let the pics tell you wat i did yesterday at aunt amys
oh addition: played ps3 and wii like giler. and also chinese checkers with shifa.









































those are yesterday's story.
TODAY:
morning internet.
crapped agaiin.

new drag rawker.
PORKSTAR.

wan change his to
COKESTAR.

i wonder whats maya's
AND SHE CANT B ONNLINE NO MORE.
im missing her. ):

todaay i was quite high i kept saying things more than 3 time.
i like it.
oi oi oi oi oi !!
BOXING DAY IS TODAY.
rawking awesome.
jeng jeng jeng.

shopped the whole day.
few days ago rusda was looking around for hot chinese dudes.
now it was my turn. excpt they werent chinese.
((:
teeeheehe.
no comments at last i swear.
XP
i got a digital camera.
&& IN YOUR PEOPLE FACE WHO TRY TO RUB IN IT MY FACE THAT U ALL HAVE PSP.
_cough maya,yan,aiin&&kak anii
gawwd aku kentot kn muka krg seyy.
now i hv too.
hahahaaa.
BUT.
shaheed&shadi nyee for the moment now sbb they got nothing.
=______________="
mama said she going to get my OFFICIAL one kt SG.
hrmmphs.

OH MAYA!
get him out of my mind now !!
asik tepikir psl de seyy.
naseb baek dr shopping tk terpikir.

OH YAN!
theres no more DSDW much seyy.
there no more Dynamic Sophisticated Duo Weird.
no there is Dynamic Sial Duo Weird seyy.
bwhahahaha..
no offence hun.
ILY♥

i swear i make first bad impression.
happens all the time.
pfft.
i seriously need help.
the evilness too right.
i swear people will comment bot it.
hahaha.
hmm i enjoy today's morning quiite.
tho i wasnt that hyper cos my weirdness is deaaad.
yesterday did nothing much but infornt of the lap the whole day.
i got frustrated with the whole family at night.
gawwds.
i have nothing to blog.
going to aunt amys today.
HAPPY XMAS TO PPL.

OH MAYA,
come one girl.
cheer up, might have some benefit to it.
ur patience it golden kn. (took that from friendster SH profile)

OH TO THAT PERSON,
i knw u might not be reading this,
but i jus have to say.
YOUR PATHETIC.
i dont knw why i even bother.
pfft.

OH YAN,
teach wan and tell him
girls are smarter than boys.
XD
we rule.

off to aunt amys
will post and tell bot it.
with pics?

omgaay.
i love the morning crapness. maya,wan& yan really rawked the craps out of my morning.
presenting the drag rawker.

DIYANAwokstar.
SHAZAforkstar.
WANcockstar.
psst. whats maya?

it was full of crapness which was totally rocking cool.
then later out for brunch. when to zellers somehow christmas shopping for the neighbours.
and also camera shopping.
eh yan kt SG T200 brape?

while i was eating (subwaay. oooo. ) this questions bombarded me.
like what happen if i came bck to SG everything change.
what happen if no one likes me.
what happpen if all of the suddenn the sisters dont like me.
its like the first meet and im dead nerveous.
HELP.

reached home and log in the lappy.
and edit blog and post and other stuffings too.

OH YAN.
sorry i spammed ur style.
its rocking fever dudee.

OH ABDULAZIZ.
it was all a joke not talking to you,
i didnt really got that offended.
there was actually once even worse than this.
>;]]
so yea.
and dont use the word rocking.
its mine.
copyrighted.



going to aunt amy's hse agaiin on christmas.
its like a chistmas thing
heh. i think?
oh. shes chinese muslim.
so she has sib whose christan.

cik amy's hse was rawking cool.
no pics cos it the phone when dead. ( i knw i still used my phone)
+_________+"

while the others took the car with cik jo,
me and shaheed with shifa too took my sport car with danial (uncle joh's son)
it was so cool.
i was really in the need for speed sey.
>;]]
reach her hse as mom and dad havent arrive yet. so talked to aunty amy while listening to music.
then watched some shows and eat.
it was a very silence dinner for the little kids.
=__________="
when downstairs and watched american pie:the band club at muchtv.
andn also some zoey101,hannah montana and SLOZAC.
shifa and me were just laying our butts on the couch and eat.
the cake was okaays.
the fruits were okay.
NOTE: do not drink canadian dry soda club. it taste like plain water with gas. YUK.
then went home.
watched night at the musuem(again!)
and doze off.

i like her hse.








MAYA!
aku dah lose my weirdness.
this morning ni dont feel the hyperness and weirdness and the crapness.
NOOOOOOO!!
ni sume ko & wan nyer psl.
aku dpt kencing manisan.
im all grown up like diyana.(teeeheehe no offence)
:[[

im bored.
well like today like i told maya it suck.
but thanks to her for hearing out & also bringing the crap in me.





the morning turn out not to be so suckish at all.
[xcpt for the part where ABDULAZIZ ruin it. dude that wasnt funny. you went a little to far]
then talk to alot of ppl.
planed outing with kak ani.
and catched up with sha while helped mai with her blog.
then diyana came in.
=______________="
beeps la you. when im about to log out you log in.
daaang. i wanteed to talk to you about lots of stuff
after u nvr UPDATE or LOG IN.
so yeaa.
then went out with family.

okaay children listen up.
you should be lucky and jappy that you have proper food
everyday.
i am sick with not so proper food anymore.
mom didnt cook cos of the packing and all.
the hse is every hyper up.
:]] i like it.
so when to Macdonald's.
then to the bank. ( yay i got money. tons of money nyeheheeehaha.)
then got home.
i was pushing shifa and shiham into the snow( well i wasnt. i was ONLY PRETENDING.)
all of the sudden shaheed came from no where and pushed me in!
IT WAS WAR.
dang i hate boots. i cant even run.
then i laid on the snow and played suicide( from a height then jump into the snow backwards)
while waiting for mom and dad to catch us up.
then prayed and here i am.

toniight will be going to cik amy's hse.
will updatee bot it.
with pics?
oriites.

well. today. was. weird.

okaay it wasnt really that weird. morning internet. afternoon internet. night internet.

the day was boriing helped mom packed away and basically that it. but the most happening thing happen wat betweenn 7pm-8pm. dana and nouran really made me smile hard. it was so funnt. ILThem.♥

dana,
the dude is okay looking no comments too bad hes ESL.
:[ you lucky butt.

theen cos of dana me and shaheed and shifa had this wrestling thing going on.
we jumped on each other. the most hilarious thing was when shazrah jumped on shaheed!
it was so funny + cute.
the way how she jump on shaheed with her short legs.
she was like the little elf jumping on a robber who tried to rob some stuff.
FUNNNNNNNNY!

oh last night talk to abdulaziz. played the " i predict..." with him.
haahaaa.
i though u knew me well. but its the other way round.
I WON!
well maybe u are riight im unpredictable.
sweeeeeeeeet.

to you,
cheer up dear,
you are stronger then u think.
jjust keep on smiling.

to rusda,
desperatee dude alert.
funny. he scares me.
eh somehow bru je bobal but feel mcm da lame tk bobaal ar.

to shira,
suprisingly. i miss you.
weiiirds,

todaaay is thursday.
10 more days

so i was talking to kak ani and eyan. making her jealous like heck.

POLL OF THE POST,
result or ur choice pls tag at my tagboard.
SLR OR DIGITAL CAMERA

i just cant make the choice cos cos the pros and cons. hrmph.
todaay was another whole packing day for mom and internet laptop for me.
so i downloaded some games and play it. i as still in my pjs. omg i hate that family feud game. it made me feel stupid like my brain got crushed by a train. shifa kept on winnning and she nvr did anything. i was like the one scoring and answering.
gawwwds. then later i was like on crack. every single word i said she laughed.(funny.) i was being crazy and weird. oh i was also pretending to talk like a plastic but too bad it wasnt that plastically plastic. teeheeehee. so then continue doing stuff. and eat. and more laptop. more packing.


okaay,
im bored.fed up.frustrated.
my mom is taking over how i dress.
she said that i have to go shopping wiht her for clothes.
annd i cant buy my own clothes.
WTH IS THAT.
i noe how to dress properly.
i still have the shame in me.
gawwsh
dont thik that is going to happen.


skiing?
should go?
yes or no?

EID MUBARAK EVERYONE.
hope you enjoy those meats.

i was very very tired. bcos i slept at 1 last night (im very sorry person as i wasnt really helping much) got nagged my DAD to hurry and get ready and off to school for eid prayers. IT WAS SUPER COLD. i met my long lost beloved camera partner sagal,then thre were the gr7s adn 8 and also Fatima G, suhur, mariam, nima and also zahra. another huggies day for me =______="
as some people know i am not fond of this hugging thing. first i dislike hugging then i agree that maybe its not that bad. NOW IM OVER IT NO MORE HUGGING but maybe a little for the SH. then we talked, texted msging, while i talk to nima and zahra and some other people. both of those losers almost made me cry, RAWWWR. goosh im going to miss you all. D: there were many people to talk too. oh and people kept on saying that i look like my mom. NO I DONT. i look like my dad and i like it that way. hehe. no offence mom. we were off to ridaeu center. we ate there and talk. soon then while talking away i found out that dad was eating sushi! >:o well i order want to all for my self. hehe. it was YUMMMMMY. i never like sushi but this one was good. then walk around to shop dad and i went camera brwsing with shifa with us while the rest went to eb games checking out some video games. later then we ate ice cream and walk away. at that moment i felt like we were on a holiday shopping in a foreign country.(for me now canada isnt a foreign country, its my 2nd home country.) bought a candy cane(WOOOWEETS~) and slept in the bus and reach home wtch national security. omgaaay dad laughed his head off making all of us laugh even more harder. whatever that can make my dad laugh weirdly are serious funny. liike pink panther the movie. now here i am. playing wheel of fortune 2 and surfing away.



oh ain know my secret.
i cant help it.

now the whole family is getting excited to pack it all.
we're off.
dad got the tickets alreAAADY.















11 more days.

today was down,lots of hugging and cares showed(thanks alot abdulaziz see u force me to blog which made me cry! IHY) that how i could describe it. i came in i got huggs and people saying " awww shazaa its your last day" theen the day goes on. i was jus down. not much laughter,fun or jokes. i was like some how half dead. i dont evenn feel the vibe that im upset that im leaving but i would miss the people here. i day dreamed alot (which is quite surprising to be honest). took pictures for while during science. everyones who had phone took it out asking for numbers and photos and texting. then lunch was weiird. spend the lunch in class CRAZY. i jus gaze and observe and smile. im going to miss the girls wildness and the guys messy floor sides with their immature attitude.. ;'] im going to miss alot of stuff. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! i got attcked by the gr 11. which questions that i got like squashed. theeen they asked me where i live and Hindustan movies.
=______="
i dont know wat else to blog bot today. i was down slow and SAD.
ih we were suppose to go outside and play for gym then it was too cold adn guess wat

the gym tchr said: " oh i dont care i want to shove shaza's face into the snow"
other girl: "yeeeaah!!"
me: " oh shiit RUN!" _dash thru the dooor

but they didnt do it. well of corse they didnt they love me too dearly XP
wtch a movie fall a sleep finding everyone was staring at me
EMBARASSING.
why?
cos i though i was talking in a sleep or sumtin like thaat.
u get it?

pluuus dad got the tickets already which made mE GO oooLALA,



im going to miss anoosh,asha,abdulaziz,thcrs,huda,juwayriya,spikey(serene) ni,maa,leyla and other people too.

somehow im going to miss anoosh's weiird friends too tho we havent meet but we knew much bot each other we jokes(thru her) people like haru and cimo and jake and pervy damon.
im going to miss their story.


thanks for the memories u all&the experiences.



read his post agaiin.
grrrr.
gawwwds. relaaax we wont forget you.
ill miss telling you to stop whistling when u strt to whistle.
;]]












oh no offense but i dont waant to go for eid pprayers.
hrpmh.
oh and all of the sudden i miss ustazah fatima







IMY.

today was an adventure. every moment was an adventure. from the sun rise till the moon shining somewhere in the dark sheet of sky.

so my i woke up in the morning feeling ready. i didn't really wan to go to school but it was my last day so i had too. so got ready and took the bus to school. IT WAS FREZZING COLD. it wasnt even funny. i was shaking and my fingers and toes were numb. i can barely walk. when we were walking to school, there was a car stucked in between the road. and the whole thing was troublesome. when i reached class the school was DEAD. ilham,DJ,abdulaziz,bashir were the only people there. IT WAS SNOW IN DAY! i told you dad! but i just keep on spending my dad at school tho i can go back home but nty. so i was talking to anoosh and the girls like about sagal's phone and phone plans. woaah i nvr know that we both we the only 2 people who actually know these stuff XP (feeling proud) the boy left the class so we had to ourselve we wanted to pparty but we end up putting loud music while me and anoosh played chess and checkers( i won chess[twice] she won checkers) and the other talk about shopping. =.= later then we got bored more talking and i decided to walk around and take pics. IT WAS CAM CRAZY TIME. psst. we spend 1h 30 in the bathroom taking pic while zayneb(a 6 grader) joined us. hilarious much. we had fun tho. then TABLE TENNIS RAWWK. hani(a 10 grader) was hilarious. theen we had so many funny incident going on. it was jus fun. after that we went downstairs while i watch a dog fight( a weiird juwairiya and anoosh fight) while i laughed and cracked jokes with hani and zayneb and later played basketball. funny. oh i got a weird cut i dont know how i got it i didnt feel it either. it was weird. so i call it my weird cut. then we walked around disturb people as we sit and watch a human reality drama. tsk3. then i kept going to the washroom after being a therapist listening and helping anoosh's problem about being confuse. i swear the book 'the boyfriend list' taught me how to be a therapist. hahahah. well it worked. im goood. tallked. lauughed while talk to people who passed by us while anoosh advertise to people that im leaving. everyone kept asking why im still at school? (they knw my name and i dont know theirs. and they also know i took the oc. wow.) my respond will be : "oh i love the school way too much. ;]"
pathetic but a good simple answer. heh.
then later we went out school property(where we cant) adn had our adventure.
we imagine that we were being chased. someone was going kidnapped us and all. it was fuuny.
anoosh made me run. she was like oh RUUUN. in the cold windy winter. TIIRED. then linger around. ooh i was hanging out so much that i lost track of time. got home finding shaheed and shazrah home only cos dad and the other 3 had parents tchr meeting. so went online.prayed.and got ready super fast. when to the school and just hang out with shifa and sundus and abdulrahim (gr4.gr7.gr6. heey there fun for small kids. they know me and i know them.) before that when to the gym foudn shifa and _Cough. talked to the tchrs. tchr anisa was happy that i got 93 for eng. and brother mustapha was like shoot 90? shud get 97 or something like that. yeaa i hate the average too. its the geography and the others. im regret getting 85 for science. ;[ soon then dad call and we went off to the airport to fetch mama. it took us and hour.(luckily tchr anisa gave the muslim girl mag and brought my mp3) bleeeeh found out mama still in chicago. due to flight being cancel cos of the weather. WTH. tiredsome, when to tim hurton. hot chocolate and bagel with cream cheese. sat down in a round table(by myself cos the previous table was not enough space) and read my mag with the mp3 on (cool riight. XP) then took the bus home and nslept. IT WAS COLD AGAIIN. i couldn't bare iit. brrr. the niight was so lovely. it was so serene, it was als9 clear that i could see the stars twinkle. hmm.
and now here i am.

reaad abdulaziz post. hah funny. it is truuee. we so brave that we take the bus eveyday so coold,
and eveyday he wll write bot me and shaheed leaving. no worries we wont forget you.
;]] how sweet of you tho.




i find myself expressless. i caant express my feelings to people. i usually listen to people and help them out but nvr go to people to express to them.i jus cant technically. but later then ill end up being depress and weiird angry feeling came out from no where. hrmph.

i want to meet abdulrahim's gr 10 brother agaiin pls.
like just now in the gym, ;]]
my tiny little secret hehe.

ITS THE WEEKENDS.

notthing happenn. dad cooked. we all helped. i actually did my chorus,my homework and play the internet the whole day with no nags. no offence towards mom but i liked it. on saturday, i was in my pjs the whole day. heh. i got lazy okays.
sunday. SNOW STORM. A HUGE ONE. IT WAS SOOOO COOL. i hope monday is snow in day? or maybe not. hrmph. im confuse actually. and things have been suckish.




i dont get it.

i went to school early agaiin with shaheed. the morning(before the first period) was loong somehow. anoosh came from and gave me a chocolate box. she gave shaheed one too. but mines better. :]] she gave me a letter too one typed the other one was written. there were many actiions going on thought that morning so i did enjoy the morning. but then the geography test and english ruin it. grr. annd also lunch. which affected the whole day too. native class was awkward weird. i was being stupid. why? the tchr asked the class what do we learn in the story and others were oh beauty dont last forever and all. i was like oh dont ask ghost questions. ;P i like my answer it make the tchr smile. for a while cause the guys were being immature. agaiinn. today was jus wasnt the day. i dont like it much. it was down. im not in the mood i guess. shaheed pissed me off when we were goinng back home. it was freezing cold. and yea. theeen things became worst.

i really wanted to be friends. but it turned out differently. and the wrong way. from friendly to very mean. well it my fault too that i somehow started it. then we attacked each other with very harsh responds. but the last part really hurt me badly. i realized that i was slow today after the person left. i realized i was slow while blogging. i really want to say to that person im really sorry and it was my fault and i admit it. but somehow i cant.
and i have a secret.


oh i realized another thing just now.
its too early to miss that person.
and i dont know if i should miss that person.
but i guess i jus miss that person already
so person i miss you already.


today just isnt my day,
i want to cry
i wannt to scream
someone make me feel better pls.
even the person whom i expect to make me smile or make me feel better didnt.
i jus..
depression.
ive been slow.














going back home SOON.
dad made me not to tell so im sorry.



>>>>
after a whiile. i played habbo. got crazy. then abdulaziz'spost on zak was funny it made me smile for the first time after the inncident.
CREDIIIITS TO YOU GUYS.

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY SHAHEED!!

yes. it was shaheed's birthday. my little guy best friend. okay maybe he isnt that little. so today i went to school early. i beat these earlier comers too[people like anoosh and abdulaziz] it was hectic. bleeeh, i was int he rush and everything. i would like to thanks the math tchr for calming me down for nt chcking the homework. why? cause 1st i did the wrong pg. 2nd i did half of it. later then it was engliish more stressed. and i got to admit according to abdulaziz bot english class. its all bot anoosh and brother abudulaziz. bleeeh yak yak yak. they kept on talking and talking it like only them.( last oeriod of english was the same thing tooplus this time muhim was sort of in too) but then the fire alarm rang, some screamed while others were hooting. i forgot to bring my jacket along and it was FREZZING. my hands were frozen. COLD. i wan to sue that person so badly now. but then it was cool. science wtched a video about thory of evalution. the last 10 min i slept. omgayy i was a good nap! the weather and all. lunch was quiet. we didnt knw where asha went so me and anoosh hang alone with the grade 8 most anoying girls.
XP oh her cake was deeaaad yummy [ i always eat her lunch :)) ] she had cramps so we didnt really talk much plus with the weather i just want to sleep. meet muhim and abdulaziz at the hallway while we were trying to find a place to hang they were talking bot the party theyre planning for me and shaheed. gaawd guys if u wan to plan it dont do it infrnt of me. pretending not to hearing anything i just made a distant. OH. I FOUND A HOT SPOT FOR ME. and im in love with it. :pp the gaps between lockers. i can fit there easily cause i was small. i scared alot of people which was hilarious. people actually stopped. people thought that anoosh were talking to the lockers like some crazy person but dundumdun she was talking to me who was in between the lockers hiding. it was funny to see people reactioon. it was fun. then i got the card back and the game frm abdulaziz and me and anoosh signed it while we rather some crowds out of now where. anoosh wanted to wrap shaheeds "suprise" gift so badly that we actually took some toilet papers and wraapped it. IT WAS FUNNY!! we were laughing our head off. it was so ghetto. then we "steal" some white papers ad deco or draw it. i planned to give it to him after the computer class(oh i foudn the class hilarious with the present.and other stuffs where anoosh scared me so badly that i dont wan to mention it anymore. im still in shocked now dont ask) and gave it to him. shaheeed got all over abdulaziz for the game and kept thanking us. funny guy. during that time a bigraphy tchr was having an asthma attck that he coouldnt breathe adn the other tchrs were worried so badly. it was okay then, thanks god. english class bored. stressed until the tchr were talking bot the girl things which i forgot wat he said. but when he said that me and anoosh stopped our work jus like that and look at him i was like " ouch u make it sound so offensive" before i said that he laughed he knew we were going to commetn on sumtin. you yak alot on him telling him things. it was fun actually.its fun to debate with him. he left class early cause he had sumtin to do. tchr shukri took over. IMISSTHATTCHR. she called me out and said that she heard i was leaving and i said yes and all.( 3 more days in school) then later if i forgot wat happen.

shaheed celebration and eat this ice cream log thing omgay YUMMY.
oh a quote from shaheed i loved today: "oh it the typical father figure baba" sarcasticlly. the way how he said it. was hilarious.


MAYA DEAR: im talking bot ridhwan.his bulletin at friendster about the featured friends.

KAK ANI: awwwe i feel so touched that u dreamt bot me. IMYtoo. no worries we'll hang out soon.

ABDULAZIZ: dudeee. ur last paragraph of ur post. gawwwd. dont say it that way. come oon. its nt like we're just going to ignore u jus like that. we'lll still remember you,

im going to miss the teachers here.
and i really mean it.
theyre just....






:]]
many things happen today

SHAZA'S DESCRIPTION OF TODAY: YELLOW MINDED RAINBOW COLORED.

omgaaay[spammed diyana. okaays eh? SDWD rights ] i swear it was coloring obviously can see. raawwwr. its the back table thing. anoosh was yellow minded she brought up all this _cough bed thing with another gender sort of _cough thing something like that. it was disgustiing! then all the wrong stuff came out. every wrong thing. tsk2 i came to school finding the classroom door closed. shaheed wasnt with me cause he ran away from me and entered the gents to escape for the chase.

pathetic i know. so i opened the door finding no girls all boys looking. surprisingly shocking i ran to the ladies. pathetic i know. in the ladies there was a debate about plucking eyebrowns. =.= yea the ladies is now the call "the office". it was boriing to see them talking tho i was part of it. so i went back to class and jus sit and talk. me and anoosh has the most boring fight in the century. she gave up and insist of talking. i didnt like it either cause asha wasnt there to help either of us out to make it intersting. computer class was full of story and YELLOW STUFFING. bleeeh. i kept asking her wts wrong with her but she just laugh and said i dont know. well if u cant beat them join them. haha. it was so funny. islamic studies had a quiz. one word. EASY. we were suppose to have a test but got postponed and yeaa more talking dirty things and jokes around about stuffs. lunch was a draaag. felt guilty for sereens team. i was hoping them to win then agaiin i feel guilty. math was i-really-have-to-focus-or-else. but i was okaay. more pactice much easier. but it was funny tho. we had to do our assignment 20 times. thaanks alot to the carols. =.=

math tchr: OH! shazaa i dotnt care where u are u have to do 20 times okay?
shazaa : whaat? oh sure no problm ill put it in the envelope and send it to you. ;]]
math tchr: okay good.(smile)

dundumdun.
i am going to do it so.
i like the math tchr
he rawk.

there was a fight in the class the most funny fight.
THE STORY:
this guy found that his jacket was in the trash can he attck some innocent dude then jump on him (sort of) then 3 guys came from no where and pull him with full drama. it was hypertatically HILARIOUS AND FULL OF DRAMA. [ this school has more drama then any other schools or public school. its such a worst :P] during this part i kept looking at wither khalid and ilyas. ilyas was being this good guy trying to sort things out between the 2 dudes fighting. he was like being a dad figure (hahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahhaha) while khalid were all of the sudden serious goofing around poking people. tragiic. haha. natiive was okaaays. the storytelling. and yeaa. talking to abdulaziz bot shaheed surprise present from us. funny guy i must say. weiiird person.

i read mayas blog. wan's bulletin crack me up so badly that it made me smile so hard.
_cough no comment _cough.
i wanted to say sumtin but i forgot.
luckiies maya.
theen agaiin poor wan.
i feel sorry for wan. trying to make maya feel guilty. :]]

then rusda's word made me want to cry so much and smile more softer.
ILYsomuchies. gawwwd i miss u tons too. aah la. lame seyy tk bobaal. any depress losers chasing after u anymore tk? riindu ar bobal pasal desperates rejects.

oh.
i have decided NO MORE LYING although if im about to die cause in trble i shundt lie.
random right? it came from no where. well i have beeen doing some thinnking so yeaa.
its not that i lied to peple but i just wanted to make a step to become a good muslim.
XP
well its the talk sister amina gave the girl thats whyy.



TODAY WAS OUT LOUD. RAWKING MUCCHMORES.
loves it.




i have 4 more last school days.
thenn winter breck and i cant see my high school friends no more.

im going to miss:
back table

• annoosh
• asha
• the tchrs
• huda
• juwairiyah
• ayan
• aisha
• leyla
• abdulaziz
• the people arounds
• the drama
• maybe the guys weird immature attitude
• OH!
• dana
• nouran
• the abraar school.
• THE WHOOLE THING.

these all above change me alot. made me know stuff to make myself better.

today, i changed my schoolbag :]] i know ehk. whats the point i change my back.
random la you shaza. biase la. shaza kan the weird one while diyana the sofisticate one,
together we're the WDSD. dumdumdum. okay crapness attack. sorry readers.

today.
went to school feeling weiird. the school was like dead. the grade 9 class was like a prison cell.
why? cause the principal is watching our class treeneet. only my class know wat happen
bleeeh. ITS ALL THE GUYS(as in: boys only) FAULT. so school sarted so quiet. people came to me and attack me with all this question. "are you leaving? when? yak yak yak." im happy to leave okays. sorry but illmissyougguys. after then lunch hung out with asha andn anoosh.
no debate club cause most of the members have their basketball tournament. then i gt all hyper and lively there. GYM CLASS WAS AWESOME. it was floor hockey! woooooots~. the game was awesome. i rawk. dumdumdum. i was said im quick. how touching. well why? its cause im small people plus im into floor hockey, decendants from my mom and aunt i guess. its in the genes. well i scored 2 good shots. so thrilled. there were like dancing when i scored. haha hilarious i must say. then i slack half game,so tired. well my team best players _cough :]] all slack so end up we lost the game by one.haha. french class was the BOMMB.bang bang doks.incident that KEBOOBOOM. in your face anoosh.

french tchr: okays class give this paper to you parents okay. its for your parents not you.
its the parent tchr confrence.(as he aproched our table)
anoosh : oh brother, i dont need to give it to my parent right. they dont need to come right
cause im your favorite student riight.
french tchr: no. your not my favoirute student :]
anoosh : brother, you alway say that but you know that im your favorite student.blablabla
(i forgot wat she said)
french tchr: listen, from this table amoung all of you. shazaa's my favoirute.
me : AHAHAHAHAHA. diss onn your face. see im his favorite so shut up.
anoosh : brother your jus saying that! (dyning it)
me : shut up. he said it already. ha.
anoosh : _shut down. watever. hes just saying it.
me : yeaaah. sure.
french tchr: (smiled.)

hahahahhahahhahahahhahahahhahahah.
dumdumdum.
did my french test,omgaay. hard. im studying next time. =.=
french is getting herder then i expect.
hmm.
so then did it and all.
oh got a ride from someonne home.
and now at home.

;]]




ILOVESITTINGATTHEHALLWAY;hearts

psst to that person:
just dont la. theres no point
okays?

oh i realized something.
TIPS FOR MYSELF: never express feeling to my blog why? cause it makes me feel weird and un me thats scarry.

sorry for the late posts. :]] maaf zahir batiin.

Monday&Tuesday are SNOW IN DAY. well actually it was only on monday, for other school but not my school. I CUT SCHOOL FOR 2 DAYS. weeewt~~ i rawk. tneeeet. so those two whole days were laptop all the way. the snow is thick. higher.colder.dad said that this is one of the coldest winter after 10 yeras sumtin like that.

on Wednesday, i felt different. it was so cool though. i was somehow quiet that day as i dont get it whats really going on. then after lunch it was SUPER HYPER RAWKING. i was the same SHR on thursday and friday that our table were laughing our arse off. well of course the others helped out with the laughing till we all cried. i got closer with asha which got me closer to anoosh with no fights and hatings. :]] friday's joke was the more crap crap joke the whole day. asha has a baby cause she didnt took her birth control pill then she slept with anoosh's boyfren and all then there was a bet and all. funny. iadorethesehalfsisterslosersofmine.


THURSDAY:
something personal happen when i reliase i might have family prblms. but i dont nw. i realized how caring my siblings are although we hate each other so much. that a lesson taugh thanks to me although aku yg kene. sheesh. i jus think that mom treat me like im still 12 when im not. i dont feel all grown up. all this thing makes me feel like that i am 12. tsk.

seriously have u guys ever see me sad? if im sad im not that sad. nobody knows when im mad or sad. if i have a prblm i cant really go to anyone. i realized that im a hard-to-express person.
somehow i usually go to syimir to express it. sorrysisters. but not fully tell him everything. {boys are much more trustworthy than girls agree with me cause its right}
i dont know wat else to saay. OH. how many people know when im sad or angry?

eh i realized diyana sophisticated la. since when she grew up?
i almost forgot.
REPORT CARD RESULT ARE IN.

English: 93
Canadian Geography: 81
Science: 85
Native Studies: 92
Physical Education: 89
Principles of maths: 92
French: 87
Computers: 96
Islamic Studies: 95
STUDENT AVERAGE: 90

:]]
kak anii had a very funny story. u shud text msg the lady BACK SEYY.
i got so many funny stories these weeks. so much laughinngs.
ilikeit.

I CUT SCHOOL TODAY AGAIIN. annd all of my siblings did too. :]]

todaay, i didnt go to school. cos i had to baby sit the shazrah and shaheed just had the plan not to go to school. so in the morning, internet. talked to so many ppl. i miss them all. kak ani so eh eh kte hang out together soon. :]] then mama called and told me to help tchr anisa(gr8 eng tchr) help her with her markings. so i did. i rush and get ready and dash to school while shaheed babysat shazrah. lucky i brought my mp3 with me. while marking i was listening to it la. style la kate kn. talked to brother mustapha and the girls and then rush home cos shaheed had to pray his jumaah prayers riight. so then later internet, tv then when back to school cos of halaqah going on. omg. i love you girls. we were rawking cool people seyy. first we talk about islam and all. then we chatted along laughed. i got gathered around talk and laugh we were like imagining being super cool and all. then later we played this game. ha my team ruled. ;P soon we chat again eat talk laughed our heads off and all. it was fun. met a new people. well we meet randomly like always int he bu annd all but we never like talk or know each other until now. then played basketball. i wanted to go back home when i found shaheed left without me. >;o so i asked nouran if i could get a ride cos it was really cold and windy and dark. thanks to her dad. then now at home.

had an argument with mama.
dont wan to go in detail but jus to say im 14 and in 7 month in 15.
but maybe in the benefit maybe we should sit and discuss.

i have to strt reading more and less on the internet seyy.
mate pon da makin rosak.
=.=


somehow 3 more weeks.

well, in the morning, i tried to avoid her. somehow the more i avoid her, the more thingys ahppen. the better things happen. today was quite rawking fun, hilarious much, xpecially during eng class last period. the class was OUT OF CONTROL! and it was the worst of the time. it was like a nightmare for the tchrs. make it short. i dont want to alk much.
okay incident,

me:" sister, i have to go to the washroom badly"
SUB:" no u can go!"
me:" but i cant hold it anymore.do u wan me to die"
SUB:"yes."

SHOCKED! everyone hates her. pfft.even the good students. BLEEEH. no homework tonight. so preety relaxing and chilling. i strt randomly add ppl bcos asha was super boring! then talked to sharif. weird ass dude. and anoosh and maii. i miss that little person.
then like that2

gaaawd, im tired talking about you.
and the other you!. WTH is wrong with you.
CRAAP!






this week is the bad hijab week.

OKAAAY. i hate you. and im staying away from you. maybe he is right. you are a bad influence.
i have a bad day. today is stupid. YES. wtvr. thanks syimir for helping me out and hearing everything. and zahra for jus being there and making me smile.

syimir says: can you like smile alittle syimir says: think positive... be jolly happy... youre comin back to singapore soon.. dun think so much abt ur problem syimir says: and think abt whatever you wanna say, do, etc. with ur girlfriends back in singapore... its in afew weeks time.. 09. rocking live. says: thanks syimir i feel much better than/ syimir says: you shld be jumping for joy not upset right..



'i miss the sisters.
i wan the hug from mai,
the pat from skin
a rub at the back frm hasanah.
and the company of ain.

i want u guys badly.
;[[

talked to ain,haris,maya and farah(amalina) yesterday night. ain, boring ar bobal gan ko. ;P haris, pegi training ker tk?u and ur skateboarding je eh. tsk3 maya: why r u asking asal tk tdo lg?XP and pemalas ar ko. FARAAAH: sorry tk bobal sgt. stomach ache. ;D
thenn agaaiin. YOU PPL RULES.

well the schedule got changed again. i told my story and the tchr said " wow a wonderful story" well technically not good enough for me. RAWWR. well im hunger for great marks okay.i cant help it.then the whole day was so surprisingly random. its like POP GOES THE RANDOM. funny tho. lunch had debate meeting. and these grade 11 girls specifically huda and juwayriyah, we like chasing me around the class. first juwayriyah kept saying "awww, look at you. your so cute". its not funny. it was creepy. scaaaaaaary.thenn huda wanted to comfort me so she goes to me and hugs me and all of the sudden was like " mmm, you smell niice. Come here" THATS EVEN SCARIER. and she kept telling ppl to smell me. WTHECKS why are u smelling me.there were like all over me. but i still love them.gym was free-you-can-do-anything. shot some baaskets. goal some nets and the reast of the girls strt dancing. omg i can go blind. this is no ordinary dances.these were blind dances. asha was on the stage jus sitting and lying to joined her and then we went upstairs and took our french books while we heard this 2 tchrs talking about birds. riights.then studied.
THE FRENCH TCHR RAWK TODAY! he was so random and funny all of the sudden. (hint: 9 ppl gone cos the guys went to watch basket ball while one got home early and the others were absent.) the class were all rawking. the girls ruled the class. then my hyperness got built up cos of him and asha too. i was like HAHAHAHAHAH most of the time. walked home with ibraheem,emran,aisyah and lil brother. emran is akwrd and sory ibraheem i didnt talk to you but thanks for accompanying lil brother. did homework,eat.(i wan more food)thast it.


muhim thanks alot.
im using alot of "physical warfare" these days.
i jus love the word(s) ;]]

the pic say it all.

the whole morning i chatted with few peoples. then yan got her wacked on and maya just increased my lets say motility to shop for clothes. gawwd. later than yan told me bot the japan vid/episode cos i was bored so i go for it. well i nvr regret it. watched it like for the whole day. i didn't even bathed until magrib. shut up. i cant help it. plus its shifa' fault too. she kept pushing me to watch each episode. so far finished about 8 episode. but i skipped till episode 12. siince yan was done watching it so she was like:
"the last part remind me of the sisters ar"
ans this question, did u like try to cry?

it was so sad.
touched. okay DIAM.
the hilarious thiing was while i was watching a classmate was so shocked that i was wtching it. why cos i use to dissed it so much. He was like "your watching it?! big surprise" GOD, shut up.
didn't had the much mood.oh while watching it. talked to braem.

conclusion:
weird. i dont get it. and he dosen't get it. :]]

dad left for montreal. snow storm is over i guess. and he called home after few min gone.
he talked to me about my schooling. yes MY FUTURE SINGAPORE SCHOOL.
well everyone knew basically its ALJUNIED OR IRSYAD.

you guys have no idea how tough it is. how im stressing with this decision. my plan was to take exams for aljunied if i tk dpt then irsyad it is. but i dont think this is going to work. neither does my parents and even you guys knew that. its hard im telling you. HARD. its like maybe O'level math hard. both school wants the results as fast as possible. irsyad wants the decision before school closes and im late already. plus i dont want to miss the most looking forward days. ive always loved aljunied sports days AND next year is the intermadrasah. andn i want to represent as an aljuniedian. im sorry that i'll be disappointing you sisters. but i dont want to waste my time and nvr dream to be in sec2 2008. but ill be an irsyadian. yes. iryadian. ;[[ hey but its not going to be bad riight. rusda,malsa,farah,shira(yes my cousin),azie and some other ppl will be there riight with me. i know u sisters are dissapointed but hey come on smile for me. we'll hang out together. i might visit aljunied and i might actually balik tampines with the east folks. you guys wait for me at school then we balik sesame. or u ppl dtg irsyad. i guess ill be kat irsyad for 2 yrs or 1 yr. dad advise that i should take my STE kat irsyad. then in the morning, ill still naek mrt with hasanah and aisyah, and maybe ill go meet ain. then when u guys have netball practice i could come and visit and see u all play riight?

hey, im not happy or satisfied with my decision.
i miss all the aljunidians. i miss (kaks)ishmah,falah,mus,dila,seri,aizah,pija ad all those other netball kaks and nons.
but i guess its the best for me.
cheer me up darling sisters. be happy. smile for me.
no worries, we'll still hang out maybe every sat.or go to ppls hse.
we're always be together and stick together.
ILYalldearly.
:]

it the morning talk to few people,like wonderful rusda. then mama told me to get off and prepared breakfast. but then while waiting for the prata (yes, prata) so when online talked to boring muhaimin, grouchy maya, awesome haris and caring syimir. while i did something else. i helped maya out and all. and she jus made me want to shop for more clothes and jeans. DAMN. im growing up. i cant believe i cant wait to go shopping. well its more like hanging out with gfs. i really wanted to help maya, as she was so down but i had to get ready so sorry hun. got ready,and left. and woooah. it was at 11 sumtin and the interchange were dead. no body was there xcpt for few. shaheed hold a door for a lady and got 3 chocolates. nice eh. later than in between the journeys i had a bad feeling cause i didn't know what time it strts, so i was afraid that we were going to miss it. then reached school and was so glad they havent strt yet. did my prayers and the game strts. omg the questions were so easy. grade nine science mostly and kinetic and potential energy usually. me and kaha a grade 11 girl answered most of the questions the other help to agree and support us like that. so we rock the science and social studies question but we totally suck at Islamic studies.embarrassing much. tsk2. we got every I.S. question wrong. then our hero,ilyas, saved us from the embarrassment. the question was: how many surahs were there in the quran? AND NOBODY KNEW. astagfirullah. xcpt for ilyas. we were so happy. oh guess what the prize. $10 for winners $5 for runner up =.=" but thank god we still won didd we. haha. then got home and tired wtched shark tales and all.







make story short:
shaheed lose and i won
&& i think im sick.

the whole journey, i kept saying to myself today is going to be an awesome day over and over. well it was quite. french class was lively. the tchr was all of the sudden so cheerful he kept sayin gi love you too to the guys and calling them dears. HAHA. the english KILLED MY MOOD. i got ditched alone during lunch. how sad. how i miss ain and the other sisters all of the sudden that time. during kutbah i slept. sagal was very comfortable cos i land my head on top of her shoulder. then the girls chairs were covered with chalk dust excpt for mine. but then later MY CHAIR got chalked too and wet. >;[ mad mad mad. while native i planned to eat my jellybeans i brought to school. CRAP then. i realized that it was gone and i found the plastic below my table! DAMNN YOU BOYS. ibraheem told me what happen and all. GRRR. on the way home was so scary, there was this guy i think he was hung over talking about "fucking you" something like that as i only kept hearing the word "fuck". scarry. then walk alone while talking on the phone with anoosh.



i got to admit but with ibraheem taking the bus is fun.

morning, the sisters and other ppl made me smile when they attack me with IM thanks, the bus was PACKED. the snow was troublesome. the morning was okay.the class wasnt that high today cos khaled wasnt in hah. the lunch was rawking awesome. some grade 11 rubbed snow in my face so badly.2 of them like jumped on me! First i cant really breathe and there were snow in my nose and mouth. then i took a handful of snow and rubbed back one of them next i found out i got attacked! CRAP. then played around and all. computer i actually got 96 not 98. hrmph but alhamdlliah thanks god riight.i got 91 for maths. :D yay yay! lateer then snowing like hard. Ibraheem just again being weird. as usual he was walking to the bus stop with us, all of the sudden i found him beside me. weird. and aisha just pissed me off. RAWWWR. the days really fast somehow. talked to abdulasis on msn. omg weird dude la kau. he forced me to play burning building cause hes too scared to play T or D. im pure evil la. im good at it. the game was hilarious!
he made me laugh so hard that i cant stop smiling. so then talked to anoosh on the phone and did my native homework actually. but its somehow like english so i called it eng homework. thanks syimir for helping me out. i hope the teacher like it. now im really sleepy and tired. talking not much with maya.

TODAY THANKS,
MAI.MAYA.SKIN.DANIAL.NADHIRAH.SYIMIR.
ABDULASIS.ANOOSH.ASHA.IBRAHEEM.LEYLA.
ME. ;D good maarks.

today is my laughing day. i laughed the WHOLE DAY. most of it were dirty stuffs. XP then during lunch i heard they had a snowball fight GIRLS V.S BOYS. and i missed it! i had student council meeting hrmph. well at least ppl laughed at my joke. okay tk important. then after lunch, as i was late for class everyone was like dead serious it was weiird. then all of the sudden my table, and sum dudes strted to somehow be wild it and nthe class all of the sudden was WILD everyone was hyper it was the best moment. it was funny. i laughed too much today.

maya and me had the most crappiest fight ever this morning and it was so random.we shud frame it u noe. hrmph.

last night, while talking to syimir i told him the most random thing he ever heard after that everything he said was a laughing matter for me even the word "ok la" then make me smile and laughing even more when he kept apologizing from making me laughing. haha dude u cant be random and yet u were random too yesterday.

something is just weird today. i feel diffrent as im diffrent i change like so badly i became more bossier,egoist,and meaner and other stuff which is so weiird. i really have to know how ive change. dear sisters, be honenst ad truthfully tell me. i want to ask syimir but he will end up saying either oh i think it rude or i dont know or sumtin else.no offence XP. okay shut up.

is that it?
the end.

morning was weird. mai, its not that i like to specialize on the sisters but i got o u all in diffrent moment and time and u ppl are like special in u ppl own way.comeon dont be like that. im nt saying that maya and ain are better than the others. its just that im close with them.you ppl are all equal on the same level no one is on the higher rank. xcpt for yan. :D hehehehhehe jeng jeng jeng. i made a stupid mistake for math quiz, shot. or else i will get 100%. i got my sciences marks for first term report card. and im not satisfied with it.grr. i got 85! i dont care bot shaheed's marks cos it makes me even more mad. then i got marks for natives. okay these marks doesn't satisfied or make me happy at all!i realized that when u work hard, study hard, you have to do it with you heart and be humble.calm yourself and dont get all excited. always remember Allah and pray before u do something.gym wasnt xciting. or fun. French was weird. i asked the tchr for a piece of orange and somehow ppl strt laughing. =.= oh i attack some how burst my bubble or upsetness and anger on anoosh. but then everything was cool. thing is just weird today.

P.S.

AKU TGH TAKOT NI. psl aljunied nyer exams. wheres my notes. i need my notes. i need to study now. i need to be prepared! da la zaki tkot kn aku with the exams.

reread the post below.

YANNY&MAYA&KAK ANI YOU PPL ARE BIG ASSY IN THE HOLE.
YOU #$%^&!!
I WAN TO SMASH THAT PEE ASS PEE OF YOURS!
aku shud get first bkn krg!!
RAWWWWR.



the end.

well im tired of following you everywhere. its just not me. whats the point, it makes me more like a follower than an independent person. guess what, im an independent person. so heck, if u want to come with me come if u dont fine. why cos you actually end up leaving me alone at the corner. thats for you.

todaay,
missed the bus today and i blamed it all on shaheed. he kept on saying"diam bodoh" everytime i open my mouth.it was hilarious! computer class was rawking funny. i out an weird accent and anoosh made me hyper until 3rd period. weird assy tchr. french ruin my mood the whole day. THAANKS. the lunch CRAP! i got A for science project so close of getting B-. scary.
after school chatted. that person hurt my feeling badly. i know its so stupid as its kinda of childish. i dont know why but somehow i took in seriously. you hurt me badly that u took my smile away that i just had.u tried to get it back after you know that i was hurt cos i told you but i dont know why i jus wont accpt it but i will one day. syimir tried his best to make me smile. thanks for caring you. but he just didd really make me smile. but then smile came back with laughter. dad and shaheed cracked me up so badly during dinner that i was rolling on the floor. shaheed's question made me laugh so loud and dad's french "oui,oui" story made me rolling on the floor. ILYboys♥
;]


ehk yanny,
aku miss ko ar. lame seyy kamu tk online. i miss crapping with you. the weird conversation.
MASOK AR.

maya,
i know you guys will help me out but cpt2 la im running out of time. how am i suppose to blaja in 5 weeks or less.

ehk i wan a PSP, sony coolpix(only maya knows whats that),a cellphone of my choice bla balik spore,wonderful life full of great friends and true friends and dpt masok aljunied in 2008,dpt masok sec3 and also forever with the sisters.

i dont wan to masok irsyad. pls pls pls. HELP ME.

my blog is full of stuff that happen thru out the days. but i realized something whats the point. why would ppl wannt to know what happen during my days. its only for me to know unless something interesting or will kept as memories.

i have 5 more weeks left till ill be back. how happy i am. i just cant wait. but is this really what i want. OF COURSE it is. there with my sisters. then again i dont think ill be with them the whole entire week. or i might. i dont even know if i might go to aljunied. the biggest possibility for me is to masok aljunied. its an easy and go for me to masok irsyad. but i dont want to masok irsyad cos aljunied is living in me. thats my second home where i meet the important ppl in my life and live in me that make me me, the sisters. i wont be the way i am if its not for them. i appreciate all of them for coming into my life. i do want to masok aljunied but how? i have a test to take and few weeks to study will i be able to manage it all. my mind is blank when it comes to expressing it to people. but when im alone with my mind, all of them rush out making me think and make me confuse.it just doesn't make any sense.

im blanked
thats it.
i have lots in my mind but hard to let it go.

Monday,
i cant remember anything else except that my nose was bleeding. it was ouch. seriously.its
wednesday right now and i someow cant feel my nose like my nose was before. i think dislocated it.OMGAWD. awesome. i think. and gym we played football.WEEWT~ beside all those are that monday morning are always the best and will always be the best amin.

Tuesday,
the morning i jus feel angry at the world.i dont knnow why. i was jus angry. then shaheed kept drinking my hot chocolate.i cant really remember anything much xcpt for sort of boring tuesday with intersting things that happen and special which i cant remember. but gym was awesome and hilarious too. its not that i dont like basketball but i just feel bad playing it. but during this game, i sweat for real! and the tchr gave alot of compliment while i was playing as she said i was playing tough. i swear it was hilarious trying to get the ball. then i perfect catch and jump. okay shaza DIAM. brag much riight.

Wednesday,
i had to run in the morning to catch up with the bus. its like embrassing tho somehow.
i had this weird attititude all of the sudden. i didd talk to anyone when i reached scaooshool.
i just shut up like that. then i was hyper in like SNAP. bwhahahha. weiird. goo riight.the twinnys cracked me up so badly. that we had weird convos and so fun ones too. then at school, anooshs cell no. was written on the board and she got 3 prankedcall. gawd thses boys are so immature.
they have no life! plus they are SO WEIRD.we wanted to know stuff so i talked to one of shaheeds fren. the shiest kid turn to be the not-so-too-many-question type of kid. from the prblm to a friendly convo. then talked to syimir. you scared me. i dont get you. what do u mean about all those stuff. you beenn thinking again huh. i played wedding dash WEWT~ then talk to syimir and this girl from muslimah alive camp,i forgot her name bt i call her rin. we were so close during the camp that we go every year. farah noes wat im talking about.if u do remember. later than watched ET and go to sleep.

Thrsday,
today. hrmph. morning was like that. reached school and start talking to people. but i was as talkative and hyper as yesterday.weiird i think. i dont feel like explaining the dayl but it was just hmm what shud i say.diffrent.a little weird.but non of them really describe it. and after school i got angry agaiin. for nothing.

i dont know what else.

on Saturday, aunt omaima,my sitter, invited the family for dinner. the food was okay. i ate everything, so there i sound like a pig. the brownie was DELICIOUS, it was so moise. so while the adults chatted away, me and shifa were at the corner playing games from the cellphone and taking pictures with mine the whole time, quite fun though.

SUNDAY,
spend the whole day infornt of the computer playing wedding dash.then all of the sudden,i stopped just like that i start doing my work. finished everything up somehow in a rush and later chatted with syimir and shut everything down and sleep.

MONDAY.
i woke up at 620 andn was suppose to get ready in 30min.WTH. everything including cleaning my bag. andn you have no dea how long it takes me to wear my hijab. but then agaiin wow i got ready in 20 min including getting my hot chocolate ready. XP it was a morning until i reached school. GAWD theese people make me stress. i noe we had a 2 test straight but come one give me a brck! somehow i got brainwash there after i had a "ur stupid" argument with shaheed. computer and geo test was okay. i hope i score 100% amin. french was BLEH.lunch was interesting. we were commenting on ppl. i was known as the leprechauns, why? cos i look pure innocent when im pure evilicious only people who knows me well knows so.and so on which i quite somehow agree. i have secrets. >:D well sumtin like that. then science was noisy until that dirty thought me anoosh and asha had. -cough- so siick you dont need to know. we were laughing so hard and DISGUSTING. the sickest joke i ever made. tsk tsk tsk. then gym easy say IT WAS FOOTBALL. AWESOME MUCH. but the game wasnt that fun cos i nose got hit agaiin. this time bleeding and i can still feel the pain. i think thats it. home. i had a stupid argument wiht my mother, which was my fault cause i had no idea wtheck is wrong with me!

okay there.