a dreamer's truth

today was an adventure. every moment was an adventure. from the sun rise till the moon shining somewhere in the dark sheet of sky.

so my i woke up in the morning feeling ready. i didn't really wan to go to school but it was my last day so i had too. so got ready and took the bus to school. IT WAS FREZZING COLD. it wasnt even funny. i was shaking and my fingers and toes were numb. i can barely walk. when we were walking to school, there was a car stucked in between the road. and the whole thing was troublesome. when i reached class the school was DEAD. ilham,DJ,abdulaziz,bashir were the only people there. IT WAS SNOW IN DAY! i told you dad! but i just keep on spending my dad at school tho i can go back home but nty. so i was talking to anoosh and the girls like about sagal's phone and phone plans. woaah i nvr know that we both we the only 2 people who actually know these stuff XP (feeling proud) the boy left the class so we had to ourselve we wanted to pparty but we end up putting loud music while me and anoosh played chess and checkers( i won chess[twice] she won checkers) and the other talk about shopping. =.= later then we got bored more talking and i decided to walk around and take pics. IT WAS CAM CRAZY TIME. psst. we spend 1h 30 in the bathroom taking pic while zayneb(a 6 grader) joined us. hilarious much. we had fun tho. then TABLE TENNIS RAWWK. hani(a 10 grader) was hilarious. theen we had so many funny incident going on. it was jus fun. after that we went downstairs while i watch a dog fight( a weiird juwairiya and anoosh fight) while i laughed and cracked jokes with hani and zayneb and later played basketball. funny. oh i got a weird cut i dont know how i got it i didnt feel it either. it was weird. so i call it my weird cut. then we walked around disturb people as we sit and watch a human reality drama. tsk3. then i kept going to the washroom after being a therapist listening and helping anoosh's problem about being confuse. i swear the book 'the boyfriend list' taught me how to be a therapist. hahahah. well it worked. im goood. tallked. lauughed while talk to people who passed by us while anoosh advertise to people that im leaving. everyone kept asking why im still at school? (they knw my name and i dont know theirs. and they also know i took the oc. wow.) my respond will be : "oh i love the school way too much. ;]"
pathetic but a good simple answer. heh.
then later we went out school property(where we cant) adn had our adventure.
we imagine that we were being chased. someone was going kidnapped us and all. it was fuuny.
anoosh made me run. she was like oh RUUUN. in the cold windy winter. TIIRED. then linger around. ooh i was hanging out so much that i lost track of time. got home finding shaheed and shazrah home only cos dad and the other 3 had parents tchr meeting. so went online.prayed.and got ready super fast. when to the school and just hang out with shifa and sundus and abdulrahim (gr4.gr7.gr6. heey there fun for small kids. they know me and i know them.) before that when to the gym foudn shifa and _Cough. talked to the tchrs. tchr anisa was happy that i got 93 for eng. and brother mustapha was like shoot 90? shud get 97 or something like that. yeaa i hate the average too. its the geography and the others. im regret getting 85 for science. ;[ soon then dad call and we went off to the airport to fetch mama. it took us and hour.(luckily tchr anisa gave the muslim girl mag and brought my mp3) bleeeeh found out mama still in chicago. due to flight being cancel cos of the weather. WTH. tiredsome, when to tim hurton. hot chocolate and bagel with cream cheese. sat down in a round table(by myself cos the previous table was not enough space) and read my mag with the mp3 on (cool riight. XP) then took the bus home and nslept. IT WAS COLD AGAIIN. i couldn't bare iit. brrr. the niight was so lovely. it was so serene, it was als9 clear that i could see the stars twinkle. hmm.
and now here i am.

reaad abdulaziz post. hah funny. it is truuee. we so brave that we take the bus eveyday so coold,
and eveyday he wll write bot me and shaheed leaving. no worries we wont forget you.
;]] how sweet of you tho.




i find myself expressless. i caant express my feelings to people. i usually listen to people and help them out but nvr go to people to express to them.i jus cant technically. but later then ill end up being depress and weiird angry feeling came out from no where. hrmph.

i want to meet abdulrahim's gr 10 brother agaiin pls.
like just now in the gym, ;]]
my tiny little secret hehe.