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Term 3 just ended homies! School holiday go preoccupied by Jalan Raya.. But I want to head the Zoo and celebrate Nurul 'Ain Nabilah's Birthday. ))));

Wuuuhuuu Pictures! :D

Lemme see...

1. Iftar @ Irsyad
2. Geylang Henna Project.
3. Qiyam at MKS
4. Ustazah Siti's Iftar.

Tongue twist our name.

I got a friend. A friend who impressed by me. Why? Cause of my optimism.

You're so nice thank you! :D Gave me a boost to be happy and no reason to be sad.

I need to train my eyes to be more obedient.

They have been playing around and disrespecting me.

Grr. Need to memorize.

Grr. Have to be strong.

Grr. Have to do well.

Grr. But sleepy readyyyyyyyyy....

Friends macam biasa.

I need to have a Friends Marathon during the september holiday. Yeah Raya, I'm ditching yaw kechings for laughter. Deal with it! XD

The most beautiful half moon appeared this morning. Nothing was blocking its way. Like a boss it stay there in the middle of pure darkness. too purddyy! Insya' test was simple. It was a rock genre kinda paper yknw. Made few us head banged on and on and on and on and on. \m/

Was tumblr hopping and saw this. :D

Took a nap during a lesson and woke up asking my seat mates this:

"Eh, korang rase siape sign paper harry potter kalau mak bapak die dah mati."

Tired.

The past > 48 hours was a thumbs down sad sad face. Extra lethargic and I'm losing my boost. Qiyam at Khair was exhausting. Luckily Mama was being magical and amazing. Her mother touch kept me calm and ease my burden. iloveyouma.

Nahu test was a brain cracker. I frozed. Jittered. Blacked out and was dying with my eyes open. All I could do was sigh and pray to God to calm me down. Alhamdulillah it felt better. Friends said they feel far apart from me. I was losing my chatty. Bad sign.

Faked some happy emotions which turned into real ones. I swear ah, i got some awesome funny bunch of peeps. Joker ah satu satu! Even the teachers were being extra hilarious.

Thank you. ^^

This is how bummed I am. I won't call it a rough morning or a terrible hair or tudung day cause they were pretty nice today. Just feeling extra terrible and miserable. jsjgdhbfruywifuasdn. It's frustrating cause I got a Nahu test to worry about for tomorrow. Sighsighsigh.

Geyyyylang for Raya. Not so good.

Despite being such a couch loser right now, I manage to browse through some pictures. Aww, all my cousins and siblings are grown up. Beautiful ladies and handsome young lads.

ten nine more days til Ramadhan is gone. :O

Iqitisod plus no pictures.

So... Maya did a brilliant job uploading some Iqtisod Iftar pictures.

so yeayyy herrr! :D

What about today? Today, I sleep to calm myself down when Dad decided to make plans when I have my own plan for break fast. I don't want to go through a "Family Comes First" lecture and decided to have it his way. But it wasn't that bad. Thank God Nenek, Atok, Cik Nani and Husna were cute enough to make it all worth it. so THUMBS UP! ^^

Been playing Raya songs during Angklung Class. Joy To The World!

24th Sept 2011. Looking forward to this. v v v

to get back on track.

Back to writing. It's been a while and I need to practice my writing and typing as well.

Number of complains regarding my typos: INCREASED.

It has ended.

Bahas 4PM gave me the most wonderful journey I've ever experience. People might think we're nuisance for dedicating and committing our lives to it but honey, we love it. The journey was a blessed and wonderful journey. Now that the journey has end, we feel that we have lost a part of us.

But most of all, I love my team.

Nur Qanita, Nur Afiqah, Dhannea R, Kak Aizah, Abg Farihin, Zaki.

We're each other bestfriends, enemies, brother and sister. We're a family.

We go through the rough bumpy road together, endure it and face the obstacles together.

They're amazing and i wont trade the world for them. :>

During the journey too, we meet new people.

They taught me tons of things indirectly. We learn to care for each other and comfort one another. So sweet like that. :D

Thankyou Nuzul, Tchr Azam and Tchr Salik

for helping us out too.

story of my life

that second when you're darn speechless and youre out of words.

when movie scene was too good to be true. when they speak for you and rewind the same excat lines youve once use. the same next, before and after lines action and reaction. But all you can do is just sit.there.and.die. All you want to do is curse the director and the scriptwriter for filming your part of life. "they're playing my scene, I shall sue them and be rich." But in reality: They dont even know you exist. So wake up honey.

Okay lie. you dont die.

but your get the point.

No strings attached.

No fighting, No jealousy, No falling in love.

exam goner.

Currently at MCD airport T3 with Sharifah Nabilah waiting for Nur Hasanah and Shaakira Kamuluddin. One more day with two more papers and its over baby! #YESSA Done. I can sleep for many hours and not worry about a thing. (Conclusion: Exams so far so good. I really want to see if my studying really paid off. )

TET! Wrong.
I got 4PM Bahas to worry.

Teacher Azam texted saying there will be a group meeting in the computer lab. We are to download articles for our debates. But I got ritual after exam plans with the girls. (noooooooooo!) Well great success comes with great sacrifices. (my butt.)

For the school, for my parents, for God and for myself.
neveryoumind.

Creativity of a kid. They dare to dream.

How was my paper? You can it was not a meany but.. I froze.

Like a whimp I froze.

and choked.

Facing a situation right now. A big family and I couldnt find a space to study. Everyone is using the room and I got no space. I thought of moving to tampines but mama pointed a strong pointer. I need Baba for assistance. Dilemma.

DANG.

Q suke H.F. sebab masuk class last abih A jealous. S yang kene. bedeeek! XD

Tomorrow will be my first Aljunied Mid Year Examination after my leave to Canada. Quran tahriri. Am I scared? YOU BETCHA! NO CHEEZE! DUH OF COURSE I AM! I hope everything will proceed smoothly. Not only for this paper but for the rest examination papers as well. Amin.

The classmates are such love. They are wonderful bunch of ladies. Together, we make the ultimate class. Honestly, they're the top reasons why I am motivated to come to school and really study. This past two days, we did some bonding session via paper. Some self esteem booster. JYEAH! PREU 1/3 <3

Intersting stories?

Not much. :D

my comeback.

Good morning and I'm back. I think?
Its been long since I've last blog cause I got distracted by twitter most of the time. Even tumblr isnt really updated. Facebook even got visited once A week. Plus school have been a rough road to drive. School works are piled up with other activities as well. How to balance it? I dont know. But I know I'm trying my best.

Exams are around city. All aboard the revision plus pressure express.
Good luck kid.

"I got to admit without you around, I learn how to appriciate people more. my family, my friends. Meeting new people despite it being hard to do this time round. But its still a shock news. "

Japense homestay.

Miki and Lisa went off already. I bet theyre in the plane waiting to fly off. They cried so badly and miki had her towel on stand by. After bidding goodbye, she took her towel and started to continue her cry. My Favorite Japanese Girls. Because of them, I got close to Aisyah’s family as wekk. God Bless them. Come back soon. I'll nver forget the shrills we had while watching SKy of Love, the maniac waves, the giggles on the roads, the more shrilling at KFC and the google translator. Sayonara.

Netball with the Japs on Friday and a game with the UIA seniors today. FINALLY SOME NETBALL! It's been fun and I'm getting more involve with the school. But Im still trying to adjust myself with some mental adjustment.

Alhamdulliah things have been pretty wicked. :D The day before the class was suppose to have a remedial class but apparently our teacher forgot all about it and so we had a class bonding session. Newbies feedbacks and Oldies welcome speeches. It was tight and I'm loving' it. I hope it will continue as we keep blooming day by day.

I got slight cranky during Iqtisod meeting. And I apologize because there were no limitations and we were moving to any directions for our stall plans. But th photography session was a thumbs up. Meet Iqtisod 2011. :D

HOT TOPIC BEGINS NOW! JAPANESE KIDDIES HANG OUT! Aisyah brought home two japenese girls and hasanah, dila and I got the chance to hang out with them as well. :D Hang out at Aisyah's place til nine thirty. After dinner, we watched sky of love and it was an instead fiesta. From kinda shy into total fan girls. They were shrilling. If you can't beat them, join them. :D It was an experience. Learning bits by bits of ma-ma(translation: so so) japanese. Aisyah's family was selected by the school, and the media will be stalking her, Miki and Nisa. Guess what? Her family insisted that Hasanah, Dila and I should join. HOW AWESOME CAN THAT BE?!

Some of the girls and I headed the library for our debate club which was postponed to friday. Instead of having a bummer time, we decided to sit chill and discuss more. It ended up with more girl talk than edu talk. One: I am honored and grateful to have such wonderful classmates. Two: I was a bad girl. :D

The night before, Hasanah and I were kevjumba-ing on youtube and I had to watch my fav vid of him. :D The next thing we know, we were laughing out butts off giving 'alpha kenny body' to our friends from the library and from RC. Hysterical. Afiqah was being such a sweetheart and wants to know the real meaning of Fuck. Using the library's advantage of references, we opened up the dictonary and read its meaning. Q had to record it and laughed so hard. tsk tsk. And oh, some dude farted in class out loud. Random note.

Last day.

After three months of working at Borders Wheelock Place, I finally had to let it go just like that. so this post is a tribute to everything there. It's been a wonderful journey. I remembered my first pay, my first uniform, my first swipe cards, my first midnight shifts and etc. Along the way, I learn social lessons and confidence. Interactions and information are really important and only Borders taught me that.

My last day was Leon's birthday and we all sang him a birthday song. I'm going to miss their hysterical gestures and jokes. No more dancing leon. No more bullying Benard. No more midnight dinner or coffee with HJN, Aiin and Hafizah. No more chats with Audrey L. and Nadirah. No more racism with Wai Lin. No more gossips with Azrul. No more lame jokes by ily, dan, didi, nicole and colin. No more random kicks tap pokes nudges and curses from Amir Wally, Huda, Aina Nazry and Ashraf. No more laughing at azhari when he got sudden cramps. No more slow works with Ayu. No more helping Pei Shan bullying Aiin.

It's been fun. (:

Finally together after three years being apart, clueless and lost with the girls and now I'm finally back on track. :D Yesterday, I had a teary BIG laughter with the sisters starting with a mrt joke. Soon everybody started to make one up and a really good joke too. The ukhwah was back on. Today was another MRT joke session two. It wasnt as extravaganza like the day before but it was still a teary one. We even received a stare from our teacher for our extreme joy.

The class is DOPELICIOUS! I love our instant mingle-ness and havoc riots. I hope this year will be a terrific year cause the classmates just made my starting of the year awesome alhamdullilah. Japan kiddies came over to school YO! :D

I had a Debate Club or what they call KPE meeting after school. KPE is not the new expressway. Its Kelas Pidato Express, quoted by the students. My classmates could not stop talking and I think we irritated the teacher in charge. Our first topic is up and next week is debate time. The less experience yet oldies versus the younger with more debating experience. Some fair match. Friday is my last day of work and I'm going to make it worth it.

More that what I thought.

Currently waiting for the my parents to arrive home and send me to work. Last night work was unbearable. I excused myself and finished the whole entire back recovery and straightening just to stay awake. I could not deal with any customers due to my sleepy eyes already popping out. I was proud of myself cause the back look clean. :D

Today I'll be handing in the letter. The letter of resignation. (insert a dramatic effect) It's a sad story. School is too fun to handle and working will just slit all the fun away. No? School is amazing with the sisters, the classmates and the knowledge gain as well. Anticipating for more.

Yesterday while I had to find time before headin boaders I had no plans until Adilah and Nad cracked the ultimate question. Rab and Farah joined afterwards and shared their stories. This week was all about a person and you were a 24 months story who came back alive. I've notice several things while they insist to tale what happen. Bottom line: I'm an awesome storyteller cause I made them react.

Learn.

The shocker for my english O result is still on. A number of friends were in disbelief as well. What can I do? Move on and upgrade it. O's you prove the world nothing. Grr. So school was amazing. I managed to stay up. :D (excpt for the first period which was kinda okay. XD) Usul Fiqh was just amazing. I shall admit it proudly that I'm glad to be in a Madrasah. I'm learning more that what I expect and I feel gooooooood. :D

My C is sloping down. The fear is growing on me. I'm trying to fight it out but my base ain't tough enough. I feel no support. But I know I'm wrong. Anywayss, I shouldnt be here. I got tauhid project on the go, ulum quran to finish up and yet I'm here. I never learn. SIgh.

Back on-line.

I'm a school kid now. Homworks, assignments and more experiment tests on me and my (new) mates. Back to my old school. It's great to be back with my sisters especially with Ain around. ut problem: I have no control over my sudden doze of during class. Not just one but most of the class. Sitting and lecturing isnt my thing. I can handle Auditorium lectures but not classroom lectures. All I can do is pray and seek assistance from God. May He give barakah to every single thing I do and clean my heart so I'll be able to study. Amin Insyallah.

O results are in. I am done being disappointed. There were few thumbs up and thumbs down but every results has its own benefits. Back to blogger after my lost on tumblr. How you doin'? :D

First week of school. Boo yeah I feel like I was a kid again after a month of "adulthood". First day and second day was amazing. Met the whole school once again and immediately fit in, yet I was still a new (old) shy girl. TEHEH! Mom is expecting something. Expecting a change. She's expecting a lady in me. It's tough. And slighty irritating. So I'm in progress.

I love it there but i can't help myself but to doze off during class. Only by the end of the class i will start to wake up. I need to find a strategy to stop this. We're talking real life here. I learn about the life, the religion and the subject itself. Which is great. And i kinda feel sorry for some certain issue. Bleah.

I cant quit. I like my job. I learn and experience things. The job grew me up. But it's not the job I'm scared of. It's the people. I guess people are the worse kind out of all. Worse than ghosts and wild animals. They kill you mentally physically and emotionally. They haunt you worse than ghosts does don't they?

Feeling unease. School is beginning in few more days and I have not yet change my employment nor have I quit. I've been kinda in a mess and this doesn't seem cool. I'm scared. Yes. I have to deal and face with the monster. Right now, I am to prepare a resignation letter. Worried and unease on new years eve. Happy new year readers. && Get well sick people.

Welcome back.

Had a hell of fun both at work and at Desaru for the anniversary celebration and also the holiday. Day One was major traveling. Day two was superb lepakz. Sleeping all day. Day three was adventure. Suna in the morning, swimming afterwards. Spa and Go Kart then. :D Fats are popping out as well. Say HI YA'ALL!

Happy New Year! 2011 is coming.

ReALIVE

So much for reliving the blog. :D I RE-KILLED IT! Well, it wasnt on purpose.
I had better things to do. BLUFFER! Well O's is still going on.
Annnd I've lost all my readers. Going low profile.


I miss the team. And netball.