1. did you actually click that?
2. Iftar yesterday was aweeesome minus the rain.
3. i saw people from above but it was rather sad cause didnt saw them or manage to greet them.
4. HI AUM! zahiraaah! (winkwink)
5. during the prep, a big mass of wind attacked the VoidDeck and it was bomblastic-ish. :DD
6. terawih with abdurahman made everything faassst and serene and definitely swell. (:
7. a very not clearview of clearview and only syu got most clearview no?
8. i bugged too many people today and bonded with some people who i havent been talking.
9. i miss you people.
10. noodle cup from sevensebelas.
11. qiyam with ten people in the mpr? bessssst!
12. hjn was like an angel swift by me and woke me up.

credits to syuhadaaaah, frh, shifa, aliaah, azliin and manymany more for making it awesomme.
saw the seniooors after a long time and it was just great.

the qiyam people were dead tired then.
but i love the qiyam i had with these people, i didnt slept in school and i had enough sleep although it wasnt my normal sleeping hours. :DD poweeeer yo. power than taylor swift music video and jerky kanya west mocked. i froze and froze and melted and panicked and hit the walls and found syuhadah. faham?

of course you cant, i had too many rush.
mind me. i am sorry.

bugged out.

random fact:
i actually use to play barbie with nadiyyah for hours.
(grins like a the kfc man)

after a week break, i was gald to be in school again.
but it was plain dull minus meeting the girls, hinthint: melly, syuu, ain, frh, shifa, fiq, hjn, bah, aiman, bii and all. i didnt know what hit me tha morning. I was just relief to be in school a big huge relief to be in school. (did I repeat 'in school' twice?)i received a cute little ladybug pinatas from melly. birthday gifts y'know. thankkyouu. :DD

my right foot is getting fatter and itcher. and its crazy. i want to amputate it lah.
aunts and grandmama said maybe because kene sengat. mom kept mentioning the word injections all over again which made me refuse to hit the docs. no waaaay man!

i cant believe i cried my guts out this morning cause i was late for school already. I hate being late for school cause I might as well skip them. but i didnt want too. my eyes are dead swollen like i got hit my the bees and am still bad tempered. and guess what? I slept the whole day and neither did anyone bugged me. WasteOfTime. so kudos to HJN for asking me how was my sleep cause she got it right. :DD

now, I am excited from tomorrow iftar and qiyam with the girls.
planning to hit arab street with shifa. awaaay from home all day long.
Eh, updates on SI: MJ FRCKING DROPPED OUT?!! AND NURUL HUDA GOT IT!
whaaaat?! whyy her? why not theodore or jannah.

algophobia

Shazrah: (reads) sa-ni-zeer.
Me: Sani-ti-zer lah.
Shazrah: (gasssp) Santa Claus is coming to towwwwn~ Kakak bile want to snow? how come not snowing yet?
Me: Kte bukan kt canada laaah.

(sigh) now i know how much i miss canada and should have appreciated the seasons.
I miss season changing.

Our last performance before a long long long break was superb grrrreat! then later on we will be awaaay from angklung. (cry in despair) that would be just sad. But congrats to the team cause we manage to pull off a great show although there were delays and confusions. We were slightly off the hook with the medley. :DD Then guess what? We got kechiiiing man. as in $$$. Advance duit hari raya some moooore. coool like whaat. NYHAHA!

thankyou momo and hafiz for coming down. appreciate it likeee billions of M&M chocolates. (grins) oh i miss rounding town with them and also with luke and hjn. nak include ruz skali ke tk? XDD

okay anger time:
kau jangan step mane nye gerek ah. harapkan badan aje besar kau pikir aku takut pe dgn kau. dah lah ego. you changed drastically and it hurts. your causing pain everywhere. somehow i want to freaking blame your friends but it not them fault either. you stupid. go use you brain to act lah. cause you aint worth it and your waaaaaay better than this. your acting cheap. kaaaaau! geram nye aku.

i dont know.

somehow i feel prisoned. i dont know why and i dont really think so.
but its just those moments when you feel so.

performance? soon.
and im not up for it. I feel so tired and yet yesterday i was the most kental one among us five.
kental like dodol kalah lobak youuu. I just hope the girls will bring up my frown into a smile.

EH HJN!
blog kau dah amusing balik. :DD And since you and aminah are planning to head the florist belikan akuu lah! I either want a sunflower, a lily, an orchid or a daisy. :DD

blogsecrets?

angklung bobal.

Joke of the day By Cikgu Dzul.
Q: Why cant you take picture of a person with colored hair?
A: Cause you dont have a camera.

All of us were roaring back then. Because it was totally random.
like honestly. Cikgu was hyped up maybe because of the new hair. I loooove the new medley we made up. Raya Medley. Want to check it out?
Tomorrow, taman warisan, 5pm. Join uss!

It was rather awesome today during training.
but superb tiring and everyone had to admit it. Falah was laughing so hard and so was amirah, ape lagi tejangkit lah. Ketawe tk ingat dunia. tsktsk tgh puase mcm gini. XDD But got to admit, everyone were in their best mood somehow. (: Train ride home?
doze off like nobody's business.

today, during the train ride home.
i wish i bummed into someone. someone whom i havent talk for such a long time.
(i wrote three post today.)

diam.

i rindu camera i.
):

then tetibe terindu hanisa.
bdk gile yang selalu rampas handphone ustazah F then kte giler sesame ambik gambaar and save them as wallpapers. :DD

my bestfriends.

ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?!!
would you really thought that I forgot. OF COURSE LAH I DIDNT.
only the whole thang didnt work out. Dang, I'm sorry. ):

So yes,
a very special happy belated birthday to my bestfriend.

Nurul' Ain Nabilah.

(insert crowd roaring)

i had no idea what picture to insert. cause people have inserts pictos alrdy.
So since raya is coming upaku letak ni ah. extra special. :DD

golly, i was so tired and slept in and the whole surprise didnt happen. (covers face)
may God bless you and girl, welcome to the club. I'm going to be the first I ask you out to check out NC16. Mal, aku chop die dulu. aku dah ajak die baru kau boleh. okay? deal ahhh. :DD

thankyou for being there and also not being there during my highs and lows. I know you may not be the first person who knows stuffs and new updates about me, *blames mateen XDD* but i know you would still care. you tried your best to be there for me and i know you will always be. your simple words simply makes me smile and i really do appreciate them. I apologize that im not always around for you and barely know about you anymore, (is you fav drink still milo?) but just to let you know I will always care and love you. wait dont cry yet. One thing I am surely proud of is that i am very lucky to have a bestfriend like yourself. OKAY GO CRY! sobsob.
(i have more to write but i cant find the right words)

*patience lah! i am rereading it*
oh god, i suck at mushymushy speeches. Ain is better at this.
she makes me cry in a blink of an eye. okay bedek ahh, would at least take me a minute then i cry. sekejaaaap je. ((:


Mateen;

thanks. i mean alot. for hearing out my "tempers" during random hours. for ze short unrelated stories during my bummed moment. for the presence when im in need. for being the first person for me to share a story with. for the laughs during your whacked out experiences especially about (inserttittle). and also for understanding my situation when no one really gets it. eh, if you havent notice lately both of us have been depressing meh. but finally we're getting the hang of it. likeee number one fan check. and jangan kau berani deny it. :DD Then again, no surprise no? Casas like you sure no problem. XDD

I know I still owe you a drink. (shut up you never turn out. your fault too.)
but still letting you know im appreciating every single thing you have been doing.
thanks. (:

God! What is up with me today?
Serioussssly?! *smashes head; ouch*

hari ini i tak balik.
ade date satu malam dgn kekasihkekasih i sume.
tak sabar youuu. :DD

teach me strum.

Mashallah. The morning was actually wonderful.
Okay no wrong. I was cranky as a crab early in the morning but i tried to calm myself down. Hit the road and parents cheered me up with GO! My favourite chocolate malt milk. macaam twu aje dorang. :DD I had my nap, did my prayers and read up on my tafsir and it felt goooooooooood~~

I was watching Kembalikan Cahaya at Suria earlier this afternoon with mama and shifa. I gag and rolled on the floor and choked so badly hearing the guys quoting and saying all those deep sayings.

Me: Kalau ade lelaki bobal gini dgn shaza psl this kind of issue, ill just turn around and say "pegi mampos ah kau" and walk away. a simple and easy the end.
Mama: isnt that what you have been doing.
Me: (froze)

i blinked three seconds. Shifa smiled and dad chuckled.

HJN's tumblr isnt amusing anymoreeee. why you change layout?!
I'm going for red this raya, what about you?
I know one person kepo already.

breatheless.

finally hjn's tumblr looks very appealing. it looks neat and calmer to read.
but, her dare is still unaccomplished. punishment?

last ten days of ramadhan is back. I never notice how fast time flies.
its faster than i thought. Sometimes, I wonder if I would actually celebrate this raya.
I am very excited for the last ten days. Late night prayers. Sleeping in the mosque. Sharing a huge tray with strangers during Sahur. And the awaiting of the sunrise.

Sisters are planning to a qiyam at Al Khair this Saturday.
I am excited and thrilled. Its sad though that Skin might not be joining.
imissthegirlsalot.

critic.

singapore is such a copycat.
everything want to follow. such a dog. :DD

American Idol wanted top 13 and so does Singapore Idol.
pfft, so much for the unpredictable results it was so clean and cleaaar.
Correct not?



I adore 3:32 to 4:10.
Go continue their originaal! Congrats Mae, Suzeri and Faizal.

quit telling me about it.

Oral STE? done.
Quran oral was okay except I messed up on one unexpected spot. But Alhamdullilah, I'm gald I manage to answer all of the questions.

By two thirty we were already in Singapore Checkpoint. JOBEE! Like finally, dad gave in and we headed to the borders. Ustaz Murat and family invited our family and several others for Iftar. :DD Amirah dah minah johor ahh! XDD All of us had our raya moments then. We got to play some mercun as well. Like duh it was rocking awesomee yo! After a long time, finally met Marsha. Ohoh, Ayun and family were there too. Sorry tak tegur. (grins) It was late already but the adults had the urge to head Angsana. Apeee lagi, jalaaan lah. :DD

Kuddos to dad and the trip and everyone else too.
(:

melly anne malsa(um) says:
ur the awesomess

DUUUH!! :DD

Goodbye dead long hair who makes me suffer everyday!
I had my haircut just now. first I looked emo-ish and shifa came into my mind. :DD All of the sudden the stylist started to rebond my hair. I was like, when did i wanted to rebond it?!! I kept flinching and suffering inside. I was suffering cause I fear sissors. At the end, I look like monkey from BOF when I wanted dora the explorer. Pfft!

Somehow, I need Melly, her alien a.k.a tempehboy and mateen.
i need to get some random moments out nownownow! ASAP yo.
&& i wonder what happen to HJN?


as long he's happy, im fine. (:

calm down.

now i feel muchmuch better than previously, here's a decent post.
thankyou Syuhadah and Rusda for the ears your lent me and the play along you tagged along. ohoh! credits to Yasmin too lah. XDD
Now I have a list who to kill first. (:
Hint: Your in Group G and your an opposite gender. :DD

I have many wishes to wish. Here I go,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELLY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAGAL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAMAL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY BAPAK SIDE!
May god bless you people and shower you with happiness.
YAAAAAAYYYY!!!

I should make it extra special for melly but i wont. XD
iloveyou!

choked.

i am bummed.
I was depending on my Oral so I could boosted up my Lughah.
This is STE and yet I messed it all up.

I am terrified now. terrified and horrific. I tried to stay clam and think positive.
but i couldnt and this isnt me. sesungguh nye i am fasting. sabaaar.
But I am still bummed.

Thw whole entire oral kept playing in my mind just like the hits playing in the radio. The whole gesture of the invigilators and their expressions and their unpleasant impressions afterward. I am scared and I cant regain my faith. trying hard. but i cant.

I am totally depending on my STE.
and i messed it.

i nak shoulder to nangis on. sape nak offer?

Taman Warisan.

Alhamdullilah! The performance was at least better than the last disaster.
It was four simple songs; Selamat Hari Raya, Astagfirullah, Selawat Badriyah, Gunung Payung and Tanjong Katong. We still messed up. I think those messed up notes were because of too much excitements.

This time round the whole event was much better. When DJ Dynn became the accidentally host when we all caught Bobo the supposedly host running grabbing the mic and jump on the stage. Both of them were hysterically and the crowds surely love them. :DD Ain kene interviewed twice already. Bravooo man. :DD The personalities this time were better as well. (pictures grabbed from Cikgu)

it was rather a shocker when we heard that apit, yes apit? was going to sing Astagfirullah together with Ridhwan and Irwan Azly. I have no idea what them names were so I copied from Cikgu's FB. :DD Oh so yes. That was a shocker and little kiddies around me were oogling already as I sit down and sigh over and over again. Hafizhah's five letter was up. XDD I received six cans of 100plus and shared it with amirah! Sister lurp right?? XDD Dynn and Bobo were making us laugh hard already I saw them tearing. :DD

Buka with The Geng Anak Seni and normal laughters. By then I was roasted beat.
Tomorrow is STE Oral. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!! Like for real or what.
*screaaaaaaaaaaaaams*

eh wish.

di pagi adilfitri by elite is playing. :O :O :O

its bringing my raye mood even higheeer. oh no. astagfirullah.

(smack self)

There were two drama in the train ride home. ONE: Hafizhah lost her Remonzi and panicked like her house got on fire. There was alot of gripping and pulling. TWO: I was wicked worried of the team tomorrow that I feel like crying. :D I did a veryveryvery dramatic fake cry and it felt better. (: I hope the team is going to produce a great performers today. Insyallah.

Yesterday was Dad's and Afiqah's birthday. :DD

May god bless you all and shower you lots and lots of rezeki. amin.

The family had a yummy meal during buka and we headed Swenses after terawih. FINAAAAALLLY! Chicken baked rice is in my tummy. mmmmm. :DD

Aiman! I saw head during terwaih. :DD

this time he looks extra tinier yet mature-er. for sure can melt. haha.

opps, my bad.

Yes, I was extra random and extra joyful that I had to mutter alot of stuff which explains the sudden explosions most of the time. Well, here's the secret: I had a bite of kinder Breuno for Sahur. :DD So I had my sugar rush like the squirrel from over the hedge ALL DAAY LOONG. Oh booogie!

Shifa noticed my too-much-muttering today as well, so I had many unappreciative random moments and foolishness today. But hey! it was an awesome day. I flirted with the brownie inside the container, it was suppose to be mine cause we were meant to be together but ain butt in. XPP Classmates are getting more itentive and Form teacher is getting cooler. :DD The next door class is decorating their class for hari raya cards already. I miss my ex classmates, sigh. I want Wani to sing lagu rayas, Jannah and Nazihah with them ketupats and the countdowns. school ended and we sang afiqah a birthday song! Gave her prezzie and got goodie bags. yummmmmmy brownies man! SARAHLIYANA, still waiting here. :DD

Little sister grabbed me by the arm cause we're heading Geylang. Again. I didnt want to join in but she insisted and left me with no choice. goofed around with the primary sixes for a while cause they wont stop talking and headed off looking like a fool inside. that was a mean reaction i swear. :DD It was baju raya hunting for little sister but I decided to join in as well, for fun. And hey, my luck! Mama got me another pesak gantung. Red this year. From Gold to Black to Blue black and now its red. Matching reds. (WHY QUESTIONS TIME! Why am i so proud of it? and why is shaheed playing some NDP songs?) Waited for dad at the mosque and bumped into the arabiah girls. You know who you are. Paisey moment: I have been walking around with the SL badge pinned behind me. -_______-

OKAY THIS ONE VERY HANGAT ONE! HAVE TO READ!
If you missed today's full moon, you missed the chance. the Moon was so beautiful and amazing. I was mesmerized by it cause I kept staring and was almost floating. I felt in love with the moon. a magical rock surrounded by the dark night.

happybirthday to aminah'irritatingsister, fiq, dad, the twins in aussie, meeera, malsa, dlot, who else ehhh. XD

closer to it.

the teachers in charge were very disappointed with the cohort's attendance.
on behalf of them, i would like to apologize. I know these teachers scarifies alot but I know I do appreciate every single effort each of you teachers did for us. I am proud to call you my teachers. *salutes*

School wasnt fun without Ain, Fiq and Frh. But I still did enjoy my day with Kak Ngah, Shifa and Mas. *giggles and smile like a five year old kid* To those who werent there, YOU MISSED ALOT I TELLL YOU! The classmates were rather outgoing although some did slept in class *cough* including myself, but I still enjoyed the lesson with form teacher. Now I know why he's kak ngah favourite ustaz. :DD I like ustaz M, he taught me how to be brave and try no matter how clueless I am. OHHEHE HEHE HEHE!

MPR lessons at the mosque was funny. Gald my laughing box did burst like squidward man! AIIIN! we got a ride again from the very same pakcik. :DD A clear view made my day almost perfect. I cant help it but to smile all day. ((:

I was touched yesterday. When Nenek Rusda left me an offline msg.
Her wants to cry made me want to cry. I miss our own moments and our very own secrets. How I wish to travel back time. youhavealwaysbeenmissingme. makes me feel much guiltier.

you decide.

its in the morning. the morning. THE MORNING!
Good Morning! :DD give me a morning theme song.

Yesterday, I observe something.
Here are some scene;

1. Dhania was stoned all the way during audi time. So frh decided to shake her and she did. Farah asked: "Dhania kau tido eh?" and she shook her head! Suddenly She woke up and say, "eh aku tido eh?" Frh and I were in confusion.
2. Last night, I was spread a did you know fact so did you know! Dhania thought she was dreaming when I sent her the text. And when she woke up she saw that text already and thought I sent her twice. I wont do that. But the oh so touching part is, Dhaniiiiiaaa kau mimpi aku ehhh. *grins like a whale* TEEHEHEHE.

So its either, Dhania has sleeping powers or she has magical issues.
oh magiiiiiic~ oh apricorns~~ oh unicorrrrn~
:DD

shoes.

I was wondering where I could get Keds and asked HJN.
I was talking about Keds as in K-E-D-S.
And HJN was talking about cats as in C-A-T-S.

We talked for a whole five minutes until.. KEBABOOOM!
We finally realized we were talking about two different things. :DD

I waaaant those purple keds now now now.
pleeeeeaseee.

read the msg below. SAVE!

my morning was already greeeeat. :DD
all prelim marks are in my hand and i am definitely not satisfied. hadith was brutal. veryveryvey brutal. this is very sad, but i must look at the bright side. I havent start on my revision yet! and i am left behind already. Give me motivation to improveee!

I feel for cake.

I had so many laughter today with the girlfies. :DD One by One popped out with sarcasms or bully methods that made us laugh. Ustaz S was ranting about attitudes and values instead of Muhadasah. I enjoyed the talk and well, I felt a 1% step ahead to be a good muslim. *grins* Played with the world map and missed out the prayers with the imam. ha ha. okay this is so irrelevant. pfft.

After school, the four of us had out own mini amazing race. I got stuck with ain and frh was with shifa. somehow their route was shorter than us and ain made me run. all of the sudden, beeepbeeep! A pakcik van gave us a ride. :DD Waved at frh and shifa and daaaang, their face was fuh-neey. *chuckleeees* Ain choked me. I nearly die. Another near death experience! :DD shut up lah shazaa exaggerate one!

i want to stop my evil schemes.
i mean even the evil guy from phineas and ferb is nicer than me. :D

someone stop meee lah.
this is getting merepek alreaaaaadyy! *suffers*

a fast one.

I cannot believe it! Shaheed lost Baba's Songket Nikah!
When we were talking about it I could see mama's disappointment right through her eyes and yet shaheed had this slumber face displayed. If I have a car I would run over him.

Speaking of run over and car, I had my near death experience last thursday. :D I thought it was rather cool and I missed the driver's face inside the car cause I was checking out its plate number. dont ask why. But credits to nana's screeching voice, both the car and I halt at the very moment and just stared at each other, you know, a very awkward silent moment. Farah got pissed cause we gave the car way to proceed but it stood there blankly. gah!

Finaaaaallly! I can focus on STE and Ramadhan. Since today is a public holiday, mama got off work early to go hunting for my baju raya. So we headed the normal place and zoomed fast. Got myself an off white kebaye and a black pesak gantung kind of kurung. it was so sudden the whole picking. Actually I got bored, I just agree on everything mom picked out for me. But hey, at least I'm satisfied. :DD Met dad and headed home. I dont think I need a new phone.

i need to reaaad more.my grammar is tumbling downdowndown the hill.
okay shut up.

I think I have embarrassed shaheed alot.
so yes I am bad. very bad. veryveryvery bad.
So I am sorry. But I am just venting.








hatiku belum terbuka lagi.
BOOOM! ha ha. but then again true that. sigh.