i wish for a crayon, i want to scribble my face...

but im too lazy. (continue the tittle)

i finally receive a sunflower. early yesterday morning, hjn gave me a bouquet of sunflower and purple carnations. She even went on her knee. awwww. so sweeet right? And now its aminah's turn and she still remembers. *claps* now, i have to get them some flowers as well. :DD

Sijil Thanawi/Tingkatan Empat (wow, it sounds malaysia) or STE is coming up and i am not please with it. But i am glad I started a week earlier although its not enough for me now. but hey, its waaaay better than those who havent start revising. So, if you're a secondary four irsyadian and your reading this, BETTER START YOUR REVISION NOW! AS IN NOW, ASAP! or you'll suffer and no kidding.

hari raya celebration cum teacher's day cum children's day celeb is tomorrow. and the cousins are having their open houses this weekends. I wonder when mama is going make a rumah terbuke. hmm.

i am confuse.
i dont know what im hiding, what kind of feeling and which kind of feeling. what truth am i hiding? Why do I feel frustration.
why do i feel this way? is this another growing process kind of thing? where we kids sit back and think or maybe some inspirations popped out. where the level maturity shoots up? is it? is it? is it? maybe its a killer. the very same killer with the new edition of mixed feelings.
i want a wishing star.
a star that can wish for my childhood life back. where its total freedom and total carefree where i know nothing and free from everything. but duuuurh, its superb impossible.