a dreamer's truth

today was down,lots of hugging and cares showed(thanks alot abdulaziz see u force me to blog which made me cry! IHY) that how i could describe it. i came in i got huggs and people saying " awww shazaa its your last day" theen the day goes on. i was jus down. not much laughter,fun or jokes. i was like some how half dead. i dont evenn feel the vibe that im upset that im leaving but i would miss the people here. i day dreamed alot (which is quite surprising to be honest). took pictures for while during science. everyones who had phone took it out asking for numbers and photos and texting. then lunch was weiird. spend the lunch in class CRAZY. i jus gaze and observe and smile. im going to miss the girls wildness and the guys messy floor sides with their immature attitude.. ;'] im going to miss alot of stuff. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! i got attcked by the gr 11. which questions that i got like squashed. theeen they asked me where i live and Hindustan movies.
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i dont know wat else to blog bot today. i was down slow and SAD.
ih we were suppose to go outside and play for gym then it was too cold adn guess wat

the gym tchr said: " oh i dont care i want to shove shaza's face into the snow"
other girl: "yeeeaah!!"
me: " oh shiit RUN!" _dash thru the dooor

but they didnt do it. well of corse they didnt they love me too dearly XP
wtch a movie fall a sleep finding everyone was staring at me
EMBARASSING.
why?
cos i though i was talking in a sleep or sumtin like thaat.
u get it?

pluuus dad got the tickets already which made mE GO oooLALA,



im going to miss anoosh,asha,abdulaziz,thcrs,huda,juwayriya,spikey(serene) ni,maa,leyla and other people too.

somehow im going to miss anoosh's weiird friends too tho we havent meet but we knew much bot each other we jokes(thru her) people like haru and cimo and jake and pervy damon.
im going to miss their story.


thanks for the memories u all&the experiences.



read his post agaiin.
grrrr.
gawwwds. relaaax we wont forget you.
ill miss telling you to stop whistling when u strt to whistle.
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oh no offense but i dont waant to go for eid pprayers.
hrpmh.
oh and all of the sudden i miss ustazah fatima







IMY.