choked.

i am bummed.
I was depending on my Oral so I could boosted up my Lughah.
This is STE and yet I messed it all up.

I am terrified now. terrified and horrific. I tried to stay clam and think positive.
but i couldnt and this isnt me. sesungguh nye i am fasting. sabaaar.
But I am still bummed.

Thw whole entire oral kept playing in my mind just like the hits playing in the radio. The whole gesture of the invigilators and their expressions and their unpleasant impressions afterward. I am scared and I cant regain my faith. trying hard. but i cant.

I am totally depending on my STE.
and i messed it.

i nak shoulder to nangis on. sape nak offer?