i went to school early agaiin with shaheed. the morning(before the first period) was loong somehow. anoosh came from and gave me a chocolate box. she gave shaheed one too. but mines better. :]] she gave me a letter too one typed the other one was written. there were many actiions going on thought that morning so i did enjoy the morning. but then the geography test and english ruin it. grr. annd also lunch. which affected the whole day too. native class was awkward weird. i was being stupid. why? the tchr asked the class what do we learn in the story and others were oh beauty dont last forever and all. i was like oh dont ask ghost questions. ;P i like my answer it make the tchr smile. for a while cause the guys were being immature. agaiinn. today was jus wasnt the day. i dont like it much. it was down. im not in the mood i guess. shaheed pissed me off when we were goinng back home. it was freezing cold. and yea. theeen things became worst.
i really wanted to be friends. but it turned out differently. and the wrong way. from friendly to very mean. well it my fault too that i somehow started it. then we attacked each other with very harsh responds. but the last part really hurt me badly. i realized that i was slow today after the person left. i realized i was slow while blogging. i really want to say to that person im really sorry and it was my fault and i admit it. but somehow i cant.
and i have a secret.
oh i realized another thing just now.
its too early to miss that person.
and i dont know if i should miss that person.
but i guess i jus miss that person already
so person i miss you already.
today just isnt my day,
i want to cry
i wannt to scream
someone make me feel better pls.
even the person whom i expect to make me smile or make me feel better didnt.
i jus..
depression.
ive been slow.
going back home SOON.
dad made me not to tell so im sorry.
>>>>
after a whiile. i played habbo. got crazy. then abdulaziz'spost on zak was funny it made me smile for the first time after the inncident.
CREDIIIITS TO YOU GUYS.
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